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Lottie
I hadn’t planned on joining soccer my freshman year but my parents wanted me to do something other than be at home all day. I was hesitant at first but after my parents threatened me to put me on a stronger medication, i ended trying out and made varsity as a freshman and that’s where I met her.
Laura Lee, the only way to describe her was she was incredibly faithful to god and Jesus, we became really good friends when the coaches partnered us up for drills and we’re now in our senior year and because of that we’ve become incredibly close and have came a long way since freshman year.
But lately my feelings for Laura Lee have been confusing, like whenever she steps into a room my heart starts to race and every time she mentions a guy she likes I start to get jealous I don’t know if it’s because I don’t want her to get her heart broken by guys or because I have feelings that go beyond us being friends.
Even if I were to have feelings for Laura Lee I’m pretty sure no I’m 99.9% sure she’s straight and if anything she only see me as a friend but these feelings,these damn feelings are probably gonna be the downfall of our friendship.
Laura Lee
I’ve always been the good Christian girl one that is to never disobey god or Jesus but lately I’m afraid I’m about to disobey god in the worst way possible and I am unsure if it can be undone.
Lottie Matthews my very own friend and teammate since freshman year we’ve been getting close but i hadn’t considered we were too close, such our foreheads touching us almost kissing at party and her holding my hand.
I can’t help myself but wonder why did Lottie Matthews have to be my gay awakening? and will I regret it because my head is telling me yes but my heart is telling me no.