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Almost Like a Dream

Summary:

Lando and Oscar are invited to the same wedding — neither with a plus-one. They’ve always been close in a teammates-who-travel-too-much sort of way. But weddings? Weddings are emotional mirrors. Suddenly, they’re slow dancing. Laughing over champagne. Sharing rooms. Talking about dreams they’ve never spoken aloud. And for the first time, Lando wonders: what if the person he wants to build a life with has been right beside him all along?

Inspired by "Dream Come True" from Zombies 4 (https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/0kh3Vsiqf3LWNP7dIMxqYO?si=e064a5d6837043df)

Notes:

This fic was inspired by “Dream Come True” from Zombies 4 — aka one of the softest, most wholesome love songs ever. As soon as I heard it, I couldn’t stop thinking about how it fits Lando and Oscar: that kind of unexpected, quietly magical connection that sneaks up on you and suddenly feels like home.

There’s something so tender about realizing someone you never saw coming has become your person. The lyrics — “Never thought I’d feel this way,” “Didn’t see you coming, but now I don’t want to go” — feel like they were made for a slow-burn, soft wedding AU where feelings bloom somewhere between shared glances, slow dances, and late-night conversations.

If you're looking for the perfect wedding song for a fic (or real life tbh), this is the one. Go listen to it while reading if you can — it makes the whole thing feel like a dream. 💫

Thanks for reading, and may you always find the love that catches you by surprise in the best way. 💛

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The GPS announced their destination with mechanical certainty, but Lando Norris found himself slowing the rental car as they approached the estate gates. Through the wrought iron, a long gravel drive wound between ancient oak trees toward a sprawling stone manor that looked like something from a period drama.

"Christ, Marcus really went all out," he murmured, glancing at Oscar Piastri in the passenger seat.

Oscar lowered his phone, where he'd been reviewing the weekend itinerary for the third time. "His fiancée's family owns it, apparently. Been in the family for centuries." He paused, studying the golden light filtering through the leaves. "It's beautiful."

There was something in Oscar's voice, softer than usual, almost wondering, that made Lando look at him properly for the first time since they'd left London. Oscar's profile was turned toward the window, and the late afternoon sun caught the auburn highlights in his hair that only appeared in certain light. After two years as teammates, Lando had catalogued most of Oscar's expressions, but this one was new. Contemplative in a way that seemed almost vulnerable.

"You alright?" Lando asked, putting the car back in drive.

"Yeah, just..." Oscar shrugged, still looking out at the approaching manor. "Weddings, you know? Makes you think about things."

Lando didn't know, actually. He'd been to weddings before—family affairs mostly, loud celebrations where he spent most of his time dodging questions about when he'd settle down. But something about Oscar's quiet observation made him suddenly aware that this weekend might be different.

The estate's car park was already half full with familiar vehicles. Lando spotted Jon's Tesla, Charlotte's Mini, and what looked like Zak's Range Rover tucked beneath a spreading chestnut tree. The McLaren family reunion, just as Marcus had planned when he'd decided to get married during the winter break.

"There's Jon," Oscar noted, pointing to their trainer emerging from the manor's front entrance, already changed into weekend casual wear.

"Course he's already networking," Lando grinned, grabbing his weekend bag from the boot. "Bet you anything he's already scoped out the gym."

Oscar's mouth quirked upward—barely a smile, but Lando had learned to read the subtleties. "And found the healthiest options on the menu."

"And charmed the bride's grandmother."

"Obviously."

This was familiar territory: the easy back-and-forth that had developed over countless flights, hotel lobbies, and team dinners. But as they walked toward the manor's entrance, Lando found himself hyper-aware of Oscar beside him. The way he'd rolled his sleeves up in the car, revealing the lean strength of his forearms. How his hair had grown out slightly over the break, softening the sharp lines of his face.

Get it together, Lando told himself. It's just a wedding. Just Oscar.

The manor's interior was all warm stone and dark wood, with arrangements of white roses and eucalyptus marking the weekend's purpose. A woman in her fifties with kind eyes and Marcus's nose approached them with the efficiency of someone who'd been managing wedding logistics for months.

"You must be Lando and Oscar," she said warmly. "I'm Jennifer, Marcus's mum. We've heard so much about you both."

"All good things, I hope," Lando replied with his practiced charm, but he noticed Oscar's slight stiffening beside him. Oscar had never been entirely comfortable with the attention that came with their jobs, especially in more intimate settings like this.

Jennifer laughed. "Mostly. Now, I'm afraid there's been a bit of a mix-up with the room arrangements. We had a last-minute cancellation, and with everyone arriving... would you boys mind sharing? It's a lovely room with two beds and an excellent view of the gardens."

Lando felt rather than saw Oscar's pause. They'd shared hotel rooms before—it was standard for race weekends when the team wanted to save money or when bookings ran short. But this felt different somehow. More personal. Less like work logistics and more like... well, like something that might mean something.

"That's fine," Oscar said quietly. "No problem at all."

"Brilliant," Lando added, perhaps a bit too quickly. "We're used to it."

Jennifer looked pleased and handed them an old-fashioned brass key. "Third floor, west wing. The Rose Room. Dinner's at eight—just family and the wedding party. Tomorrow's the big day!"

The Rose Room was, indeed, lovely. Large windows overlooked formal gardens where white chairs were already arranged for tomorrow's ceremony. The two beds were separated by a nightstand bearing fresh flowers and a bottle of champagne with a note: Welcome! Can't wait to celebrate with you. - Marcus & Emma

Oscar set his bag on the bed nearest the window and immediately went to look out at the view. Lando watched him for a moment—the way Oscar's shoulders relaxed slightly as he took in the peaceful scene, how his fingers drummed absently against the window frame.

"It really is beautiful," Lando said, joining him. Their reflection caught in the glass: two young men in travel clothes, standing perhaps closer than necessary in a room filled with late golden light.

"Yeah." Oscar's voice was soft. "Makes you understand why people choose places like this for... for important things."

There was something in the way he said it that made Lando study Oscar's reflection more carefully. But before he could parse the expression, Oscar was stepping away, unzipping his bag with brisk efficiency.

"I should shower before dinner," Oscar announced, already pulling out clothes. "Long drive and all."

"Right, yeah." Lando sat on his bed, suddenly unsure what to do with his hands. "I'll just... wait."

Oscar paused at the bathroom door, holding his toiletries. For a moment, he looked like he might say something. Then he just nodded and disappeared behind the door.

The sound of running water filled the room, and Lando lay back on his bed, staring at the ceiling. The crown molding was elaborate, probably original to the house. Everything here spoke of permanence, of traditions carried forward through generations. It was the opposite of their usual world—the constant travel, the temporary hotel rooms, the sense that everything could change with a single race result.

His phone buzzed with a message from his mum: Have fun at the wedding, love. Try not to drink too much champagne.

He smiled, typing back: No promises. The place is like something from a fairy tale.

Perfect for romance, came her immediate reply, followed by a winking emoji.

Lando set the phone aside quickly, as if his mother might somehow sense the direction of his thoughts. But the comment lingered as he listened to Oscar moving around in the bathroom, the clink of bottles, the sound of humming so quiet it was barely audible through the door.

