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Freo and Kaelix have been friends since they were little. But what happens when your childhood friends is starting to develop feelings for you? Freo can only deal with it

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Freo and Kaelix have been friends since they were little, both their parents are good friends which is how they came to know each other. Back then he remembers how Kaelix would follow him pretty much anywhere, like a little kid wanting to be by his big brother’s side forever. When he said he wanted to go to a certain highschool, he followed; when he said he wanted to enter one of the hardest universities in their area, Kaelix studied like no other just to achieve that with Freo. Even so, nothing changed. Kaelix would still follow him everywhere when he doesn’t have classes to keep him busy, he would pop into his dorm like he lives there and chat with Freo, he would be around him when he needs help with anything. 

 

Almost as if he’s Freo’s boyfriend. 

 

“Freo, don’t you think your friend is being… I don’t know, too clingy with you?” A classmate voices out. 

 

“Is he?”

 

“He’s around you nearly every day. Sometimes he glare at other people when they’re too near you” 

 

“Really? I’m sure he didn’t mean anything. Kaelix isn’t someone who would hurt others”

 

“Oh… if you say so then. But he still feels… a little weird, yknow” 

 

Freo didn’t think too much about it. Everything was normal between them, they’re good friends. He didn’t find anything wrong when Kaelix invaded his private space like it’s his own, not even when he’s always asking to return the affection to him, not when he asked “Will we be together forever?” 

 

He would always answer “Of course” without a doubt. Kaelix is his best friend, Nothing more nothing less. “We’ll always be best friends” 

 

If only that was what Kaelix thought.

 

If only he noticed the signs earlier.

 

Freo laid limply in bed —— stirred awake, eyes unfocused —— while Kaelix stood at the edge, admiring the way the smaller males’ face flushed red. Freo clutched onto the blankets, he can feel his body heating up, the fabric of his clothes sticking to his skin like glue. It was very uncomfortable. 

 

“K-Kaelix…” He tried to speak between his shaky breaths, “What did you…” 

 

“Shh, I did it for you FuriFuri. For us. Those people are trying to seduce you, it was the only way I could excuse us. You know I won’t spike your drink for no reason, right ?” He hovered over him, pressing kisses to his temple and his face to soothe him. His finger gently glides through his sensitive body —— drawing them, memorising them —— Freo trembled from the cool touch of his skin.

 

“ Ah- Kaelix—” 

 

“You want it don’t you? Do you want me? ” He slips his hand underneath his shirt, gently caressing his nipple with his cool touch that causes him to twitch. “ Just say it ”

 

“I’ll give you anything you want FuriFuri. Just say the word ” His voice is low, obsessed. Begging for Freo to just say he wants him, that he needs him. 

 

None of that reached Freo’s ear. He only knows his feverish body desperately needs to be touched, it hurts , his whole body hurts.

 

“Please… Kaelix plea—” 

 

His words got cut off as Kaelix tilted his chin up for a deep kiss, his tongue glided into his mouth  —— invading him —— exploring every part inside. He pressed his knee between his legs, touching the hard bulge in his pants while his hands were still playing with his nipples. The sweet moan muffled by the kiss made Kaelix’s head go crazy. 

 

He leaned away to let Freo catch his breath, their mixed saliva slipping down from the corner of his mouth. “You’re so pretty, Furi…” 

 

Tonight, he was his

 

And he’s not holding back anymore

 

- - - -

 

Freo moaned into the pillow as Kaelix grabbed onto his waist and slammed into him, not giving any space in between his breaths as he continued to thrust. Each time their skins touched, he could feel his insides ripping. He screamed, but it was useless. The walls of the room are practically soundproof, no one could hear them, no one could help him. 

 

His body all flushed and trembling, skin fully covered with sweat as Kaelix continued to push his hips into him. He can feel Kaelix in him, destroying his insides, the cum from before leaking out little by little before he fills him up again. 

 

“Don’t hide your voice FuriFuri” He pressed his body to his back, his arms wrapped around him posessively. “Let me hear you. I want to hear you” 

 

He easily lifted his upper body, the cock inside him deepened as he did. His back pressed into Kaelix’s chest as he guided his hands to hold onto his neck, exposing his leaking cock. He can feel his insides tighten as Kaelix continuously slams into him, releasing louder moans that he didn’t even know he’s capable of. He feels the arm around his waist digging into his skin that would surely leave marks the next day, the hot breaths of Kaelix around his neck is making him go crazy the more he buries deep into him. 

 

“Kael—” He was interrupted by another thrust that hit his sensitive spot again, making him see stars. 

