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[True Feelings] || Roshidere

Summary:

Life feels almost ordinary after the birthday, yet something under the surface doesn’t return to the way it was.

Though their days look the same from the outside, a tiny shift thread through each interaction. Not enough to call it anything… but too real to ignore.

Whether it becomes something or fades into the background, he doesn’t know. But the feeling is there. And it’s growing.

Between lingering emotions and unspoken feelings, the days ahead may change their relationship forever.

 

 

(REWRITE IN PROGRESS)
(CHAPTER 3-8 TO BE REWRITTEN. PLEASE READ 2,9,10. 11/27)

Notes:

hi uh, its bulebons, i was bored and in dire need of more content of roshidere and i had a idea while trying to sleep so thats why this exists btw

its fun writing this

im sorry for the masha supporters
[мне не жаль :)]

major spoilers for readers/anime watchers if you have not read till at least vol 9 or 10
(practically spoilers from vol 3[adapted anime] onwards)

 

i wrote till ch4 without reading vol 10 btw

 

this is a separate timeline starting from the end of volume 9 and beginning of volume 10.
i am aware of the fact volume 10 ends on november 19th or smth, its a coincidence. i dont care about these student council election bs(mostly)

just think of this fanfic as a imaginary world where everything is yay positive no drama yipee.

imagine this as just fluff fanservice...well it is

Speaking in russian - "[.........]"
Whispering - "(........)"
Palm swipe technique - "/ ....... / "

 

first fanfic even if it doesn’t seem so.

 

there is no ai used for writing this.

 

 

this does have some suggestive elements and swearing but not outright doing the things its only 16+ (as alya said, "only after engagement ;)")
no kinks or fetishes included i am a simple man, the things included are just what sunsunsun already kinda writes about

please share this to everyone you have connections with :)

the writing is better from ch4 onwards.
SIGNIFICANTLY BETTER IN CHAPTER 10.
(reformatted Sep.17th to remove all extra paragraphs, rewrite began on Nov.19th)

please leave kudos and comments for the sake of me :).

Chapter 1: Prologue: “I don’t understand”

Summary:

ATTENTION! I WILL SOON REWRITE CH2-9 IN THE SAME STYLE AS CH10. PLEASE WAIT TILL THEN.

GO CHECK OUT CH10 “Nah, can’t be…” AND SEE WHAT I MEAN, IF YOU ARE NEW.

PROLOGUE REWRITTEN NOV 19TH

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

 

 

 

 

   “Alya, why did you reject him?

   Since I was little, I’d heard that question more times than I could count. I never understood why everyone made such a big deal out of it. If I didn’t know the boy, why would I date him? It would be strange to say yes to someone I knew nothing about.

 

   Even after realizing my way of thinking wasn’t exactly common, I still had no intention of dating anyone during school. It would only get in the way of the work I set for myself.

 

   A boy would just drag me down.

 

 

   “I’ve never even talked to him before. I don’t know him at all. Why should I date someone just because he likes how I look?

 

   You don’t know what I’m aiming for, you don’t know how I act, you don’t know anything about me.

 

   Just my appearance.

 

   That isn’t a reason.

 

 

 

   “What are you going to do after graduating? If you keep this up, you’ll end up alone. I heard it’s harder to find someone in university. What if no one pays attention to you because you act so cold?

 

 

   It was… a blunt question. For a moment, I wondered…what if I really grew older with no one by my side? What if no one cared for me at all?

 

 

   I had no real goal, only the habit of working hard. No end in sight. No boy could stand beside me as an equal. They were all so foolish, caring only about how pretty I looked. None of them cared about my feelings.

 

   None of them could support me.

 

 

 

 

   If, by some miracle, someone appeared who could care for me at this height… maybe I could move forward without fearing the unknown. But there was no one like that. I’d already left everyone behind.

 

   It was too late.

 

 

   Everyone is too lazy. Everyone is incompetent. How could I date someone who can’t even get their work done?

 

   Even when I decided I would live alone, the fear of falling remained…falling with no one to catch me.

 

   But I still kept walking.

 

   I don’t even know why.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

   “Just shut up and take my hand!”

 

   When he said that, it felt like a weight I’d been carrying on my own finally loosened, letting me breathe again.

 

   Maybe…just maybe…I could have someone who accepted me, someone who stood beside me, supporting me, caring for me…

 

   Loving me…

 

 

 

   I can’t explain how much those few words meant. Part of me wanted to be loved, but another part wanted to stand above everything.

 

 

   If I became student council president, maybe I could finally be free of that pressure…

 

 

 

   “Yeah… I see. You’ve worked hard. Really hard.”

 

   “I’m happy for you. You earned this.”

 

 

 

   Hearing that made me feel seen. The fear of the unknown faded. Even when his carefree behavior annoyed me and I complained over little things, he never pushed back. He handled everything so gently…never with resentment or irritation.

   It was frustrating how kind he could be, how he never blamed me even when he had every right to.

 

 

   He was the only one who could stand by my side, who understood what I felt and what I went through.

 

   Realizing that I wasn’t the only one wandering in the dark was comforting. His warmth made the weight I carried feel lighter.

 

   I felt like I could fly as long as he was there.

 

 

   But somehow, he could never fly next to me freely. Something held him down—something he couldn’t show me.

   Whenever I asked, he only smiled gently and teased his way out of it.

 

 

 

   On my 16th birthday, Masachika finally told me what weighed on him. His sister Yuki, his family, the things from his childhood he had kept hidden behind that smile.

   I never imagined he had been holding back so much.

 

   He promised to become the head of the Suou family, to take responsibility for everything…but only if we win next year’s election. I can’t let that slip.

 

 

   I can’t afford failure.

 

 

 

   But… how long will you stay by my side?

 

 

 

   [ I… I need you ]

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Notes:

Wait for the upcoming rewrites of the next chapters, please :)

You can still leave kudos.

Chapter 2: “Ughhhh, He’s so annoying”

Summary:

Masachika had sent a message to Alya. A secret plan, what could it be?

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

   

 

 

    Alisa Mikhailovna Kujou is a first-year student at "Serei Private Academy".

    She is a honor student with the highest grades in the school and serves as the Treasurer for the student council. She is running for president with vice-president candidate Masachika Kuze.  

    Many know her as the "Solitary Princess" due to her lack of emotion and cold attitude she showed during the beginning of the school year.

    Though recent events such as the school festival, concert and speeches changed the perspectives of many students of the fact that she is, in fact a pretty good person once you get to know her.

    Even if Alisa wasn't cold and harsh anymore all the time, nobody would have ever thought she is the type to squirm around her bed with a flushed red face thinking of a boy.

    Yes, you heard me right, this silver haired, well cared girl on the bed of the Kujou residence is in fact, the calm and collected lady in class.

 

       "Hey what's up, Alya, are you free after class the day after tomorrow? I got something to do. You should wear something nice." was the message sent by the boy in her thoughts, Masachika Kuze.      

     It was currently November 19th, Wednesday, 19:23. The day after tomorrow would be Friday.

    “Yes, I am free after class on Friday." 

     When Alya had finally regained control over her girlish thoughts and fantasies, she replied after snapping back to reality.  

     "Alright! I'll tell you when we meet!"

     "What are you planning? Tell me, I don't trust you."

    Alya had thought Masachika invited her for a date, that's why she had been squirming and rolling around.

    The boy she likes asked her out on his own will! He even said wear something nice! He must be planning something romantic...  

    Is what she thought before remembering the other times he asked her to come with him, in which all of them, she thought and hoped it was a date.

   They were all just meetings where he explained student council matters and other related topics.

    But there was that one time they went shopping together when he led me by my hands, smiling.

   Ughhhh...He's so annoyingly handsome when he smiles at me... Wait what am I thinking? God! get it together Alisa!

    Just as she was slapping herself mentally, Masachika sent a reply saying.

   "It's a secret. You'll know when I show you. Just don't forget to dress up properly. I have a plan."

    Eh? What plan? This is basically a date isn't it? I hope he isn't planning anything stupid...I'm gonna kill him if it's otaku or student council related thing.

    But...he really wants me to dress up nicely huh...Does he like me? What clothes should I wear? It's probably cold outside, it's late November after all.

    "I'll kill you if it's related to the student council or otaku things."

     She sent a threatening message after yet again snapping to reality.

    "Please calm down, I mean no harm. But I'm still not gonna tell you yet. I'll show you on Friday.”

     Alya chucked to herself and agreed this was typical of Masachika, stubborn when it comes to things like this.

    I guess I'll wear something that day. Should I prepare it now? Hmm.

    After thinking for a bit, she decided to get up and make her bed at the very least. Alya then began furiously searching through her wardrobe for the "perfect" clothes. 

    For Alisa, who always prided in her sense of reason, it was a sudden obstacle she had to overcome, wearing the appropriate clothes.

   It couldn't be something way too mature, too thin, too thick, too childish and mismatching.

     Anyway, she still had to choose and wear something that day, it had been already 20 minutes of looking at her pile of clothes and pondering.

    Nothing was gonna happen at this pace.            

    She covered her face with both hands and squeezed her bangs between her fingers.

    Although she knew Masachika hadn't invited her for a romantic date under the moonlight, she still couldn't just wear plain normal clothes, it had to be something special.

     I'll check the weather.....Oh it's surprisingly warm this week, didn't expect that. Hm.

   If it's warmer than usual, I don't need thick warm clothes, going relatively thin seems fine. I could wear this then...no wait, then my jacket and pants won't match with this..Aaaaghhhhhh. 

    Her brain was coming up with ideas and shooting them down a moment later. Literally nothing would happen at this pace, she knew that.

   If it keeps going on like this, it would just end up with a lot of clothes to fold up and no outfit created.

    Alya had sat down on the bed, she had been mindlessly digging through her wardrobe for the past 40 minutes. It was already past 20:00.

      What should I wear? Why am I taking this so seriously?

     Alisa loudly refuted her own thoughts. How could she care so much for just a outfit she won't even wear today? How could she prioritize this so much?

     As she was yet again contemplating life choices over a simple outfit.

     Knock knock, "Hey, Alya dinner's ready~"

      It was a voice of a female, with a mature tone who had knocked on her door.

    "Oh, alright. I'll be there in a minute. Let me put these clothes away."

     As she replied, the door to her room opened and black haired woman peeked through the crack, smiling gleefully.