When had he started noticing things like the way Oscar hummed when he thought no one could hear? Or how Oscar's left eyebrow rose slightly when he was concentrating? These weren't new observations, exactly, but they felt different now. Weighted with possibility he wasn't sure he wanted to examine.

The bathroom door opened, releasing a cloud of steam and the scent of Oscar's familiar shower gel. Oscar emerged wearing dark jeans and a white button-down, his hair damp and slightly mussed. He'd made an effort—the shirt was pressed, the jeans were his good ones—but he still looked effortlessly put-together in that way that had always made Lando slightly envious.

"Your turn," Oscar said, toweling his hair dry. "Though you might want to hurry. It's already half past seven."

Lando's shower was quick but thorough. He'd brought his best casual clothes: well-fitted chinos and a navy sweater that his stylist had assured him brought out his eyes. As he dressed, he could hear Oscar moving around the room—the soft thud of shoes being tried on, the rustle of fabric.

When he emerged, Oscar was standing in front of the full-length mirror, adjusting his collar. Their eyes met in the reflection, and something passed between them—brief but unmistakable.

"You look good," Oscar said quietly.

"Thanks." Lando's voice came out rougher than intended. "So do you."

Oscar turned from the mirror, and suddenly they were facing each other directly. The room felt smaller somehow, the air between them charged with something Lando couldn't name. Oscar's eyes were very dark in the lamplight, and there was a question in them that Lando didn't quite know how to answer.

Then Oscar reached up, his fingers brushing against Lando's collar. "Your tag's sticking out," he murmured, tucking it back in place. His touch was light, practical, but his fingers lingered just a moment longer than necessary against the back of Lando's neck.

Lando felt his breath catch. "Right. Thanks."

Neither of them moved. Oscar's hand was still raised, fingers now barely touching the fabric of Lando's sweater. They were close enough that Lando could see the faint freckles across Oscar's nose, could smell his cologne mixed with the lingering scent of shower gel.

A knock at the door broke the moment.

"Lando? Oscar?" Jon's voice called from the hallway. "You ready? We're all heading down together."

"Coming!" Lando called back, his voice only slightly strangled.

Oscar stepped back smoothly, as if nothing had happened. But when he picked up his wallet from the nightstand, Lando noticed his hands weren't entirely steady.

The dinner was held in the manor's formal dining room, a space that managed to be both grand and intimate. Long wooden tables were set with simple white china and surrounded by the warm glow of dozens of candles. The McLaren contingent had been scattered among Marcus's university friends and Emma's family, creating exactly the kind of mixing that made for good wedding energy.

Lando found himself seated between Charlotte and one of Emma's cousins, a chatty art dealer named Sophie who immediately launched into enthusiastic conversation about his interests outside of racing. Oscar was directly across from him, bracketed by Jon and Emma's brother, and Lando found his attention divided between Sophie's questions about his art collection and the sound of Oscar's laugh as Jon told some story about their trainer certification program.

"You two are quite close, aren't you?" Sophie observed, following Lando's gaze. "Oscar, is it? Lovely bone structure."

Lando nearly choked on his wine. "We're teammates. Work together closely."

"Mmm." Sophie's knowing look suggested she wasn't buying the professional explanation entirely. "There's something rather sweet about the way you look at each other. Like you're sharing private jokes."

Were they? Lando glanced back at Oscar, who was now listening intently to Emma's father's explanation of the estate's history. As if sensing Lando's attention, Oscar looked up, catching his eye across the table. Oscar's mouth quirked in a tiny smile—recognition of some shared amusement at the solemnity with which Emma's father was describing medieval drainage systems.

"We understand each other," Lando said finally, which felt both completely true and utterly inadequate.

The meal progressed through multiple courses, each more elaborate than the last. Marcus stood to give a toast that was equal parts sentimental and hilarious, chronicling his evolution from the perpetually single race engineer to someone who got emotional watching proposal videos on social media. Emma responded with her own speech about finding love in unexpected places, which made several people reach for their tissues.

"To love that surprises us," Emma concluded, raising her glass. "And to the courage to embrace it when it finds us."

The toast was echoed around the room, and Lando found himself looking at Oscar again as he raised his glass. There was something thoughtful in Oscar's expression, as if Emma's words had struck some deeper chord.

After dinner, the group migrated to the manor's library, where a fire crackled in the massive stone hearth and comfortable chairs were arranged in intimate clusters. Someone had provided board games and card decks, and the evening settled into the kind of relaxed socializing that felt worlds away from their usual post-race celebrations.

Lando ended up on one of the library's deep sofas with Oscar beside him, both of them nursing whisky and watching Charlotte absolutely demolish everyone at poker. The sofa was just small enough that their thighs pressed together when either of them leaned forward, creating a constant awareness of warmth and proximity.

"She's ruthless," Oscar murmured as Charlotte raked in another pot. "Remind me never to play cards with her for money."

"I think she's been hustling us all for years," Lando agreed. "All that sweet PR manager act is just cover for a gambling mastermind."

Oscar's chuckle was low and warm, and when he settled back into the sofa cushions, his shoulder brushed against Lando's. Neither of them moved away.

The fire cast shifting shadows across the room, and the whisky had created a pleasant warmth in Lando's chest that had nothing to do with the alcohol content. This was nice—better than nice. It felt like the kind of evening that would become a treasured memory: the crackling fire, the sound of friends' laughter, the solid presence of Oscar beside him.

"You ever think about it?" Oscar asked quietly, his voice just loud enough for Lando to hear over the general conversation. "What Marcus said at dinner. About things changing."

"You mean marriage?" Lando kept his voice equally low.

"I mean..." Oscar paused, seeming to choose his words carefully. "Having something that's yours. That's not about racing or results or what the press thinks. Just... something real."

There was a vulnerability in the question that made Lando look at Oscar more closely. In the firelight, Oscar's profile was all sharp angles and shadows, but there was something soft in his expression that Lando had rarely seen.

"Yeah," Lando said honestly. "I think about it more than I used to."

Oscar turned to look at him then, their faces perhaps closer than either had intended. "What changed?"

The question hung between them, weighted with possibility. Lando was suddenly aware of how Oscar's eyes seemed darker in the low light, how the scent of his cologne had become familiar and comforting over two years of shared spaces.

"I don't know," Lando said, though that wasn't entirely true. Something had changed—was still changing—and it had everything to do with the man sitting beside him. "Maybe I'm just getting older. Seeing what other people have."

Oscar nodded slowly. "Sometimes I think I've been so focused on the career that I forgot there might be other things worth wanting."

"And now?"

"Now I think maybe I've been wanting things I didn't let myself acknowledge."

The words settled between them like a confession. Lando felt his heart rate pick up, a combination of whisky courage and the charged atmosphere making him bold.

"Oscar—"

"Right, everyone!" Marcus's voice cut through the intimate moment like a bell. "Early morning tomorrow, so probably time to start winding down. Big day ahead!"

The room began to stir as people started gathering their things and saying their goodnights. The spell of the evening was breaking, reality reasserting itself in the form of wedding schedules and early mornings.

Oscar stood first, extending a hand to help Lando up from the deep sofa cushions. The gesture was practical, friendly, but when their fingers intertwined, Lando felt a jolt of electricity that had nothing to do with static from the wool upholstery.

