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Aizawa Shouta was tired. Not an uncommon occurrence, yet as the bone deep weariness settled into their bones they knew things may go badly.
After all, they were far from inexperienced with depression and suicidal thoughts.
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It was 2am and breeze felt so nice on their pounding headache. Sitting on the side of a roof Shouta knew they should message Hizashi. Shouta knew they shouldn't be alone. And yet, they didn't take their phone out.
Everyone always said that being too selfless was a bad thing. Everyone always said to things for yourself. But they knew that that wouldn't be accepted as the reason they jumped.
It was odd the disconnect they had right now. When patrolling they would stop jumpers, comfort them, get them help, promise it would get better... Yet here they were, numb. Thoughts were hard to follow and they just had that vague feeling of what if. Sure Zashi and Nem would be sad, but they would heal. Those two are good at that.
Shouta took off their boots and set them off to the side.
The wind was so comforting, even if it wasn't the only thing rushing in their ears.
They took a deep breath, realizing at some point they stood up.
Reaching into their pocket they took their phone out and opened the group chat and started to type.
Funky Fresh Frenzzzz
CoffeeJunkie
I'm sorry
TooEnergetic
Please tell me you didn't set the kitchen on fire again Sho
WillDrugU
lmao send pics
CoffeeJunkie
Love you guys
They locked their phone and set it down on their scarf, ignoring the now constant buzzing of messages.
With their eyes closed they let the wind and the howling in their ears to consume them.
The stepped of the ledge.