 

“Hah, shit, you’re still so tight. You like this don’t you Furi?”

 

He choked on his saliva as he felt Kaelix going even faster behind him. If it weren’t for him holding onto Freo, his legs would’ve long given out by now. He can feel himself coming the more Kaelix thrust into him, yet just as he was about to cum, his insides suddenly emptied. 

 

Freo whimpered, his voice hoarse. “Ah… Kaelix…”

 

His entire weight shifted onto Kaelixs’ body as he held him, kissing away his tears as he slowly laid him down onto the mattress. “Sorry Freo, I don’t want it to end this soon. You don't either, right?” He reached over to the drawers, taking out something he couldn’t focus between his tears and Kaelix teasing his hard nipple. 

 

He let out a shaky breath when he felt something metal around his already leaking cock. He tried to reach for it but was stopped by Kaelix intertwining their fingers together with his free hand while his other pushes the metal deeper, making him arch his back just slightly. 

 

“K-Kaelix…” 

 

“I love it when you say nothing else but my name FuriFuri. Do you know how insane you’re making me right now?” He leaned down for another deep kiss, forcing a sweet moan out of him when his hand let go of him to move towards his hard cock, teasing the entrance with a feather-light touch. He can feel his cock throbbing in pain when the blocker avoided him from cumming. 

 

Suddenly the phone rang on the opposite side that he recognised the alarm to be his own phone. Freo took a deep breath when they finally parted. He can feel saliva all over his mouth and chin but that isn’t a problem anymore when he feels something near his entrance. 

 

“Be a good boy for me while I answer it okay?” Kaelix smiled sweetly. 

 

Freo shakes his head in protest, even trying to reach for the item Kaelix is holding in his hand but it was useless as the boy immediately got stimulated the moment it entered him. The dildo that twisted and turned inside him made Freo roll his eyes as his lower body twitched from the pleasure. Kaelix continues to look at his expression as he picks Freos’ phone up to answer the call coming from Seible.

 

“Ya-ho, Kaelix speaking~” 

 

“Kae-chan? Is that you? Is Furi-chan with you?” Kaelix can hear loud music blasting through the phone, no doubt both Seible and Zeal are still at the party. 

 

“Yeah, he’s with me” His tone was bright but his eyes darkened towards the boy on the bed. He walked over to him, sitting at the edge of the bed, using his hand to push the toy deeper. Chuckling while watching his face gave into the pleasure.

 

“Oh okay. I didn’t see you two in the party room, did you guys leave?” 

 

“Mhm. FuriFuri drank a bit too much so I brought him to the nearest hotel I could find” 

 

“Is he okay? Nothing bad happened right?” Seible sounded worried on the other side of the line. 

 

“No no, he’s fine. He just fell asleep when I brought him to the room, that’s all” 

 

He hears Seible sighs in relief, “Take good care of Furi-chan. Call me or Gin-chan if you need any help!”

 

“Okay okay” Kaelix chuckled, “I definitely will’ 

 

He hung the phone up, tossing them somewhere onto the couch as he climbed beside Freo. “You’re so well behaved, FuriFuri. You didn’t even make a sound” 

 

Freo whimpered, clutching onto Kaelix's arm when he’s close enough. Begging him to turn the toy off inside him. 

 

“Hm? Do you want something? You’re gonna have to say it” He leaned closer near his face, “Go on” 

 

He opened his mouth, but what came out was another moan. He clutches his arm tighter, Kaelix can feel his hand shaking. 

 

“You’re so pretty…” Kaelix gently coaxes Freo to let go of his arm, invading his mouth using two of his fingers — opening them wider as he played with his tongue, tangling them with his finger. He continues to roam in his mouth while enjoying the feeling of Freos’ hot breaths puffing onto his skin. 

 

“You look so cute like this…” He chuckled out, pulling his fingers away from his mouth with silver linings dripping. He reached for his hand, guiding it to his hard cock by the wrist. “Help me out a little FuriFuri? You always help me when I need you right?” He puts it just beside his face, allowing Freo to slide it in his mouth without the need to move from where he’s laying. 

 

Kaelix nearly rolled his eyes from how hot his breaths are, his hand made his way to Freo’s hair, gently tangling and tugging it with his fingers in a way that won’t hurt him. He can feel Freos’ tongue licking the side and the tip like a popsicle before he took him whole, the heat getting even higher as he feels him wandering around his cock inside. 

 

“Shit- Hahh– I didn’t know you were this good F-Furi” He panted. 