"Come on," Oscar said, his thumb brushing across Lando's knuckles before releasing his hand. "Let's get some sleep."

The walk back to their room was quiet, both of them perhaps a bit affected by the whisky and the evening's emotional weight. The manor's hallways were dimly lit by wall sconces, creating pools of warm light that made the whole place feel dreamlike.

"Good night?" Oscar asked as they reached their door.

"Very good night," Lando agreed, fishing for the brass key.

Their room was dark except for moonlight streaming through the tall windows. Lando flicked on the bedside lamp while Oscar moved around, beginning the familiar ritual of getting ready for bed. But something about the space felt different now—more intimate, more charged with possibility.

As they moved around each other in the small bathroom, sharing sink space and accidentally bumping shoulders while brushing teeth, Lando found himself hyperaware of every casual touch. Oscar's hand on his lower back as he squeezed past. The brush of their fingers when they both reached for the light switch.

"Sleep well," Oscar said when they were both finally in their respective beds, the room dark except for the moonlight.

"You too."

But Lando lay awake for a long time, staring at the ceiling and listening to Oscar's breathing gradually deepen. The whisky had left him feeling loose and contemplative, and Emma's toast kept echoing in his mind: To the courage to embrace it when it finds us.

What if love—whatever this feeling growing in his chest might be—what if it had found him in the most unexpected place of all?

-

Lando woke to sunlight streaming through unfamiliar windows and the sound of Oscar moving quietly around the room. For a moment, he was disoriented—this wasn't his Monaco apartment or any hotel room he recognized. Then memory returned: the wedding, the manor, the previous evening's charged conversations.

"Morning," Oscar said softly, noticing he was awake. He was already dressed in dark jeans and a gray sweater, his hair damp from the shower. "Sorry if I woke you. Wanted to get a run in before things get crazy."

Lando propped himself up on his elbow, squinting against the morning light. Oscar looked good—relaxed in a way he rarely did during the racing season. The soft sweater brought out the green in his eyes, and there was something about seeing him in casual morning clothes that felt unexpectedly intimate.

"What time is it?"

"Just past seven. Ceremony's not until four, but I figured..." Oscar shrugged, suddenly seeming almost shy. "Wanted to see the grounds properly."

"Mind if I join you?" The words came out before Lando had fully decided to say them. "I could use some fresh air."

Oscar's face brightened—a quick, genuine smile that made something warm unfold in Lando's chest. "Yeah, course. Give you ten minutes?"

Lando's version of ten minutes stretched to fifteen, but Oscar waited patiently, scrolling through his phone by the window. When Lando finally emerged from the bathroom in running gear, Oscar looked up with that small smile that Lando was learning meant he was pleased about something he wouldn't necessarily say out loud.

The morning was crisp and clear, with the kind of golden light that made everything look like it belonged in a film. They started easy, following a path that wound through the estate's formal gardens and out into the rolling countryside beyond. Their pace was comfortable—not training, just moving together through the beautiful morning.

"It really is gorgeous here," Lando said as they crested a hill that offered views back to the manor. The building looked even more impressive from a distance, all honey-colored stone and climbing ivy.

"Marcus chose well," Oscar agreed, but his tone was thoughtful. "Must be nice, having a place like this in your partner's family. Somewhere with history."

"You thinking about roots?" Lando asked, glancing at Oscar sideways. It wasn't like Oscar to be so contemplative, especially about things like family history and permanence.

"Maybe." Oscar was quiet for a moment, their feet finding an easy rhythm on the path. "Two years on the road, and sometimes I wonder what I'm building toward. Besides the racing, I mean."

Lando understood. The racing was all-consuming, but it was also temporary in a way that was easy to ignore when you were young and everything felt possible. Eventually, though, you started thinking about what came after. What you wanted to matter beyond lap times and championship points.

"What would you want?" Lando asked. "If you could build anything."

Oscar was quiet for long enough that Lando thought he might not answer. They'd turned back toward the manor, following a different path that took them through an orchard where apple trees were just beginning to show hints of spring growth.

"I used to think I wanted something big," Oscar said eventually. "Impressive house, perfect career, everything planned out exactly right." He paused, stepping over a fallen branch. "But being here... I don't know. Maybe what I want is smaller than that. More personal."

"Like what?"

"Like someone who gets excited about the same things I do. Who I can be quiet with." Oscar's voice was softer now, almost like he was talking to himself. "Someone who makes ordinary things feel... significant."

The words hung between them as they walked, and Lando felt his heart rate pick up in a way that had nothing to do with the exercise. There was something in Oscar's tone—careful but hopeful—that made Lando wonder if they were still talking hypothetically.

"That sounds nice," Lando said carefully. "Sounds real."

"Yeah." Oscar glanced at him quickly, then away. "Real is good."

They finished the run mostly in comfortable silence, but the conversation lingered in Lando's mind as they made their way back to the room to shower and change. Oscar had sounded almost wistful talking about partnership and permanence, and Lando found himself wondering—not for the first time—what Oscar thought about when he looked at him.

The morning passed in a pleasant blur of wedding preparation. Breakfast was a casual affair in the manor's sunroom, with people wandering in and out as schedules allowed. Marcus was visibly nervous but happy, and Emma glowed with the particular radiance of brides who were genuinely excited to marry their person.

Lando found himself assigned to groomsman duties that mostly involved keeping Marcus calm and making sure various family members knew where they were supposed to be when. It was the kind of gentle chaos he was good at navigating, all social lubrication and diplomatic problem-solving.

Oscar, meanwhile, had been conscripted into setup duty, and Lando caught glimpses of him throughout the morning: arranging chairs in the garden, testing the sound system with the acoustic guitarist, carrying boxes of flowers with the efficient competence he brought to everything.

"Your boyfriend's very helpful," Emma's aunt commented during one of these sightings, appearing at Lando's elbow as he watched Oscar patiently untangle string lights with two of the bridesmaids.

"He's not—we're not—" Lando started, then realized there was no point in protesting too much. "We're teammates."

"Ah." The woman's knowing smile suggested she'd heard that explanation before and found it charmingly naive. "Well, teammate or otherwise, he's lovely. Very thoughtful."

Lando looked back at Oscar, who was now crouched down fixing something on the sound equipment while Emma's niece, maybe six years old, chattered at him about her flower girl duties. Oscar was listening with complete attention, nodding seriously at whatever wedding wisdom she was imparting.

"Yeah," Lando said quietly. "He really is."

The afternoon brought a shift in energy as the actual ceremony approached. Lando retreated to their room to change into his wedding attire: a well-tailored navy suit that his stylist had insisted was perfect for outdoor spring ceremonies. He was adjusting his tie in the mirror when Oscar emerged from the bathroom, and Lando's hands went still.

Oscar in a suit was a sight that demanded attention. The charcoal gray fabric fit him perfectly, emphasizing the breadth of his shoulders and the clean lines of his build. He'd styled his hair with more care than usual, and the result was effortlessly elegant in a way that made Lando's mouth go slightly dry.

"Christ," Lando said before he could stop himself.

Oscar paused, his hands going to his jacket lapels self-consciously. "Too much? I wasn't sure about the tie color."

"No, it's—" Lando cleared his throat, trying to regain his equilibrium. "You look incredible. Really."

