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"Taeju? Yeo Taeju, where are you?"
Euihyun looked around the house, searching for his mate. —Weird... He's usually already playing with Euiyoung or atleast running around the house because of who-knows-what at this time of day. —He thought.
Just then, a certain dark-haired alpha ran into him, a muffled "oof" could be heard from the said alpha.
Euihyun looked down, only to find his little brother grinning up at him, despite the momentary daze from the accidental crash just a few seconds ago.
"Euiyoung, you've gotta stop running around the house. You'll hurt yourself." He warned. "Also, have you seen Yeo Taeju around? I figured he would be taking care of Haewol, but he was still sleeping soundly when I went to check up on him."
It was normal for him to disappear for a little while, only to come back with either tons of food or huges piles of baby clothes in hand when Euihyun was still pregnant. But ever since the baby had been born, it's like all of that energy that was present before and during the entire pregnancy suddenly just vanished.
Sure, he was still acting like the Yeo Taeju he'd known for all this time, but something was just... Off.
After making a few rounds around the house in an attempt to find the blonde alpha, he sighs as he sits down on the couch.
Thinking back to the time Euiyoung had gone missing because of his attempted escape to find his hyung, he couldn't help remember just how determined Taeju was in helping him find his own little brother. At the time, he could hear Taeju calling out his name loudly while searching for Euiyoung and wondered why he was doing so.
He'd only known why when he was finally reunited with Euiyoung.
"I heard Yeo Taeju yelling out your name! I was worried, hyung!"
Euihyun had to admit, Taeju's plan was smart. Of course it was. He'd always known how much his little brother loved and cared for him. How he'd be worried whenever he noticed even the slightest frown on his hyung's face.
...
Kind of like how Taeju cares for him now. How he managed to take care of everything including giving him massages when he had swollen feet during his pregnancy, when he had morning sickness and Taeju would always be there hovering around him, making sure he got better after every time he felt even a sliver of discomfort.
Then it clicks.
What had he done for Taeju?
Sure, it wasn't like he hadn't done anything at all. But seeing how hard at work Taeju's been with his routine of feeding Haewol 8 times a day, taking Euiyoung to the academy and back, take the baby and him to the doctor's for a check-up, helping Euihyun in his postpartum recovery etcetera while all he did himself was play with Euiyoung and Haewol and make sure he was doing well himself made it feel like he actually hadn't done anything around the house.
Ya'll, this is a notice.
So umm, I know most of you wonder why this work is constantly unfinished.
Well, it's time I come clean that I actually don't have a real writing web that I can work with, but I promise I will find one in time because seeing how disappointed I made you guys.
I'll probably not update very often because I've been struggling a lot with my mental health, school, abuse and other personal issues. And I also haven't gotten my prescription Adderal soo...
I'm really sorry the people who came looking for Taeju angst but this account is mostly just an emotional outlet for me whenever I need to calm down or take a break.
Any support through my insta, which is probably linked in my Ao3 acc or the comments underneath this work will be greatly appreciated and motivate me to work more.
I actually constantly have new ideas in my head, including Alien Stage, BLs, Animes, Indies and stuff but I mostly write them on paper, so if you're interested please let me know and I might post them. :))
Thank you all for being patient with me and reading this sad excuse of a fic even though it's not even finished and I hope you don't give up on this fic as I wi probably continue it with a spark of motivation.
Sincerely, ARYXX.