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Depressed Tofu

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“Maybe I am,” Nani answered with a slightly broader smile. “A disillusioned poet who’s had enough of steamed tofu.”
Sky looked at him with mock seriousness, putting down his fork and leaning slightly toward him.
“Honestly… if tofu could talk, it would’ve had enough of you too.”
“Very funny.”
“No, really. I bet it stares at you from the container thinking: ‘You again? Give it a rest!’”

During a pause from the set, Nani is nervous for an important scene to shoot, Sky is simply a green flag, no, wait, he's a whole green forest.

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It was sweltering, and it was only two in the afternoon. The sun barely filtered through the set’s canopies, and the air was thick with that kind of suspended electricity that precedes an important scene—the kind that, even just on paper, made your heart beat a little faster.
Sky had let himself fall onto the shaded bench with a half-sigh, stretching out his tired legs and unscrewing the cap of his water bottle with the same urgency with which he then opened his lunch container. He looked at it as if expecting a prize, with the bright curiosity of someone who’s truly hungry and the naive eagerness of someone who, deep down, is easily pleased.

“Finally,” he murmured as the smell of food rose into the air, comforting like a warm blanket.
Nani, on the other hand, was sitting next to him but seemed in another world. His back was slightly hunched, his fingers clutching the script with the stubbornness of someone hoping that rereading it enough times would carve the lines into memory. But it wasn’t about memory, and he knew it. His character, Shin, didn’t have much to say in this scene—but had a lot to feel. And that was what was throwing him off.

“Nani… eat something, come on. The break won’t last forever, you know,” Sky said, already half chewing, his voice muffled by the first bite but still firm.
Nani didn’t answer immediately. He had just distractedly opened his container and was looking at it like someone stares at a shirt they’re tired of wearing but keep getting every Christmas. He made a slight, almost imperceptible grimace, but Sky noticed.

“What is it?” he asked, pausing his meal to get a better look. “You don’t like it?”

“Mmh,” Nani muttered, still glued to the script, but then lifted his eyes. “I don’t know… maybe I’m not that hungry.”
Sky watched him for a moment, then looked down at his own container—which, to be honest, was much more appetizing—and without saying a word, swapped it with Nani’s, placing the new lunch in front of him with disarming simplicity.

“Wait, what are you doing?” Nani asked, taken aback.

“I’m swapping with you,” Sky replied, already digging into the other’s food with his fork, without even looking up. “I’m hungry anyway, I’ll eat anything.”

“You really don’t mind?”

Sky paused for a second, then looked up at him and smiled, one of those crooked, honest smiles, with eyes that crinkle just a little. “I mind that you don’t eat. You need the energy. That rooftop scene… it’s gonna be tough.”
Nani looked at him, fully present for the first time, finally setting the script aside. A sigh, a half-smile, and then he took the container with a gesture that was almost shy.

“Thanks.”

“And don’t go making it too intense, okay? Or I’ll end up crying for real.”

“Idiot.”

“I know.” Sky chuckled and finally went back to eating.

For a few minutes, there was only the sound of forks, the smell of shared food, and a silence that, strangely enough, didn’t feel heavy at all.

“By the way…” he said, dragging out the vowels as he chewed another bite, “can you explain what problem you had with this lunch? Because honestly… it’s delicious.”

Nani, still getting acquainted with the new container—definitely more appetizing than his own—looked up at him with a guilty expression, almost like a kid caught hiding homework under the bed.

“I don’t know… it was just the usual,” he replied, stabbing a piece of chicken with his fork. “Same stuff for three days. It smells tired before you even open it.”
Sky laughed, a short, low, genuine sound. “Smells tired? You sound like a disillusioned poet!”

“Maybe I am,” Nani answered with a slightly broader smile. “A disillusioned poet who’s had enough of steamed tofu.”
Sky looked at him with mock seriousness, putting down his fork and leaning slightly toward him.

“Honestly… if tofu could talk, it would’ve had enough of you too.”

“Very funny.”

