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Unedited: Yert and Drk are going to kil me with all the work I'm going to give them....
(Maybe) It's a Date
Kyoka Jiro
I've been staring at the same stupid concert flyer for what feels like a week. It's folded and refolded so many times that the ink's worn thin. I've read it enough times to memorize every detail, every band, every song I hope they'll play.
And every single time I picture asking Tanya to come along, my heart does this irritating thing where it forgets how to beat properly.
I glance across the classroom, pretending to look casual, like I'm just bored and scanning the room. Tanya's at her desk, perfectly calm, stacking her books into her bag with military precision. Her movements are always so exact—nothing wasted, nothing rushed. Even something that mundane feels like it sets us apart.
This is stupid. We literally live across from each other in the dorms. It would've been easier to just knock on her door and ask. But every time I thought about doing that, I chickened out. Here in class, at least it feels less personal. Less... dangerous, somehow.
God, this shouldn't feel dangerous at all.
Tanya closes her notebook with a quiet snap, zipping her bag closed neatly. The classroom is nearly empty now, just the two of us left behind. If I'm ever going to do this, it has to be now.
With a shaky breath, I push myself up from my seat, shoving the flyer deep into my jacket pocket. My pulse quickens the closer I get, nerves jangling like a guitar chord ringing just a little off-key.
Tanya looks up the moment I step near her desk, sharp blue eyes instantly focused on me. They're so clear and direct it's almost disorienting. I feel like I'm under inspection.
"Oh," she says evenly, raising an eyebrow just slightly. "Hey, Jiro. Need something?"
I try for casual, leaning slightly against a desk. It probably comes off awkward instead. "Uh, kinda. I mean, no big deal or anything, just—are you doing anything tomorrow night?"
Tanya tilts her head thoughtfully, those eyes narrowing just a fraction. "Tomorrow? No, nothing special. Training, mostly. Why?"
My heart rate kicks up another notch. Here it comes. "Well, there's this concert—underground thing downtown. Really good lineup. Small venue, invite-only crowd, you know... the kind of thing that's cooler when you don't go alone."
I pause briefly, realizing that wasn't nearly as clear as I intended.
Tanya nods once, waiting patiently. "Sounds interesting."
I swallow, forcing myself to continue. "I thought, you know... you might want to come along? Just the two of us."
There. Clear enough, right? My cheeks heat a little, but I keep my gaze steady. This has to be obvious. Even Tanya couldn't miss what I'm really saying here, right?
Tanya considers for barely a second, then shrugs lightly, looking entirely unfazed. "Sure, sounds good. It'll be nice to take a break. Thanks for inviting me."
I blink in surprise, completely caught off guard. "Really?"
Her lips quirk slightly, just enough for me to notice. "Yeah. Why, should I be worried?"
"No! No, totally not," I say quickly, laughing awkwardly. "I mean, it's gonna be fun. You'll like the music, I think. Good distraction, right?"
Tanya nods again, calm and practical as always. "Right. We could meet up at the dorm, since we're right across from each other. Easier that way."
"Exactly!" I say, too loudly. I mentally curse myself, toning it down quickly. "I mean, yeah. Definitely easier."
Tanya's eyes linger on me for a brief moment, curious but unreadable. "Then it's settled. What time?"
"Doors open at seven, so... maybe leave around six-thirty?"
She nods once more, clearly satisfied. "Perfect."
I can't stop the grin that spreads across my face, warmth pooling in my chest. "Cool, see you tomorrow."
As she rises smoothly from her seat, shouldering her bag with practiced ease, Tanya pauses beside me for just a second. Her voice is soft, genuinely appreciative. "I'm looking forward to it."
My stomach flips. "Yeah," I say quietly, smiling wider. "Me too."
She walks past me toward the door, perfectly composed as always, leaving me alone in the quiet classroom. As soon as the door clicks shut behind her, I let out a heavy breath, leaning back against the nearest desk. My knees feel like jelly, relief and excitement mixing into a weird, dizzying cocktail.
"Looking forward to it," I repeat quietly, laughing softly to myself. Tanya said it so easily, so casually. She has to know what this is, right? I mean, she agreed instantly, no hesitation. Friends don't normally say it like that, do they?
A tiny doubt pricks at the back of my mind. Then again, Tanya's always kind of weird. She might genuinely think this is just two classmates blowing off steam before the sports festival. No big deal, nothing more. Maybe I should've been clearer.