    "Oh my~, what's the occasion, Alya? I haven't seen you rummage through your clothes since you went to the beach. Let me guess... is it because of him?~"

    The female who had asked this gossiping question was Alya's mother. Akemi Kujou. She is married to Mikhail Makarovich Kujou and has two beautiful daughters.

    She has black hair, milky white complexes, soft raven locks and delicate brown eyes. Masha followed on her mother's kind gentle demeanor.

    "N- No? Absolutely not! I'm just looking for an outf- shirt I forgot about! This has nothing to do with Masachika!"

    Alya had been caught off guard when her mom had asked that suddenly.

    She tried her best to hide her embarrassment but how could you hide your emotions from your own mother? Akemi immediately saw her daughter's face.

    "When did I ever mention Masachika?~"

    Her mother had jokingly teased Alya because she had replied so quickly while stuttering. 

    Alya does like that boy Masachika huh...They're on a first name basis and paired up for the elections. I knew she wouldn't randomly pair with a guy.

    I wonder what happened for her to react like this. Did he ask her on a date perhaps?

    She had stood in the doorway looking teasingly at her daughter, who was obviously embarrassed, playing with the ends of her hair.

   Akemi looked at her and walked closer.

   "You like him don't you? Come on tell me~"

    Alya realized that she had blurted out Masachika's name accidentally after her mom asked an unsuspecting question.

    She was embarrassed on how easily she gave in and told the truth. There was no escaping from her mother now.

      "No! I don't lo- like him! It's just that he asked me if i'm free after class on Friday...

    When her daughter replied looking down in an innocent tone, Akemi understood what was happening and came up with a plan immediately.

    "Do you need help picking out a suitable outfit?”

     Alya suddenly looked up in shock, her mother was quick witted. She had seen through her already and had asked her that. It was as if her mind was read.

    “Eh?! How.. what? How did you know?.."

    "Come on Alya, I gave birth to you, any mother would be able to understand what's going on behind her daughter's face~"

    It was as if a person came in, looked at your lips, and then told what seasonings were on the chicken you finished eating a minute ago.

    Shocking for Alya who had thought she hid her emotions well.

      "Thanks... but I can manage, let's eat our dinner first though."

     "Are you really sure?~ It doesn't seem like you have an idea for an outfit~"

     "No, no I'm fine really, let's eat dinner. What's for dinner anyways?"

      Alya was trying her hardest to change the topic and divert her mother's attention away from Masachika. But her mother only looked at her smiling, not seeming to back off.

    "Alright, fine~ Dinner first it is."

     Akemi then turned on her heels and walked to the table joyfully as if she had just gotten a paid vacation from her boss.

    When Alya exited her room and went to the bathroom to wash her hands, she understood that maternal instincts are not to be joked about.

    Dinner was a typical ichiju sansai<1>. A common Japanese dinner.

    The family talked about some things related to the year ending but Alya's mother kept throwing her silver daughter teasing looks during the dinner.

     Mom won't back off I see, better just accept it. Alya had thought while drinking her soup.

      About half an hour later when Alya had finished washing the dishes, her mother came out of her room. Since she had already gave up on pushing her mother away, Alya just went into her room with her mother.

    "Let's see, where did he say he was taking you?"

     "I-, I don't know, he said it's a secret and I'll know when I get there."

     "Hmm, unknown location huh? That makes it a bit harder. But I can do it."

     "Why are you talking like it's a medieval quest?"

    "For the legs..... take these."

     She threw a navy blue skirt along with some denim colored leggings. It was a fashionable choice.

     "Well, this week is surprisingly warm so I guess I could wear these.."

     "For the top, wear..... this."

      Akemi then yet again threw her a clothing. This time it was a turtleneck cashmere shirt with sleeves. 

     "Alright? That's it? Well, it's a great choice... Just I don't know if he would like this.."

     "So you do care about what he thinks of you~, how cute~"

     "No! What? Mom! Stop teasing me!"

     "Just try wearing those, Oh now I think about it, a coat would suit this outfit perfectly!"

    After saying that Akemi went to her room and came back in a minute with a baby blue colored coat.

    When Alya had finished wearing the clothes her mother picked out, she looked striking.

    Nobody would have believed she is a first-year student.

    Alisa looked mature yet innocent, cute yet fashionable. It was wonderful how her mother easily picked this out so quickly.

     "Come on, how could any man resist this? I'm sure he'll like this. He probably would like anything you wear~"

    Alya had never realized her mother was such a gossiper on the topic of love. She had always thought Akemi would be the type stay cool and calm if she ever brought up the topic of love.

    Not like this.

    "Well....I do look great, I'll wear this on Friday. But I'm gonna iron it today. Thanks? Mom?"

     "Hey.. don't act so confused and cold towards me. I picked this out for you remember that!"

     "Fine.. Thanks, mom."  

     After her mother left the room, Alya took off her clothes ironed them and neatly folded and put them in the corner with great care.

   "Phew, that was weird. She teased me so much..."

    "I wonder what time it is."

 

 

 

—•—

 

 

 

     "Oh yeah, Alya. Are you ready to go after school?"

     It was Friday, lunch period. Masachika had gotten up from his seat and came towards her.

      "I still wanna know where you are taking me, but could we stop by the mall quickly first? I need to get a new winter coat, my old one got ripped yesterday."

     "Yeah, sure. The thing won't begin till 19:00 anyway. I'm gonna go to the cafeteria now, I'm hungry."

     "Wait, let's eat together."

      Alya got up quickly and walked after Masachika. Some classmates gave questioning glances but they continued walking.

    Shortly after, they arrived at the cafeteria, got their food and sat down.

    "Hey, uhh Alya?"

    "Yes? What is it? Do you need salt?"

     "No, no, not salt, don't you think people have been looking at us a lot more than usual? I don't wanna blame them with no evidence but it feels like people are eyeing us."

      Alya, who had been eating her food, heard Masachika say that, shot him a cold glance before looking around her.

    It was true that people were looking at the pair.

   She saw some students obviously looking at them while walking without trying to hide it at all, some quick glances and whispering.

   Seated people across them looking, it was quite strange.

 

    "Yeah, people do seem to be looking at us...I wonder why, I mean is it that unusual for an election pair to be eating together? Haven't we ate together before a lot?"

     Masachika thought for a bit, rummaging through his memories.

    "I think I know the reason why."

     Then turning back casually, he began to eat his spicy ramen again. Looking up at Alya, he saw that she seemed troubled. They were attracting a lot of attention.

     A moment later he felt a piercing gaze on the top of his head.

   "[What did you do?]"

    It was a cold, harsh russian directed at him. Masachika felt a sudden weight being placed on his heart, he put down his chopsticks and looked up slowly.

    "Wh- what did you just say?"

    Alisa was looking at him with a blizzard around her. She looked like a ruthless queen who was about to behead her subordinate.

   "I said, what did you do?"

   Masachika hadn't expected she would actually say what she said in Russian in Japanese.

   He froze for a bit, covering in the aura of the icicle queen before him before mustering enough courage to speak.

   "I- I didn't do anything I swear on my life! Spare me!"

    "[But you said you know the reason why.]"

   After he heard that, he realized why Alya was mad. She thought something he did was attracting all the attention of students because he had said he knew the reason why.

   "What?"

   "You did something didn't you?"

    "No! I swear on my life I have not done anything wrong to drag attention towards us! I just have a guess on the reason! Please do not kill me!"

    "Still joking around, huh? Tell me what you did."

     Masachika jerked back instinctively. Alisa was staring at him ruthlessly, not seeming to calm down.

    "Can we talk about this after we leave? Please? In the student council room or something?"

    When Masachika said that in a low tone, Alya seemed to back away a bit and calm down, or was that just his imagination? 

    After that, they both finished eating their food in silence. Masachika had looked down and away from Alya but she had stared at him the whole time, it had made him uncomfortable.

    They then left the cafeteria together and entered the empty student council room. Students passing by had gave the pair glances too. Alya was confused. 

    Yet again he felt the gaze of a hundred tundras on the back of his head. When he turned around to talk to her, Masachika was surprised how close she was.

   Close enough to be slapped by her which he thought of instantly.

    "Uhh, Alya?"

    "What did you do?"

    Still taken back by her attitude, Masachika paused for a bit.

     "Ehhhh, uhhhhhh. How do I say this properly hmmm, aaghhh."

    Masachika had backed away a bit, scratching his head. But Alya closed the distance he backed away instantly.

    "[If you don't tell me, I'll kiss you.]"

    CRITICAL HIT! MASACHIKA TOOK 60 DAMAGE!

    Masachika's heart ached weirdly, his mind went blank at the sudden Russian remark. He froze on the spot unable to think.

    EH? WHAT?! KISS ME? WHEN DID IT ESCALATE TO THIS POINT?? WASN'T SHE MAD JUST NOW? WHY?

    This all happened in the span of 1.8 seconds.

   When he had regained some composure, he looked at her.

 

    "Sorry, what? It's kinda scary when you say things in Russian, I don't understand what you say..."

   "I said tell me what you did or I'll slap you."

    Yeah right, "slap" me, as you say so...

    "Do you really wanna know? It's kinda hard to say."

    Alya was a bit surprised when Masachika said it was hard to say, but then approached him suddenly.

     "Tell me now. You must have done something to attract attention to us. I don't like being looked at like an exotic animal."

     Masachika's thought process almost stopped functioning when Alya had suddenly approached him and was practically leaning on him. 

     She smells nice... wait what the hell am I thinking about??

     "Well......I think it's because...we've been walking together to and back from school and we've been close lately...I heard rumors from Takeshi..."

     "What rumors?"

     

      He paused for a moment.

 

    "(the students think we are dating...)"

 

     Masachika looked up after saying the last part in a whisper. He obviously seemed embarrassed having to say that.

    "Eh?!"

     Alya had been caught completely off guard. She had not expected this answer at the slightest.

    "[They thought we were dating?]"

    "What? Please stop mumbling in Russian."

      She had backed off and was playing with the ends of her hair. Obviously embarrassed. Based on her behavior. Masachika guessed she wasn't angry anymore and had cleared up the misunderstanding. 

      They stood in silence for a bit. Both embarrassed. The air was awkward.

     After a few moments, Alya looked up. Her cheeks were completely red, her eyes jittering all over the place.   

      "[I wouldn't mind dating you though..]"

    CRITICAL HIT! MASACHIKA TOOK 90 DAMAGE! HE SURVIVES ON HALF A HEART!