The compliment brought color to Oscar's cheeks, and he ducked his head slightly. "Thanks. You clean up pretty well yourself."

But when Oscar approached to help Lando with his tie—apparently, the knot wasn't sitting quite right—the casual gesture became something more charged. Oscar's fingers were gentle but sure as he loosened and retied the silk, his face close enough that Lando could see the concentration in his expression.

"There," Oscar murmured, smoothing the tie against Lando's chest. But his hands lingered, palms flat against Lando's shirt, and when he looked up, their faces were only inches apart.

For a moment, neither of them moved. Lando could feel the warmth of Oscar's hands through his shirt, could see the way Oscar's pupils had dilated slightly. The air between them felt electric, full of possibility.

Then Oscar stepped back, clearing his throat. "We should probably head down. Don't want to be late."

The ceremony was everything a wedding should be: intimate but celebratory, emotional without being overwrought. The late afternoon light was perfect, casting everything in warm gold as Marcus and Emma exchanged vows they'd written themselves. Emma cried—happy tears that made several guests reach for tissues. Marcus's voice cracked slightly when he promised to love her "in whatever crazy places this life takes us."

Lando found himself genuinely moved, but he was also hyperaware of Oscar standing a few feet away in the wedding party lineup. Every time Lando glanced over, Oscar seemed to be watching the proceedings with unusual intensity, as if he was trying to memorize something important.

During the ring exchange, Oscar's eyes found Lando's across the small gathered crowd. Something passed between them—a shared recognition of the weight of what they were witnessing. The promise of partnership, of choosing someone every day, of building something lasting together.

When Marcus and Emma kissed to seal their marriage, the cheer that went up was genuine and joyful. But Lando barely heard it. He was too caught up in the way Oscar smiled—soft and wondering, like he was seeing something he'd never quite believed in before.

The cocktail hour was held in the manor's garden, with string quartets providing background music and servers circulating with champagne and elegant canapés. Lando made the rounds, chatting with various McLaren family members and Emma's relatives, but he found his attention continually drawn to Oscar.

Oscar was being his usual quietly charming self, making conversation with Emma's grandmother and listening intently to whatever racing stories Zak was telling to a group of curious cousins. But there was something different about him today—looser, more present. As if the ceremony had shifted something in his usual reserve.

"Beautiful ceremony," Charlotte said, appearing at Lando's elbow with two glasses of champagne. "I may have cried a little."

"Just a little?" Lando accepted the champagne gratefully. "I saw you borrowing tissues from Jon."

"That's between us." She grinned, then followed his gaze to where Oscar was now helping Emma's young cousin reach the dessert table. "He's good with kids."

"Oscar? Yeah, he's good with people in general. Just... quiet about it."

"Mmm." Charlotte's tone was thoughtful. "You two seem closer lately. More comfortable together."

Lando felt heat rise in his cheeks. "We've been teammates for two years. We're bound to be comfortable."

"That's not what I meant." Charlotte's smile was gentle but knowing. "There's nothing wrong with caring about someone, you know. Even if it's complicated."

Before Lando could formulate a response that wasn't completely transparent, the call came for everyone to move inside for dinner. The manor's ballroom had been transformed with more string lights and centerpieces of white roses and eucalyptus. Round tables created intimate conversation spaces, and Lando was pleased to discover he'd been seated with Oscar and several of their favorite people from the team.

Dinner was a leisurely affair, with courses appearing at perfectly timed intervals and wine flowing freely. Speeches were given—Marcus's best man told embarrassing university stories, Emma's sister made everyone cry with a tribute to finding your perfect match, and Marcus himself managed a toast to "taking chances on love" that felt particularly resonant.

But it was during the transition between the main course and dessert that something shifted. The acoustic guitarist had been playing soft background music throughout dinner, but now he shifted into something more recognizable—a gentle, stripped-down version of a song that made several people at nearby tables sit up with recognition.

"It feels like a dream come true..." the singer's voice was warm and intimate, carrying clearly through the room without overwhelming conversation.

Lando felt his breath catch. He knew this song—had heard it countless times without really listening. But here, in this context, with Oscar sitting across from him in the candlelight, the lyrics seemed to take on new meaning.

"I never thought I'd find you..."

Oscar looked up at exactly that moment, his eyes finding Lando's across the table. The expression on his face was soft, almost wondering, and something in it made Lando's heart rate spike.

"But now you're here, and everything's changed..."

Neither of them looked away. The song continued around them, but it felt like they were in their own bubble of awareness. Oscar's lips parted slightly, as if he might say something, but then he just shook his head almost imperceptibly—not dismissal, but something closer to amazement.

The song ended, transitioning into something more upbeat, and the moment broke. But the charge between them remained, humming under every subsequent interaction.

When dinner finally concluded and the tables were cleared for dancing, Lando felt both anticipation and nervousness building in his chest. He was a decent dancer—years of PR events had taught him the basics—but something about the prospect of dancing with Oscar felt loaded with significance.

The first dance belonged to Marcus and Emma, of course, and watching them move together to their chosen song was genuinely touching. They weren't perfect dancers, but they were so clearly happy to be exactly where they were, with each other, that technical skill seemed irrelevant.

"They look good together," Oscar said, appearing at Lando's shoulder as other couples began joining the newlyweds on the makeshift dance floor.

"Yeah. Really happy." Lando glanced at Oscar sideways. "You going to ask anyone to dance?"

Oscar's smile was small but meaningful. "Maybe. You?"

Before Lando could lose his nerve, he turned to face Oscar fully. "Actually, I was hoping you might save me a dance. If you want."

Oscar's eyes searched his face for a moment. "I'd like that."

They waited through a few more songs, nursing drinks and watching their colleagues and friends move around the dance floor. Jon had managed to charm Emma's aunt into a surprisingly graceful waltz. Charlotte was teaching Marcus's teenage nephew some move that looked suspiciously like it came from TikTok.

When a slower song finally came on—something gentle and romantic that made several couples move closer together—Oscar set down his whisky and extended a hand to Lando.

"Ready?"

Lando's heart was beating fast enough that he wondered if Oscar could hear it, but he took the offered hand. "Ready."

The dance floor wasn't large, and with several other couples swaying nearby, they had to stay fairly close together. Lando's hand found Oscar's waist while Oscar's settled on his shoulder, and suddenly they were moving together to the gentle rhythm.

"You're a better dancer than I expected," Oscar murmured, his voice close to Lando's ear.

"Years of practice at sponsor events." Lando's voice came out rougher than intended. "You're not bad yourself."

"My mum insisted on lessons when I was twelve. Said every gentleman should know how to dance."

They moved together easily, finding a rhythm that felt natural despite the charged atmosphere between them. Oscar was warm and solid under Lando's hands, and being this close, Lando could smell his cologne mixed with something that was just distinctly Oscar.

"This is nice," Oscar said quietly, and when Lando looked at him, his expression was soft and open in a way that made Lando's chest tighten.

"Yeah. It really is."

They were close enough now that Lando could see the flecks of gold in Oscar's eyes, could count the faint freckles across his cheekbones. Close enough that when Oscar's thumb brushed against his shoulder, it felt like electricity.

"Lando..." Oscar's voice was barely above a whisper.