 

Freo let out a whine, not even aware of what he’s doing anymore. He felt Kaelixs’ hand tighten on his hair, pushing his head forward causing his dick to deepen before he felt something liquid stuck in his throat. He coughed out once the hand in his hair let loose, tears gathered in the corner of his eyes as he struggled to breath properly. He barely notices Kaelix taking the dildo out of him as he continues to lay there trying to catch his breath. 

 

“You okay Furi?” He caresses his face with his clean hand, wiping off any tears that managed to slip down his face. He giggled when Freo leaned into his hand, asking for attention. The sight of saliva drooling down his mouth and teary eyes with the helpless expression on his face, paired with how his entire body is exposed below him is a sight to behold. He stared— the way his nipples are red and hard, his cock throbbing, urging to release his hold— everything. He couldn’t believe all of it was for him to see. 

 

Only him .  

 

“You’re making me hard all over” He chuckled in a low and dangerous voice. Spreading his legs wider as he pressed a kiss to his inner thigh, watching his exposed hole craving for attention. 

 

“K-Kaelix…”

 

“Yes FuriFuri?” He lifted his thigh over his shoulder, thumb teasing his entrance with a teasing touch that made him twitch. 

 

“The- Ah-... The blocker…” He pants out, his hand clutching the sheets as Kaelix didn’t stop touching his sensitive hole. 

 

“Hm? Do you want me to remove it?” 

 

He nodded desperately, whining when he inserted his index finger just near the entrance, rubbing in motion circles within. “Please…”

 

Kaelix hums. Taking out the finger that was in his hole to gently stroke on his cock, watching as Freo moaned into the pillow. He can already see some pre-leaked cum on the very tip which he wiped away using his finger with ease. 

 

“Ok, I’ll remove it for you. On one condition” His body moved closer to Freo, stopping beside his ear, his hand continuing to stroke at a more slower pace than before. “No cumming unless I say so. Otherwise, there will be a little punishment waiting for you” 

 

“But–”

 

Freo arched his back when he felt his fingers suddenly flicking his hard cock. “Okay? FuriFuri” 

 

“...O-okay” He whined out quietly, Kaelix moved backwards with a satisfied grin on his face. True to his words, he pressed his thumb at the tip before he took out the blocker. Freo is desperate to cum yet he had no choice but to hold it in. Kaelix slowly let loose of his hold on Freo, humming in satisfaction when not a single drop of white is in sight. 

 

“You’re doing so well, FuriFuri” He pressed the tip of his own cock to his entrance, lightly teasing him by rubbing it up and down that made only Freo whine louder. “You’re impatient huh” He chuckles, but he wanted to be inside of him more than anyone right now.

 

He stares as his cock disappears from view when he slowly enters Freo, moaning as his insides are still clinging on tightly to him. “Mmh.. goddamnit Furi. How can you still be so tight after all of that?” 

 

He pulled out slowly before thrusting back into him hard, observing how hot Freo looks when he arch his back fully with his cock bouncing on his stomach. He didn’t continue to thrust, not until Freo calmed down from the stimulation did he slam into him again. It’s addicting to see Freo all ruined because of him, he wanted more . 

 

Slow, hard thrusts became even harder, soon it was replaced just fast thrusts, barely allowing Freo to catch his breath before Kaelix buries himself deep into him again. Every thrust hits just the right spot that makes the poor boy see stars every second, turning into a moaning mess that if the walls aren’t soundproof people on the other side would probably hear him. 

 

“You good Furi?” He didn’t hear an answer, not that he needed to. His expression gave him all the answers he needed. 

 

His eyes pan down to his stomach, suddenly darkening as he stopped his thrust altogether. Freo had his face buried into the pillows, biting down his voice when he suddenly felt Kaelix stopping. He was about to see if he was done when–

 

“Freo” The cold tone of his voice suddenly made his body tense up. He looked up at him, his expression is serious, unfamiliar eyes staring down at him with a frown. He never saw Kaelix looking this cold in all his life, it didn’t feel anything like the bright and sunny boy he knew of. It made him shiver. “Did you forget our deal already?” 

 

He looked down at his body, eyes widened when he saw white leaking onto his stomach. He can feel his heart sink, he didn’t even notice when he stopped holding it in. He shifted his gaze back to his face, his entire body trembling either from numbness or fear, he doesn’t know. 

 

“I-I’m sorry——”

 

“Don’t be” He presses another kiss to his thigh, “You know I wouldn’t blame you Furi”

 

Freo sighs in relief but soon turns to regret when Kaelix reaches out for the drawer again, taking out a long and thin metal stick from it. “You’ll just have to go through with the punishment” He said with a smile that seemed all too creepy. 

