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Chapter I
I never had a problem in my work before, not like I had a fight with a coworker or got fired or yelled at my boss, but in this case my boss was the problem, not because of his actitude well not at all, it was more of my fault...I fell in love with him
And I fell hard
I had been working on this school hospital on Dr House's team for almost a year now, I'm the new admission at the team, my coworkers; Allison Cameron, Eric Foreman and Robert Chase got the job much sooner than me. It is a good job, decent payment, nice environment, despite working with people about to die, and my boss...he wasn't bad, he can be so annoying sometimes, always stubborn, saying and doing what he thinks it's correct without caring about others at all, but something inside me tell me that he actually cares about others at least just a bit but, he doesn't want to show vulnerable, and the worst of all is how I feel for him, even when he is acting like a jerk, his voice, his eyes, his lips, god those lips, I wish I could taste them, and that's my problem, wandering this and much more things about my boss. And yeah I know about the old cliche about the young man falling for his old boss blah blah. But damn he is so fine.
He is at least twice my age and I can already hear him saying why my feelings are stupid
I'm your boss and twice your age, all of this is just a stupid crush, like a school boy crushing on his handsome teacher
And that's why he can't find out, that and I could possibly get fired too so there's no win in that. I'm usually good at hiding it but this day was a little harder than usual.
Look it's not strange for House to say inappropriate comments to someone, it's his way to be sarcastic, but he usually do sexual sarcastic comments to Cuddy and Cameron, yeah I know it sounds really bad but he isn't a creep, well the thing is that we were discussing a case as usual.
It can be appendicitis
I proposed. House turn to look at me and start talking on his usual sarcastic voice.
Nice try, browney locks but it doesn't explain the bleeding at-...the
His eyes go down to my chest and then back to my face before going back to my chest
Don't know we had an exhibitionist here at work. You go to gym? 'cus it shows
Said House raising his eyebrows. I look down at my chest and my face turn red. I didn't realize some buttons of my shirt had slipt open, I know it was a bad idea to wore this one to work, the dryer made it smaller! And it was the only one clean!
Oh..I'm...um sorry
I mumble while covering with my coat
I recommend you to change shirts, we don't want you flashing the patients
Said House as I nod and get up for my bag, I know pretty well that chase and foreman are trying not laugh at me.
Later that day House would not let it die.
Are you gonna show me the full thing now?
He said next to my ear with his damn sarcastic voice that I die for. I was testing the patients blood on the lab
Excuse me?
I said as i turn to look at him like if I wasn't dying to spend at least a night with him
- who you are working out for?
- uh for me? I don't need someone for wanting to look good
I said with a fake annoyed tone and walk to the lab's door as I finish the testing, but house block my way with his cane, oh I hate when he do that but how I love when he look at me with that look on his face.
You are not saying the true
He said with a smirk getting closer to me, I tried my best not to blush for his closeness, his blue eyes darting into my soul.
-I'm telling you the true, what you expect me to say? That I'm working out my body for you?
I said, more defendant that I wanted to.
He rised his eyebrows, apparently not expecting that answer.
-That would be interesting because I was going to say Cameron
SHIT I screw up, but there's no way he could know how I feel for him, it was just a wrong guess
-But I think you have other interest...
- okay Cameron it's just a friend, and my personal life is not of your business
I went out of the lab, leaving House inside. I wish I was able to ask him out just like Cameron did a time ago, but he is straight and I don't want to be humiliated, it's better this way.