“No, really. I bet it stares at you from the container thinking: ‘You again? Give it a rest!’”
Nani shook his head, but the laugh escaped his lips anyway. It was short but genuine, like a crack in an overly tense day. Then his expression softened, though the smile didn’t fade.

“Anyway, thanks. Really. Jokes aside.”
Sky shrugged, but looked at him with an expression that was a mix of affection and complicity.

“When you’re nervous, you eat less. And when you eat less, you crash halfway through the scene. And of all my many talents, saving you when your stomach shuts down mid-take isn’t one of them.”
Nani stared at him for a moment, eyes slightly glossy, but full of gratitude. “You know you read me better than the director with the script in his hands?”
Sky snorted, almost amused, then stood up, stretching. “Yeah, but I didn’t study directing—I studied you.”

“What a drama line…”

“Well, we are filming a drama, aren’t we?” Sky replied with a wink.

With a smile still lingering and his back cracking slightly as he stretched again, Sky glanced distractedly at the container in front of him. Then, lowering his gaze back to Nani, he asked with a curious but almost cautious tone, as if he were about to investigate a culinary mystery:

“So, aside from the depressed tofu… is there anything you do like about your dish?”
Nani peeked at the contents with a thoughtful look, as if assessing an unfinished piece of art. Then he nodded slowly. “The veggies. The ones sautéed with garlic. They’re good.”

“Ah!” Sky exclaimed, satisfied as if he had just received a crucial clue. And without wasting time, with the same care you'd use to handle something precious, he used his chopsticks to transfer a generous portion of vegetables into Nani’s container. “Here. Salvage what can be salvaged.”
Nani looked at him, a wrinkle of amusement between his eyebrows. “Are you always this diplomatic with food?”

“No. Usually I just devour it. But for you, I make an exception,” Sky replied with a sly half-smile that softened immediately.
Nani looked down at the food for a moment, then—driven by a sense of affectionate balance—lifted his eyes and asked, “So… want a bit of your lunch back?”

Sky didn’t respond with words. Instead, he nodded slowly, with an almost theatrical expression, eyes wide and sparkling like a puppy hearing the jingle of its food bowl.
Nani burst out laughing, then carefully scooped a bit of his lunch—the “new” one Sky had given him—back into Sky’s container, as if returning something valuable.

“Now we’re even,” he said softly.
Sky watched him for a moment, the half-smile still on his lips, then leaned in a bit, lowering his voice as if making a secret promise:

“One of these nights… when we’re not dead tired after filming… I’ll take you to Shabushi. You can pick out whatever delicacies you actually like.”

Nani looked at him with a spark in his eyes, surprise and something more. A half-smile formed on his lips, but this time it was different: there was a faint blush on his cheeks, that subtle kind of embarrassment that didn’t come from the words themselves, but from the unsaid. From the fact that Sky, with such a casual invitation, was asking something that went beyond the set, beyond the script, beyond the lunch break.
He nodded slightly, without commenting, and gently changed the subject, like someone who wants to accept something without placing it under a microscope.

“So what do you like to eat most?”

Sky thought for a second, then smiled proudly.

“Any kind of meat. Grilled, sautéed, steamed… meat is love.”

“Oh really?” Nani laughed, shaking his head. “You’re every vegetarian’s nightmare.”

“And you?” Sky asked, tilting his head. “You can’t just say ‘not tofu.’”
Nani shrugged, relaxed.

“Meat… for me too. Then curry rice, shrimp tempura, sushi… that kind of thing, simple but good.”
Sky nodded, and he did it with a seriousness that contrasted with the lightness of the conversation. As if he were mentally taking notes, building an invisible list of things to remember.

The food had disappeared from the containers like snow under the sun, leaving only a few grains of rice and the warm smell of something shared. But the break wasn’t over yet, and time, now, seemed to stretch out, as if those few minutes had decided to take their time, now that there was nothing left to chew.

