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Chapter 1
Tsukasa was just cleaning his room like normal until he stumbles on a dusty and a broken-screened phone. "Hey wait, is that my old phone??" he said confusedly. He waits for it to finish charging but alas.. passwords are annoying aren't they?
- a few hours later -
"Finally bro it's done charging." He scoffed. He seizes the gadget and looks at the lock screen. "What the fuck?? Who is he and I??? T + R?? That's so cringe lmao" he thought. He saw something kind of interesting though.
Discord. An app full of e-kittens and their sugar daddies basically.
"Holy shit, I had this app when I was 13??? What the fuck"
He hesitantly opens the app and see a guy with an anime picture as their name is: "Kasihiro <3" doesn't that literally mean "Kamishiro" without the 'm' or something?? Wait does that mean..
Holy fuck is this Rui??? Nah it can't be that's stupid why would my old online boyfriend I never broke up with would be Rui, the director jeez.
The boy looks through the 2020 and cringe-ass messages. All these, 'I love you baby's and shit were disgusting.
But they never broke up.
The last conversation was literally
Kasihiro <3: "oh, baby~ look at these matching key chains I found!"
tsu-chan <3: "it's cute, babe."
Kasihiro <3: "hehe, thank you tsu-chan! I wish we knew each others real name and face though :)"
tsu-chan <3: "yeah, me too.. Ily love x"
Kasihiro <3: "ilyt my superstar!! youre super cute like your my star <33" (so ironic)
tsu-chan <3: "oh, I have to go, my mother is calling me to visit my sister, she said she's buying me a new phone, see you tomorrow dear!!"
Kasihiro <3: "see you babe!! 🤍🤍"
... Oh fuck. . . Kasihiro was texting me for like four months and I never responded.. We haven't broke up yet so.. I'M STILL DATING HIM???
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That's so stupid, wait, HE'S online? Oh crap he's going to notice I am too shit shit.
Kasihiro: "tsu-chan.. you're online? But you haven't been for 4 years.."
tsu-chan <3: "oh, I'm sorry Kasihiro. My phone got lost and I only found it today."
Silence, just pure awkward silence. It felt like forever.. I wish it'd just end because this is so embarrassing right now.
Kasihiro: "that's surprising. Anyway, how have you been? we've probably changed alot as we both lost feelings for each other. Haha."
tsu-chan <3: "heh, that's correct. My sister actually got out of the hospital now and she started a band with her childhood friends."
Kasihiro: "that's amazing!"
tsu-chan: "what about you? Kasihiro?? How was your life been recently?"
Kasihiro: "oh, well.. I've become a director for a trope at pxl, the trope is named WonderlandsXShowtime, I've gotten really close to them. Especially Tsukasa Tenma. I also do the choreographies so I've achieved alot. I'm very proud of myself, actually. We've had our ups, and downs but things turned to be great in the end. So I'm pretty satisfied with what I have right now. What about you? What did you accomplish? Tsu-chan?"
Oh well this is shit. I dated RUI KAMISIHIRO???!!!
I was staring at my broken phone. Utterly speechless. I couldn't make up a sentence in my head. This situation was so embarrassing. It was too embarrassing to the point where my cheeks begain to turn hot..
tsu-chan: "that's.. great." And that's all I could basically comprehend at that moment right there.
I literally dated my crush before, what the actual hell? This is too much of a coincidence. I couldn't help but figure out what would he do if he finds out about this..
What can I say, "Oh, it's me! Tsukasa Tenma!" Or "I am the world greatest star!" Damn. . .
But he is actually starting to wonder why I'm not texting back now. Oh shit what do I do ahaha this is so awkward I need help someone please help me because I'm really disappointed I actually used to date him. Man, do I like him?
This is a situation I do not want to experience. I need help.
Chapter 2
This is a situation I do not want to experience. I need help.
I don't even know what to do, I dated Rui, actually, correct that, ONLINE DATED MY FUCKING CURRENT CRUSH, AND I JUST FIGURED ABOUT THIS NOW??? holy shit.