But the way she looked at me—that calm, steady gaze, almost soft for a moment—makes me think she has to get it. She has to know.
Mostly.
I push away from the desk, shaking my head. I'm overthinking it again. Tomorrow night, it's just me and Tanya, music pulsing through the air, the two of us side by side. That's enough for now.
Whatever tomorrow turns out to be—date or not—I can figure it out when we get there.
Tanya Yamada
As soon as my dorm door closes behind me, I exhale slowly, finally letting the carefully-maintained expression of calm slip a little. The encounter with Jiro still lingers in my mind, subtly tugging at the edges of my concentration.
Something about her demeanor was…strange today. Normally, Jiro is calm, collected—at least compared to the rest of our class—but today she was visibly nervous, fidgeting constantly, stumbling over her words. It wasn't like her. Did she think I'd refuse? Perhaps she thought I'd be annoyed at her for distracting me so close to the sports festival.
I shake my head lightly, dismissing the thought. She's a teenager, after all. Even someone as dependable as Jiro isn't immune to awkwardness or uncertainty. Still, it surprises me a little that someone who has consistently been my closest ally since the start of the school year would doubt my willingness to join her.
Especially after everything.
I settle into my chair at my desk, eyes briefly drifting to the stack of textbooks and strategy notes piled meticulously beside me. My mind briefly flashes back to the USJ incident—the chaos, the confusion, the aftermath. The memory is still sharp, fresh enough that recalling it makes my stomach tighten slightly. But clearer than any of that is the image of my classmates' faces upon my return: shock, relief, distress, guilt. Jiro, standing slightly apart from the others, eyes wide with barely-hidden worry, had affected me the most.
I hadn't realized just how much my absence would shake their morale. Or maybe I'd underestimated just how important someone like Jiro had become to my own equilibrium.
I reach for my phone, pulling up details about the concert Jiro mentioned. A quick search reveals photos of the venue—a cramped, underground place nestled between larger buildings downtown. The pictures show dim lighting, packed crowds, narrow corridors, and barely-visible exits. Not exactly my first choice for relaxing before an event as significant as the sports festival.
I scroll further, looking up the bands performing. The music genre doesn't particularly matter to me—music is music—but I feel a faint warmth knowing how important it obviously is to Jiro. She wouldn't have invited me otherwise. A small smile pulls at my lips, surprising me slightly.
With a quiet sigh, I set the phone aside and reach for my notebook, automatically switching back to what I know best: strategy. I sketch a rough outline of the venue from memory, marking potential security issues—tight corridors, limited visibility, few exits. Escape routes are quickly drawn, alternate plans mapped out. It's second nature, comforting even. Being prepared has always meant safety.
As I flip the notebook closed, though, a strange unease creeps in, entirely unrelated to logistics. The anxiety isn't familiar—it isn't battle nerves or the usual caution before a mission. It feels…softer, almost vulnerable. The realization unsettles me slightly.
This is just an outing with a friend, I remind myself firmly, forcing away the odd, lingering uncertainty. Nothing more. Social interactions strengthen team morale; they're beneficial, necessary even. Jiro has been there since day one, a constant, reliable presence—genuine, kind, and loyal. Of course I'd join her at an event she enjoys.
Yet even as I rationalize the decision, the image of Jiro's shy, hopeful expression drifts back into my mind, making my chest tighten faintly. I frown, disturbed by my own reaction. She'd seemed so eager yet cautious, hopeful but uncertain. Did she think I wouldn't accept? Is she worried that after everything—the attack, my injuries, my absence—that our friendship had weakened somehow?
I rub my temple lightly, frustration gnawing at me. Emotions complicate things, make otherwise simple decisions feel messy and uncomfortable. Yet despite my irritation, part of me is oddly touched—almost grateful—that someone genuinely wants my company outside of necessity or obligation.
Tomorrow, I decide firmly, I'll go with her, enjoy the music, and show her clearly that nothing has changed. She's still the friend I rely on most, the ally I trust implicitly. After the chaos we've faced, reassuring her—and myself—of that is important.
Standing from my chair, I stretch slightly, the faint anxiety fading as my decision settles firmly in my mind. Tomorrow night will be fine. Relaxing, even. After all, Jiro deserves this small gesture of trust and friendship.