Sky had gotten up again, restless. He was stretching like a lazy cat suddenly remembering it had a body to use: arms in the air, back bending, hips swaying in slow, dance-like movements. He’d even started humming something, softly, more to distract himself than to be heard.
Nani, sitting cross-legged, had gone back to the script. His fingers held it with the same familiarity as before, but now his eyes didn’t rush—they moved slowly, scanning the lines as if searching not just for the words, but the weight behind each phrase.
He was the one to break the silence, without looking up:

“How do you not feel it, the pressure?”
Sky stopped mid-stretch, one leg extended, the other bent. He turned to him, curious.

“What do you mean?”

“This scene. It’s heavy. You… you always seem calm. Like it doesn’t get to you.”

Sky smiled softly, then walked over at a slow pace. He crouched in front of him, eye to eye, and for a moment said nothing. He just reached out a hand, unhurried, and with two gentle fingers wiped a small green fragment from the corner of Nani’s mouth.

“Rebel veggie,” he murmured, almost fondly.

Nani didn’t move. Surprised, but not uncomfortable. There was something in the gesture that didn’t ask permission but didn’t invade either. It was just… Sky.
Then Sky let out a deep breath, almost a sigh. He sat beside him, elbow on his knee, gaze drifting forward, into nothing.

“It’s not that I don’t feel it, the pressure,” he said finally. “I just try not to give it too much room. If you give it space, it takes everything.”
Nani listened silently.

“Besides,” Sky continued, softer, “this scene… I don’t feel it as heavy. I feel it as real. It’s got everything in it: love, fear, courage, doubt. And with you in front of me… it makes me want to live it. Not act it.”

The silence that followed wasn’t empty. It was full of all the things neither of them was saying. Full of what was said with their eyes, with the tone of their voices, with two fingers brushing lips without asking first.
Nani lowered the script, slowly.

“With you in front of me…” he echoed softly. Then gave a half-smile, more fragile but sincere.

“Maybe that’s why I get nervous. Because you make it real.”
Sky didn’t answer right away. He just leaned his head on Nani’s shoulder, just for a moment. Then stood up, stretching again.

“Come on, get up. Before the director shows up with his usual tragic face.”
Sky took both his hands and pulled him to his feet with disarming ease.

Then, with energy that was all too Sky, he stepped even closer, placing himself between Nani’s feet, and gave him two encouraging pats on the shoulders.
The smile Sky gave him was all dimples and light, so open and sincere it almost felt like too much.

Nani lowered his gaze, unable to withstand all that closeness, that contact, that brightness Sky carried around like it was always summer.
He closed his eyes and smiled, softly. Tenderly.

In some absurd way, he felt ready. Because Sky was there. Right in front of him.

The next day, the sun was higher and the set felt less tense. Maybe it was the post-scene relief, or maybe that after certain trials, everything seemed lighter. Nani walked beside Sky with the relaxed pace of someone who’d slept well and, for once, felt in harmony with what he was doing. Even the script, for once, had stayed in the bag.
They sat under the same canopy as the day before, and while Sky opened his lunch with the kind of enthusiasm that now seemed like a birthright, Nani paused to stare at his. He looked at it, rotated it a little, squinted.
It didn’t smell. It wasn’t tofu. But something… was off.

“Mmmh,” he said, lips pursed, uncertain.

Sky, already halfway through his first bite, noticed. “What is it this time? The tofu’s back for revenge?”

Nani chuckled softly and shook his head.

“No, it’s just… they gave me this today. But it doesn’t look like the others. Doesn’t even smell like the usual catering. I don’t know… feels like it came from somewhere else. What do you think?”

Sky froze. His eyes widened for a second and then he scratched the back of his neck with that guilty, awkward air he only showed when caught doing something too nice.

“Didn’t think you’d notice, damn…” he murmured with an embarrassed smile.

“Huh?” Nani stared at him, puzzled.

Sky shrugged slightly. “I made it. For you.”

The silence lasted a second—maybe two—then Nani blinked. “Wait, what?”