"Yeah?"

"I keep thinking about what Emma said. About having the courage to embrace things when they find you."

Lando's breath caught. "Oscar..."

But before either of them could say anything else, the song was ending, transitioning into something faster that made other dancers cheer and spin away from each other. The moment fractured, and Oscar stepped back, his hands falling away from Lando's body.

"I should..." Oscar ran a hand through his hair, suddenly looking uncertain. "Maybe get some air?"

He was already moving toward the French doors that led out to the garden, leaving Lando standing alone on the edge of the dance floor with his heart racing and too many questions spinning through his mind.

Lando followed him outside after a moment, finding Oscar leaning against the stone balustrade that overlooked the garden. The music from inside was muffled now, and the night air was cool against Lando's overheated skin.

"You alright?" Lando asked, moving to stand beside him.

Oscar was quiet for a long moment, staring out at the moonlit garden. "I keep thinking about what you asked this morning. About what I'd want to build."

"And?"

Oscar turned to look at him then, his expression serious in the low light. "I think I already know. I think I've known for a while, but I've been too scared to... to let myself want it."

Lando felt his heart stop, then start again at double speed. "What are you scared of?"

"Ruining things." Oscar's voice was soft but intense. "We work together. We travel together. If I'm wrong about this, if what I think is happening between us isn't actually..."

He trailed off, but Lando understood. The risk was enormous—their careers, their friendship, everything they'd built together over two years.

"What if you're not wrong?" Lando asked quietly.

Oscar's eyes searched his face. "Then I'm terrified of that too. Because if this is real, if you feel what I think I'm feeling..."

"Tell me what you're feeling."

Oscar was quiet for so long that Lando thought he might not answer. Then, so softly Lando had to strain to hear it: "Like I'm falling in love with my best friend, and I don't know what to do about it."

The words hung between them like a confession and a question all at once. Lando felt something in his chest crack open—not breaking, but blooming. Relief and terror and hope all mixed together into something that made his hands shake slightly.

"Oscar," he whispered, stepping closer. "I..."

But before he could find the words, Oscar was moving. One moment they were standing apart, and the next Oscar's hand was cupping Lando's cheek, thumb brushing across his cheekbone with infinite gentleness.

"I'm sorry," Oscar breathed. "I shouldn't have said that. The timing is all wrong, and we're both a bit drunk, and—"

"Don't apologize," Lando interrupted, covering Oscar's hand with his own. "Please don't apologize for telling me the truth."

Oscar's eyes were wide, searching Lando's face in the moonlight. "What truth?"

"That you're falling in love with me." Lando's voice was barely audible. "Because I'm pretty sure I'm falling in love with you too."

For a heartbeat, neither of them moved. Then Oscar was leaning in, and Lando was meeting him halfway, and their lips touched in a kiss that was soft and desperate and absolutely nothing like Lando had imagined their first kiss might be.

It was gentle but urgent, tentative but sure. Oscar tasted like champagne and possibility, and when Lando's free hand came up to tangle in Oscar's hair, Oscar made a soft sound that went straight to Lando's heart.

They broke apart after what could have been seconds or hours, breathing hard, foreheads pressed together.

"This is crazy," Oscar whispered.

"Yeah," Lando agreed, not moving away. "Completely insane."

"We should talk about this. Figure out what it means."

"We should."

Neither of them moved. Instead, they stayed pressed close together in the moonlit garden, breathing each other's air and trying to process what had just shifted between them.

"But not tonight," Oscar said finally, his voice soft but certain. "Tonight I just want to..."

"What?"

"Be here with you. Like this. Without overthinking it to death."

Lando smiled, the expression feeling fragile and hopeful. "I can do that."

They stayed outside for a while longer, not talking much but not needing to. The music drifted from inside—slower songs now as the evening wound down. Eventually, the temperature began to drop, and Oscar shivered slightly in his suit jacket.

"Come on," Lando said, reluctantly stepping back. "Let's go inside before you freeze."

The reception was winding down when they returned. Most of the older guests had already said their goodbyes, and the remaining crowd was smaller, more intimate. Marcus and Emma were still dancing, lost in their own world, and a few other couples swayed nearby.

"One more dance?" Oscar asked, and there was something almost shy in the request that made Lando's heart do something complicated.

"Yeah. One more."

This time, they moved together without hesitation. Oscar's arms came around Lando's waist, and Lando's hands settled on Oscar's shoulders, and they swayed together to a song Lando didn't recognize but would probably remember forever.

"Thank you," Oscar murmured against Lando's ear.

"For what?"

"For not running away. For not making this weird."

Lando pulled back enough to look at Oscar's face. "Why would I run away from the best thing that's happened to me in years?"

Oscar's smile was soft and wondering. "When did you get so sure about this?"

"About thirty seconds after you kissed me," Lando admitted. "Maybe before that. Maybe I've been sure for months and just didn't let myself admit it."

"Months?"

"You remember that race in Japan? When you had food poisoning and I spent the whole weekend worried sick about you?"

Oscar nodded. "You brought me soup from three different places because you couldn't remember which one I'd said I liked."

"That was when I knew," Lando said simply. "That caring about you felt different from caring about anyone else. More... essential."

Oscar was quiet for a moment, processing. "For me, it was Silverstone. When I crashed in practice and the first thing I wanted when I got out of the car was to find you. Not the medical team, not my trainer. You."

"You wanted to make sure I was okay."

"No," Oscar said softly. "I wanted you to tell me I was okay. There's a difference."

The song ended, but they didn't move apart immediately. Around them, the reception continued its gentle wind-down, but they seemed to exist in their own bubble of awareness.

"We should probably head up soon," Oscar said eventually, though he made no move to step away.

"Probably." Lando's hands were still on Oscar's shoulders, and he found himself reluctant to break the contact. "Are we going to be weird about this? Sharing a room after..."

"After I told you I'm falling in love with you and then kissed you in the garden?"

"That would be the situation, yes."

Oscar's laugh was soft and slightly nervous. "I don't know. Maybe? But I'd rather be weird together than pretend this didn't happen."

"Good," Lando said with relief. "Because I don't think I could pretend."

They made their goodbyes gradually—thanking Marcus and Emma, hugging their teammates, making promises to see various family members at the next McLaren event. By the time they made it back to their room, it was well past midnight, and Lando felt emotionally drained in the best possible way.

The room looked exactly the same as when they'd left it, but something fundamental had shifted. The space between the two beds felt charged with possibility now, and Lando found himself hyperaware of every sound Oscar made as they went through the motions of getting ready for bed.

"Bathroom's yours," Oscar said, emerging in sleep clothes—soft cotton pants and a t-shirt that somehow made him look younger and more approachable than his usual sharp race-day attire.

Lando's own nighttime routine felt surreal. He brushed his teeth while replaying the evening in his mind: the dance, the conversation on the balcony, the kiss that had changed everything. By the time he emerged from the bathroom, Oscar was already in bed, but he was sitting up against the pillows, clearly waiting.

"So," Oscar said as Lando settled into his own bed. "This happened."

"This happened," Lando agreed.

They looked at each other across the small space between the beds. In the dim light from the bedside lamp, Oscar's hair was mussed and his eyes were soft with exhaustion and something deeper.