And perhaps, somewhere deep down, beneath the strategy and the planning, I deserve it too.
At precisely 6:28 PM, I step out into the dorm hallway, briefly adjusting the cuffs of my jacket. It's rare for me to wear something this casual—tonight, I've traded my usual practical attire for a neat, dark-blue skirt and a crisp white blouse beneath a tailored jacket. The mirror had reflected someone surprisingly normal-looking back at me, and for a second, I'd paused, unsure how to feel about that.
When I look up, Jiro is already there, leaning anxiously against the wall just outside her own door, her fingers nervously twisting at the cord of her earphone jack. She straightens abruptly when she sees me, cheeks flushing faintly pink beneath the hallway lights. I pause, briefly caught off-guard by how noticeably she's dressed up tonight. Her jacket is nicer than usual, with carefully selected accessories and subtle makeup highlighting her normally understated features.
"Oh—hey," she says, voice just slightly unsteady. Her eyes quickly dart up and down, assessing my outfit before hastily adding, "You look…really nice."
"Thanks," I reply calmly, offering her a polite smile to ease her nerves. "So do you. Ready to head out?"
She nods quickly, relief visibly softening her tense shoulders. "Yeah, totally. Let's go."
We step outside into the brisk evening air, walking in comfortable silence toward the city's bustling downtown area. Jiro's silence, however, seems more strained than usual—she frequently glances sideways at me, opens her mouth as if to speak, then quickly shuts it again. Her behavior is puzzling. Jiro is normally straightforward and calm, and seeing her like this, uncertain and edgy, is unusual. Did I miss something earlier?
I decide to break the awkwardness, looking ahead as I speak lightly. "I haven't been to many concerts. It'll be interesting to see what it's like."
She brightens instantly, visibly relaxing at my words. "Oh, you're gonna love it, Tanya. This venue especially. It's small, really intimate. Great bands, too—I think you'll like the energy."
"Sounds promising," I respond simply, noticing the way her face lights up as she talks about the music. Clearly, this is something deeply important to her.
As we cross an intersection, a sudden loud horn blares from a passing car. Instinctively, Jiro's hand shoots out, grasping mine tightly and pulling me quickly back toward the curb. My breath catches momentarily, startled by the unexpected contact. Her fingers are surprisingly warm against mine, trembling slightly.
"Oh—sorry!" she blurts, dropping my hand like it burns. Her cheeks flare crimson, and she shoves both hands hurriedly into her pockets. "That was just…instinct. Sorry about that."
I look at her curiously, genuinely puzzled by her extreme reaction. "No problem," I assure her calmly. "Quick thinking is always good."
She laughs softly, nervously ducking her head, clearly embarrassed. Strange—she really is unusually flustered tonight.
A few minutes later, we arrive at the venue, a nondescript door sandwiched between taller buildings. Inside, it's dimly lit and bustling, packed with eager patrons. The music thrums deeply beneath our feet, pulsing through the concrete floor. A kaleidoscope of colored lights dances through the crowded room, highlighting faces, excitement, and motion everywhere.
I immediately begin scanning the layout. Narrow passages, low visibility, potential choke points everywhere—far from ideal from a security perspective. My shoulders tense involuntarily, instincts urging caution.
Beside me, Jiro seems to notice my hesitation. With a gentle nudge of her shoulder, she quietly leads us toward a spot near the back, slightly removed from the thickest part of the crowd.
"Is this okay?" she asks, eyes anxiously searching mine. She clearly remembers my discomfort with tight, crowded spaces.
I nod appreciatively, feeling a quiet warmth at her consideration. "Perfect. Less crowded, good visibility, decent exits. Good choice, Jiro."
She smiles briefly, relief washing over her expression. As we settle in, I carefully survey the crowd—scanning faces, noting exits, assessing potential threats. It's automatic, a basic precaution I've practiced a thousand times before.
Glancing at me nervously, Jiro leans closer, voice hesitant. "Hey, are you bored already? We can leave if it's not your thing."
Surprised, I look at her quickly. "Bored? Not at all," I clarify. "Just checking things out. The music hasn't even started yet."
She nods uncertainly, clearly unconvinced but unwilling to press the issue. Thankfully, the lights dim further, cutting off our awkward exchange. The first band takes the stage amid cheers, and the music erupts—loud, vibrant, and immersive.