“Nothing special,” Sky said quickly, raising his hands like in defense. “Just… curry rice, some veggies, a bit of chicken, no weird spices, I promise. Still working on the shrimp tempura, I’m no pro. But… I didn’t want you to get depressed again with the tofu. So I thought… maybe it’d make you happy.”

Nani looked at him, and there was that light in his eyes that didn’t show up often—the one that appears only when someone surprises you in just the right way. He looked at the container again, with a new kind of tenderness.

“You cooked for me.”

“I cooked for your sanity,” Sky corrected with a grin. “And for mine, since I’m the one who has to pick you up when you don’t eat.”

Nani laughed quietly, but then looked down at the food. He took a forkful, tasted it with almost theatrical focus… and nodded slowly.

“It’s good. Way better than usual.”

Sky puffed out his chest proudly, like he’d just won a secret award. “I knew it. I knew you’d prefer mine to corporate tofu. Maybe I should start a catering line for stressed actors.”

“You need a name,” Nani said as he kept eating, in a cheerier mood than usual.

“Comfort Sky?” Sky suggested, already laughing.

“Sounds like a travel pillow.”

“But a pillow that cooks like a god.”

They laughed again, and the food disappeared in silence, this time accompanied only by knowing smiles and light teasing, as if the day before—with all its tension, its doubts—were now just a distant shadow.

As Sky finished his last bite and wiped his mouth with his hand, Nani looked at him a moment longer than necessary.
He didn’t say anything right away. Just that moment, his gaze lingering on some insignificant detail—the messy curve of Sky’s hair, the way his eyes squinted slightly when he laughed, the kind of lightness that wasn’t performed but real, something he carried like good air. A moment that didn’t need a joke or a pause to fill it.

Sky noticed. Not like someone who feels watched, but like someone who feels seen.

“What is it?” he asked softly, with no edge, just genuine curiosity.

Nani shook his head slightly, but the smile that crept onto his lips was different. Calmer. More open. Almost surprised.

“Nothing… it’s just that…” He paused, glancing at the now-empty container. “It’s strange how a scene like yesterday’s, so full, so intense, wasn’t the one that struck me the most.”

Sky raised an eyebrow. “No?”
Nani shook his head again. “No. It’s this one. Right now.”

A short silence, with the weight of things that didn’t need to be said. Then Sky leaned forward, grabbed the two containers and stacked them, with a casual ease that didn’t erase the smile still etched on his face.

“We’re really terrible human dramas, huh?” he said softly, almost laughing. “Not even a rooftop confession, and yet here we are.”

“Maybe because of that” Nani replied as he stood up. He said it like it was a simple truth, the kind you only discover in the small details.

As they walked together toward the set, Nani holding the script in one hand and the other hand just barely brushing the edge of Sky’s jacket, like that space between them could say more than any touch, Sky paused for a moment.

“I’ll make you lunch again tomorrow.”

Nani turned to him, a half-smile on his lips. “Aren’t you going to spoil me a little too much?”

Sky took a half-step closer, tilting his head slightly. “No. This way I can make sure you actually eat. And because…”

He paused, then shrugged.

“...I like cooking for you.”

Nani nodded. Then, without looking at him for too long, as if he knew some looks lasted longer than the scene itself, he said: “Then I’ll bring dessert tomorrow.”

Sky gave him a gummy grin, but this time Nani got distracted by the dimple in his cheek, so tender and so telling in how clearly it said Sky had gotten what he wanted: not just dessert for lunch, but Nani’s happiness, too.

Then they went back to shooting. Between takes and umbrellas opened against the sun, with the weight of that intense scene now behind them and something much simpler, much more real, in their hands: shared lunches, dinner plans, unexpected gestures, and a promise made without a sound.

Maybe High School Frenemy would turn out to be a memorable drama. But in the meantime, they were writing a story of their own. Off-script. With their hearts in the spotlight.

 

Notes:

Many thanks to Shabushi for all the SkyNani content that inspired this oneshot lmao