By the time he realized, Tsukasa was staring at his phone for a while already, Kashiro decided to text him again with a three little words that made the star realize that he was zoning out.
Kashiro: "are you alright?"
Tsu-chan: "... yes, just thinking. I'm fine, don't worry." That was quite embarrassing. He didn't mean to take so long to say something.
Tsu-chan: "so.. you work at phoneix wonderland? That's amazing. I think I've been there." What is he talking about? HE LITERALLY WORKS THERE. This is getting so awkward.
Kashiro: "my! That's delightful, have you seen our shows before? Maybe now you can get an idea of what I look like :)"
Uh oh..
Tsu-chan: "well umm... I may have?? I forgot." I don't know what to respond with, my hands are shaking I can't even respond correctly.
Kashiro: "Aw, can't you tell me? you could describe yourself in the audience? Maybe I can try to remember you~" ugh, his determination is so annoying, but I still kind of like it...
Tsu-chan: "kashiro, I need to tell you something, do you promise it won't change anything between us? You swear, right?"
It was pretty quite in his room and how he was talking low in the chat.. But oh my hell, his head was louder than Emu Otori's wonderhoy!!! and my scream combined.
Kashiro: "Of course!! you can tell me anything, we used to date, remember? Ah wait.. Now that I think about it, we're still dating because we never broke up, right?"
Well this is shit. He finally brought this up. This is so fucking embarrassing.
Tsu-chan: "so um.. you see my name is 'Tsu-chan', right? Well basically the 'tsu' in my name is.."
Oh, I guess he figured it out now.
Kashiro: "Wait, Tsukasa-kun? Haha, that's such a surprise I didn't think that we met even before wxs. That's amazing."
Wait, why is he so fucking calm about this? We dated before and he reacts like this?? Holy shit I know that he would normally be like this but holy fuck why is he so chill about this??
My cheeks are red, it physically hurts.. My stomach is fluttering with butterflies and my chest feels so warm, what is happening to me?
Sure, I know I do kinda like him but why is he acting so.. attractive..
- Rui's Pov lmao -
Okay, okay maybe I should calm down but wow.. I didn't expect that this guy that I dated for like maybe four years would turn out to be Tsukasa, hehe.. That's pretty funny because his nickname is literally 'Tsu-chan', why didn't I connect the dots in the first place? It's so amusing to think that the love of my life is the love of my life.. What a shame.
So now that we confessed this, what should we do now that we know? Do we continue to date? I mean.. Since we're dating and we know each other in real life maybe I finally get to touch those pink juicy lips of his.. and maybe hold hands.. and make out and.. OH WHAT THE FUCK AM I THINKING?? I'M NOT HOMOSEXUAL WHY AM I THINKING ABOUT HIS LIPS, HIS GORGEOUS EYES AND HIS WAIST AND HIS HANDS AND... ah, shit I'm doing it again. . . . I'm not head over heals or anything but I would like this to happen..
What should I say next? My cheeks are basically like a fricking tomato. And my hands are wobling in result from me being super flustered.
Kashiro: "so, Tsukasa-kun. What should we do about this? We didn't say we should break up so.."
- Tsukasa's Pov -
Kashiro: "so, Tsukasa-kun. What should we do about this? We didn't say we should break up so.."
Oh well shit, he finally decides to say this, huh? Well I mean he isn't wrong. I do have two options, either we could continue dating and start a new relationship in real life or we break up and continue the relationship we have currently.. I wouldn't even know what Saki, Emu, Nene would think about this..
Ehhh fuck it, I'm doing it.
Tsukasa: "We can continue to date."
HOLY SHIT I FUCKING FINALLY SAID IT.. "You know.. I've actually liked you for a while.. Ever since we started the trope Wonderstage, I gained these feelings for you, Rui. And I know that maybe you don't feel the same way, I love you. And I'm sorry I do, I can't chose who to love so..."
I did it,
I actually did it..
I'm kind of proud I did it.