Within moments, Jiro transforms entirely. All nervousness fades from her expression, replaced by pure enthusiasm. Her body moves subtly to the rhythm, eyes sparkling as she watches the musicians. It's fascinating, almost comforting, seeing her so genuinely absorbed in something she loves. A quiet satisfaction settles within me at witnessing this rare, unguarded happiness.
The venue gradually fills even more, pushing Jiro steadily closer to my side. Our shoulders bump softly, her hand brushing mine briefly. Each contact draws a startled look from Jiro, accompanied by another blush and quick glance away. It's puzzling—this reaction of hers—but I interpret it simply as tension from the chaotic environment.
Crowded spaces demand closeness. It's logical to remain close, safer. Yet her nervousness feels heightened, out of proportion to the mild discomfort of our proximity.
I lean closer, speaking near her ear over the music. "Jiro, are you alright? You seem tense again."
She stiffens slightly, clearly startled. "Oh—no, I'm fine!" she insists, forcing a smile. "I'm just glad you're here. Really."
I soften my expression slightly, nodding in reassurance. "Me too."
She visibly relaxes again at my words, though her fingers continue nervously twitching at her sides. I let it go without further questioning.
My mind briefly wanders back to the way she'd grabbed my hand earlier, the tremble in her voice as she apologized. I study her subtly, trying to puzzle out her reactions. Something is clearly bothering her, something deeper than mere awkwardness. I can't quite pinpoint what it is, though.
Whatever it is, tonight clearly matters to her. She went to great lengths—dressed carefully, chose a place comfortable for me, and invited me specifically. Her attention to my comfort and preferences is genuinely touching.
She bumps against my shoulder again, closer now as the crowd tightens around us. Our hands brush once more, and this time I offer her a faint smile—an attempt to reassure her, to ease whatever anxiety she's feeling.
Jiro smiles back shyly, eyes bright beneath the flickering lights. And for a moment, all the strangeness, all the awkwardness, fades quietly away. We're simply friends enjoying a moment together, and for tonight, that's enough.
I still don't fully understand her behavior tonight. But seeing her so openly happy—smiling, relaxed, swaying slightly to the music—feels quietly rewarding.
Whatever else might be bothering her, I'll figure it out eventually. For now, staying close and enjoying this moment seems like the right decision.
After all we've been through, she deserves this happiness, this brief escape. And if my presence here helps her achieve that, then tonight is well worth stepping out of my comfort zone.
"Just stay close," I murmur softly—part reassurance, part quiet instruction to myself.
She nods, smiling warmly up at me.
"Yeah," she replies gently. "I will."
As the band's last chords fade out, the packed room erupts in applause, the echoes rumbling through the low ceiling. The lights brighten gently, giving us a brief intermission between sets. Beside me, Jiro looks exhilarated—her cheeks flushed, eyes bright and alive. It's genuinely good to see her enjoying herself so openly. It reinforces my belief that accepting her invitation was strategically sound, not just socially but emotionally.
She turns towards me, breathless, nearly bouncing with excitement. "So? What'd you think of the first set?"
I smile slightly, allowing genuine warmth into my voice. "Honestly, it exceeded my expectations. You have excellent taste, Jiro."
Her eyes widen dramatically, as if she didn't expect such sincere praise. A deep red blush blooms vividly across her face, spreading from her cheeks all the way up to the tips of her ears. She ducks her head shyly, suddenly fixated on her cup.
"Oh—um, really?" she stammers nervously. "You...really think so?"
I tilt my head slightly, puzzled by her intense reaction, but nod decisively. "Of course. You clearly know what you're talking about. Watching you enjoy it so much—it's impressive. You have a real talent for sharing your passion."
She stares at me for a long, awkward moment, visibly stunned, before glancing away again, her face even redder than before. She raises her drink to her lips hurriedly, taking a nervous gulp to steady herself. Clearly, she doesn't receive praise often enough—I'll have to remember to encourage her more frequently.
After a hesitant pause, she carefully looks back at me, gathering courage to speak again. Her voice is low, almost vulnerable beneath the chatter around us. "It's...it's not just the music, you know. Having you here—it means a lot. More than you probably realize."
