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It was raining. Of course it was.
The city had a way of mimicking moods—gloomy skies hanging low like a promise about to be broken. The rain came soft, steady, soaking the streets and blurring headlights into something ghostlike. Cups stood on the familiar sidewalk outside the building she once called home, her boots soaked through, hair matted to her forehead. The key was still in her pocket, pressed cold against her palm. It was ironic how it hadn’t changed, even when everything else had.
She didn’t use it.
Instead, she knocked.
Three soft raps, tentative. She thought he might not open it. Maybe he wasn’t home. Maybe this was a sign she shouldn’t be here. But then the door opened, and all of her reasons unraveled.
Chatty stood in the doorway, like a ghost she’d once loved. Except he wasn’t a ghost. He was real, flesh and heartbreak, wearing an old hoodie and wide, unbelieving eyes.
"Cups?"
His voice was quieter than she remembered. Hoarse. Tired.
She smiled. It was small, like it didn’t want to be there. "Hey, Chatterbox."
He blinked, eyes scanning her face, her soaked clothes, her trembling hands. The silence stretched until it frayed at the edges.
"Can I come in?"
He stepped aside wordlessly. She brushed past him, and the warmth of the apartment hit her harder than she expected. The scent was the same. Coffee. Paper. Him.
The living room looked untouched. The blanket she always wrapped herself in was still on the couch, and her favorite mug sat on the bookshelf like a memory frozen in time. A part of her wished he had changed everything—as if that might've made this easier.
"You look… older," she said, trying to laugh. It cracked in her throat.
"And you look the same."
She sat on the couch, letting her eyes roam the space. He didn’t sit. He stood by the kitchen counter, hands shoved into the pocket of his hoodie.
"Do you know what today is?" she asked quietly.
His jaw tensed. "I remember."
"Two years ago today, I told you I loved you."
"One year ago today, you left."
She winced. "Yeah."
"Why now? Why today?"
Cups looked down at her hands. They were shaking. She curled them into fists.
"Because I owed you this. I owed you a goodbye."
He let out a bitter laugh. "So that’s what this is. Closure?"
"No," she whispered. "It’s love."
He looked at her sharply.
"I came back because I still love you. But I can’t stay. I know that now."
"You don’t get to do that," he snapped, finally moving. He paced in front of her like a storm. "You don’t get to say you love me and then leave again. That’s not how this works, Cups. That’s not fair."
She stood too. "I never promised fairness. I only ever promised love. And maybe that was the problem."
"You broke me."
Her eyes welled with tears. "I broke myself too."
"Then why?" he demanded. "Why walk away when we could have fought? We were supposed to fight for each other."
"Because I was scared!" she shouted. "I was scared of what I was turning into. I was scared of hurting you more than I already had. I was scared of becoming someone you wouldn’t recognize."
"You could have told me. You could have let me in."
"I didn’t know how!"
The silence that followed was worse than the shouting. It filled every corner of the room, swallowing the ghosts they’d tried to ignore.
Chatty sank onto the couch, elbows on his knees, hands in his hair.
"I waited for you. Every day."
She swallowed the sob rising in her throat. "I know."
"I thought if I gave you time, you’d come back and we’d pick up where we left off."
"There’s no going back," she whispered. "Only forward."
He looked up at her, eyes red. "Then stay. Move forward with me."
"I can’t."
"Why not?"
"Because I would only break you again. I’m not healed. And maybe I never will be. But I can't keep taking pieces of you to fix myself."
He stood suddenly, like being still was suffocating him.
"I never wanted perfect. I just wanted you."
"And I wanted to be worth that. I wanted to be someone who didn’t ruin the best thing that ever happened to her."
She stepped closer and touched his face. He flinched but didn’t pull away.
"I came back to say goodbye, because you deserve that much. And because if I left again without telling you, I don’t think I’d survive it."
"You think I will?"
Her voice cracked. "Eventually."
He stared at her, like memorizing her face one last time. Then he kissed her. Slow. Desperate. Final.
When they pulled apart, their foreheads touched. Her tears wet his cheeks.
"I love you, Chatterbox."
"I’ll love you longer," he whispered.
She pulled away, walking to the door. She turned the knob, paused.
"Happy anniversary."
And then she left.