 

 

 

—•—

 

 

 

    "Let's leave, We'll drop by the store to change clothes first though." Alya said that after changing her shoes in the locker.

    "Alright, let's go now. But, are you sure we should still be seen together? It might feed more rumors about us.."

    "No, let's just go."

    Realizing Alya won't budge at any remarks or reason, Masachika followed her as if she was the one who had a plan.

     Man, even after saying the rumors to her she still wanted to go together...I'm gonna be killed by some of her male "fans" and buried under a shed at this pace...

    Shortly after leaving school, they arrived at the special store with the changing rooms for Seirei students.

     "Get changed, meet me under this archway when you're done."

     It was 16:34 currently. He thought. Alright we've got about 2 hours before we gotta get going to make it in time for the opening.

     Should be enough for mall shopping. She said she needed a winter jacket right? Hmmm...I think I remember seeing outdoor stuff on the 3rd or 4th floor?

     After changing into casual wear, he folded his uniform and put it in his backpack.

     He was wearing simple lofi-like black anime merch and matching pants and a jacket.

     You wouldn't say he looked strange, it wasn't bad to say the least, at first glance it would just seem like a black shirt and gray pants.

     She's taking a bit longer than usual...

     Masachika was standing under the agreed meeting spot as he was waiting for Alya. Scratching his head he looked at the clock on the wall. It showed 16:43.

     What could she be trying to wear for it to take 10 minutes? Is she having trouble? Or maybe putting on makeup? No.. she's not the type to wear makeup, I think.

     Should I check on her? No wait, she might not be wearing anything...But it's been 10 minutes, she has to have worn something.

    Thinking for a bit, Masachika decided and walked towards the dressing aisles. There was no clear female/male division.

     It was just aisles meant for Seirei students. He knew Alya had walked to the left. As he turned the corner.

 

   "Uh, hey! Alya! Do you need hel-"

   Thud!

   "Owww... what are you doing here? I said wait under the arch!"

   "Sorry! You took a bit too long. I came to check on you."

    As I mentioned before, Alya was wearing the clothes her mother had picked out for her.

    She just took a bit long because she was just standing in the aisle debating whether if Masachika will like her or not.

     Denim leggings, navy blue skirt, turtleneck  cashmere shirt, a baby blue coat.

    The clothes emphasized her feminine features, provided comfort and warmth and most importantly, rendered Masachika's brain functionless.

      After Masachika backed away and saw her. His eyes widened. 

   "O-.........."

   "Just 'O'? Really? That's a bit of a underwhelming response~"

   He stood there as if he was a stone statue, his expression was quite...shocked to say the least.

     It was like the time Alya had worn a summer dress and Masachika, for a moment, imagined a beach scene. This time, only just a few times the intensity.

    "Heyy, Masachika~ Let's go home and warm up together~~"

    I...I think my brain just froze for a moment.. What is she wearing?! I wasn't prepared for this! She looks stunning! That thigh peek between the leggings and skirt... Wait! Stop you dumbass! Don't imagine such perverted things! Just say something normal!

    "Uhhh... Wow. You look wonderful...."

Notes:

This is the FIRST chapter, the writing quality is a bit bad, please read till the latest one. It gets better. I think? Hopefully it is.

 

<1> ichiju sansai is a traditional Japanese meal structure consisting of a bowl of rice, a bowl of soup, and three side dishes.

 

also from here onwards the quality of writing should be significantly better as im getting used to writing chapters

leave kudos, i know you didn’t (except like 40 people as im writing this, thank you for rereading)

Chapter 3: “As long as-“

Summary:

It’s Friday, the day of the plan. But Alya needs to do something before it begins.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

     "You're imagining perverted things aren't you?~ Fufufu."

     "[You look cute when you're shocked like that~]"     

     Alya was satisfied seeing the reaction of Masachika. His face was readable like a book, it was amusing to look at.

      "What?! N- no!"

     Hearing Alya say that, he reflexively disagreed, knowing damn well it was obvious. But would you really admit having such thoughts to the person in context? Standing in front of you? Especially a girl?

    "Alright~, I'll believe you... Fufufu~"

     She then turned and walked towards the exit. Masachika shortly followed suit.

     The sun had set covering the sky in ember clouds. Even if it was late November, today was oddly warm. Young kids were playing about in the streets, people bustling and hustling, it made for a lively scene.

     When the mall had come into view, the time was 17:16. Plenty of time, he thought.

     "There's the mall, let's go, come on."

      Before Masachika could answer, Alya who had been walking slightly in front, had turn around, took his right hand and continued forwards swiftly.

     "Hey! What? Why are you holding my hand like that!? Also why are you in such a hurry?"

     He tried tugging to get his hand back, only to be met with a bone crushing grip.

    "Ow! Alya? Can you let go please?"

      I already told you about the rumorssssss, don't you feel embarrassed holding my hand in public?! There's no way we don't get seen by a Seirei student......

    "Stop complaining."

    "But h-"

    "Shut your mouth."

     Even though Alya sounded angry, Masachika saw that she seemed flushed. Her ears were tinged with a hint of red. 

     Could she be doing these types of things on purpose? Is it for the thrill of not getting caught? Or.. could she-

     "[I want us to go on a date..The rumors could be made true...you know?]" Alya mumbled. 

     Oh...that's what it is... I see.... Aughhhhhhh.

    Masachika's heart felt a bit different. He couldn't quite figure out what it was. He mostly understood what she had said, enough to reconstruct the sentence from the words he picked up.

    "What?"

    "I said 'I wanna eat a snack right now. Buy me something.' "

     She had slowed down a bit after entering the mall and was walking by his side, still holding his right hand with intertwined fingers.

      Is she role-playing an imperialist queen today? Am I a slave? What's with her? Why's she holding my hand like this?

    "Sure, but in order for me to buy you snacks, you have to let go of my hand. Then I can pick up something and pay for it, alright?"

   ".... fine."

     Reluctantly, she let go of his hand. You could see a smaller hand print which had reddened around his hand if you looked closer.

     Ow, my hand hurts a little. She's possessive today...Is this the yandere phase?! Oh god, if thats true...Sorry dad, grandpa, Yuki. I might not come home alive..

     Alya looked around slowly, the first floor was full of stalls and shops serving dishes. You could find cuisines from basically all of the food cultures here if you had a entire day to waste along with money.

    "Hmm, get me.... that."

     Saying that she pointed left towards a taiyaki shop which seemed newly renovated. It had a clean simple look while also simultaneously looking vintage. Green was the main color used.

   "Oh, taiyaki huh? Alright, I'll get it.

    Hm, I'm kinda surprised she chose taiyaki when there was, I guess better snacks nearby? 

    "Hurry up. Go on already. I'll be waiting under this poster over there."

    "How many pieces do you want? What flavor?"

    "Choose yourself."

    "You asked for this! Not me!"

     Alya shot him a cold glare, Masachika understood immediately that he should stop probing around and just listen to what the dictator-ess says.

     After rolling his eyes, he moved towards the shop. The worker seemed young, probably around 16.

    The menu was shockingly extensive. Flavors ranging from plain chocolate to carrot, it had unique and weird choices.

    Woah, this menu has a lot of items. Wait.. avocado espresso?! What the hell is even that? Avocado soaked in espresso and fried in fish shaped batter? What lunatic thought of this?

     Masachika was scratching his head as he read some of the flavors.

   "Do you need help choosing?"

     The worker had asked him if help was needed. She had blonde hair and freckles. Unusual for a japanese person.

    "Uh, yes. Please."

    "Do you have a preference, allergy, disliked tastes? It could narrow it down and then I could recommend you popular flavors."

     Masachika was a bit taken back at the question. He couldn't answer right away. 

   "Wait, uhhh..alright? Not spicy, sweet, maybe similar to red beans? And no random combinations like that avocado espresso, please."

     The girl thought for a moment. Looked down at the menu. Looked up again and said.

    "I highly recommend 'Sakura-mochi-an'. It's red bean paste with chewy pink mochi bits. Or we also have 'Kurian' too, it's sweet chestnut mixed with white bean paste."

     She knows her stuff. That was fast. I wonder how long she has been working here.

   "Thanks, uh. I'll have 2 of each of those flavors you just mentioned."

   "Alright, two each of Kurian and Sakura.<1>"

   "Also if you don't mind me asking, how long have you worked here? You seem extremely experienced."

     The worker looked at him as if he had just spoken in a foreign language she didn't understand, tilted her head in a confused manner.

   "I've worked here in my dad's business since I was 6."

    She said in a calm tone turned away casually and started preparing the order.

     Oh, since she was 6? That's a quite young age to work in a business, even if it's a family one. That's why she seems so experienced. Really surprising to be honest.

     Shortly after, the order was done. It had been put in a sage green wrap with a small cat outline printed on it. They looked like your usual taiyakis you can buy in the streets, but it was more high in quality, in a way. 

   "950¥ please."

     Masachika got his wallet and took 950¥ out of it and placed it in the tiny basket.

   "Thank you for your support. Have a great day."

     Although she said it in a flat tone, it was still appreciated by Masachika.

     Holding the taiyakis in his hands, he walked towards where Alya should be sitting. Turning the corner he saw the chair, but she wasn't there.

    Didn't she say she would be here? Did I mistake it? Where is she?

    "Hey? Alya? Where did you go?"

    As he approached the chair, he was suddenly jabbed from behind on his rib. He flinched and barely held onto the food.

    "Oww! What are you doi-."

     It was Alya who had jabbed him. She looked mad and calm at the same time.

    "What took you so long?"

    "It hasn't even been 10 minutes! You have to fry the batter fully you know? Why did you jab me?"

    "You took long because you were chatting with that blonde girl weren't you?"

    Huhh?! What? She saw me? But I didn't even talk to her about anything! What chatting?!

    "What? What do you mean chatting with the blonde girl?! I only asked her a single question after giving an order!"

    "Really?"

    "Yes! Really! What else would there be?!"

    "What did you ask her? Her number? Huh?"

    This is the yandere phase....I was correct....God save me, please... I'm gonna be tied up and interrogated at this pace....

    "What the hell are you talking about?! Why would I ask her number?"

    "Then... what did you ask her?"

     Alya was freezing Masachika with the blizzard around her, she had approached him and pushed him down to the chair. Her eyes were full of hatred.

    "I asked her how long she had worked there! It's because she seemed so experienced and gave me a recommendation almost instantly after I said some preferences! I was just curious! I did not ask her number!"

