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Why do you always say that my decisions are incorrect? For me to make one takes time and sweat, to decide what's best for this side. Would you be willing to listen to what I'm saying this once, to think about what are you doing twice? Because I make my decisions based on your actions. Not because one day I told myself that I don't want to stay here anymore, but because you made me.
I forgive you but I will never forget what you've done. Now you may say–
"We gave you everything, you had a wonderful childhood and you got to be raised with love"
But let me answer now. You raised me to stand up for myself, you raised me to share how I feel based on your actions and reactions, you raised me to be the person I am today. I came out to yell this way because thats what your husband always did, you always closed the door but I can hear him shush you, I can hear you whispering. I can hear you beg him not to raise the bottle. You can say that I'm over reacting as much as you want, but that's what I see, that's how I feel.
So now you tell me that you thought you raised me better after I stand up for myself, after I care about my own wellbeing and wishes. You may say that you accept me, but I'm neither blind nor deaf.
I know that wherever I go, whatever I do, there will always be bad moments with good people, but unlike you, I can draw the line. Sometimes you have to say things that may not be rainbows and flowers. I prefer say the harsh truth now before it's too late and you to later understand that I may have been right all along.
Fool yourself as much as you want.