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1. Reach Out for It by shell

   Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)  

   • Mature
   • Major Character Death, Rape/Non-Con
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   05 Jun 2025

   Tags

   • Major Character Death
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley/Tommy Kinard
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Tommy Kinard
   • Maddie Buckley
   • Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Ravi Panikkar
   • Athena Grant
   • Howie "Chimney" Han
   • Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Josephina "Pepa" Diaz
   • unbetaed
   • Mpreg
   • Carriers
   • Grieving
   • more tags to be added later
   • I wrote this instead of working on my dissertation
   • MCD is Bobby
   • first 9-1-1 fic
   • but I'm something of a BOFQ
   • but minus the bitter
   • if the folks today even know what BOFQ stands for
   • slight non-con
   • not between Tommy & Buck
   • see story notes
   • Timeline What Timeline
   • Christopher Diaz is a National Treasure
   • Post Episode S8e17
   • Eddie Diaz Bashing (9-1-1 TV)
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • crash that helicopter
   • Injury Recovery
   • graphic description of labor and delivery
   • guess what it's a series now

   Summary

   At first Buck blames grief. Bobby’s dead; it makes perfect sense that he can’t hold anything down, that smelling food makes him nauseous, that he’s tired all the time.

   Series

   • Part 1 of Lean Upon the Friends Who See

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   50,671

   Chapters:

   16/16

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

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   Bookmarks:

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