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And there she was the love of my life with another man, the one that I truly loved has left me for someone new, someone seemingly better than me, better in everyway. And I'm alone now sitting in this empty bar, drinking, smoking, injecting away my sorrows sticking pure poison in my body grieving over the love of my life. Knowing that she doesn't see me that way anymore, my heart aches at the thought of our memories together. Those pure moments of love and happiness leaving my soul, leaving me..
My lover is gone now I was unable to make her stay. We were perfect until we weren't, I loved her, I truly did love her, but she didn't love me. The thought of her with a new man, a new lover, it just pains me. I can't forget her. My soul feels empty without her. She was perfect beautiful and smart, being there when I needed a shoulder to lean on. But now she's gone leaving me feeling sad and empty.
The drinks and drugs are helping but barely I can see her again yes, but at what cost? But again, do I care? As long as I see her again, right? I can see her smile and laugh again, that's all that matters to me. I don't care that it's destroying me, I don't care if they call me insane or desperate, I am desperate, I don't care if I die, as long as I can see her. Everything will be okay.