I hope you love me too..
Please love me too,
But if you don't, I wouldn't force you too..
It would selfish of me if I do.
But.. Please..
I really love you.
I can't even fucking explain how much I do.
So please accept my confession,
Rui.
Chapter 3
So please accept my confession,
Rui.
Because, I really like you, maybe the word "like" is an understatement. I more than adore you. I don't even know why my heart chooses a man like you.
He probably doesn't see me that way, because he's most likely playing his fruity attitude as a joke. Haha, right?? He can't like me back.
- Rui's Pov -
Tsukasa: "We can continue to date. You know.. I've actually liked you for a while.. Ever since we started the trope Wonderstage, I gained these feelings for you, Rui. And I know that maybe you don't feel the same way, I love you. And I'm sorry I do, I can't chose who to love so..."
...
That whole paragraph made me speechless. I never knew you liked me that way, hehe.. Why am I blushing? Why am I feeling a sense of relief? Why do I.. feel this way? I don't like him, do I? But, Tsukasa-kun.... Fine, I'll accept it. Maybe I do love him...
Rui: "Hm, hehe.. I'm flattered, so you like me in a romantic way, Tsukasa-kun?" I smirk as I tease that star that I admitted that I loved.
Tsukasa: "... Rui! Just just.. Do you love me back?!"
I can already hear his scream with that sentence, it's adorable. I chuckle and realize that we're only texting, I ask the guy if we can meet up again since we have rehearsal later in the afternoon.
Rui: "hm, after rehearsal we can meet up, then? If you so wish though :)" that smiley face looks so obvious that I'm trying to flirt.
Tsukasa: "Okay, what are you planning? It involves one of your new inventions.. I'm guessing.."
He knows me too well, I'm have Scarlet cheeks now.
- Tsukasa's Pov -
Rui: "hm, after rehearsal we can meet up, then? If you so wish though :)" what the hell, what he trying to do something? I do not want to be a victim of another machine.
Whatever, I'll hit him with this.
Tsukasa: "Okay, what are you planning? It involves one of your new inventions.. I'm guessing.." Ugh, I'm actually already scared for the outcome. His machines actually aren't too bad, they're just dangerous.
Rui: "Aw, Tsukasa-kun, you really think I'm that kind of monster? I would never attempt to actually hurt you..!" He CANNOT be acting this oblivious to me.
Rui: "It's not anything like that this time, I swear :( I promise it'll be a normal conversation after rehearsal." That sad-face is guilt tripping me so damn hard..
But it's not his fault, I'm just gonna mess it all up when we meet tomorrow anyway. It's bullshit. I don't even think anyone will like us if we actually date. A star should shine bright and set an example. Not go around, slack off and get a boyfriend.
But it hurts, what if he really likes me and I reject him, will he end up dating Emu, Nene, or Mizuki, even? I really don't want to figure it out..
But I can't help.. falling inlove with you.. shall I accept? would it be a sin to a person who wants to partake the road and goal to be a famous star?
Chapter 4
But I can't help.. falling inlove with you.. shall I accept? would it be a sin to a person who wants to partake the road and goal to be a famous star?
- Rui's Pov -
He isn't responding to me, I would be patient but I literally am shaking so much, he didn't say anything but
Tsukasa: "Okay, what are you planning? It involves one of your new inventions.. I'm guessing.." Like, he isn't fully wrong but that wasn't my main idea.. I'm not saying anything neither is he, was it not obvious I tried flirting with him? sigh..
I need advice, all this relationship drama is too much to handle for only one person, right? But I don't know anybody that could help me with this.. Maybe.. Mizuki? No.. She would tease me about this.. Emu? Probably wouldn't take me seriously.. That leaves me with two options, Akito or Nene.. But to be honest, akito really doesn't know much about me and probably hates my guts. I guess I'll do Nene then, she's my childhood friend, surely she'll understand? Right??