 

He tried to back away when Kaelix came closer to him but was soon stopped by the wall behind him. 

 

“N-no- Don’t come closer to me…!” His voice trembled in fear, his breathing became unsteady as he tried to shut out anything that Kaelix was saying. His hands found their way to his chest, pushing him away but it did nothing, not when Kaelix is far more stronger than him. 

 

But what came wasn’t a yell nor anything physical, he only heard Kaelix softly shushing him while pressing light kisses on his face. Patiently waiting for his sudden panic to calm down as he cradled him in his embrace. Muttering gentle words beside his ear till his tense body relaxed in his hold. He pulled back to look at his face, he could still see signs of fear in his eyes when he looked at them.

 

“You okay Furi?” He kisses his forehead softly.

 

“C-can we stop here… I don’t want to c-continue…” 

 

Kaelix stared at him, if he’s upset he certainly hid it well enough that Freo didn’t notice it.

 

 “I’m sorry, did I scare you?” He pulled him closer to his embrace, “I’m sorry I’m sorry I didn’t mean to scare you, I went a bit too far. Forgive me please, I’m really sorry” 

 

Freo melted into the hug, this was the Kaelix he knew of since they were kids. How he would give him a hug when he’s stressed out or having a bad day, giving him company till they finally needed to part, it somehow always calmed him. 

 

“I’ll be gentle with you I promise. Please don’t hate me Furi” 

 

Perhaps it’s the way Kaelix is begging him, or maybe he’s infected by the aphrodisiac, he didn’t push Kaelix away like before. Only hesitantly nodded, he still trusted Kaelix after all. His face brightened when he agreed to it, giving another kiss to his cheek as he asked him to wait on the bed while he grabbed something.

 

He slowly sat behind Freo when he came back, pulling him in so that he could lay his back onto his body. Freo watches as Kaelix pours out some lube onto his fingers, slowly spreading it on his hand before moving to his cock. Stroking it in a slow motion of up and down that only made him all the more sensitive.

 

“Mmmh…” He laid onto Kaelix chest, not having enough energy to hold himself up anymore. 

 

A familiar stick came into his view and he could feel his heart skipping a beat, his hand moved to grab Kaelix by reflex. He feels Kaelix's head resting on his shoulder just beside his face, “I’ll be gentle, I promise. Just tell me if you don’t want it okay?” 

 

His hands did not leave grabbing Kaelix yet it didn’t stop him from moving either, so he took it as a sign to continue. As he slowly enters the stick onto the tip, he can feel Freo’s grip tightening a little, his body becoming more tense when Kaelix inserts it deeper. He moved slowly, not wanting to overwhelm or scare Freo any further. Speaking out comforting words for him while his hands never stopped moving. He pressed a few more kisses and hugged him closer when Kaelix inserted it all the way in, only revealing the handle at the top of his cock. 

 

“You’re doing great, I’m so proud of you” 

 

Freo only whimpered in response, still a little confused of the situation and Kaelix could tell that much. He didn’t rush him this time, only sitting there slowly stroking his throbbing cock as he gave some time for him to take a breather. 

 

“Do you want to ride me Furi?”

 

“Eh..?” 

 

Kaelix moved beside Freo, laying down before waiting for him to move. He hesitantly climbed on top of the younger, sitting on his stomach staring down at him.  

 

“Go on” He whispered to Freo. 

 

He gulped. His insides already felt too full from the amount of cum Kaelix came into him from the previous rounds but still he inserted it inside him, sucking a huge breath before going deeper.

 

“Haah…” He breathed out shakily, he could feel the tears forcing out again.

 

Kaelix's hands moved to grab his, holding him, looking at him with nothing but heart shaped eyes when Freo bounced on his dick with a slow and steady pace. Whimpering each time when it hits the spot.

 

“Doing alright Furi?” He lifts his hips up, hitting Freo when he’s bouncing down towards him, entering him even deeper than before. 

 

“Ah—!” His eyes fluttered with pleasure as they slowly picked up the pace, with Kaelix slamming into him harder and harder with each thrust. At one point, he let go of their hands to grab his waist, pushing him down into his cock.

 

“K-Kaelix! Hngh—!” He grabbed onto his wrist, hoping for him to slow down a little, but he didn’t. With one single thrust, his hips stayed in the air, going even higher that made Freo’s legs tremble as he felt him hitting his insides. He moaned out in a shaky breath, his eyes rolled behind before Kaelix hips went down. He didn’t let him take much time before he thrust it upwards again, this time going much higher and longer.