I raise an eyebrow slightly, thoughtfully processing her statement. Jiro obviously places high importance on my presence. Reinforcing our bond now makes good tactical sense, especially since she's been consistently supportive since the USJ incident.
"I appreciate hearing that," I reply warmly, giving her a reassuring look. "Your friendship matters to me too, Jiro. You're one of the most reliable people I know. We should definitely do things like this more often."
Jiro promptly chokes, sputtering violently into her drink. Her eyes widen, watering instantly as she coughs harshly. Alarmed, I step closer, instinctively reaching out to steady her shoulder.
"Jiro? Are you alright?"
She nods rapidly, coughing and gasping slightly as she recovers. Her face is now bright scarlet, and her eyes flick anxiously toward me, then quickly away.
"I'm—I'm fine!" she wheezes. "Totally fine. You just surprised me, that's all."
Her extreme reaction seems odd, raising immediate suspicion. Sudden choking, disorientation, flushed skin—it's consistent with intoxication or possible drugging. My instincts snap sharply into focus, scanning the crowded room quickly for potential threats.
"Jiro," I say firmly, shifting closer. "Let me see your drink."
Her eyes widen again, panicked. "Wait, Tanya, it's fine—"
Ignoring her protest, I take the cup carefully from her trembling fingers, lifting it to my own lips. Her eyes practically bulge in shock as I sip cautiously, testing for any foreign taste or bitterness. Nothing unusual—just overly sweet soda. Strange.
"You—did you just—?" she whispers, staring at me in complete disbelief.
I hand the drink back calmly, shaking my head. "It seems normal. I was worried it might have been spiked. Your reaction was concerning."
She stares at the cup in her hand, her mouth opening and closing without words. Her flush somehow deepens further, her breathing unsteady.
"You...drank from my cup," she murmurs faintly, voice barely audible.
I look at her curiously, puzzled by her embarrassment. "Of course I did. It was the quickest way to test if it was safe. If something was wrong, better I experience the effects first."
She nods weakly, eyes cast downward, still gripping the cup as if afraid to move. Her embarrassment seems disproportionate. Perhaps drinking from another person's cup has more personal significance than I initially realized. Social etiquette can be so unnecessarily complex sometimes.
"Are you sure you're alright?" I ask gently again, concern returning. Her behavior remains strange.
"Yeah," she mumbles, smiling awkwardly. "Really, I'm fine. Just embarrassed."
I pause briefly, considering. Maybe it's simply adolescent awkwardness intensified by nerves and embarrassment over her social misstep. It's understandable, though inconvenient. Still, her health is the priority.
"Be careful," I caution lightly. "We can't have you compromised right before the sports festival."
She nods quickly again, cheeks still flushed. "Yeah. Got it. I'll be careful."
Satisfied she's stable enough, I turn back toward the stage as the lights begin dimming again. The next band prepares their instruments, and Jiro slowly relaxes, eyes gradually brightening again as the music resumes.
Yet I continue to watch her carefully from the corner of my eye, noting the lingering redness of her cheeks and the anxious twitch of her fingers. Clearly, she's still flustered, though the reason remains slightly unclear. Perhaps this event means even more to her than I suspected.
I make a mental note to research social etiquette further. Clearly, some customs and boundaries remain unclear to me. It's critical to avoid unnecessary misinterpretations that could disrupt social cohesion.
Still, despite the confusion, Jiro appears mostly happy again, swaying gently to the rhythm, relaxing into the music. That matters most—keeping her morale and spirits high is essential.
If tonight achieves nothing else, reassuring her that her friendship is valued was worthwhile. I'll simply stay alert and ensure nothing else unexpected happens. It's the least I can do for someone who's stood by me so reliably.
Taking a small step closer to her, just in case another incident occurs, I give her an encouraging smile. She glances up shyly, still blushing, but her expression warms instantly.
For now, at least, we both seem content. Whatever strange emotions linger tonight, we'll figure them out eventually.
All I have to do is keep an eye on her—and perhaps be cautious with beverages from now on.
Kyoka Jiro
The night air feels cool and comforting after the heat of the crowded concert hall. Tanya walks quietly at my side, her pace steady and even, as if perfectly matched to some internal metronome. The muffled sound of traffic and distant voices fade around us, leaving only the soft rhythm of our footsteps and the gentle rustle of Tanya's jacket.
