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1. I am only ever sane with you by Yourfavoritebrotherstealer

   Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/F, F/M, M/M
   • Work in Progress

   09 Sep 2025

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Regulus Black/James Potter
   • James Potter/Lily Evans Potter
   • Sirius Black/Remus Lupin
   • Barty Crouch Jr./Evan Rosier
   • Draco Malfoy/Harry Potter
   • James Potter
   • Regulus Black
   • Sirius Black
   • Lily Evans
   • Lily Evans Potter
   • Remus Lupin
   • Bellatrix Black Lestrange
   • Albus Dumbledore
   • Gellert Grindelwald
   • Draco Malfoy
   • Barty Crouch Jr.
   • Fawkes (Harry Potter)
   • Walburga Black
   • Narcissa Black Malfoy
   • Orion Black
   • Madam Pomfrey
   • Albus is a simp for Gellert
   • Lily Evans Potter Dies
   • James Potter Lives
   • Sirius Black and Remus Lupin Raise Harry Potter
   • Supportive Sirius Black
   • Sirius Black is Not Okay
   • Sirius Black Loves Remus Lupin
   • Regulus Black is a Little Shit
   • James Potter is mentally Ill
   • Possessive Gellert Grindelwald
   • Trans Regules
   • Supportive James
   • Supportive Remus Lupin
   • Regules is scared of disapproval
   • Anal Sex
   • Anal Fingering
   • Riding
   • Edging
   • Teasing
   • James potter is a teasing dimwit
   • Lily dies of a car crash
   • Remus only shows up once
   • But he's mentioned alot of times
   • Regules hates begging
   • Or does he>:)
   • Mentions of Sirius cheating
   • I will be adding more tags as the chapters go on..
   • James is actually insane
   • Regules has an eating disorder
   • Regulus Black and Sirius Black Angst
   • Inappropriate Use of Wandless Magic (Harry Potter)
   • Porn With Plot
   • Porn with Feelings

   Summary

   James had never expected to wake up one day and find a letter from Albus Dumbledore telling him that Regulus Black, his high school lover has been killed by Voldemort. He just didn't

   After a few months passed, he hadn't stopped sobbing into food, he barely slept, and his mind was consumed with the memory of Black. His mental health deteriorated rapidly until he was branded as insane and eventually, he disappeared from the public entirely.

   All he could think about was Black. Every little thing reminded him of his ex lover, he couldn't even pleasure himself without thinking of the other man. Then his wife, Lily Evans left him and took their son with her. James really became insane after that, not even his best friend, Sirius, had been able to contact him. That is until he finds himself face to face with the man who was supposed to be dead.

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   English

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   Chapters:

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