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"So what's the deal with you and Lisa?", asked Sam his big brother, "You two've been dating for about a month now. Seems pretty serious for your conditions."
"I don't know. She's nice, but something doesn't fit."
"What do you mean, doesn't fit? She's a cheerleader and you're football captain. That's always the perfect couple in these teen movies."
"Yeah and you know what happens to those couples? The split up because either she or he falls in love with some nerd."
"So you think you're gonna fall in love with a nerd?"
"No, man. I would never date a nerd. I don't really know nerds. Only that we have three of them in our class. Two dudes and some red-head chick who's pretty hot, but openly gay."
"And the dudes?"
"They're dudes?! Either way, me and a nerd? No way."
"But you and Lisa also no way?"
"Shut up. What are you even asking stupid questions for, man?"
"Nothing."
Deans little brother did this thing with the eyes, from what Dean could always tell when he was lying.
"Sammy? What are you not telling me?"
"NOTHING! And I told you to stop calling me Sammy. I'm not five anymore."
Sam stood up the table and walked angrily in his room. Dean knew he hid something from him, but if it was from much importance he would tell, so Dean decided to let it go for now. Then he looked at the clock. 8pm and his Dad still wasn't at home. That's nothing new since their mother died. Dean cleaned up the dishes and went to his brothers room. He knocked at the door.
"Come in."
His brother was already wrapped up in a blanket and half asleep.
"Dad didn't come home, did he?", Sam asked his brother with a yawn in his voice.
"He will. Get some sleep. We have school tomorrow."
Dean closed the door and went to his own room. Sometimes he wished, he could just be a normal teenager. Care about things like if Lisa and him were serious. But every time he tried to have his own life, his father did something, like shouting at Sam so he is terrified like hell, and Dean has to take care of his brother. He has to clean up the house. He has to work at a library sometimes, so he can pay the bills. He even had to learn how to cook rabbit food, because Sam wouldn't eat the things Dean liked. He learned to fix his Impala when he was twelve. His father never allowed them to go to school by bus. He didn't allow his boys much, but wasn't at home either. Dean was sick of his life. If it wasn't for Sammy he would have ran away a long time ago. But he couldn't let his brother alone. Still he hoped something would change. In school and next to his brother, he always has to be this perfect, football team captain guy, with the perfect girlfriend and who never really shows how he feels. When he first met Lisa, he thought she would be different, but turned out she and her best friend meg just wanted to see who could have Dean first. He's still dating her, because his reputation is better since he's been going out with her sometime. But he doesn't know how long he is going on with this. He's just done with everything.
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"Novak! Stop it! You're doing it again!"
"Shut up, Kevin. I am not doing anything."
"Oh, so you're not checking that Winchester guy out again?"
"More like, obsessive starring.", said Charlie, while sitting done right next to Castiel and Kevin.
"Guys, I'm not checking him out. I just..."
"Like starring at the football captain and his girlfriend, while you're supposed to eat?", asked Charlie ironically.
"Yeah his girlfriend," said Kevin while rolling his eyes, "as if Lisa is really that into him. You know, she winked at me yesterday. I bet she never winked at Dean like that."
"God, could you guys please stop obsessing over people, you obviously can't have? We're the nerds, and they are the stars. Though I have to admit that Dean seems pretty nice, in difference to Lisa. I don't know what you like so much about her, Kev. I mean yeah, she's hot, but that isn't enough when you're just as dumb as she is.", said Charlie trying to help her two best friends, who are apparently real dorks.
But Castiel knew she was right. Doesn't matter how cute, nice, smart , sexy and beautiful Dean Winchester is, he will probably never even realize that Castiel existed. Although they were in the same class for two years now. Castiel didn't even know that much about Dean. Only that he lived two streets farther from Castiels house and that he had a little brother whose name was Sam. Although he was first confused because Deans best friend, Crowley, always called Sam 'Moose'. Castiel thought it would be because if Sam's long hair but he wasn't sure. He also knew that Dean drove a 67' Chevrolet Impala and that his favorite color was green. He knew that Dean worked at a library sometimes, and so it happens that Castiel was going there to read a book, only to watch Dean while he works. Castiel is also pretty sure that there's no one who notices that Dean has candy green eyes. For everyone else they are green, even for Dean. He's also sure that Dean has no idea how beautiful he is. But then again, Castiel knows for 100% that Dean is straight, has a girlfriend, and no idea that Castiel exists.
"Earth to Castiel. Are you there?"
"hmm what?"
"He was probably thinking about that Winchester dude again."
"That Winchester dude has a name, Kev. Just so you know."
"Who cares?"
"Guys, stop fighting. We have to go. Chemistry is starting in 5 minutes and we already were late last time.", interrupted Charlie her friends.
"Aren't we going to do partner-work this time?"
"Yep. And I don't wanna do that with some dumb chick again just because you two were to late. So hurry up."