My mind keeps spinning back to earlier—her sipping from my cup, her calm blue eyes watching me with confusion, oblivious to how intensely flustered I became. Every little accidental brush of our shoulders sends another sharp jolt through my chest, like tiny electric shocks. I'm hyper-aware of her closeness, yet Tanya seems completely calm, as if this is all routine.
As we walk down the dimly lit street, Tanya breaks the comfortable silence, her voice quiet, thoughtful. "You know, Jiro, tonight was…nice. I really appreciated you inviting me."
My heart leaps at her gentle tone, warmth instantly flooding my face. "Really? I—I mean, I'm glad. I wasn't sure you'd actually have fun."
She turns to look at me briefly, her eyes calm, earnest. "I did. Honestly, I don't usually enjoy things like that, but tonight was different. I think that's mostly because it was with you."
My pulse kicks up even more sharply, and for a moment I forget to breathe. She doesn't usually speak like this—openly, softly. Is she finally hinting at something deeper? My mind scrambles, heart racing wildly in my chest.
"Well," I say quickly, nervously pushing a strand of hair behind my ear, "I really liked having you there too. It wouldn't have been the same without you."
She nods, thoughtful. "I feel the same way. You've always been reliable, you know. You've supported me more than anyone since the USJ attack. During my hospitalization especially, having you nearby—it helped a lot. I probably didn't say it enough."
My chest tightens sharply. Tanya's praise feels like it carries so much weight. My thoughts race, analyzing her words—surely this isn't something she'd casually say to just anyone. This has to mean something more, right?
"I—" My voice catches, soft and uneven. "I just wanted to be there for you. You're... really important to me, Tanya."
Her eyes soften slightly, a faint smile playing at her lips. "I appreciate hearing that. You probably underestimate how much your support meant to me. Honestly, I didn't expect to depend on anyone like that, but you made it feel easy."
Her words send heat surging to my face again, my heartbeat painfully loud in my ears. Every carefully chosen phrase seems to deepen our connection, and the closeness between us feels suddenly charged. This moment feels delicate, perfect. Maybe this is finally the chance to make her understand how I feel.
Gathering every ounce of courage I have, I take a breath, ready to speak again. "Tanya, tonight really made me realize that—"
"Oh, and that reminds me," she says suddenly, her voice shifting abruptly back to the familiar, strategic tone I've heard so many times before. "I've been thinking about the sports festival. Your quirk is going to be essential in the team rounds."
I falter immediately, my breath hitching awkwardly, the romantic confession dying before it even fully forms. I stare at her blankly, momentarily stunned.
She continues smoothly, completely oblivious to my awkward pause. "Your hearing and ability to detect vibrations give us a massive advantage. If we position you properly, you can manage information flow perfectly and keep the team coordinated."
A gentle sigh escapes me before I can stop it, frustration mingling with a quiet resignation. Of course. This is Tanya. Always thinking tactically, always focused on the big picture. It's simultaneously disappointing and strangely reassuring.
I swallow down the tightness in my chest and nod weakly, matching her pace once more. "Yeah. I see your point. That's…actually a smart idea."
She glances at me, nodding with satisfied conviction. "Exactly. We'll have to plan carefully. With your skills, we can easily control the pace of every match."
I smile softly, despite myself. Even though she completely missed my attempt at a more personal conversation, I can't help but find this side of her endearing. It's Tanya—the strategist, the careful thinker. Her dedication to protecting and planning for our class's success is something I admire deeply, even when it makes things complicated.
"You never really stop strategizing, do you?" I murmur, half-teasing, half-admiring.
She shrugs lightly, smiling faintly. "Can't afford to. Not with so much at stake."
We fall quiet again, walking slowly beneath the gentle glow of streetlights. My heartbeat gradually slows, disappointment fading into a gentle warmth as I watch Tanya's calm, determined profile beside me.
Maybe tonight wasn't exactly what I imagined it would be. But walking here now, seeing her calm confidence and subtle kindness so clearly—maybe it doesn't matter. Right now, I'm just glad to be beside her, even if her mind is already far ahead of us.
I glance at her quietly, the faint glow illuminating her thoughtful expression, and smile softly to myself. "Yeah," I repeat softly, mostly to myself. "You can count on me, Tanya."
