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1. I have no fear and have only love (NO LONGER BEING WORKED ON) by xiocrow

   Fandoms: Starlight Express - Phillips/Stilgoe/Webber  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply
   • F/M, M/M
   • Work in Progress

   13 Sep 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • CB | Caboose/Rusty (Starlight Express)
   • greaseball/dinah mentioned later on and a little at the beginning
   • Pearl/Rusty but only halfway through the fic
   • rusty/caboose happens later on though
   • CB | Caboose (Starlight Express)
   • Dinah (Starlight Express)
   • Rusty (Starlight Express)
   • Rockies (Starlight Express)
   • Greaseball is mentioned
   • control is mentioned too
   • Ashley is mentioned - Character
   • Buffy (Starlight Express)
   • Pearl (Starlight Express)
   • How Do I Tag
   • I'm Bad At Summaries
   • Rejection
   • Out of Character
   • I CANT FREAKING WRITE
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • Tags May Change
   • HELP. I’m scared to upload this.
   • Inconsistent pov
   • Author can’t Write
   • Unrequited Crush
   • Not Beta Read
   • caboose isn’t sure how to process the rejection
   • dinah/caboose but only at the start
   • yes this is pre-2018 caboose so what
   • a little limerence
   • Mixed feelings
   • might orphan this lowk
   • Denial of Feelings
   • ALL OF THEM ARE OOC myyyy baadddd guys
   • KICKS THEM ALL AHHH
   • he's so confused
   • inconsistencies my bad guys

   Summary

   after facing rejection, ceebs finds himself suddenly wanting to amend his “friendship” with rusty. SEND HELP LMAO🔥 title is from gypsy by fleetwood mac 🤞

   this fic will not be updated anymore as far as I'm concerned, but I've got a quarter of chapter 6 sitting in my notes and I've been literally dying to get it done since I've got such a good idea. If it gets posted then I'll probably start updating again but I've been super busy and the fixation is fading after like 11 months🙁🙁 but it recharges when I watch the musical again so I guess that's just what I'll have to do!!! And it's not even bad either it's a win for both parties!!! okay baiiii

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   9,098

   Chapters:

   5/?

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