Nenene
fRUIty
"hi nsneseneneusi"
Nenene
"what the fuck do you want."
fRUIty
"csn yuo help me psleuplspleasepsls"
Nenene
"with what? 😒 finding out a way to make out with tsukasa? 🥴"
fRUIty
"Just let me explain pleandixesese"
Nenene
"yeah ok fine no shit you wouldn't. 😑"
fRUIty
"Srop ennem"
Nenene
"Idk what srop and ennem is, sorry."
fRUIty
"Whatever I will explain this shit now"
Nenene
"Finally."
fRUIty
"so basically I saw tsukasa's old acc which I didnt know it was him bc as you know I used to online date a random guy named 'Tsu-chan' but it turns out that tsu-chan was tsukasa in 2020 so I asked him if we could continue dating and he said he likes me then I asked him out later after our rehearsal in wonderstage and I flirted but he was slow and didn't understand so he told me that I would just make him test my random ass machines but that wasn't my intention at all and now it's just awkward silence and he hasn't said anything or I haven't replied back so please help me because I don't want to ask emu, mizuki, or akitoes."
Nenene
"I ain't reading allat."
fRUIty
"dumbass you told me to explain"
Nenene
"I was joking bozo, anyway I'll help you."
fRUIty
"wait, really?"
Nenene
"Well, NO you dumbass bitch."
fRUIty
"stop this please this situation is serious"
Nenene
"I am serious, you're the one not taking this seriously 😐"
fRUIty
"Then actually give me good advice instead of mocking me"
Nenene
"Alright, fine, so you both like eachother but tsukasa just can't take the hint that you're flirting?"
fRUIty
"Well, yes but I want to date him but it might harm our, well mostly mine and his reputation.."
Nenene
"I see."
Nenene
"I have an idea."
fRUIty
"What is it?"
Nenene
"You'll find out soon."
fRUIty
"WHAT."
fRUIty
"PLS TELL ME WHAT ARE HELL ARE YOU DOING I REGRET TELLING YOU STOP NOW"
- Nene's amazing chat -
I'm gonna be a star
L+Bozo you won't
"Tsukass get your shits up"
I'm gonna be a star
"huhu what is it now"
L+bozo you won't
"You wanna date my brother(rui) don't you"
I'm gonna be a star
"I would like that but what will other people think of me? In order for me to achieve stardom, it means I have to focus onto it, not give love and attention to him."
L+bozo you won't
"M'kay, I can understand that. But I like emu and people don't give a fuck."
I'm gonna be a star
"Well that's because you're not as popular as me!"
L+bozo you won't
"We're in the same troupe.. People wouldn't think of you no less if you dated Rui, I do like Emu secretly and I'm still paying attention to school and work."
I'm gonna be a star
"oh"
L+bozo you won't
"Please talk to him now and accept to hang out with him tomorrow, I'm concerned for him."
I'm gonna be a star
"Fine, I'll do it, thank you, Nene."
L+bozo you won't
"Just go to him already, and you're welcome.. I guess."
Chapter 5
L+bozo you won't
"Just go to him already, and you're welcome.. I guess."
I'm gonna be a star!
"THANK YOU NENE!! ⭐⭐"
L+bozo you won't
"np"
- Tsukasa's Pov -
Tsukasa: "Rui, can we talk? It's kind of serious." and there we go, I took nene's advice to speak to Rui, i'm quite nervous, I have a million of things to say to you, but first things first, "Please give me a response."
My wording is um.. Affirmative.
- Rui's Pov -
Tsukasa: "Rui, can we talk? It's kind of serious. Please give me a response." holy shit what did nene do what brainwash did kneeknee put on him what the fuck holy fucking shit.
Rui: "hello"
Tsukasa: "okay so um."
