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The household had long since gone to bed. Only the low glow of the hearth lit the library, casting flickers of gold and amber across the spines of well-worn books. Sophie stood at the window, the curtains half-drawn, her figure silhouetted against the moonlight. She’d come to tidy, but lingered, lost in thought, in memory, in dreams she wasn’t supposed to have.
Benedict had been watching her for some time. Not in a way that sought to trap or intrude, but as if trying to understand a melody just beyond hearing.
He stepped inside without pretense, his boots silent against the carpet. She startled when she turned and saw him, immediately stepping back from the window.
“Mr Bridger…” she began, voice taut with instinct, as she went to curtsey.
“Don’t,” he said gently, lifting a hand. “Not tonight. Just… let me say something. Please.”
She hesitated, then gave a small nod. Her hands folded before her, as if bracing herself for him to once again renew his offer… the one she so desperately wanted to take but her past, her life… her heart wouldn’t allow her to take.
He moved closer, not enough to alarm her, but enough that he could see her eyes clearly, catching the flicker of hesitation behind her composure.
“What is it to truly admire a woman?” he asked quietly, more to the room than to her at first.
“To look at her and feel inspiration.
To delight in her beauty.
So much so that all of your defences crumble, that you would willingly take on any pain… any burden for her.
To honour her being…”
—he sighed, the words catching slightly—
“With your deeds and wor ds.”
Sophie froze.
Not because it was inappropriate. Not because he was the son of her employer and she was a maid. Not because he had no idea who she really was, that she was the woman from the masquerade, that she was the lady-in-silver and she’d loved him from the moment they’d met…
But because it felt, or one terrible, breath-taking moment, true. And truth had never been safe.
She swallowed hard, her voice barely audible. “Why are you saying this to me?”
“Because I can’t stop thinking about you,” he said. “Not just your face, or your quiet way of moving through a room, but… something in you. Something I can’t name.” He studied her, his voice soft. “There’s more to you than you let anyone see. You carry it like a burden.”
Her breath caught.
“I said those words once before,” he murmured, almost to himself. “To my brother. I thought I was talking about some ideal woman. A fantasy. But now,”
He took a step closer, not quite touching her.
“Now I realise… I was waiting for you. And I didn’t even know it.”
Sophie looked up at him, her eyes shimmering, not from romance, but from the ache of being seen when she had spent her entire life trying not to be. Trying to survive, not be noticed. And yet… here he was.
“You don’t know who I am,” she said softly.
“No,” he agreed. “But I do know you. You are… Brave. Clever. Kind. And worth more than any other woman I've ever met… even if you won’t tell me who you really are...”
She looked away then, as if his words hurt more than healed. But he didn’t press. He simply waited.
And for one fragile second, Sophie let herself believe that maybe, just maybe, this man saw the real her.