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0 What's up with you lately
1 What? Nothings up
0 Look at you, you're face looks tired and dead. Where did you go?
1 I'm right here
0 But are you?
1 Yeah?
0 I'm talking about the real you, are you there?
1 Don't think so, probably moved out
0 Why's that?
1 Probably tired of this
0 A tired man are you
1 When am I not tired? I can't even remember when I last slept and woke up happy to be here, I'm tired of living in a hellhole man
0 That's fucked up
1 Everything's fucked up in this world
0 You never told me, do you not trust me?
1 I trust you, I just don't want to talk
0 Why not?
1 I don't know...
0 Yes, you do, spit it out
1 I mean, you have your own shit and I have mine
0 I tell you about my shit
1 And you have a lot of shit, you don't need mine to add to it
0 But that's unhealthy y'know
1 I know, I don't care, I stopped caring
0 Why?
1 What is there to care about? Look at me, I'm fucked for life- I'm gonna die anyways, why bother
0 That's toxic for you, you're a cobra biting and poisoning itself with its own poison
1 Well, that cobra deserves it, plus who cares anyways, that cobra is probably a freak or something, it doesn't deserve shit, no one will remember that cobra when it dies, it's another cobra in the pit of snakes
0 But that cobra has friends, won't they remember?
1 Sure, I mean, I have good friends, you're my friend, right?
0 Yeah
1 My friends care about me, I know that, but I'm scared that maybe they're lying to me and I'm scared that they will think I'm some attention seeking asshole , that's why I never tell them shit anymore
0 Anymore?
1 I told someone once, didn't give a shit when I cried, stared at me like I'm an overdramatic asshole looking for attention
1 ...But again, some of them cared when I cried, gave me a hug
0 And that's a good thing, right?
1 Yeah that's a good thing, but what if it won't be like that the second time,
0 If someone cares they stay like that
1 You're right.. but a lot of shit is going on with 'em right now, I don't want to add it up
0 When you don't speak and avoid, it adds shit into it
1 ...
0 Cat got your tongue? It's a losing situation for both if you do that, you're adding more mentos to both bottles of soda
1 I don't want that, I don't want to explode, or anyone to explode
0 Then speak up