Tsukasa: "I like you basically and we should date and kiss idk"
WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK HOLY SHIT WHAT CURSE DID NENE PUT ON HIM HOLY FUCK HOLY FUCK HOLY FUCK HOLY FUCK
Rui: "wait"
Tsukasa: "sure"
KneeKnee
fRUIty: "what the fuck did you do to Tsuakssjwakfu"
KneeKnee: "advice duh now pls kiss"
fRUIty: "no did you brainwash him"
KneeKnee: "💀"
fRUIty: "knesknee"
KneeKnee: "who tf is knesknee"
fRUIty: "screenshot of your convo pls"
KneeKnee: "K"
(Nene's Screenshot)
I'm gonna be a star
L+Bozo you won't
"Tsukass get your shits up"
I'm gonna be a star
"huhu what is it now"
L+bozo you won't
"You wanna date my brother(rui) don't you"
I'm gonna be a star
"I would like that but what will other people think of me? In order for me to achieve stardom, it means I have to focus onto it, not give love and attention to him."
L+bozo you won't
"M'kay, I can understand that. But I like emu and people don't give a fuck."
I'm gonna be a star
"Well that's because you're not as popular as me!"
L+bozo you won't
"We're in the same troupe.. People wouldn't think of you no less if you dated Rui, I like Emu secretly and I'm still paying attention to school and work."
I'm gonna be a star
"oh"
L+bozo you won't
"Please talk to him now and accept to hang out with him tomorrow, I'm concerned for him."
I'm gonna be a star
"Fine, I'll do it, thank you, Nene."
L+bozo you won't
"Just go to him already, and you're welcome.. I guess."
(End of Screenshot)
fRUIty: "oh he wants to date me"
fRUIty: "OH HE WANTS TO DATE ME!?"
KneeKnee: "stupid bozo"
fRUIty: "why is your contact name with Tsukasa 'I'm gonna be a star' and yours being 'L+Bozo you won't'?"
KneeKnee: "talk to your future bf and kiss bye"
fRUIty: "wait don't leave :("
KneeKnee:"Reasons why you should date Tsukasa:
1. Chemistry: You two have an undeniable chemistry that's palpable whenever you're together.
2. Understanding: Tsukasa understands you on a deep level, accepting your flaws and quirks without judgment.
3. Support: Tsukasa offers unwavering support, standing by your side through thick and thin.
4. Shared Interests: You both share numerous interests and hobbies, making spending time together even more enjoyable.
5. Growth: Being with Tsukasa encourages personal growth and self-improvement.
6. Communication: You (don't) communicate openly and honestly, fostering a strong foundation for a healthy relationship.
7. Trust: You trust Tsukasa completely, knowing you can rely on them no matter what.
8. Friendship: Your relationship is rooted in a deep friendship, which is essential for long-lasting love.
9. Fun: You have a blast together, laughing and creating cherished memories.
10. Emotional Connection There's a profound emotional bond between you and Tsukasa that's hard to find elsewhere.
11. Compatibility: You complement each other perfectly, balancing each other's strengths and weaknesses.
12. Respect: Tsukasa respects your boundaries and opinions, valuing your autonomy.
13. Adaptability: You and Tsukasa navigate challenges together with grace and understanding.
14.Love: It's clear that you love Tsukasa deeply, and perhaps it's time to take your relationship to the next level and explore where it could lead."
fRUIty: "chatgpt premium"
KneeKnee: "ok bye bozo kiss him"
fRUIty: "fine"
Chapter 6
frUIty: "fine"
KneeKnee: "pls tell me the results actually"
fRUIty: "🖕 fine"
Tsukasa ⭐
Rui: "tsukasa"
Tsukasa ⭐: "hello"
Rui: "I have something to tell you, if you don't mind, of course."
Tsukasa ⭐: "I never mind anything you say to me, what is it?"
... 'I never mind anything you say to me'.. Oh, please tell me you aren't lying, please..
Rui: "Thank you"
Tsukasa ⭐: "my duty as a star is to make people smile of course!!! ✨"
Tsukasa ⭐: "so tell me, what do you need, Rui?"
Rui: "I like you and I think we should date"
Message unsent.
Tsukasa ⭐: "what was that?"
Rui: "sorry, it was nothing don't worry."
Tsukasa ⭐: "okay."
Rui: "I gotta go now, bye tsukasa"...
