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oh how I wanna be loved by you
not just any person
you
and I knew this since the very first day we met
the presence you have when you walk in a room
you make me feel seen
like i am a normal person
yeah, normal
a thing that I can't be anymore
but you make it seem possible
whenever you look at me
whenever I see this goddamn smile
I am drawn to you
what will it take for you to love me?
to see me as more as just a friend from work?
could you ever possibly love me?
I believe I am likeable
just not lovable
still, I like to dream at night
and at daylight as well
you are everywhere I am
I remember you when I smell the scent of roses
I remember you when I feel the warmth of the sun
I remember you when I look at a beautiful forest
in autumn
I remember you whenever i see a strong woman
standing up for herself
but you're the strongest of them all
and you don't know how much I wish
I could be the one being there for you when you're not
let me love you like you deserve it
’cause you deserve everything
and yes, I love you
I love you more than words could ever describe
so much, that I have to distract myself
to not think of you every second of my day
And god I’m tired of running away
from the love I have for you
but nothing seems to let me outrun
your beauty inside out
I believe this is the first time I am truly in love
because when it’s real you can’t walk away
and I can’t
so I let it all in
a gift and a curse at the same time
I didn’t know I had that much love to feel and give in
(please just let me give it to you)
I also didn’t know how much jealousy I would feel
(please don’t be in love with someone else)
you once said to me
„I know my value,
anyone else’s opinion doesn’t really matter“
But oh good lord, you didn’t gave me advise for
if I don’t know my value
I see myself as a burden
and I don’t wanna be a burden to you
tho when I see you in pain
I just want to be there for you
perhaps I want to be useful, not a burden for once
I want to hold you
And if there would be a way
to free you from all your pain
trust me, I would
I would do it all for you
because you deserve it all
and I don’t know if I can live up to that
Could you let me try?