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Part 1 of ppotoz inspired by taylor swift’s songs
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begin again

Summary:

“But on a Wednesday in a cafe / I watched it begin again”

Notes:

as a fellow swiftie and wav i have to combine them together 😄

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It was a Wednesday.

 

Yooyeon hated Wednesdays. They sat in the middle of the week like an awkward silence—neither the relief of a Friday nor the promise of a beginning like a Monday. But that Wednesday, something strange happened. That Wednesday, she walked into a café she’d never been to before—one tucked between a florist and an old record store—and saw a girl sitting alone by the window, twirling a spoon in her coffee.

 

Yoon Seoyeon.

 

Yooyeon nearly turned around and walked right back out.

It had been two months since the breakup. Two months of crying into her pillow at night and pretending everything was fine during the day. Two months since her ex had said, with a shrug, You’re too much sometimes. Too loud. Too sarcastic. It’s exhausting.”

She had nodded like she understood. Like it made sense that love could unravel just because she laughed too hard at her own jokes or refused to be the quiet girl with the soft opinions.

So no—she hadn’t really believed she’d smile again. Not the real kind. Not the kind that reached her eyes.

And she definitely didn’t expect that the girl who used to sit three rows ahead of her in history class—the quiet, sharp-tongued, genius-level Seoyeon—would be the one to help her remember how.

But there Seoyeon was, looking up from her cup like she’d been waiting for her.

Yooyeon blinked. “Hi?”

Seoyeon tilted her head. “Are you just going to stand there or are you going to sit?”

And so, she sat.

 

The first time they talked, really talked, was that day. That strange, rainy Wednesday when time slowed down in a café filled with the scent of espresso and second chances.

Yooyeon hadn’t planned on staying. She meant to grab coffee and leave. But Seoyeon had this way of speaking that made you feel like every word mattered. She was calm, precise, but not cold. And when she laughed—not the polite chuckle, but the real kind—it cracked something open in Yooyeon’s chest.

“Why are you really here?” Seoyeon asked, stirring sugar into her latte.

Yooyeon hesitated. “Honestly? I’m trying to pretend I’m okay.”

Seoyeon looked at her then—really looked at her, like she could see past all the jokes and the masks. “Yeah. I know that feeling.”

They sat in silence for a few moments, but it wasn’t uncomfortable. It was the kind of silence you could rest in.

Then Yooyeon said, “My ex never liked when I joked too much. Said I didn’t take anything seriously.”

Seoyeon raised an eyebrow. “That’s a ridiculous reason to dislike someone.”

Yooyeon smiled for the first time in days. “Right? I mean, sure, I joke a lot. But it’s not like I’m incapable of feelings.”

Seoyeon nodded, her expression softening. “Sometimes people only want the version of you that fits into their world. And when you don’t shrink for them, they call it ‘too much.’”

Yooyeon blinked. “Wow. That was… weirdly specific.”

Seoyeon looked away, almost sheepishly. “Let’s just say… I’ve been there too.”

 

The second time they met, it wasn’t an accident.

Yooyeon came back to the café a week later—same day, same time. And there she was again. Seoyeon, with her headphones around her neck and a book in her hand, looking up like she’d hoped she would come.

“Hey,” Yooyeon said, sliding into the seat across from her.

“I figured you might show up,” Seoyeon replied without looking up from her book.

“Oh, confident,” Yooyeon teased. “What if I was just a one-time burst of chaos in your peaceful coffee routine?”

“Then I’d have read in peace,” Seoyeon said, lips twitching. “But I’m glad you came.”

There it was again. That warmth. That quiet, honest sort of affection that crept into Seoyeon’s voice when she wasn’t guarding it.

Yooyeon didn’t know what this was. A friendship? Something more? But all she knew was that when she left that café, she felt lighter. Like some invisible weight had been lifted from her chest.

 

Over the next month, Wednesdays became their day.

They talked about everything—exes, music, family, fears. Seoyeon confessed she hated public speaking and once cried in the bathroom during a debate competition. Yooyeon admitted she used humor to avoid vulnerability and once ran from a relationship because she was afraid of being truly seen.

And they laughed. God, they laughed.

Yooyeon made it a personal mission to make Seoyeon laugh at least three times each Wednesday. She started bringing her weird facts (“Did you know octopuses have three hearts?”), and Seoyeon rolled her eyes every time—but smiled anyway.

One afternoon, Seoyeon said, “You know, you’re nothing like I expected.”

“Good or bad?” Yooyeon asked.

“Unexpected,” Seoyeon said thoughtfully. “Like finding a song you didn’t know you needed until you heard it.”

Yooyeon blinked, heart skipping. “That’s… kind of poetic.”

“I have layers,” Seoyeon deadpanned.

Yooyeon grinned. “Like an onion?”

“Like a lasagna , thank you very much.”

 

But of course, healing isn’t linear.

There was a day Yooyeon showed up late, eyes red, smile gone.

Seoyeon didn’t ask. Just passed her a cup of coffee and waited.

“It’s stupid,” Yooyeon finally said. “I saw my ex today. She looked… happy. And I felt like I was back at square one.”

Seoyeon reached across the table and gently placed her hand over Yooyeon’s. “It’s not stupid.”

Yooyeon looked down at their joined hands. “Do you ever really start over?”

Seoyeon didn’t answer right away.

Then she said, “Maybe starting over doesn’t mean forgetting. Maybe it just means choosing to believe something new is possible.

Yooyeon met her gaze. “Like what?”

Seoyeon smiled. “Like maybe the person who sees all your ‘too much’ and thinks it’s just enough.”

Yooyeon’s breath caught. She didn’t say anything.

But her fingers curled around Seoyeon’s.

And she didn’t let go.

 

It was a Wednesday when Seoyeon kissed her.

They were walking out of the café, the sky just beginning to turn pink at the edges. Seoyeon was rambling about a documentary she’d watched the night before, and Yooyeon wasn’t really listening—not because she didn’t care, but because she was too busy watching her. The way her eyes lit up when she talked. The way she gestured with her hands like she couldn’t contain the thought inside her head.

So she stopped.

Right in the middle of the sidewalk.

Seoyeon turned. “What?”

“I like you,” Yooyeon said, all in a rush. “Like, really like you. And I know we’ve been dancing around it and maybe this is way too soon and maybe I’m being too much again but—”

Seoyeon kissed her.

Soft. Certain.

When she pulled back, she said, “You’re not too much. You’re exactly right.”

 

It was a Wednesday when Yooyeon realized she wasn’t broken anymore.

They were sitting in their usual café, fingers intertwined under the table. Seoyeon was reading some random article out loud, badly imitating the journalist’s tone, and Yooyeon was laughing so hard she nearly spilled her drink.

She looked at Seoyeon and thought, I used to think love was supposed to be hard. Like something you had to earn. Something you had to shrink for.

But this? This was different.

This was love that felt like exhaling.

Like coffee in a quiet café.

Like a Wednesday that didn’t feel so lonely anymore.

Notes:

my x @seoahseo if you wanna be mootss

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