Tsukasa ⭐: " bye !!"
KneeKnee
fRUIty: "I told him"
KneeKnee: "REALY"
KneeKnee: "WHWR DDS GOU SAR"
KneeKnee: "RURIRIRUIUIRUI"
KneeKnee: "DID HE REPLY TELL ME PLS"
KneeKnee: "DID HE CONFFUEESS BAKSC"
KneeKnee: "TELLLLLLL MEEEEEUEJSHSJDIWJMS"
KneeKnee: "JEIWJDCU"
fRUIty set Kusanagi Nene's Nickname to "Mentally unstable girl".
Mentally unstable girl: "how dare
you"
Inlove with Emu set Kusanagi Nene's Nickname to "Inlove with Emu".
Inlove with Emu set Kamishiro Rui's Nickname to "Inlove with Tsukasa".
Inlove with Emu: "we're matching"
Inlove with Tsukasa: "ok"
Inlove with Tsukasa: "so what now"
Inlove with Emu: "what happened with Tsukasa"
Inlove with Tsukasa: "I'll send you a random screenshot because I'm too lazy to type it in"
Inlove with Emu: "oks"
Inlove with Tsukasa sent a screen shot.
Tsukasa ⭐
Rui: "tsukasa"
Tsukasa ⭐: "hello"
Rui: "I have something to tell you, if you don't mind, of course."
Tsukasa ⭐: "I never mind anything you say to me, what is it?"
... 'I never mind anything you say to me'.. Oh, please tell me you aren't lying, please..
Rui: "Thank you"
Tsukasa ⭐: "my duty as a star is to make people smile of course!!! ✨"
Tsukasa ⭐: "so tell me, what do you need, Rui?"
Rui: "I like you and I think we should date"
Message unsent.
Tsukasa ⭐: "what was that?"
Rui: "sorry, it was nothing don't worry."
Tsukasa ⭐: "okay."
Rui: "I gotta go now, bye tsukasa"...
Tsukasa ⭐: " bye !!"
End of screenshot.
Inlove with Emu: "that's what happened???"
Inlove with Tsukasa: "yes"
Inlove with Emu: "oh damn I feel super sorry for you"
Inlove with Emu: "Blud got rejected without knowing 👻👻💀💀"
Inlove with Tsukasa: "why"
Inlove with Emu: "because 🤩"
Inlove with Emu: "oh shit my future gf is texting me"
Inlove with Tsukasa: "kiss her then"
Inlove with Emu: "WHY DID SHE SEND ME "dtf?"
Inlove with Tsukasa: "HELP ME WGATATAT"
Inlove with Tsukasa: "screenshot now"
Inlove with Emu sent a screenshot
Wandahoi!!: "dtf"
My gf<3: "emu what"
Wandahoi!!: "somebody said it meant 'dadelions are my favorite flowers' (:"
My gf<3: "Emu that abbreviation doesn't mean that, but I can buy you some dandelions if you like"
Wandahoi!!: "yayy :3"
End of Screenshot.
Inlove with Tsukasa: "help what"
Inlove with Tsukasa: "STOP TSUAKASA JSUST TEXTIEDFE ME"
Inlove with Emu: "lmao skill issue"
Tsukasa ⭐
Tsukasa ⭐: "Rui did you know I saw that unsent message"
Tsukasa ⭐: "I would like to date you too, I also like you :)"
what.
Rui: "oh,"
Tsukasa ⭐: "I never really got to tell you this, but I liked you since the first day we met, I didn't really know how to tell you this.. Even when we particularly onlined dated before we even realized it was us, I love you, Rui. And not in a plantonic way, I want more than just friends with us, okay?"
Rui: "I love you too."
Tsukasa ⭐: "so.. are we dating? I'm kinda confused because we both love eachother.."
Rui: "Mhm, sure"
Tsukasa ⭐: ":)"
Tsukasa 💛 changed his name to 'Tsukasa 💛'
Tsukasa 💛 changed Rui 💜 to 'Rui 💜'