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"Are we having a sleepover or is this you're way of telling me you're attracted to me"
Those words just played over in my head again. I know she was joking, I mean I'm pretty sure she was being sarcastic, she does that you see. Jane Rizzoli my best friend, well she's mine I'm not 100 percent sure I'm hers.
3 things I do know 100 percent...
One...she makes me laugh, always.
two...she's not just pretty she's beautiful. I know that 100 percent because...I have eyes.
And the 3rd thing I know is that I'm 100 percent head over heels in love with her.
I mean I'm not 15 anymore I know what love is, I knew the first time I met her a year and a half ago. I can honestly say I didn't believe in love at first sight until I met her.
When I met her though, not her undercover persona. It's like a sudden hit to the chest, takes you're breath away. And you don't stop thinking about that moment.
When she said that she was worring...about Hoyt. I could tell she was nervous. The thing I've realised about her is she spits out a sarcastic remark all the time, when she's nervous or uncomfortable in a situation. I only know what that word means because I'm her friend. It may be sarcastic but it's always routed in some truth.
And that's brought us here. I invited her to dinner because I'm going to tell her how I feel...I know what you're going to say...bad idea, what if she doesn't feel the same way.
Here's the thing I'm not getting any younger. I recently turned 30, 3 years ago but who's counting. This is getting beyond the point of want. I need to know if she feels the same way so that I can move on.Maybe I'll try the olive juice trick, besides the pros out weigh the cons.
Doorbell rings
That's her, It's now or never...wish me luck.