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Mizuki broke the kiss for a brief moment, still close enough to Ena that they were mumbling against her mouth, their voice quiet and breathy, even a bit desperate. “Ena…” They kissed her again before continuing, their lips brushing against hers as they did. “Stay with me tonight…” They capture her lips in another kiss, this one deeper and more intense.
Ena groaned, her brows turned slightly downward as she gripped their shoulders tighter. “I will…” She whispered back almost too quickly to register, obviously very needy.
Mizuki smiled widely and pulled her in once again. The two were lost in each other, minds blank, only focused on one thing. This moment. Finally, Mizuki wasn’t overthinking the future, whether or not they’d still be able to be friends with everyone, stressing over needing to tell everyone their secret. Finally, Ena could take a break from art, from the constant criticism she was subjected to, and the harsh way she treated herself. For a moment, she could forget about improving and just let herself feel good.
Of course, that anxiety won’t leave forever, and that little soldier won’t die off easily at all. But right now, nothing mattered but their now girlfriend and the need they both shared in this moment. The need to be fully each others, the need to love each other, the need to feel the other against their body.
Mizuki pulled Ena by her waist, scooting her forward on their bed so their legs were in between each other’s. They leaned forward, pressing their lips together even more roughly. Ena moaned quietly, trying not to make too much noise even though no one was home. Hearing the soft, needy sound made Mizuki absolutely melt and turn even redder than they already were. They pulled her closer, pressing their knee to her core, causing a louder moan. At this point it was getting harder and harder to hold back, the desperation in their kisses were palpable, almost animalistic. Ena slid her hands under their shirt, gently caressing their waist. A stark contrast to the way Mizuki was gripping Ena.
As things became more heated, Mizuki pushed Ena down onto their bed and stared at her for a moment, both panting and admiring the other’s beauty. Ena reached up and carefully wiped a tear they didn’t even notice was there away from their eye.
“I think we should slow down.” Ena said after she’d caught her breath.
Mizuki’s jaw clenched, they didn’t want to slow down, but they knew she wanted to for their sake. Doing too much at once could overwhelm them, especially since they just confessed not only their love, but also the fact that they were a trans girl, two things they never thought they’d ever get the chance to say. And the fact that Ena not only accepted them but also reciprocated their feelings was mind blowing to them, and it made them act on their urges too fast. But as much as Ena was saying it for them, she was saying it for herself too, she’d never done anything like this, after all.
“Yeah… okay.” Mizuki said after a moment, holding her hand against their face.
Ena smiled and pulled them down for another kiss, then swapped their positions so that now Ena was on top Mizuki, catching them off guard. Mizuki’s eyes widened and their blush came back, the sight causing Ena’s heart to flutter. She leaned down and continued kissing them, arms on either side of their head, while Mizuki rested their hands on her hips. They pulled her down so than now she was resting on her elbows and her hips were against theirs, making Ena blush harder.
“What did I say about going slow?” Ena teased.
“I know, I know. But can you blame me? My Ena’s just so pretty, I can’t handle it~.” They whispered against her lips.
Ena scoffed and kissed them again. “Shut up and let me show you just what you mean to me.”
•••
Mizuki and Ena were lying next to each other, sprawled out on Mizuki’s bed and holding hands. They were both panting and sweaty, the only thing covering them was the thin blanket which wasn’t nearly enough considering the temperature outside, but they needed the slightly cold to cool down after the passion and intensity of the moment they shared. Mizuki was definitely glad they took things slow now.
“God damn… where the hell did you learn that?” Mizuki turned their head to face her.
“Hehe, don’t worry about it.” Ena giggled and turned to face them as well.
Mizuki smiled and shifted their hands to intertwine their fingers. “There something you’re not telling me, Enaemon?”
“Like what? The fact that I’m a natural?” Ena turned her body to face them.
Mizuki did the same. “Sure~. You just so happen to be amazing at sex on the first try. Come on, tell me. Who taught you?”
Ena’s smile shifted from mischievous to something softer, she looked down at their interlinked hands, gently caressing their knuckles. “This was actually my first time.” She paused for a moment. “I won’t lie, I was pretty terrified I’d mess up, or that either one of us wouldn’t like it.” The vulnerability in her voice made Mizuki’s expression soften as well.
“Well, turns out you had nothing to worry about.”
“Yeah, guess so.” Ena closed her eyes and yawned.
Mizuki grabbed their phone to check the time. 11 PM. “We should probably sleep, huh? Here, let me grab something.”
Mizuki got out of bed and went over to their closet, searching for two of their largest hoodies for them both to wear, leaving Ena alone in bed. Ena pouted, but didn’t protest, instead just moving closer to where the editor was laying so they’d be closer together. Mizuki came back with the hoodies, already wearing one and helped put the other on the artist.
“There, comfy?” They asked.
“Mhm, now come here.” Ena pulled them into bed.
“Whoa—!”
They got under the bigger blanket and cuddled each other for even more warmth, the pair intertwined like nothing could pull them apart.
“You look pretty with your hair down.” Ena commented, making Mizuki flush red again.
“Oh- uhh… th-thank you…. You look… different without your braid?”
Ena laughed for a moment while Mizuki just looked away in embarrassment.
“How are you so shy after everything? Usually you’d tease me if I said that any other time.” Ena cupped Mizuki’s face.
“I-I don’t know! I just… I guess I’m still a little fuzzy.” Mizuki mumbled due to Ena squishing their face while they spoke.
“That’s okay, I am too.”
“Yeah?”
“Yeah.”
Ena yawned again and stuffed her face into Mizuki’s neck, kissing the mark she left gently. Mizuki held her closer and tighter, gripping her shirt as Ena did the same to theirs. Their breathing slowed and their heartbeat sinked up as they slowly started drifting off to sleep. Neither let go of the other that night, or any night after as they’d vowed to always be together.
Forever and always.