 

“Kali——!” He choked on his own spit, his hold on his wrist tightened so hard that any normal person would feel pain on it. Yet it was all overwhelmed by the pleasure and heat they were feeling. Freo’s legs fully gave out, causing him to fall sideways but Kaelix caught him in time as he laid back down on the bed with Freo clutching onto him. 

 

“Hey, it’s okay. You’re okay FuriFuri” He whispered sweetly into his ears, his hand gently playing with his hair as his hips continued to thrust. Forcing out weak moans that were like music to his ears. 

 

“Just a little more okay? You can do it Furi” 

 

He whimpered when Kaelix's pace became faster, hitting into him harder than before. He can feel the cum leaking out from his hole as he forces his thrust on the insides, but it doesn't matter anymore. He just wants it to be over. He feels Kaelix hold tight on his butt cheeks, spreading them wider as he slam their hips together. He can’t help but feel tense at the pain and pleasure mixing together. 

 

“Haah… I’m close. Do you want me to come inside you again, FuriFuri?” His hot breath whispered in his ear, but he wasn’t listening anymore. 

 

He arched his back when Kaelix gave one final forceful thrust into him, feeling the cum pouring out mixing with the ones that were already in him. He felt full, he felt like his insides were ripping. He let Kaelix prep kisses onto his crying face as he cradled onto his trembling body. He felt numb from the amount of rounds they’ve been making out that he didn’t notice how the sun outside is beginning to rise. 

 

Kaelix flipped the boy over, gently laying him down. Kissing his sweating face and body in an attempt to comfort him from his whimperings.

 

“Hey, It’s alright. No more, I promise. I’ll just help you out real quick here, okay?” 

 

He gently grabbed his cock, pulling out the stick in a slow and steady motion, but even so Freo still tensed at it. Either from pain or fear, though he soon sighed out in relief once Kaelix fully took it out, chuckling at the amount of cum that was sticking to the metal stick like glue. 

 

He began stroking it starting with a firm and unhurried pace before it soon turned into a fast one, taking in every sight of his reaction as he did. The way he’s hugging his own body, the way he’s hiding his tears into the pillow, how he’s arching his body slightly when he lets out some cum. Everything . 

 

Freo looked at him with fluttered eyes, he didn’t need to be told twice about what he wanted. He smiled, leaning closer towards his face for a kiss, his hand never stopped moving on him. Freo’s hands wrapped around his nape, pulling him closer towards the kiss, letting Kaelix roam his mouth with his tongue. He moaned into the kiss when his hand sped up below. 

 

“Hngh- Ah- I’m—”

 

“Close?” He smiled when Freo nodded at him with that slutty expression. If they didn’t just finished, he might’ve been hard all over. 

 

“Do you want to cum?”

 

He nodded even harder, his breathing became uneven the faster he stroked him.

 

Kaelix chuckled, “Say it. Say it out loud for me Furi” He squeezed the hold on his cock.

 

“Kaelix— Ah— Please! L-Let me cum! P-Please!” He clutched onto the already wrinkled sheets, eyes begging for him to grant permission. 

 

“Come. Cum for me FuriFuri” 

 

And he did. Thrusting his hip upwards as he releases his hold onto his stomach, laying there panting and sweating on the bed. He felt the bed lighten when Kaelix stood up but he didn’t really bothered figuring out what he’s doing when he’s trying to steady his own breathing from the lack of air. He felt his own body tense up again when he felt something pressing in his hole, he couldn’t help but whimper at the cool touch. 

 

“Shh, it’s okay. This will help you keep the cum from leaking out. Don’t worry about it hm?” He heard Kaelix speaking somewhere around him. 

 

Kaelix took a wet towel before gently wiping any access cum and sweat on his body, soothing any marks left on him by gently pressing a kiss. He threw the towel aside, climbing back into bed and laid down beside him before softly coaxing Freo to let him cuddle. Freo almost immediately melted in his embrace as he hid his face into his neck, allowing Kaelix to rest his head in his hair. 

 

“You’re amazing today FuriFuri” He giggled, “Rest now alright?” 

 

If Freo had anything to say about this, it soon died on his mouth by the drowsiness. Plus the way Kaelix is gently patting him from behind and the warmth from the hug adds up to his sleepiness as he closed his eyes, softly breathing once he’s asleep. Kaelix laid there admiring his sleeping face, he would never be bored of that sight no matter how many times he look at it. His eyes slowly shifted to the morning sun shining through the curtains onto the table beside the bed, looking at the can of aphrodisiacs that he placed when he carried Freo into the hotel room.

 

Well, he did say he won’t let go of him this easily, no? 




Notes:

any advice or comments is appreciated please, this is my first time writing full smut