    "Really? How long did she work then? Do you like women with experience?"

   "Alya, are you okay right now?! What the hell are you talking about?!"

   "Answer my question!"

   "Sh- she said she's been working since 6... in her dad's business.."

   "Hm, really?"

    "Yes, really. I swear on my life and soul. If I'm lying I'll serve you for eternity."

   Alya looked down at him. His face showed no signs of lying or anxiety. Just pure confusion. She then smirked.

   "[That..doesn't sound so bad~ You're only mine, you know?]"

     Oh my god this woman is crazy..save me someone, please.. I need help.

   "What? Please stop saying things in Russian while smirking at me, I'm getting goosebumps."

    "Fine, I'll trust you. Let's go buy my jacket.

    "Thank you."

    Masachika then got up and gave the taiyaki to her, one each of the two flavors, he ate the rest.

     I think..I think she's back to normal now. Hopefully the taiyaki is good enough.

   "How's the flavor?"

     Alya finished eating the mochi flavored one, she stopped, swallowed.

    "It's...better than I expected, maybe the girl made it sweeter just for you..."

     "Oh my god! Alya! Can you let go of that? Nothing happened between us! Stop imagining fake idiotic scenarios!"

     Before he had realized, Alya threw the wrap into its respective trash can and held his hand yet again.

     She's actually being such a yande-, you know what? I give up. Better just comply to her. I could survive if I listen to her orders.

     He said nothing when she took his hand. Alya saw that Masachika did not say anything.

   "[Look at you, not caring about holding hands~]"

     Masachika's eye twitched at the remark. He looked right at Alya, she was smiling gently. 

     Well.. as long as she's happy, I'll be fine... I'll do anything, I guess. Even if it's outrageous. As long as she smiles.

    Even though Masachika had thought that, he hadn't thought he, yes, he, himself actually thought about that. It passed by his mind as if it was a normal usual thought.

    "What? I'm telling you, stop speaking in russian while smirking or smiling at me, I have no idea what you're talking about. It's weird. Please?"

    "No, not a chance. Fufufu~"

    "Really? If so, one day I'm gonna learn like Spanish and talk to you randomly while smiling and smirking, let's see about that then?"

    "Very funny, let's see you actually do that huh? Mark your words down. You better not be lying. You promised to serve me for eternity if you were lying you know~"

    Alya then let out a small giggle, looking at Masachika.

    "Hey! I said that only for the taiyaki shop worker incident! Not forever for every word I say! Don't twist my own words against me!"

    She giggled again, leaning on his shoulder a little.

    Although Masachika hadn't realized, he still yet again subconsciously thought about wanting to protect her happiness. Seeing her smile seemed to heal something broken inside him.

    Ding! "Door opening. This is the 1st floor." 

     As the elevator came down empty, they got on, still hand in hand. They didn't realize they had been seen by classmate number 17 and number 12 just before they got on.

    "Hey, wait wasn't that Kuze and Kujou?"

    "Oh wait, you're right. That was them wasn't it? I knew they seemed familiar somehow.”

    "The rumors about them dating was true, I guess."

    "I thought that was a lie though. No way Kujou would date someone, especially the lazy gacha addicted Kuze."

    "Didn't you just see them hand to hand walking into the elevator? That's not what being an election pair means! That's something more than being- just being seated next to each other!"

    "Are you sure they were holding hands though? I only saw them entering the elevator from here. They could just be shopping together. Maybe Kujou needed someone to carry things?"

   "Yes! I saw them dang it! They were holding hands like lovers! Like this!"

   Classmate number 17 then demonstrated how they were holding hands with his own hands to classmate number 12.

   "Really? I don't believe you."

    "Damn it, you never see anything in time. That's why you ranked 224th, you dumbass."

   "Hey! Why so sudden?! What does my test scores have to do with this?!"

 

 

      

—•—

 

 

 

    Ding! "Door opening.This is the 3rd floor."

    "Wait, I don't have the stores memorized yet. I've got a basic idea but let's look at the floor layout first."

     Masachika led them to a floor layout information sheet on the wall he saw.

   Holding hands became something normal for him somehow and his brain had removed it from thinking priority, basically walking without realizing they were holding hands. 

    She was a bit embarrassed realizing Masachika was leading her while holding hands in public, which he opposed of half a hour ago, without seeming to care.

   Although she was the one who did this first, she cared just a bit.

   "Oh look, turn left here and stores which should sell winter clothing are there. I knew I saw outdoor shops on this floor."

     Masachika pointed at the map, if you went straight down this corridor and turned left and walked, the entire area was outdoor clothing shops. According to the map.

   "Let's go then, I've got a vague idea on what I want but I'll see what options they sell."

    This time, Alya was the one leading Masachika. They walked down the hallway, passing by some accessory shops. Some strangers shot them a glance.

    Well, I mean.. to them, a guy was hand in hand with a beautiful silver haired girl who was wonderfully dressed, shopping together. They got a bit jealous.

    The guy also not being bad looking also annoyed them. "Ah.. to be young...high school love." they thought.

    "Hey...uh. Masachika~?"

    "Yes?"

    "Umm~..could you let go of my hand?"

     Masachika suddenly flinched when she said that. Looking down he realized he had been holding her hands the past few minutes. He suddenly let go.

   "I am so sorry! I did not realize I was holding yo- your hand!"

   "No, no it's fine! It was my idea in the first place...I should be sorry."

    He looked at her confused. He didn't understand why Alya was apologizing, he was the one who had unconsciously held her hand.

    "Are you sure? I was holding your hand and dragging you in public though..."

    "You weren't dragging me...it's fine. Let's just look at the jackets..."

   "Alright?, su- sure."

     They were both embarrassed, after realizing what they did, they walked with a shoulder length distance. The atmosphere was extremely awkward as they went.

    "[You don't have to be so awkward you know? I-, I actually didn't mind you holding my hand, to be honest I liked it..~]"

    Alya had mumbled that after they entered the 2nd store. The first one didn't have anything great, it was mostly heavy mountain equipment and gear. Not suited for casual wear.

    They provided warmth and protection but you don't need a super expensive mountain jacket to walk outside in the Tokyo winter.

    What? Really? Liked it!? Huh? 

   "What did you say? Sorry I didn't hear."

   "Something in Russian."

   " 'Something'? really?"

    "Yes. Anyway...this store also doesn't have anything interesting. Let's just go straight to North Lace. They're bound to have a suitable jacket in the female section."

    And so on they went, the atmosphere was less awkward but it was still lingering. The two arrived at the mentioned store.

   It was around 300 meter square in size. Kid's, men's, women's. They headed into the women's section.

     "Huh, they've got a lot of stuff. Oh wait, look, this section is having a sale."

    "Oh, they are."

    "Do you have your father's card on you? I doubt you're carrying enough cash to buy a jacket from here."

    "Yeah, I do have my father's card on me. How did you know?"

    "Well, I mean you must've told your parents your jacket's ripped. I don't think your father would send you to buy it with your own money. He must've given you his card or something."

     Alya understood the logic behind his statement. It made sense. Anyway, she started browsing the aisles. She had a raincoat-like jacket in her mind.

   "Hey, Alya. Could I sit down here and wait for you?"

    "Sure, why not. I won't be long anyway. You don't need to walk behind me all the time. Also what time is it now?"

    "Uhhh... it's 18:02. Why ask?"

    "Isn't your secret plan from 19:00? The one you didn't say anything about? I'm guessing it would take 30 minutes at the very longest to get there. So I'm checking whether if we have time to do something else."

    "Do what?"

    "Shhh, I'm not telling you. It's my secret. You'll know when it happens."

    "Using my own words aren't you? I'll sue for copyright infringement." 

     Alya let out a small giggle before turning on her heels and continuing her search for the jacket.

    Life like this isn't that bad.. I could get used to this. Wait.. used to what? Huh? What am I thinking about?

    A few minutes passed. He was still sitting there.

    "Oh! This is what I was looking for!"

     She had circled around the section back towards Masachika. Alya pulled out a black raincoat looking jacket. It supposedly had feather, despite looking like a usual raincoat.

    "You found it?"

     "Yeah, well.. this isn't exactly what I had in mind but it's the most similar among all of these. I don't think there is something better one here currently."

    "Okay, to the register we go. I guess."

    "The tag said 29,500¥ It's on sale."

     "Oh...that's not so bad for a high quality jacket. I think? They're usually 35 thousand yen or more."

    They went towards the register, Masachika was standing behind as Alya purchased the jacket.

    "Are you gonna wear it now? Or not?"

     "No, I'm not gonna wear it. But my backpack is full already."

     "Mine's still got space. You can put it in mine. If- if you don't mine though."

    "I haven't even worn this yet. You don't need to act like I'm gonna put my bra in your backpack~"

    Masachika looked at her, surprised. What she said did make sense, he was acting awkward for no reason. Alya hadn't even worn the jacket yet.

    "Sorry."

    She folded the jacket up, opened his backpack and put it in.

    "What time is it again?" 

    "Uh.. 18:13. What's your secret plan though?"

    "You didn't tell me yours, I'm not telling you mine."

    "I see..."

 

       

 

—•—

 

 

    Ding! "Door opening. This is the first floor."

    "Is it outside? Or inside?"

    "Just follow me."

     Masachika followed Alya as she swiftly walked between the crowds towards the exit. He wondered what it could be.

     She isn't taking me to a torture chamber to force out a lie from me right? No....the hell am I thinking about...

    As they left the mall and went outside. He was sure it had something to do with winter. The air had began to become colder but still warm like a spring morning.

   He followed her as she directed towards a small alley. He was skeptical but still followed suit.

   "Alya? Why are we heading into this sketchy looking alley?"

   "Don't worry, I know where this leads."

   "Are you sure? I feel like a yakuza member is gonna stab me and take you away or something."

   "Oh really~ Would you protect me then?"

    What? I said that as a joke! What am I supposed to say?

 

    "Uh..Yes?"

    "Yep. I'm gonna be kidnapped then. You sure don't sound convincing. What happened to the 'guy' who knocked a delinquents teeth out?"

    "He's gone, that 'guy' is not useful against surprise attacks from the armed yakuza."

    The alley suddenly opened. Leading to a large ice sculpture collection.

   Masachika stood back for a moment from the sudden view. He had guessed roughly it was related to winter but not ice sculptures.

    "Ice sculptures?"

    "Follow me."

    He yet again followed her. She led them towards a large sculpture of a playground.