"Any regrets?" Oscar asked quietly.

Lando considered the question seriously. Everything had changed between them in the space of a few hours. Their friendship, their working relationship, their entire dynamic—all of it was different now, complicated by feelings they'd finally admitted to having.

"No," he said finally, and meant it completely. "You?"

"No." Oscar's smile was small but certain. "Terrified about what happens next, but no regrets about tonight."

"We'll figure it out," Lando said, settling deeper into his pillows. "Whatever comes next, we'll figure it out together."

"Together," Oscar repeated, like he was testing the word. "I like the sound of that."

Lando reached over and turned off the lamp, plunging the room into darkness. But even in the dark, he was acutely aware of Oscar's presence just a few feet away. The sound of his breathing, the rustle of sheets as he settled in, the knowledge that everything between them was different now.

"Goodnight, Lando," Oscar's voice was soft in the darkness.

"Goodnight, Oscar."

But Lando lay awake for a long time, staring at the ceiling and replaying every moment of the evening. The dance, the conversation, the kiss that had been everything he hadn't known he was hoping for. Tomorrow would bring complications and questions and the need to figure out how to navigate this new territory they'd stumbled into.

But tonight, it was enough to know that Oscar was falling in love with him too.

-

Lando woke to pale morning light and the sound of Oscar moving quietly around the room. For a moment, he felt disoriented—caught between dream and memory, unsure what parts of the previous evening had actually happened. Then he saw Oscar's suit from the night before hanging carefully in the wardrobe, and it all came rushing back.

The dance. The conversation in the garden. The kiss that had changed everything.

"Morning," Oscar said softly, noticing he was awake. But there was something careful in his voice, a reserve that hadn't been there the night before.

Lando sat up, immediately alert to the shift in atmosphere. Oscar was already dressed in jeans and a sweater, his hair damp from the shower, and he was moving around the room with the kind of efficient energy that usually meant he was preparing for departure.

"You're up early," Lando observed, trying to read Oscar's expression.

"Couldn't sleep." Oscar paused in his packing, glancing toward the window. "Thought maybe I'd get a head start on the drive back to London."

Something cold settled in Lando's stomach. "You're leaving?"

"We both are, aren't we? Wedding's over." Oscar's tone was carefully neutral, but Lando could see tension in the set of his shoulders.

"Oscar." Lando got out of bed, suddenly fully awake. "Are we going to talk about last night?"

Oscar went still for a moment, his hands tightening on the shirt he'd been folding. "What about it?"

"What about it?" Lando couldn't keep the incredulity out of his voice. "You told me you were falling in love with me. We kissed. And now you're acting like nothing happened."

"Maybe nothing did happen." Oscar's voice was quiet but firm. "Maybe we got caught up in the wedding atmosphere and had too much to drink and made things... complicated."

The words hit Lando like a physical blow. "That's what you think? That it was just wedding sentiment and champagne?"

Oscar finally turned to face him, and Lando was shocked by the conflict in his expression. This wasn't dismissal or regret—this was fear.

"I think," Oscar said carefully, "that we have careers to consider. And a working relationship that's taken two years to build. And that maybe we shouldn't make decisions that could ruin all of that based on one emotional evening."

"So you're just going to pretend it didn't happen?"

"I'm going to be practical." Oscar's voice was getting tighter. "Which one of us needs to be, because this isn't just about feelings, Lando. This is about everything. Our drives, our team dynamics, the media attention if anyone finds out. Have you thought about any of that?"

Lando had, actually. He'd lain awake thinking about exactly those complications. But he'd also thought about the way Oscar had looked at him while they danced, the certainty in his voice when he'd talked about falling in love. That had felt more real than any of the practical concerns.

"Of course I've thought about it," Lando said. "But I've also thought about the fact that I've never felt this way about anyone before. And I don't think you have either."

Oscar's expression cracked slightly. "That's not the point."

"It's exactly the point." Lando stepped closer, trying to reach the Oscar from the night before—the one who'd been brave enough to tell the truth. "You said you were falling in love with me."

"I said a lot of things."

"Did you mean them?"

The question hung between them, and for a moment, Lando thought Oscar might be honest. His face went through a series of micro-expressions—conflict, longing, fear.

Then he looked away. "It doesn't matter what I meant. What matters is being smart about this."

"Being smart, or being scared?"

Oscar's jaw tightened. "Maybe both."

The admission was quiet but telling, and Lando felt some of his frustration ease into something more like understanding. Of course Oscar was scared. They both had everything to lose.

"I'm scared too," Lando said gently. "But I'm more scared of pretending this doesn't exist than I am of figuring out how to make it work."

Oscar was quiet for a long moment, staring at his packed bag. "And if we can't make it work? If it ruins everything?"

"Then we'll deal with that too." Lando moved closer, close enough that he could see the exhaustion around Oscar's eyes. "But Oscar, what if we can? What if this is exactly what we're supposed to be doing?"

For a heartbeat, something shifted in Oscar's expression—hope, maybe, or longing. But then he was shaking his head, stepping back.

"I can't," he said quietly. "I'm sorry, but I can't take that risk. Not right now."

The rejection was gentle but absolute, and Lando felt something crucial slip away from him. "So what happens now?"

"Now we go back to normal." Oscar's voice was steady, but Lando could see the effort it cost him. "We're teammates. We're friends. Last night was... a moment. It doesn't have to change anything."

Lando wanted to argue, wanted to point out that everything had already changed whether Oscar acknowledged it or not. But he could see the shuttered look in Oscar's eyes, the way his whole body had gone tense and guarded. Pushing now would only make things worse.

"Okay," Lando said finally. "If that's what you want."

"It's what's practical."

"Right. Practical."

They finished packing in strained silence. Oscar had already loaded most of his things into his car, and Lando could see him mentally calculating departure times and traffic patterns. The efficient, logical Oscar who planned everything and left nothing to chance.

But when they were standing in the hotel corridor, bags in hand and the weekend officially over, Oscar hesitated.

"Lando," he said quietly. "I need you to know that last night... it wasn't nothing. It wasn't just champagne and wedding sentiment."

Lando felt his heart stop. "Then why—"

"Because it was everything," Oscar interrupted. "And that scares me more than I know how to handle."

Before Lando could respond, Oscar was walking away, heading for the stairs with his weekend bag and his carefully maintained composure. Lando watched him go, feeling like something essential had just walked out of his life.

The drive back to London was the longest three hours Lando had ever experienced. He kept replaying the morning's conversation, looking for signs he'd missed or words he should have said differently. But underneath the analysis, there was a deeper hurt that had nothing to do with strategy.

Oscar had felt something real—he'd admitted as much. But when faced with the choice between taking a risk on that feeling and maintaining the status quo, he'd chosen safety. And Lando understood the logic, even respected the caution, but it didn't make the rejection hurt any less.

His phone buzzed with messages throughout the drive—thank you texts from Marcus and Emma, photos from various wedding guests, the usual post-event social media flurry. But nothing from Oscar.

By the time Lando reached his Monaco apartment, the weekend felt like something that had happened to someone else. The wedding, the dancing, the kiss in the garden—all of it seemed impossibly distant from his normal life of training schedules and simulator sessions.

