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It was a night that smelled of damp earth and the river’s breath, the sky overhead heavy with the hush of summer. The town lay quiet behind me, its dim lanterns swaying in the warm air. I walked alone, the gravel crunching beneath my sandals, my hands tucked into the folds of my sleeves.
The river had been calling me all day, whispering through the reeds, sighing against the wooden docks. It was an invitation I could not refuse.
A boat lay tethered to a willow tree near the water’s edge, its bow dipping slightly with the current. I knew whose boat it was—some fisherman’s, likely resting on the shore while its owner lay sprawled on a futon in a sake-drenched slumber. Yet the sight of it, waiting there, stirred something in me.
Perhaps it was the way the moonlight danced on the water, streaking silver ribbons across the slow-moving current. Or perhaps it was the weight of solitude pressing against my ribs, the familiar ache of a man with no destination, no hand to hold him back, nor one to guide him forward.
I untied the rope, slipped into the boat, and pushed away from the shore. The wood groaned softly beneath me as I took up the oars, dipping them into the water. The river widened, swallowing the ripples of my passage.
It was an act of quiet rebellion—stealing a moment of freedom in the deep hush of the night.
For a while, I rowed aimlessly, watching the reflections tremble on the water’s surface. The boat moved like a ghost, its wake vanishing behind me. But then, as if drawn by some invisible thread, my gaze lifted toward the horizon, toward a craggy ridge that loomed in the distance, dark against the sky.
I rowed harder.
The steady rhythm of my strokes carried me forward, and I let myself believe, if only for a moment, that I was something more than what I was—a man not bound by his past, nor troubled by the weight of his own thoughts. The boat rose and fell with each pull of the oars, gliding over the black water like a swan.
And then I saw it.
At first, it was nothing more than a shadow, blending into the ridge beyond. But as I drew closer, it seemed to move—no, grow. A peak, monstrous and vast, rising from behind the crag as if it had been watching, waiting, and now it had chosen to reveal itself.
My breath stilled.
It loomed over me, its edges indistinct, shifting with the wind and the water’s ripple. It was not merely a mountain, nor a rock; it was something alive. A presence. A thing of knowing silence.
The oars shook in my hands.
I rowed faster, striking the water with frantic strokes. The river, once so smooth, seemed to resist me now, as if urging me back. And yet, no matter how quickly I moved, the towering form remained, its shape cutting into the night sky, blocking out the stars.
A cold sweat broke across my skin.
I turned the boat around.
The water, which had once welcomed me so gently, now felt thick and endless beneath me. I could not tell if the mountain still followed, or if it had ever moved at all—but I did not look back to find out.
Only when I reached the willow tree did I dare to breathe.
I pulled the boat into its place, tying it as it had been before. My hands trembled as I knotted the rope, my fingers clumsy, unsteady. The town lay ahead, its warm glow waiting to receive me. But something in me had changed.
I walked home in silence, past the sleeping houses and shuttered doors, past the places I knew so well but now felt foreign under my feet. The night had touched something deep inside me, something nameless and vast, as endless as the shadowed peak that had chased me on the water.
And in the days that followed, my thoughts were restless. Gone were the familiar comforts of the world—the gentle sway of willow branches, the laughter of children, the soft blue of the morning sky. In their place, my mind was haunted by that vision, that looming shape, dark and immense.
Even in my dreams, it remained.
It did not speak. It did not move.
But it was there.
And I feared that now, it always would be.