   Surprisingly, only the outermost part and supports were made of ice, the insides were covered with wood and carpet.

    "I didn't expect it was wood on the inside. It's kinda warm here."

    "The nature committee makes these sculptures every year from November to February. They use wood and carpet because these things are designed to be walked and played in."

    "Why'd you take me here then?"

    "I come here with Masha every year during November or December. She said she didn't wanna go this year because the ice was too cold, supposedly. I just, well wanted to keep the tradition going." 

     "Oh..I see. I don't really understand but, yeah these seem well made. Also, no offense but aren't Russian people supposed to be immune to the cold or something? I'm surprised this carpeted warm box is still cold for Masha."

   "Very funny, I'm laughing so hard...What a great joke.” said Alisa,  in a flat sarcastic tone.

    They were sitting in the top of a castle like tower of the playground, which could only be accessed by a ladder inside, momentarily cut off from the rest of the world.

    "Anyway, what's the secret plan you made? Is it this ice thing?"

   Alya looked at him for a moment, before smiling suddenly.

    "Nope...well~ it's this!"

     Phud!

    Saying that she suddenly tackled him towards the wall. Masachika gasped in shock. He was pinned against the wall with her on top in a blink of an eye.

     “Hey! What the hell! Ow! The ice is still considered solid you know?!"

    "I'm not sorry."

    "Heh?!"

     Looking at Masachika, Alya came closer to his body.

     "I'm cold, let's warm up~"

     What the hell? Huh? What's gotten into her? This feels like deja vu...somehow. This is wrong? But it feels like this happened before? What's she gonna do to me?! Wait!... Shit! Did my perverted imagination manifest? What?! Yes! It fucking did! 

     "But w-!"

     Before Masachika could say anything, again, Alya put her hand over his mouth, it felt icy. He didn't expect her hand to be so cold.

    She is really cold huh....Is her blood circulation okay?! Why didn't she tell me this? She didn't bring gloves? I should've checked! She was cold all this time! You let her be cold!

    "Just stay still and be quiet."

    Alya wrapped her arms around his chest. Her breath was loud and slow, he could feel her body weight on him, she was giving off a small amount of heat.

   Their heartbeats could be felt by each other. The world was silent.

     Her body is so cold... is she fine?! Did she dress too lightly? What about the jacket? She could've worn that.. But most importantly....the elephant in the room....

    Masachika's heart started beating faster, he couldn't get the thought that her well... let's just say..boulders were in fact, pressing on his stomach and he was being closely embraced by a girl out of his mind.

   He tried to move, only to be hugged more tightly and stopped.

    His body temperature began to rise. Alya was still abnormally cold on top of him. It was both a good and a bad thing.

    NO STOP THINKING ABOUT THAT! NO! NO! GET IT TOGETHER! SHE'S COLD AND NEEDS TO WARM UP...by cuddling?? Wait... why is she!? HUH? Why am I in this predicament?? Since when could I manifest my thoughts into reality?!!?

    "Masachika...your heart is beating fast~ Are you getting excited from what I'm doing?~ Fufufu~"

    Alya had looked up at him, her head had been lying on his chest. She was smirking smugly.

    "N- no! What are you doing though!?"

    "Just warming up~, via body contact~"

    "That's exactly the problem!"

     She moved her right arm up, and quickly moved it forwards and pressed on his mouth again, signaling him to stay quiet.

   "Please? Just let me stay like this. Hug me back or something~"

   "Eh?! What kind of request is that??"

    Masachika mumbled from behind her hand. He was blushing.

   "[Oh look at that~, you're blushing...cute~]"

    He was pushed down yet again with unexpected strength from the girl on top of him. And then pinched.

    He flinched at the pain, Alya still clinging tight.

    "Do as I say, or there will be more from where that came from."

   Alya pinched him again on the back. He flinched slightly.

   Huh...is this..what it's like to have a yantsunderedere<1> girl be after you?

   "Ow! Stop pinching me!"

   "Hug me back then~, then I'll stop~"

   "......"

    After debating for a moment, reluctantly, Masachika moved his arms. He placed them around her back and head.

    It was absolutely embarrassing for him. 

    "Fufufu~, your heart is beating even faster... but that means I'll warm up faster~..."

    "......."

 

    They then stayed like that, till Alya felt warm enough.

Notes:

Notes:
<1> flavors of the fillings in the japanese snack taiyaki, explained by the blonde girl before.
<2> yantsunderedere means a obsessive, hides their loving feelings by being cold and a overly sweet person
yan: obsessive, aggressive in caring
tsun: hides feelings in cold manners
dere: joyful and expressive and caring(or means expresser, roughly translated)

 

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Chapter 4: "It's beginning to look a lot like chri- what?"

Summary:

The year is gonna end in a month, however the Raikokai has other plans.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text


    K-ding!

    "Oh, it's a message from Prez.". Masachika muttered. It was unexpected.

    "Everyone meet me at the student council room, today during lunch period. I have some news to share."

     "What could he need to say? I mean the year is gonna end in a month, I don't think there are any council related events though. Maybe a Christmas/New year thing perhaps? But won't that be arranged by the school itself and not us?"

     Masachika had been sitting at his desk, math period had just ended and it was physical education now. Alya had already left.

    "What do we need to talk about? I don't think there are events till winter break."

    While waiting for a reply, he put his phone down and put the math book back on Alya's desk.

    Masachika got up after moving his table back into row and went to his locker to get his gym clothes. 

     He disliked PE, not necessarily because he was weak physically or the teacher was annoying, it's because he was cursed on ball games, which they played almost every single time.

   It's as if the flow of calamity had been used on him.<1>  

      "Ah well, it won't hurt to hear what he's gonna say, it's something that's important enough to have to explain in person."

     After slinging his bag over his shoulder, he looked over at his classmate. 

    "Hey! Takeshi, let's go quickly."

    "Wait! I think I forgot my jersey!"

     Takeshi was one of his close friends. He was bald, bad with girls, school subjects and dull in reading the room. But he was trustworthy and a great friend.

    As he watched the buzz cut buzz around the class, Masachika's phone buzzed.

    Oh did Prez reply? Shouldn't he be preparing for the next class now?

    "I'm sorry President, I can't meet up today. I have urgent business to attend after lunch. I will listen to what happened from a member tomorrow."

    It was Ayano out of all people to reply. Masachika wondered for a bit on why she would miss a council meeting, was the matter that important? She usually followed Yuki wherever she goes. This time she seems to be going alone.

    "Aha! I found it! It was in Hikaru's locker! I forgot that I forgot my jersey in the gymnasium and he took it with him!"

    "I sometimes wonder how you got into Seirei...."

    "Hey! Don't make a fool out of me! I'm smart!" Takeshi said in a serious tone, looking at him.

    Masachika shook his head at his sorry friend. 

 

    

  —•—

 

 

     "Hey, What's the news? President?" Yuki said energetically. The chair next to hers was empty.

     It was lunchtime. The student council room, everyone except Ayano was present. Masachika luckily survived today's PE.

     Touya paused for a moment, took a deep breath, then looked at them with a serious expression.

     "All members expect our general affairs representative is present, I now have some news to share."

     Everyone was taken a bit back at the statement. The president seemed grave, though he usually is in a good mood, even when there was negative information. The news was clearly bad news.

     The atmosphere grew thick, tension rose. Everyone was awaiting the arrival of the news on the edge of their seats

     "As we have discussed previously, the Christmas event organizing responsibility was transferred from our end to the Raikokai due to the incident during  the cultural festival, as an apology of some sort."

     The council members nodded in agreement, they had already talked about this last week. Expecting to host the event beforehand, hearing that news had taken a burden off their shoulders.

    Touya continued "But yesterday, around afternoon, I was contacted by the Raikokai's general relations officer who informed me of new developments."

    He paused for a bit. Kenzaki got up and took a  enclosed file off the drawer behind him. 

     "Open this and read as I explain." He said while putting the file in the middle of the table.

    Masachika who had been sitting in the middle, took the file and gave a copy to each member.

     Touya sat back down and began speaking. In a neutral tone.

    "The Raikokai has decided to not host the event."

     "What?!"

     "Huh?"   

   Everyone gave exclamations of surprise and annoyance at the information. They hadn't expected that the event would be canceled.

    It was something that was looked upon and awaited patiently by many.

    "Please, listen, the event is not canceled. Let me explain."

 

     "Oh~ it's not canceled? What?" said Masha, tilting her head. She had poured tea for everyone and sat down ever since she came in the room.

 

     "Allow me to continue , I have further news to share." Touya smiled gently.

    The mood lifted slightly when the president smiled. Kenzaki didn't seem that grave anymore, although he still seemed a bit down.

     "We all know that the event consisted of end-of-year speeches, a play made of volunteers, a concert and an exquisite ball planned to happen, and other minor entertainments starting December 19th Friday after classes and ending at Sunday afternoon. As shown on the file."

     "But the relations officer informed me of the fact that, due to urgent unplanned coincidences, they are unable to continue and host the event."

    The president continued.

    "Due to emergencies, the responsibility of hosting and managing this will be transferred back over to us. Unfortunately , we only have about 3 weeks to prepare for everything." The president finished saying it with an agitated tone.

      "Prez! Really? This isn't a lie right? It's not a joke?" Masachika asked, hoping it was a joke, knowing it isn't.

    All members were thrown into a frenzy, having trusted the Raikokai, they had left the matters of hosting and forgot about it. If they had known, they would've began half a month ago, so it could be taken slowly and lightly.

      "Damn! Three?! Three damn weeks to organize everything?!" Yuki stood up and paced around the room, stomping madly.

      "Oh, nooo....dang ittt." groaned the treasurer

      Alya had especially been looking forward for the events, walking around the festive school with Masachika was now a dream of the past.

      "Calm down people! Sit down!" Chisaki yelled. Everyone instantly stopped.

     "Thank you, Chisaki." 

      Kenzaki stood up from his seat, clapped his hands once, as if a magician was diverting the audience's reaction.

     "I know the task of hosting and organizing is daunting being suddenly handed over, but fear not! This is a great opportunity to prove our worth even more! Besides, as the Raikokai cancelled on us, they have decided to at least lend man power and connections."

     The student council members moods lifted hearing at least they got help. But still, they were agitated at the sudden change in plans.

     After a brief moment of stillness passed as everyone thought what they should do, someone broke the silence.

      "Prez, I have an important question." 