Tanya Yamada
The dorm building finally emerges through the dim streetlights, its familiar outline comforting in the quiet darkness. The silence between Jiro and me isn't strained exactly, but something lingers there, subtle and charged. It's the kind of silence that makes my thoughts feel unusually loud, each step echoing softly as we approach.
Tonight has been unusual in every sense—more emotional, more complicated than I'd expected. Jiro's reactions throughout the evening have been puzzling, her frequent blushes and hesitant words suggestive of something deeper that I can't quite pinpoint.
As we reach the bottom of the stairs leading up to the dorm entrance, I slow my pace slightly, turning toward her. Jiro stops too, shifting awkwardly, hands stuffed into her pockets. Her gaze remains firmly on the ground, shoulders slightly hunched, nervous energy radiating from her posture.
"Thanks again, Jiro," I say softly, genuinely meaning it. "Tonight was really nice. I'm glad you invited me."
Her head lifts slowly, surprise and warmth filling her eyes. The faint glow from the dorm lights gently illuminates her flushed cheeks. She takes a quick, deep breath, her voice softer than usual. "You're really glad you came?"
I tilt my head slightly, puzzled but patient. "Of course I am. Being around you—it helps. I don't often relax, but tonight felt different. Good."
Jiro's eyes widen slightly, the blush intensifying. Her voice shakes just a bit as she murmurs, "Yeah, tonight was different for me too. It felt... special."
Her tone carries something heavier than simple gratitude—something tender and meaningful, but its exact nature eludes me. Before I can analyze it further, Jiro suddenly steps forward, closing the small distance between us, and wraps her arms around me in a gentle, impulsive hug.
My entire body stiffens, muscles instantly tense. The embrace catches me completely off guard, her slender arms holding me softly yet firmly. I feel her heartbeat clearly through the thin fabric of her jacket, quick and uneven, matching my own startled pulse. Her cheek rests lightly against my shoulder, her breathing soft but rapid, betraying nervousness or excitement—I can't tell which.
My mind races frantically, analyzing this unexpected intimacy. Is this merely a normal expression of friendship? A gesture of gratitude? It feels oddly personal, warmer than expected—almost tender. For once, logic falters, leaving me completely uncertain how to respond.
Yet as the moment stretches quietly, something inside me shifts gently. Slowly, tentatively, I lift my arms, carefully wrapping them around Jiro's back. The quiet tension melts slightly, replaced by a soft warmth, an unfamiliar yet strangely comforting feeling settling gently in my chest.
My breath catches quietly, confusion mingling with a tentative pleasure I can't immediately dismiss.
But before I can even begin to understand these new, fragile feelings, Jiro suddenly tenses sharply in my arms. She quickly pulls back, eyes wide with sudden panic, her face flushing even brighter red as embarrassment floods her expression.
"I—I'm sorry!" she blurts hastily, stepping quickly away from me. Her eyes dart wildly, anywhere but my face. "I don't know why—I didn't mean to make it weird—um, I mean, goodnight, Tanya!"
Before I can say a single word in reply, Jiro spins on her heel and rushes quickly up the stairs, disappearing through the dorm doors as if fleeing from danger.
I stand frozen at the bottom step, arms still loosely raised from where they had gently embraced her moments before, my mind reeling. My heart still beats quickly, a lingering confusion mingling with the warmth from her hug. What exactly just happened?
Slowly, after several silent moments, I lower my arms and carefully climb the stairs. Entering the dorm building, I find the hallway quiet and empty, Jiro long since vanished into the safety of her room. My steps feel oddly hesitant as I approach my own door, the lingering warmth of her embrace stubbornly persistent.
Inside my room, I quietly close the door and lean back against it for a moment, eyes drifting shut. My thoughts spin slowly, replaying each moment—the gentle way she held me, her shaking voice, her wide, nervous eyes.
Could it mean something deeper? Friendship is rarely so emotionally charged. Her blushes, her nervousness, her tenderness—did I overlook something crucially important?
I shake my head softly, firmly pushing the confusion away. This isn't the time to get lost in emotional distractions. The sports festival looms just ahead; clarity, preparation, and focus must come first.
Yet even as I settle myself firmly at my desk, pulling out notes and plans for tomorrow, the soft warmth from Jiro's embrace remains stubbornly vivid, refusing to fade entirely.
Whatever Jiro's intentions were tonight, they can wait. Right now, I must focus.
