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1. sing of what’s lost to you by poisonghoull

   Fandoms: Six of Crows Series - Leigh Bardugo, Shadow and Bone (TV)  

   • Mature
   • Major Character Death
   • F/M, M/M, Multi
   • Work in Progress

   31 Jul 2025

   Tags

   • Major Character Death
   • Jesper Fahey/Wylan Van Eck
   • Matthias Helvar/Nina Zenik
   • Kaz Brekker/Inej Ghafa (implied)
   • Wylan Van Eck
   • Jesper Fahey
   • Inej Ghafa
   • Kaz Brekker
   • Matthias Helvar
   • Nina Zenik
   • Marya Hendriks
   • Other Character(s)
   • Angst
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Falling (back) in love
   • Past Relationship(s)
   • Established Relationship
   • Background Relationships
   • Trauma
   • Memory Loss
   • Merzost (The Grisha Trilogy)
   • POV Alternating
   • Ketterdam (Grishaverse)
   • Jesper Fahey Loves Wylan Van Eck
   • Wylan Van Eck Loves Jesper Fahey
   • Conflict
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added

   Summary

   It wouldn't be impossible. But it's no key from a coin. And if Jesper was anything past numb, he was desperate.

   It's been said that the use of merzost has a cost. But when Wylan was lying before him like this, cold as ice, what was Jesper to do?

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   4,488

   Chapters:

   2/?

   Comments:

   5

   Kudos:

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