      Masachika looked at Touya in the eyes, before asking.

     "How the hell are we gonna assign who does what?"

    "Ah." Kenzaki thought for a moment. He seemed puzzled. As if the problem never crossed his mind.

    "I have no idea."

    Masachika sat still, the answer the president gave was not what he expected.

    I don't know? What?! Huh? Damn! How are we gonna assign roles?

    As the members yet again sank into deep thoughts, suddenly Masha spoke up. 

    "How about we let the students choose? It will be great! We can have votes on each of the roles!"

    Everyone looked at her in shock and confusion. The girl who said that seemed unfazed, although the idea was bizarre, it wasn't a bad suggestion.

     "What?"

 

 

  —•—

 

 

 

     Students clamored after each other, swaying just beyond the edge of a stampede. They were all directing towards the same room.

    "Ow! Who hit me?"

    "Hey! Watch where you're going!?"

    "Where did my hat go?!"

    "Look! I can see the door!"

    Such words were being said by many people. What had caused this commotion was, well... the idea proposed by the secretary of the council.

    Since no one else had a better idea or objected with a good reason, the suggestion was actually implemented. 

    The announcement was made stating all students if possible, should vote their own personal candidate which they think is most suited to take head for the roles of the Christmas events. 

    "FORM A STRAIGHT LINE! WAIT PATIENTLY FOR YOUR TURN! IF YOU GET OUT OF LINE THE DISCIPLINARY COMMITTEE WILL TAKE ACTION!" growing tired of the commotion, Chiskai yelled.

    The vice-president was standing on a chair without a megaphone. Her voice booming. Students in the vicinity instantaneously formed a perfect line in a matter of seconds.

    The threat of using the disciplinary committee worked flawlessly.

    "Why are students rushing in so fast just to vote? I know the time limit is today but is the matter that serious?" Alya was in the room with Masachika and Masha. They were the ones taking in the paper votes and sorting them into boxes.

    "Even if this is an unplanned voting procedure, it's basically the same thing as electoral votes. You can get a grasp of fans for each election pairs and what the students think of your capabilities are just from this Christmas role assignment." replied Masachika, standing in the middle of the room. There were about 7 people in his line.

    "Ohh..I see, so if you don't get voted and win on the role of the ball, for example, basically the whole school thinks you don't have enough capabilities to make a good ball."

     The election pair looked over at the caramel haired girl who had just said that. It was true, if you thought you could direct the thing wonderfully, believing in your own capabilities, but got almost no votes, it would hurt a little.

    "You don't sugarcoat words don't you?" 

     Masha tilted her head at her little sister's remark. Alya looked pale. 

    "Hey, don't look so dead... Even if you don't get voted and get assigned something else, you can prove that you can adapt and do it too." Masachika looked over at Alya, reaffirming her. 

    "Yeah, I guess..." Alya smiled a little, looking down.

     The students gave votes by writing a number, which was assigned to each council member for the occasion, on a piece of paper and putting it in the corresponding box. Today was Monday, a few hours after the suggestion.

    "Who did you vote for the concert? I chose Kujou."

    "Oh really? I voted for Suou."

    "Wasn't it Kujou who sang in a concert? I think she would be a better pick to be assigned it."

     "Hmm, fair point. But I still already voted for Suou. She's got more pop culture knowledge you know?"

    People who had already voted were leaving and exchanging some words. Yuki caught hold of this conversation while coming in.

    "Oh my~ Would you look at that.I'm competing with Alya for the concert role, I wanted to orchestrate the ball but the concert seems interesting too. Masachika~, Do you think I can organize the concert better than her?" she purposely said it out loud so that Alya could hear.

    Alya's brow twitched at the aggravation, she almost gave in but stopped herself in time when  Masachika gave her a sideways glance. 

   "/Don't fall for the trap!/"  his eyes seemed to mean.

   "/But-!/"  she replied.

   "/No!/" he raised his eyebrow a little.

    They held a short conversation via eye contact briefly. Yuki noticed this and smiled. She came around the table and whispered something in Masachika's ear.

    "Huh?! What the hell?! No! Nothing happened!" Masachika stammered at her words. He stepped away from the little demon next to him. His cheeks became a bit red.

    "Fufufufu~. So it is true~" Yuki giggled at the reaction of her brother. Glancing over at her, Alya  seemed surprised and confused.

   "I'll help around a bit here... Hey! Masha~ Let me help you."

   Yuki went away and towards Masha and began sorting some things.    

   "God, dang it. I can never let my guard down around her... ughhh." he groaned. "(What was that?)" he muttered silently.

    Alya who saw the whole ordeal, left her table to a worker lent by the Raikokai, came over to Masachika. Another person came and took over his table too.

    "What happened? What did she whisper to you? You gave a pretty interesting reaction." she asked, looking at him. Alya was only curious.

   "Well.. she-.. never mind, you're better off not knowing... trust me."

    This only instigated her curiosity even more rather than put it out. What Yuki said to Masachika was now an important thing to know.

    "That only makes me wanna know even more...If you keep declining, I won't stop~. You will tell me~" Alya said in a playful enthusiastic tone.

   Masachika looked at her for a moment, thought briefly, then spoke. "Nope. I'm not gonna tell you what she said word by word, it's better for you that way. Please?"

   "So it's something you can't say to me? Your trust worthy partner~? <2>" 

    "(Hey! Don't say 'partner' like that in public! What if someone hears?)"

    Alya looked smug, she was planning something. Not something evil, but something bad for Masachika.

     She came a bit closer, still aware there were people in the room and there was no dividing walls...smirking.

     "Did you know of the fact that if you don't tell me, I'll hug you right now in public? Partner~? It's a great excuse for me to give you affection, you know~.

     Masachika froze in terror, the girl had made a threat. Alya giggled quietly.

     Shit. I can't tell her that Yuki said "Did something happen last weekend~? I found a piece of clothing on your bed, you know? It smelled like a girl~".

   Damn..Do I make up a lie? She saw the tie Alya accidentally left when she came over to do homework, I had put it on my bed so I don't forget but damn I forgot it!

     Masachika didn't say anything for a moment. Alya looked even more smug.

    "I'm gonna start counting down~! Tell me or else~!"

     Quickly! Make up something that's believable! Not things like "She said I forgot my homework" that's not something I would show that kind of reaction to!

     "Here we go~, 5 , 4 , 3, 2-" She started counting down while simultaneously coming closer. Alisa was not bluffing, she was actually gonna hug him in this room, full of students.   

      Masachika managed to string enough words together.  

     "(Gah! Yuki asked whether if we kissed each other or not!)" he whispered at the last second. It was partly true to what Yuki said, technically.

    Alya stopped, her face becoming dull. Mouth open in shock.  

   "She-...what?"

     "I'm not gonna repeat myself." Masachika backed away a bit, trying to regain composure.

     The smug confident girl of a few seconds ago was nowhere to be seen. Only a quiet and embarrassed Alya had been left in the wake.

    "Oh-....That's why you..reacted like that...". She started playing with the ends of her hair, like she usually does whenever she's flushed.

    "Are you satisfied now? Hearing what she said?"

   Alisa had been completely caught off guard by Yuki's supposed whisper. She had thought it would be something else she could tease Masachika with. 

     "......"

    Alya stayed quiet, looking down. Suddenly she turned on her heels and walked off.

    "[(Make it true then....)]"

    "Eh?" Masachika truly did not hear what Alya muttered while she swiftly walked away. He intuitively knew it was a russian statement but couldn't quite catch it.

    

 

 

 

—•—

 

 

 

    "Hey! Look they're putting up the results!"

    A adult in gray clothes labeled "Seirei Private" was putting up posters with the voting results. It was Tuesday, the day after the initial meeting. The workers had finished sorting and counting votes.

    Not even the president of the student council knew of the results, what was being put up was all new to everyone.

    Each of the roles had their own posters. The ones which required two people were the ball, play and concert.

    "Oh! That's what I expected and didn't expect. Interesting.."

   "Oh, so he's in charge of that?"

    "Hey! Look! She won!"

     There was a total of 4 different posters. The top results were as the following. 

    Concert:

     Alisa Kujou- 51% 

     Masachika Kuze-  23%

 

    Ball:

      Yuki Suou-  56%

      Mariya Kujou-  37%

 

    Play:

       Chisaki Sarashina- 42%

       Ayano Kimishina- 29%

 

    Miscellaneous/Speeches:

       Touya Kenzaki- 78%

       

    

   "Oh?.. Hey! Alya! We got chosen together for the concert!" Masachika saw their scores while memorizing the others through the crowd.

   He had turn around to Alya who had been standing behind him, or so he thought.

   "Hey, hey.. (Onii-chan), I'm not Alya, you know? God that girl really got into your head for you to be calling any girl automatically by her name huh?"

   It was Yuki, who had been standing behind him, not Alisa. She had already moved around the crowd to see the results.

   "Since when were you here?" Masachika asked.

    "All that movement from her last weekend really messed up with your mind didn't it? Did going forwards and backwards shake and damage your brain?" Yuki muttered, talking in a tone like a disappointed mother.

    "The hell are you talking about?! What brain damage?!" 

     "Come on~.... You don't have to hide the fact you two did something over the weekend.. Why would there be her tie on your bed then~?" Yuki stated, smiling innocently. Suddenly her expression changed. 

     "Don't tell me it's not her tie?? Oh my god! Are you cheating on her? Is it a perverted harem fantasy? What's the new girl like? Tell me~....Is she one cup larger? Could it be... Masha?!" she continued on yapping, not giving her brother a chance speak. She made one final statement, dramatically.

    "Yuki!?! Shut the hell up! You're the one with brain damage! Stop with the blabbering! Did you forget where we are?! Damn!" was all Masachika could say and do at the moment, he couldn't do what he usually does to Yuki here. 

   This is all because I forgot to put the tie in my backpack........

    "Brain damage?" someone suddenly asked from behind. His heart froze. It was a familiar voice.

    Out of all times, now she shows up?! How much of our conversation did she over hearrr?!! I'm so done for...

    Masachika turned around slowly. Alya came back from the crowd and had found him. Luckily, she wore a confused look, not a disgusted one.

    Phew, I think she only heard my words. Masachika calmed down a bit. He scratched his head, went closer to her, and beckoned to go. Leaving Yuki behind.

    "Alya...let me tell you one thing." he said, looking at her seriously.

    "Uh... yes? What is it?"

