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4th grade
I gave her the easy way out. I wasn't ready.
You were caught up in the heat of the moment, right? I didn't know what to do with LOVE, I could barely handle LIKE. You actually hate me, don't you? I gave her the easy way out, and on a silver platter at that.
Of course I hate you, you stupid football head, and don't you ever forget it! Ever! Those were the last words I heard her speak. Her dad had her spend the rest of the summer with her sister.
I took the easy way out. He wasn't ready.
He gave me the easy way out. You were caught up in the heat of the moment, right? There was never a better sound to my ears. You actually hate me, don't you? He didn't hate me. He just wasn't ready.
Of course I hate you, you stupid football head, and don't you ever forget it! Ever! Those were the last words I spoke to him. Bob sent me to spend the summer with Olga after that.
