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raban's lament
i overhear adrenaline
and calculate the chance to win
i scrape my knees, to you i run
and growl, staring at the sun
my weaker leg, my brightest trait,
you run ahead, but can you wait?
to them, i'm just a kid
who's fun
if life is just a game, what do they do if it's unfair
so i can be like you,
please wish i'd broke the faulty leg
if this whole world around us all
consists of numbers in a code
you'll be the one to call me just
a zero with a hole at heart
the lenses in my glasses, though
into a shade of pink, they turn
to them, i'm an excuse
to laugh
each prize that we can get is also a potential threat
so i can win with you,
please tell me i'm a worthy friend
i feel like a leaf blown away by the wind
and each time i fall, my own gravity shifts
it picks up the dirt, leaving spots on my skin
my hair curls along with the thoughts within
if i'm the weakest link, don't miss me when i join your enemies
so i can be myself,
i'll keep on rambling 'till this rain ends.
- may 17th, 2024 -