     "You still haven't fully understood and came to terms with, well... Yuki's personalities right?"

    "Yes?..I still don't understand whatever she does in that supposed 'cute lil sis' mode." Alya replied, taken a bit back at his serious behavior.

     "Ignore Yuki and whatever she is doing, saying to me or you, for today and tomorrow. Please..." Masachika looked at Alisa, he seemed like a tired old man, lecturing his grandkid.

    "Okay? Alright? Are you fine?" she asked, worryingly. Masachika spoke like he was on his deathbed, saying his will.

    "Ignore her teases. Pretend like nothing happened if you happen to hear what she says."

    Alya paused for a bit, and thought back to the time they arrived at the Suou mansion, the days after her birthday, and times even before those. Gradually, Alisa's face began to sink.

    Hey……..

 

    Stop remembering what she said!....and what you did... uuuuu~~. Why are you remembering now?!

    Stop recalling everythingggg! I can't believe I did those…. things....

 

    Masachika hadn't noticed the girl next to her ticking down. It was about to explode soon. Although she already let out a tantrum on him and reflected on her actions afterwards, there was gonna be a second time, with all of the leftovers plus everything else. 

   They had left the hall and were walking towards their classroom.

    "Alrighty! Yuki matters aside! How do you wanna do the concert? We got paired up luckily.. I still don't quite get why I was voted too though. Maybe because I was the manager for the previous concert?" he said, trying to break the awkward stillness. Masachika was back to his usual playful mood. However, the clock was ticking down even more.

    As they entered their class, it was empty. Everyone had left to see the posters, he figured. Masachika walked towards his desk and got his wallet. It was lunch period and he hadn't gotten anything to eat yet.

   Alya stayed silent, looking away from him. Finally, he noticed her behavior.

    "Hey.. Alya? You seem a bit down.. Are you okay? Do you have anything to say?" he asked, gently.

     "......" she continued being silent, still purposefully looking away from him. Something was wrong.

     "Is something the matter? You can tell me, you know? Did you want something else than the concert?" Masachika knew Alya was thinking about other things. He walked closer, but still kept some distance.

   

    "[I feel... shameful....]"

    Alisa said, clearly sounding and looking depressed. It made his heart ache, it hurt in a strange way. Masachika felt bad for some reason, as if he did something he shouldn't have, as if everything was his fault. The ticking bomb didn't explode, rather it was absorbed.

    After a brief moment, he spoke up.

    "I can't understand Russian but...did you just say something along the lines of 'I feel bad' ?"

   "!"   

    Masachika noticed the change in her breath. Alisa looked at him surprised.

   "So you did .... what's making you feel so bad?"

    Shortly after, he continued. "As you said yesterday...I'm your.... partner, heh. You can tell me the things you want " 

   But she still stayed quiet. After thinking of what to say, Masachika told her.

    "I'll do anything you say, as a payback from before the debate. What's bothering you?"  

    Alya was sitting on her desk. She didn't expect he would give this proposal, alike to the one she gave before.

    She paused for a bit, her mood improved a little.

    ".....I feel like...I feel shameful for the things I did to you.... For some reason, I'm recalling everything.. I did so many stupid things... I was so clingy and...and undisciplined..." Alisa took a moment, before muttering. "I'm.. I'm sorry, Masachika."

    Alya said that while looking in his eyes, and then put her head down on her table. Her beautiful silver hair dangled down, covering her face.

   Oh...she feels shameful and embarrassed about her actions of teasing me?.....Truth be told she was crossing the line a bit too much sometimes.. but it's not this.. this serious...

   "Hey... Come on Alya, do you really think that's such a grave matter? It's fine... you... you don't have to feel so bad about it, just... just be yourself, really... that's all that matters.. the things you did isn't enough to blame yourself this heavily." he spoke in a gentle tone, as if a parent was talking to their kid.

    "Even if you feel bad.. just remember that you have me..and everyone else. You don't have to stop whatever you wanna do, just because you think it's bad."

    Alisa moved her head and looked up at Masachika, he seemed sad, genuinely worried. He had crouched down in front of her table.

   "You mean that? Really?.." she spoke, quietly.

   "I can forgive you, if that's what you want, but understand that, I never was angry or thought you were shameful and undisciplined in the first place, you don't have to act like this.."

    Alya paused for a moment, then smiled, smiled happily, even if it was a little curve of the mouth. Her eyes loosened, brows uncurled.

    "I see..."

    She finally moved up and sat straight, the previous mood seemingly gone, washed away by Masachika's kindness. Although some tiny puddles were left, her self loathing had disappeared.

    "So you don't think I'm shameful?" Alya asked him, in a subtle tone.

    Masachika nodded, "I never did, I can't quite put my finger on why you thought that."

     Alya seemed content and relaxed after hearing his voice, like a student who got told they passed the test, which they thought they utterly failed.

    Suddenly, she giggled. He jerked back a bit at the sudden change of emotions from her.

    "Then~.... for the promise you just made..."

     Masachika's heart sank briefly, he had forgotten he had said he'll do anything as payback from before the debate, in the sensitive atmosphere.

   What's with her? Is this the so called emotional roller-coaster? Uh oh. What's she gonna do?! 

    "Firstly~... Come around." Alya seemed to be instantly back in her usual mood, ordering him. It was quite strange how much her mood swayed in a matter of minutes.

    Damn. I dug my own grave with this one.... Masachika stood up and came around the table. He couldn't break his promise, when Alya had just come to her senses.

    Alya was smirking. Hey.. at least she's back to normal. He thought.  

   "Forgive me for copying your words yet again, hmmm.. fufufu~" she said after looking at him, bottom to up, for a moment. 

   "Hug me affectionately and show me love~.<3> Since you avoided my affection before, you gotta give it to me now." her voice seemingly echoed in the still classroom. The words hit like a rock.

    Masachika couldn't believe what he heard. Completely stunned, he took a step back, his mind in a jumbled mess. He blinked multiple times.

    "What?-" was all he could say.

     "I'm gonna keep copying your words at this point... 'I'm not gonna repeat myself'." Alya replied, smugly. She seemed to be enjoying every bit of his reaction.

    "......" 

    No way! No way, I'm not gonna do that! No! What?! Wasn't she a emotional mess a hot minute ago?

   Masachika's inner voice screamed, his heart pounding, blood rising to his face, frozen in place. 

     As a few suspenseful moment passed, he could muster enough words to speak back.

    "Hug and show you love?!" he practically yelled.

    "Fufufu~, that's right! I want you to show me love and affection! You promised to do anything~.... Besides..I already did that to you..Didn't I? You asked for it in the first place~..."

    "Make sure it's not just a hug, you gotta say affectionate things to me too.."

    "......" Masachika backed away a couple of steps. His mind was still a mess.

   "Awww.. backing away? You coward~."

    Masachika's cheek twitched at the aggravation, his pride was being suddenly poked at.

   "You won't do it? You're chickening out?"

    Boom! Bam! Repeated relentless attacks on his pride! It's effective! Masachika took 85 damage!

    "Did Yuki do something to get your brain messed up?! You're acting like her! Acting crazy! You know?!" as he finished replying, a board creaked somewhere, adding to the silence.

    "Am I?" Alya acted clueless, asking with an innocent smile, very much like Yuki.

    "Yes! Very much so!" 

     "Really?"

     "Yes!"

      "Are you sure?"

      "This isn't getting anywhere! You are! You are acting like her! Is this what she asked you to do?"

      "Nope." she replied, in a flat tone.

      Masachika groaned, he rubbed his temples. Alya was purposely acting dull.

     After a moment. He objected . "You want me to hug you? Me? What if I say no?"

    "Then I'll...." she thought for a bit. "....continually non-stop hug you in public tomorrow. Or you could hug me now and make that not happen. Fufufu~"

    Since when did she master the art of black mailing?! 

    He looked at her for a moment, she made the same threat of clinging on him in public yet again, for the second time, this week.

     I've got no choice huh?.... Either hug her now when there is no one around OR be shown to everyone and be in the gossip topic for months.

   "Alya..." he said. Masachika had almost come to terms with his situation. He had thought for a moment.

     "Finally gonna do it?~"

     ".....I don't know."

     "Hmmm~... Then-" 

      Before Masachika could answer, Alya stood up and jumped at him, in a way that needed him to catch her, otherwise she would fall and hurt herself.

   "Wha-" he grunted out.

   Phud!

   "Oww..but...hey! My plan worked!"

    Masachika had instinctively reacted and reached out, grabbed her with both hands behind her back. They were now on the floor with Alya on top, with the deflated Masachika below, holding her.

    "What the hell is with you and pushing me to the ground forcefully!?!"

    Oh my god... I wonder how many times she has almost split my skull open...5?

     "......"

      "Hey! What?! One dang day, I'm gonna crack my head open because you tackled me!"

    "....."

    "Alya! I'm saying things here!"

    She elbowed him in the stomach in response.

    "Heeugh-" Masachika made a weird noise, almost cartoonish.

    "Shut up and make the promise you said true on your end."

    Alya wiggled a bit into a more comfortable position for her. However it was not as comfortable for the alive body pillow below.

    "Whgaut?" Masachika was still reeling from the pain, mumbling.

     "Come on...I don't think I made you hit your head that bad.."

     God damn. Huh...

     He stopped his futile escape attempt and lay there lifeless, for a moment, thinking of what he should and shouldn't do. Finally, he thought of something.

     Just as Alya opened her mouth to say something, probably along the lines of "Hug me or I'll kill you." Masachika moved swiftly, making use of the short period which Alya had dropped her guard, even if it was a little amount.

     "Eep-!" she yelped. Alya had been suddenly flipped and embraced. They were now sideways, still on the ground, right behind their tables. The wooden floorboards felt cold, yet warm.

    "Masa- Masachika?! Hey! Wha- What are you doing??" Alya wiggled, trying to escape from her partner's grasp, she was flustered. Her whole body felt weird. Her arms were stuck, shaking. Alisa had been caught fully off guard.

    Her memory of a few seconds ago, gone, overwhelmed completely by the present.

     "......" 

     Masachika didn't say anything, yet. He still kept his solid grasp on Alya. She was facing at him as they were on the ground.

    Her head was at his neck, he had curved a little, covering her.

    Alya's heart started racing, her cheeks felt like they were about to burst, her brain, a unorganized heap, the body of a different person made her nerves go wild, sending disarrayed signals, her breathing quickened.