He unpacked mechanically, hanging up his suit and trying not to think about how Oscar had looked in his. The bottle of champagne from their room was still in his bag—he must have grabbed it without thinking—and seeing it now felt like a cruel reminder of what might have been.

The weeks that followed were an exercise in professional compartmentalization. They had simulator sessions and training camps and sponsor events, all the usual off-season obligations. And through it all, Oscar was perfectly normal. Friendly but not too friendly, collaborative but maintaining appropriate boundaries. If Lando hadn't lived through that weekend himself, he might have believed nothing had happened.

But something had happened, and the careful normalcy was almost worse than outright awkwardness would have been. At least awkwardness would have acknowledged that their dynamic had shifted. This felt like erasure.

"You're quieter than usual," Jon observed during a training session in late February. "Everything alright?"

"Fine," Lando replied automatically, increasing the resistance on the bike. "Just focusing."

Jon's look suggested he wasn't buying the explanation, but he didn't push. That was the thing about their world—everyone was used to keeping personal complications private. Whatever was going on between Lando and Oscar, it wasn't affecting their professional performance, so it wasn't anyone else's concern.

Except it was affecting Lando more than he wanted to admit. The careful distance Oscar was maintaining felt like a constant low-level ache, a reminder of what they'd almost had. And the worst part was that Oscar seemed to be managing the situation just fine. Whatever emotional cost this was exacting, he was handling it with his usual quiet competence.

It was during a team dinner in early March that Lando finally reached his breaking point. They were at some upscale restaurant in London, the whole group gathered around a long table, and Oscar was sitting diagonally across from him, making conversation with Charlotte about the upcoming season schedule.

He looked good—relaxed and healthy, his hair slightly longer than usual in preparation for the racing season. He laughed at something Charlotte said, the sound warm and genuine, and Lando felt something twist in his chest.

This was what Oscar had chosen: the easy camaraderie of teammates, the uncomplicated professional relationships, the safety of never risking anything real. And maybe that was the right choice. Maybe Lando was the one who'd been unrealistic, reading too much into a single emotional evening.

But then Oscar glanced up and caught Lando looking at him. For just a moment, the careful mask slipped, and Lando saw something raw and longing in his expression. Then Oscar looked away quickly, returning his attention to Charlotte's story, and Lando knew.

Oscar wasn't managing this any better than he was. He was just better at hiding it.

The realization should have been comforting, but instead it made everything worse. They were both miserable, both pretending everything was fine, both too scared or stubborn to do anything about it.

Lando excused himself from dinner early, citing an early training session the next morning. As he waited for his Uber outside the restaurant, he made a decision. He couldn't keep going like this—stuck in limbo between what had happened and what might have been. Something had to change.

He was so lost in thought that he didn't notice Oscar approaching until he spoke.

"Leaving early?"

Lando turned to find Oscar standing a few feet away, hands in his pockets, expression carefully neutral.

"Yeah. Early morning tomorrow." Lando's phone buzzed with the notification that his car was two minutes away. "You?"

"Actually, I was hoping we could talk."

Lando's heart rate spiked. "About?"

"You know what about." Oscar glanced back toward the restaurant, then stepped closer. "This isn't working, is it? The pretending."

"I don't know what you mean."

"Lando." Oscar's voice was gentle but firm. "I know you, remember? I can see that you're not okay. And if I'm being honest, neither am I."

The admission cracked something open in Lando's chest. "Then why are we doing this?"

"Because I was scared." Oscar ran a hand through his hair, looking more uncertain than Lando had seen him in weeks. "Because change is terrifying and I thought it was safer to go back to how things were."

"And now?"

"Now I think maybe safe isn't worth it if it means losing what we had. Even just as friends."

Lando's Uber pulled up, and the driver glanced toward them expectantly. But Lando found himself reluctant to get in the car, to end this conversation before they'd figured anything out.

"My place isn't far," he said impulsively. "If you want to talk properly."

Oscar hesitated for only a moment. "Okay."

They rode to Lando's apartment in relative silence, both of them seeming to understand that whatever conversation they were about to have was important enough to warrant privacy. Lando's flat was neat and comfortable, all clean lines and carefully chosen art, but it felt almost too intimate to have Oscar there.

"Drink?" Lando offered, mostly to have something to do with his hands.

"Please."

Lando poured them both whisky—good stuff, the kind they'd started appreciating during long evenings in various hotel bars around the world. Oscar accepted his glass and immediately took a large sip, as if he needed the courage.

"I've been thinking," Oscar said, settling onto Lando's sofa. "About what you said at the wedding. About being more scared of pretending this doesn't exist than of figuring out how to make it work."

Lando sat on the opposite end of the sofa, leaving space between them but close enough to see the conflict in Oscar's expression. "And?"

"And I think you were right." Oscar's voice was quiet but steady. "These past few weeks, trying to go back to normal... it's been awful. I keep catching myself wanting to tell you things, or reaching for you when we're talking, or just... missing you, even when you're right there."

The words hit Lando like a physical relief. "Oscar..."

"I know I hurt you," Oscar continued, not letting him interrupt. "Walking away that morning after everything we'd said to each other. It was cowardly."

"It was scared," Lando corrected gently. "There's a difference."

"Maybe. But I've spent the last month realizing that being scared of losing what we have isn't a good enough reason to never try for what we could have."

Oscar set down his whisky and turned to face Lando fully. In the low light of the apartment, his eyes were very dark, very serious.

"I'm still terrified," he said. "About the complications and the risks and all the ways this could go wrong. But I'm more terrified of spending the rest of my life wondering what would have happened if I'd been brave enough to try."

Lando felt his heart start beating faster. "What are you saying?"

"I'm saying that if you're still willing, if you still think this is worth the risk... then I want to try. I want to figure out how to make this work."

The hope that unfurled in Lando's chest was almost overwhelming. "You mean it?"

"I mean it." Oscar's smile was small but genuine. "I'm probably going to be terrible at this. I overthink everything, and I'm not good at taking emotional risks, and I have no idea how to navigate a relationship in our situation."

"Good thing you won't be doing it alone, then."

Oscar's expression softened. "Is that a yes?"

Instead of answering with words, Lando closed the space between them on the sofa. This time, when he cupped Oscar's face in his hands, there was no hesitation, no fear of morning-after regret. This was a choice they were both making with clear eyes and full awareness of the complications ahead.

"Yes," Lando whispered, and then he was kissing Oscar again, properly this time, without the champagne haze and wedding atmosphere. Just them, in Lando's apartment, choosing each other despite everything that made it complicated.

Oscar kissed back with a fervor that suggested he'd been thinking about this for weeks. His hands came up to tangle in Lando's hair, and when they finally broke apart, they were both breathing hard.

"I missed you," Oscar said against Lando's lips. "God, I missed you so much."

"I missed you too." Lando rested his forehead against Oscar's. "I tried to pretend I didn't, but..."

"But we're not very good at pretending."

"No, we're really not."

They stayed close together on the sofa for a long time, talking quietly about everything they'd need to figure out. The secrecy, at least initially. The team dynamics they'd need to navigate. The media attention they'd have to avoid. It was a long list of complications, but somehow, discussing them together made them feel manageable.

"We'll take it slow," Oscar said eventually. "Figure it out as we go."

