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And just like that I looked at Toya.He was talking so enthusiastically with Kentaro.I thought separating our lives was for the best,right?
“Hey Akito.” Asahi was calling for me.I couldn’t focus at all.
Toya’s smile...I wanted to be the only one that can see it.
Huh?What was I thinking?
“Akito!” Asahi was so loud that even Toya and Kentaro stopped talking.
I looked to Toya.His fading smile…
“Akito is there something wrong?” He asked with his beautiful voice.
I decided to go get some fresh air.”I’ll be back.”
It’s been two years since Bad Dogs separated.We are both college students now.And we both found different singing partners.
But for some reason, I can’t stop thinking about him.Stalking his socials,late night thinking sessions,…
“Akito.”
Someone opened the door.It was him.Oh my god.It’s him.
“What is this about?Are you okay?”
He knows me more than anyone else.Of course, he knows something is wrong.
“Asahi is waiting for you-“
“Fuck Asahi.” I said.I don’t even hate Asahi.But the conversation is not about him right now.
“I thought he is your partner?” Toya said.His voice lower this time.
I sighed.Toya came closer to me.
Don’t do this to me.
“You can tell me.” He was about to grab my shoulder but I pulled back.
“Are you happy with Kentaro?”
I don’t even know why I asked.
“He is okay.Why are you even asking this?”
I don’t know.
I just looked somewhere else.The silence was eating us.
I didn’t even know what I wanted.To be honest I thought Toya would quit street music.
“If you are not gonna talk,I’m going-“ Toya said.But I grabbed his wrist.I grabbed it so hard like my life depends on it.
“Don’t go.” I said.
“Akito….”
I was so close to him.I finally let go his wrist and I just put my head to his back.
“Akito.You are not fine,aren’t you?”
Of course you dumb.
“I miss you.”
Oh my god.Why did I say that?
I could feel his surprise.I could imagine his expression.
“I thought you hated me.” Toya said.
I pulled him towards me.Our eyes interlocked.
“How could I hate you?” I said.
His eyes softened.Oh my god.I really love him.
He hugged me.Oh my god.This was the best feeling ever.