But somewhere deep inside, beneath logic and strategy, a quiet uncertainty lingers—soft, warm, and impossible to ignore.
Kyoka Jiro
My dorm door shuts behind me, and I lean heavily against it, my heart hammering so loudly I'm afraid Tanya can probably hear it from across the hallway. I squeeze my eyes shut, my breath coming out in ragged gasps.
What the hell did I just do?
I hugged her. I just hugged Tanya Yamada out of nowhere, like some lovestruck idiot—and then immediately ran away like an even bigger coward. My cheeks burn fiercely at the memory of her shocked expression, how her arms had hesitated awkwardly at first, then slowly wrapped around me, gentle, careful. Warm.
She hugged me back. The thought makes my pulse stutter and jump again, sending warmth flooding through my chest. Tanya hugged me back—she really, actually hugged me back.
A shaky laugh slips out before I can stop it. Tonight was supposed to be a casual outing, a chance to finally confess, and somehow it turned into the best date I could've ever imagined—even if Tanya didn't fully realize it was one. Or did she?
I replay the night over and over in my head: Tanya praising my taste in music, the way she casually sipped from my drink like it was no big deal, her soft smiles, her gentle words about how important I was to her… Those were practically confessions, weren't they?
And when we stood at the steps outside—right before my stupid hug—she'd looked at me so softly, her blue eyes calm and open, her head tilted just a little, lips parted, almost waiting…
Oh God.
I groan quietly, sliding down until I'm sitting helplessly against the door, head in my hands. She was going to kiss me, wasn't she? Tanya practically set it up, and instead of taking the obvious cue, I panicked, hugged her, and ran.
Coward, Jiro. Absolute coward.
But beneath the embarrassment, something bright and hopeful bubbles up. She hugged me back. Tanya never does anything lightly—every action she takes is deliberate, calculated. She wouldn't hug me like that unless it meant something. Right?
My fingers drift absently to my lips, heart fluttering as I imagine how tonight should have ended—leaning in, closing the tiny gap between us, tasting the softness of her lips, feeling the warmth in her touch…
I shake my head quickly, face burning hotter. No. Next time. Next time I'll get it right. I'll be brave enough to meet her gaze, step closer, and finally kiss her like I wanted to tonight. No running away, no panicking.
Determined, I stand up slowly, calming myself. A smile spreads softly across my face, hopeful and warm, as I think about Tanya standing just across the hallway.
"Next time," I whisper softly, firmly. "Definitely next time."
My phone buzzes and I almost scream at the message I see...
Toru Hagakure
Standing by the dorm entrance, I'm practically holding my breath, phone clutched tightly in my invisible hand as I watch Tanya and Jiro stop near the bottom of the stairs.
Oh. My. God. Are they seriously having their first date? How did I not know about this earlier? Jiro, you're supposed to tell me these things!
I hold perfectly still, hoping neither of them will notice me—easy enough for me, thankfully—and I quickly raise my phone, ready to snap a picture at the perfect moment.
They're talking quietly, Tanya's voice calm and gentle, Jiro's nervous and soft. Even from here, it feels super romantic. Tanya is being all sweet and serious like usual, and Jiro—poor Jiro—is practically glowing red in the faint dorm lights.
And then it happens.
Jiro moves suddenly, stepping closer and wrapping her arms around Tanya leaning down and- a hug. I gasp silently, almost squealing out loud, and quickly tap the screen. Click. Got it!
My heart races as Tanya stiffens at first, clearly surprised, but then—Oh my god!—she slowly hugs Jiro back. They're really doing it! They're really hugging!
But then Jiro pulls away suddenly, panic clear on her face, stammering something I can't hear. Before I can take another picture, she bolts straight past me into the dorm building, not even noticing I'm here.
Tanya stays behind for a moment, standing completely still, obviously confused. Then, with her usual calm expression returning, she walks quietly up the stairs, heading back to her room.
I look down eagerly at my phone screen. The picture is perfect—Jiro hugging Tanya, both clearly flustered, faces illuminated under the soft dorm lights. You can totally feel the awkward teenage romance dripping from it.
Grinning mischievously, I immediately open a message to Jiro, typing quickly.
I attach the picture and send it, giggling uncontrollably to myself.
"Oh, Jiro," I whisper aloud, practically bouncing on my heels. "You are SO not living this down tomorrow."