"Slow is good," Lando agreed. "We've got time."

"Yeah." Oscar's smile was soft and wondering. "We've got time."


One Year Later

The beach was private, accessible only through the villa Lando had rented for the week between the end of the season and the start of winter training. White sand stretched in both directions, empty except for the occasional seabird and the gentle wash of waves against the shore.

Lando stood barefoot in the sand, watching the sun begin its descent toward the horizon. The water was that perfect shade of blue-green that only existed in certain light, and the air was warm enough that he'd rolled up his linen shirt sleeves but not so hot that the walk down from the villa had been uncomfortable.

"You're going to burn," Oscar said, appearing beside him with two glasses of something cold and fruity that their housekeeper had prepared.

"I'm fine." But Lando accepted the drink gratefully, letting his free hand brush against Oscar's as he took the glass. Even after a year, small touches still sent a pleasant shock through his system.

"Famous last words." Oscar settled beside him in the sand, close enough that their shoulders touched. "Remember Monaco last year? You said you were fine then too, and you looked like a lobster for three days."

"That was different. That was racing weekend stress-sweating in the Mediterranean sun."

"This is vacation relaxing-sweating in the Caribbean sun. Much more dangerous."

Lando grinned, knocking their shoulders together. "I love that you're still trying to manage my sun exposure after a year of dating."

"Someone has to. You have terrible self-preservation instincts."

It was the kind of easy banter that had become natural over the past year—the comfortable teasing of two people who'd learned to navigate both friendship and romance, who'd figured out how to be teammates and partners without losing either dynamic.

The year had been... complicated. But good complicated, mostly. They'd managed to keep their relationship private through the racing season, stealing moments between team obligations and media commitments. Hotel rooms with connecting doors became precious private spaces. Late dinners in out-of-the-way restaurants where they could hold hands under the table. Quick kisses in empty garages before the chaos of race weekends took over.

The team had figured it out eventually, of course. Charlotte claimed she'd known since that first dinner in March when they'd both been obvious disasters at pretending everything was normal. Jon had simply nodded when they'd finally told him, as if he'd been waiting for them to catch up to something everyone else had already seen.

Zak had been surprised but supportive, more concerned with how it might affect their on-track performance than with any personal objections. That concern had proven unfounded—if anything, they drove better as a couple, more in sync and communicative than they'd ever been as just teammates.

The media still didn't know, which was exactly how they wanted it. Their relationship was theirs, private and precious in a way that felt worth protecting.

"Penny for your thoughts?" Oscar asked, noticing Lando's contemplative mood.

"Just thinking about the year. How different things are now."

"Good different or complicated different?"

"Both." Lando turned to look at Oscar properly. The evening light was kind to him, bringing out the gold in his hair and the warmth in his eyes. "But mostly good."

Oscar smiled, the soft expression that was reserved for private moments like this. "I never thought I'd be the kind of person who went on romantic beach vacations."

"No?"

"Too sentimental. Too much like something from a movie."

Lando laughed. "And now?"

"Now I think maybe I was just waiting for the right person to be sentimental with."

The words were simple, but they carried the weight of everything they'd built together over the past year. The trust, the intimacy, the choice to keep choosing each other despite all the external complications.

"I love you," Lando said, because even after months of saying it, the words still felt important enough to speak aloud.

"I love you too." Oscar set down his drink and turned to face Lando fully. There was something in his expression—nervous but determined—that made Lando's heart rate pick up.

"What?" Lando asked, suddenly alert to a shift in the atmosphere.

"I have something for you." Oscar reached into his pocket, pulling out a small box that made Lando's breath catch. "Before you panic, it's not what you think. Well, it is, but it's also not."

"Oscar..."

"Let me explain." Oscar opened the box, revealing two simple silver bands—elegant but understated, the kind of rings that wouldn't attract attention but would mean everything to the people wearing them. "I know we can't do the whole traditional thing. Public proposals, big weddings, official announcements. But I wanted... I needed there to be something. Some way to promise you that this isn't just dating, isn't just figuring it out as we go."

Lando stared at the rings, his heart racing. "Are you...?"

"I'm asking if you want to make this official. In whatever way we can. These aren't engagement rings, exactly, and they're not wedding rings, exactly. They're just... promise rings, I guess. A promise that whatever this is, whatever we call it, I'm all in. For as long as you'll have me."

The words hit Lando like a warm wave, washing away any uncertainty he might have had about where they were heading. This was Oscar at his most vulnerable—taking the kind of emotional risk that would have been unthinkable when they'd first started.

"Yes," Lando said, the word coming out rough with emotion. "God, yes. Of course yes."

Oscar's smile was brilliant, relief and joy mixed together in an expression that made him look younger and more open than Lando had ever seen him. With careful hands, he took one of the rings from the box and reached for Lando's left hand.

"I don't know if there are words you're supposed to say," Oscar admitted as he slipped the ring onto Lando's finger. It fit perfectly, warm silver against his skin. "But I guess... I promise to keep choosing this. Choosing us. Even when it's complicated, even when it's scary."

"I promise the same thing," Lando said, taking the other ring and reaching for Oscar's hand. "Choosing us. Choosing you. Every day."

The ring slid onto Oscar's finger with the kind of perfect fit that felt symbolic. They sat for a moment, both looking at their hands, processing the weight of what they'd just committed to.

"How do you feel?" Oscar asked.

Lando considered the question seriously. How did he feel? Nervous about the future, yes, but also settled in a way he'd never experienced before. Like something that had been floating free had finally found its anchor.

"Like I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be," he said finally. "With exactly who I'm supposed to be with."

Oscar's smile was soft and wondering. "Yeah. Me too."

The sun was lower now, painting the sky in shades of pink and gold that reflected off the water in shimmering paths. It was the kind of sunset that demanded to be appreciated, the kind of moment that felt significant enough to remember.

"Come here," Lando said, pulling Oscar closer until they were pressed together on the warm sand, watching the sky change colors above the endless ocean.

"I used to think this was all fairy tale stuff," Oscar murmured, his head resting against Lando's shoulder. "Sunset proposals on private beaches. Too perfect to be real."

"And now?"

"Now I think maybe some fairy tales are just love stories that happened to people brave enough to believe in them."

Lando pressed a kiss to the top of Oscar's head, breathing in the familiar scent of his shampoo mixed with salt air and sunshine. The ring felt warm and right on his finger, a tangible reminder of the promise they'd just made to each other.

"I love you," he said again, because the words still felt miraculous.

"I love you too." Oscar tilted his head up to look at Lando, his expression soft with contentment. "Always."

As the sun finally touched the horizon, painting everything in gold, Lando thought about the song that had been playing the night they'd first admitted their feelings. It feels like a dream come true. At the time, it had felt like coincidence, just background music to a moment that was already charged with possibility.

But now, with Oscar warm and solid beside him and a promise ring on his finger and the whole future stretching out ahead of them, Lando understood that it hadn't been coincidence at all. It had been recognition—the universe's way of telling them what they were too scared to see for themselves.

Sometimes dreams did come true. Sometimes the person you were meant to love was right beside you all along, and all you had to do was be brave enough to reach for them.

Lando reached for Oscar's hand, their rings catching the last light of the day, and smiled at the perfect rightness of it all.

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