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Aira failed at being an idol. Stuck being a fan. He supposes it's fine since he can still be a fan but a part of him hurts knowing he'll need a new goal for the future. However he's only 15 so he has a couple years till he need to focus on that stuff. Some new groups have been debuting like _______ and Crazy:B. Aira has especially found himself liking Crazy:B but for a different reason then usual. A kid around his age is in it and Aira can't help but feel something seeing him. It's like this kid is from a different universe. He's drawn to him, Kohaku Oukawa. Even having a whole area in is room dedicated to him. Sure, it's normal to have crushes on idols knowing you'll never meet them. Aira has had a few of those before. But Kohaku is different. It's like he already knew him even though they've never met. So Aira being the totally sane person he is, went on shops right away to buy more merch then he needs of his brand new oshi!!!
While online shopping he's listening to some of Crazy:B’s songs. and as much as he hates to admit it he was now scrolling on twitter, looking at pictures of Kohaku. God, he's falling for a guy who doesn't even know who he is. Of course he wouldn't tell anyone that! but he knows when he goes to school someone is gonna find out somehow. But of course right now he doesn't have to think of that. as he's still on break before he starts highschool! While scrolling he gets a strange sense of warmth just looking at this man. It's like they've known eachother for years. But they haven't, hell, Kohaku definitely doesn't know Aira, no way!! He soon finds while doom scrolling now, that Crazy:B is going on tour. A tour. Near where Aira lives. Next second he's spamming his parents to buy him tickets.
Aira doesn't know how, cause he genuinely doesn't remember asking his parents for tickets but they reluctantly said yes. But hey, at least he got the tickets! Now, Aira has to figure out what he's gonna wear and bring. Probably an Ita bag, but he doesn't have much Kohaku pins. Whatever he'll just use his parents money. Aside from that, he needs to think on what to wear since it's only a few weeks away! Looking through his wardrobe, he remembers, he needs to inform his followers! Everytime he gets concert tickets he makes a post tagging the people he's seeing. Hopeful they'll acknowledge the post, though none ever have.
Aira posts his little thing tagging all of Crazy:B. He's done this enough times to know none will respond but a man can hope! Now to continue finding an outfit! After what seems like forever he finds one he like, cute but comfty! He quickly grabs his phone wanting to mindlessly scroll but thinks when school starts. One day before the concert. NO. Why can't school start like, five days later!? Now he has to go to school not being able to focus more then usual. And aside from that, he's probably gonna get made fun of, per usual. Life just hates him! Or so he thinks. He receives a notification saying someone commented on his post, he clicks it not reading the name and thinks it's just a mutual of his. But no. No no no, he was so wrong. Instead of a mutual, it was...
OUKAWA KOHAKU!?!?!?!?!? WHAT!?!?!?!?!? THE PERSON HE'S BEEN OBSESSING OVER FOR A COUPLE WEEKS NOW!?!?!???! HOLY SHIT... Aira tries to calm himself down a bit, but is having a hard time. I mean his probably favorite person on earth just acknowledged his existence! How does he respond to this!?!?? I mean, none of his favorite idols have ever acknowledged his posts so he doesn't know what to do! After a lot of failed replies, he settles for a thanks since the idol said “Thanks for coming! excited to see you there!”. Aira, still being too excited, goes to text his friend the news. Online friend of course!