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    Things have been going well for Blitzø over the course of the past few months. Suspiciously well, in fact. His relationship with Stolas has never been healthier, business is booming, and their whole hodgepodge of a family is more united than ever. So obviously, it was only a matter of time before shit hit the fan in a spectacular way.

    Throughout his life, he formulated the perfect way of dealing with his trauma. That is: bottle everything up, toss it aside, and then maybe (hopefully) never think about it again. But there's only so much room to be filled before he can no longer escape it, and he’s finally reached that point. The persistent nightmares of him failing to keep his friends and family alive haunt him every night, his mental health is declining fast, and everyone is left feeling helpless as they watch on. It's not that they don't want to help, but everything they do seems to be making it worse. Stolas feels especially helpless, as he's at the center of every nightmare.

    Everyone keeps saying it'll get worse before it gets better, but just how bad is worse?

    (Summery changed as of 09/08/25 to reflect on the story more accurately)

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