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1. wish I meant anything to anywhere, to anyone by Illgetmerope

   Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   21 Sep 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Maddie Buckley
   • Howie "Chimney" Han
   • Henrietta "Hen" Wilson
   • Hurt Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Worried Eddie Diaz
   • Idiots in Love
   • Light Angst
   • Feelings Realization
   • Denial of Feelings
   • Canon Compliant
   • Eventual Happy Ending
   • No Beta We Die Like Bobby Nash
   • Slow Burn
   • Unhinged Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Unhinged Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Requited Unrequited Love
   • A little dog Buck as a treat
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Freak4Freak Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley Wants To Be Loved

   Summary

   Buck’s trying to do more things on his own in the months since Eddie’s been back.

   He gets into hiking, which he knows can be dangerous, but he's careful! He promises! It's just- accidents can happen to anyone.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   55,601

   Chapters:

   12/12

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

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