Work Text:
RULERZREACHF4N to Hello_willow
[...]
Hello_willow: aaaaaaaaaaaaaand that’s my homework done!
man, that was a lot
took me forever to finish
RULERZREACHF4N: it’s,friday
They,do ,n’t
Wa nt,us gettin.,g
Boredd, during,t he
Weekend. :p
Hello_willow: wow, i hate that
if that’s true, that is
RULERZREACHF4N: feel’s,.t rue.
Hello_willow: you said it
it’s as if some of the teachers forget that we have like
a life
outside of school
RULERZREACHF4N: educat ion,
Is,immportan t. Willow
Hello_willow: hey!
don’t go changing teams on me! >:o
i thought you were on my side!!
RULERZREACHF4N: i,am
But,am i,wro ng?
Hello_willow: no…
RULERZREACHF4N: als o,
This,is home,
Work, for,the
Weekend
So,i thin,k.. You,are. Supposed to
Fini sh,,them in that time ,,frame.
Hello_willow: :/ my point still stands
we have a life outside of school and homework
anyway
i am glad you talked me into finishing it all in one sitting
it feels good to have it out of the way
i feel so free
my weekend is going to be amazing!!
RULERZREACHF4N: speak,,for .your,.self
I,, still
Have n’t ,finished
Tis, potions, essay
Hello_willow: that’s you, i can celebrate all i want :p
RULERZREACHF4N: :/
Hello_willow: what?
i am not distracting you am i?
we could stop texting if you would rather concentrate on your essay instead
RULERZREACHF4N: no,,.
It’s, just,.
Frustra,ting.
I,,ca n’t,get it right.
Hello_willow: what is?
usually, you have no problem with writing 10 pages as if it were nothing
it is actually terrifying what you are capable of
RULERZREACHF4N: :p
It’s called,ta lent,
But, yeah
Usua,lly,.
But,today
Everyything i.write soun ds,dumb,
Or,stiff,
Or,dumb,..
Have,i said,dumb, enough ,times al ,ready?
Hello_willow: yeah, i get it
are you having some sort of writer’s block?
or something?
RULERZREACHF4N: it’s,n ot, creativ,e wri,ting.,
Hello_willow: doesn’t have to be for it to be writer’s block
at least that’s how i think it works
and what you have sounds like that
maybe you should sleep on it, give it a rest, and start from a fresh perspective
that usually works for me
RULERZREACHF4N: yeah,ma ybe.
I,sti ll,wan’t to
Take,some note,,s
Just,so i
Don’t,forget thin,,gs
Hello_willow: but we can still text right?
RULERZREACHF4N: ofcourse.
Hello_willow: although i wonder what is distracting you?
i mean
what’s on your mind that distracts you this much?
did something happen?
RULERZREACHF4N: not,hing happen ed,.
Well,noth in.g bad
that,is
Hello_willow: do you want to talk about it?
maybe that can help get it off your mind
RULERZREACHF4N: i’m,not sure.,
Hello_willow: you know you can tell me anything right?
after all, we are “sort of kind of” dating, lol
RULERZREACHF4N: :p
Just, “sort,of kind ,.of”?,
Hello_willow: :p
lol okay
definitely dating
all the more reason for you talk!
so, what’s going on?
RULERZREACHF4N: it’s,not ba,,d.
Like,i s,aid,
It’s, jus t. Diffic,ult to ta lk,about
Darius ,finally hea,rd back.from
A,,therapi ,st
Hello_willow: hunter, that’s great news!
RULERZREACHF4N: ye,ah,,. Good,n ews.,
Hello_willow: i am sensing some objections here
RULERZREACHF4N: no,no i,am,.h appy,
Really,.
Its,a longtime comi,ng an,d
I can,use th e
Help.,
Hello_willow: but…
RULERZREACHF4N: im scar,ed
Hello_willow: aw, hunter
RULERZREACHF4N: well,not
Scar,ed scared,.
I,have seeen way,worse
But.,
You under,stand..
Mor,e..like nervous.?
I don’t,know
Wha,tt i am suppose,d to do in,therapy
Do,you .?
Havvve,you ever,been?
Hello_willow: no, but i am also thinking about it
i have my own stuff to work through
so yeah
i think that after everything we have been through
the whole isles could use some therapy
RULERZREACHF4N: that’s n.ot eve n
an, exa.geratio,n,,
Hello_willow: you are supposed to talk to them
and they will help you find ways to deal with your issues
RULERZREACHF4N: what,if i can’’t
Talk,to them,?
Wha t,if i can’t do,it?
Are,they
Goingg,to use a,truth serum ,on..,me?
Hello_willow: lol, no they won’t :p
and if they try i think me and the rest of our friends will have something to say about it
you can bet on that!
RULERZREACHF4N: thanks:)
Hello_willow: is that what you are afraid off?
that they turn out to be bad?
or have an ulterior motive or something?
RULERZREACHF4N: yeah..,
But’also
I don’t,,.know if,
I can,do..it
What’if, it is. Too soon,?
Hello_willow: aw, hunter :’(
RULERZREACHF4N: i’don’t kno,w
I’m..just think ing about,it
Hello_willow: that’s normal
RULERZREACHF4N: i.guess
But,i keep thinking,
That,i shouldn’t n eed to go.
That,i should,be
Able, to
Just.get over it
Hello_willow: yeah, i know how you are feeling
i know that i should see somebody, but it feels like everybody’s problems is more
i don’t know
more valid?
more important?
or that they would need it more?
so many things happened,
i just want things to go back to normal, to how it used to be
RULERZREACHF4N: it’s,okay to,need.help
Hello_willow: yeah, i know that
i just still didn’t quite manage to convince myself of it
sometimes i think that i need a break from it
from thinking about what’s wrong with me
get some breathing room
RULERZREACHF4N: that’s.fine too.
Hello_willow: im sure it’s going to be fine
you aren’t the first person in history to ever go to therapy
i m sure that they will understand how you are feeling
RULERZREACHF4N: possi,.bly
Hello_willow: definitely :)
they are there to help, it’s their job
RULERZREACHF4N: alr.,ig ht, than,ks.
I,wi ll, try.
Not to,
Over,thin k..it
Hello_willow: that’s the spirit :D
RULERZREACHF4N: uhm,,. Willow,.?
Hello_willow: yeah?
RULERZREACHF4N: do,you see,t he t ime.?
Hello_willow: …
oh boy
that’s late
when did that happen?
feels like it only got dark half an hour ago
now it’s past midnight
RULERZREACHF4N: time,pa sses, it.seems.
Hello_willow: that was way too philosophical for my liking :p
you really need to go to sleep
me too
RULERZREACHF4N: agree,d
I,can feel,m y
eyes.closing
Hello_willow: did i hear that right?
hunter admits to being tired? :O
who are you, and what did you do to the hunter i know?
RULERZREACHF4N: there’’s a fir,st
for,everythin.,g,
Hello_willow: i am impressed
but don’t tell anybody we stayed up this late texting
they would never let us live it down DX
especially with how often i remind you to go to sleep
RULERZREACHF4N: oh,trust .me
I don’t,wan’t to hear,it either
Especially,not from luz
She and amity,stay up,all
The,time
Doin,g t he same,thing.,
Hello_willow: the hypocrites >:(
RULERZREACHF4N: exac.tly.,
Hello_willow: :p
RULERZREACHF4N: :p
Hello_willow: :p
RULERZREACHF4N: :p
Hello_willow: we probably should go to sleep
we can go at this for hours
it seems
RULERZREACHF4N: agree,d.
Good,night Willow.,
Hello_willow: good night, hunter <3
RULERZREACHF4N: .<3