   The faint perfume of his clothes were the only thing she could smell, it was a familiar smell.

    Although she had touched and embraced him many times before, this time, it was different.

    Masachika was the one who was touching her, not her touching him. Although Alya had literally asked for him to do this, she still felt fear.

    The fear of being unable to do anything about the vast difference in biological strength. Her survival instincts kicked in, adrenaline started pumping.

    Suddenly, Masachika spoke. His voice was soothing, the atmosphere changed immediately.

   "Alya..you..can do this, I trust you. I trust you to be my partner, the concert director...anything even. But you gotta trust yourself first. You know?"

    Alisa paused. She stopped jittering. Her heart started to slow down. Her mind began to think normally.

     Huh...What was I even thinking about?....I feel stupid, I feel dumb for being afraid.. scared of his strength and thoughts, even if it was just for a moment. Heh..  I really doubted him, somehow....Stupid girl, I asked for this didn't I. Hah...

   After a brief moment. She spoke back, quietly.

   ".....I'm... sorry. Let me apologize, please. Masachika."

     He had noticed her physical behavior just a moment ago, Masachika started to gently stroke her head from behind.

     I think... I think I accidentally scared her by suddenly moving and locking her in place... Huh... I..feel bad.. If I did scare her like that.

    "I'm sorry too. Did I scare you? I didn't mean to. My bad.  

    Alya didn't say anything, however she moved in closer, loosening her body a bit, beckoning him to hug her even more tightly.

   "You were....I'm sorry. Also, apology fully accepted, We have nothing against each other now."

    Masachika slowly stopped stroking her head. He also loosened his body a bit. 

    The sunlight came in through the window, lighting the classroom in a soft, dim light. A gentle breeze blew in, it was refreshing.

    A few still moments passed, as if frozen in time.

    Then....

     

 

 

     

 

       Thud! Click! Clack! Whistle!

     "ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL! BRAVO! STRAIGHT OUT OF A ROMANTIC FICTION! ENOUGH TO MAKE ME SHED A TEAR, THAT'S SAYING SOMETHING, IF YOU KNOW MY STANDARDS!"

     Masachika and Alya's entire bodies were pulverized, down to the atom.

   Their hearts were squashed, brains were hit with sledgehammers, their body felt like chains weighing hundreds of elephants weighed them down. It was mortifying.

   Instantaneously, they pushed away from each other, almost hitting and kicking. They got up and looked at the door. Their brains hadn't fully understood what was happening.

    Blood immediately rushed to their heads, their faces became bright red, it felt like it was about to explode.

    It was Yuki, who was standing there, holding her phone in one hand, grinning with all of her teeth visible.

   "YUKI?! WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING H- HERE?!?"  Masachika yelled out desperately at the human who just appeared out of nowhere.

    "Just watching ya guys... Is that such a bad thing?~" Yuki replied tilting her head left, she was standing in the door frame, leaning on it.

    "HOW LO- LONG WERE YOU STANDING THERE?!?" Masachika yelled, he could barely construct sentences.

      Alisa looked completely lifeless, she hadn't moved or spoke since she got up. Her face was red to the point it looked like a medical emergency. She stood there, limp, staring at the door.

    Yuki came in through the doorway, smiled at her brother and then hit a sudden pose.

    "Just before Alya asked you to show her affection! Ba-thump!" She mimicked a gong with her voice, announcing it dramatically.

    Masachika and Alya looked at each other, eyes full of shock, their faces completely covered in the color red. Their brains were factory reset.

    After, maybe having a existential crisis, Alya finally yelled out.

    "WHY DO YOU HAVE YOUR PHONE?!"

     Yuki smirked, tilted her head down a bit, her mood changed dramatically, to the one of a mafia boss, somehow, in a sense.

    After pausing for a second, she spoke. "Oh... this? Heh....I.. I... took y'all's... pictures and vide-"

   Before she could finish, Masachika got up in record time, faster than an Olympic champion, dashed at the mischievous little annoying devil.

    But, Yuki who instinctively knew he was about to do that, via telepathy or not, she had dashed at the same moment, back into the hall, full speed

    "Yo- You will never catch me! Muhahahaha!"

    Yuki laughed like a villainess, her voice echoing down the hall, which just started to refill with some students.

   Masachika followed suit, but Yuki, who had a smaller figure, easily passed by the crowds, dashed off into the unknown..

Notes:

Fun fact, this entire damn chapter was NOT planned, at ALL. Not even a single idea for this. I just wrote it on a whim, which turned out great, imo. This gives me like an extra 7-8 chapters of content.

 

 

<1> A jojo reference, Wonder Of U.

<2> Alya said "paatonaa" a loan word from english, which can be both used for romantic and work partners. This time she implied the romantic side.

<3>Masachika had jokingly suggested Alya to show him motherly affection while hugging him, when they had just been challenged by Sayaka, in volume 3. Alya did actually hug him.

 

did you know that statistically, about only 20% of you have actually hit that subs- ahem, i mean kudos button!?!?

Chapter 5: “Not again..”

Summary:

Concert preparations begin tomorrow, sadly, unexpected events happen.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

    "Alright, students! Listen!"

    The homeroom teacher had come into his class. It was currently early morning, before the first period. Almost all of the students were present, a few were running chores around the school, which the teacher gently forced them to do.

    "I don't want be babysitting you guys, chasing after you to tell you and remind things for the short time this term has left. So I'm just going to say things now! I won't say it again!" The teacher took one glance across the class, before speaking.

    "You all know the term is closing, alongside this year pretty soon, sooner than you think though. Reminding you of end-of-term exams is pointless."

     "Although, I don't want to force it on everyone...there is something I want, personally." he looked down, as if in deep thought.

     The teacher took a moment, standing behind the table, looked up at them.

    "I want this class to rank number one on the leaderboard."

     "Excuse me, What?"

     "Leaderboard?"

     "Rank first on what?"

   Everyone was confused, they had no knowledge of the supposed 'leaderboard' the teacher just mentioned. They did know the term was ending soon but not of a ranking.   

 

    "Masachika~ ... do you know what he means by a leaderboard ?"

    Masachika looked at Alya, who had just asked him a question. She was looking sideways, with her head on her hands, hair tied, acting feminine.

     He noticed the weird behavior earlier, it was obvious she was acting different than usual.

   "No, not really." he replied bluntly, as if to mean 'I'm not interested in giving you attention.'

   Why is she acting so feminine suddenly!? What happened? Who's she trying to show off to?.........Wait... yeah... of course....it's me... who else....

   " Hmmm ." Alya hummed, she turned forwards, gracefully, somewhat.

    Suddenly the teacher spoke, he had finished writing something on the board with chalk.

    " The teachers get together and we, each year and term, privately, make a list for every class, based off a system. This was just decided to be made public just yesterday, that's why I'm telling you now."

   The thing on the board was a complex diagram, branching off into multiple sections, each labelled with different names, each class having different types in different sections.

    It looked hard to understand at first but if you look closer, it was actually delicately made, and easy to understand and sort things.

    "What I just made with the chalk is not the leaderboard, it's the system I just mentioned, behind the ranking. The actual leaderboard will look like this."

   He moved and drew a table, next to the diagram. It was your usual board that showed rankings.

   "The board will be simple, easy to understand. This is the thing that will be put publicly in the halls, from the end of this term onwards, every year, every term."

    "Huh?"

     "So we are competing with all of the other classes?"

     "Really?"

     "Ohhhh."

   The students now understood what the teacher meant by 'leaderboard' and 'place first'. They knew that they were being ranked by the teachers and compared to other classes.

   "Let me tell the basics of how 'points' are earned."

   The teacher opened his bag and then took out a small notebook.

   "Firstly, grades aren't the only thing that matters, they are important, but you can earn points for other things, it's not just limited to achieving good grades."

   He wrote as he went, summarizing in bullet points and key words on the board.

   "You can earn points from basically anything that can be officially recorded. What I mean by 'officially recordable' is it has to be well, obviously official and have witnesses. This is so you can't just claim that you helped an elderly woman and expect to earn kindness 'points', you must show proof."

   "As we discussed between each other, the board came up with a plan to cover the loophole...You personally will not claim anything you do. The points will either be given by a official member of the school on their own accord, or your fellow peers and seniors will pass on the news to us and if validated, you will receive points."

    Huh...that's... actually a good idea.. Masachika thought.

   "The main rule is, no one is allowed to claim actions personally for themselves. I will leave a detailed printed sheet during lunch. That's all, you may prepare for classes."

   The teacher got up, took his bag and left. Instantly, the moment the door closed, the class burst into conversations.

    "The rumors I heard were true!"

    "Really? You heard of this before? Why didn't you tell us?"

     "I thought it was one of those baseless claims, I didn't believe it at first."

    "Hey! So are we aiming for the top spot?"

    "Of course! Idiot! We are!"

 

    "( That's interesting...) " Masachika mumbled, he was leaning back on his chair a bit. His attention was focused on the diagram, trying to figure if it was fair or not, lost in thought.

    " [Are you thinking about me~?]"

     A voice seemingly echoed from his left, stopping his thoughts in its tracks and switching the topic. Masachika almost fell backwards as he was rocking in his chair, because of the sudden Russian.

    He looked at Alya, she was searching for something in her bag, looking like she didn't say anything a second ago.

    "Excuse me, did you just say something ? Alya?" he asked with his eye twitching.

   " Hmm ? No? I didn't say anything ~"

   "Are you sure? I swear I heard Russian..."

    Alya looked at him, she wore a confused look. "No? I didn't...you must be imagining things~ "

    "Imagine what ? Fake words? I don't think I'm senile yet though." he replied sharply.

    "[ Imagining me~.... ]" Alya spoke.

     I walked straight into that! Damn, She got me!

    " Hey ! You did say something ! Like that!"

    Alya smiled, still acting clueless. "That was the first time I've spoken Russian today~.. You must've imagined it before..."

   "....."

   Masachika stayed quiet, he moved back into his seat and began to get his things for the first period, the Russian words still lingering in his mind.

   Half a minute later, he had finished sorting things. Two classmates then approached Masachika.

   "Hey? Uhhh , Kuze? Can we talk for a moment? Quickly ?"

   He looked up, two of his male classmates were standing in front of him. It was number 17 and 12.

   " Hm? Yes? What is it?" he replied.

   " Uhmm.. can we talk about this outside? Do you have a minute or two? It's one question."

    Masachika looked at the two of them, they were strangely jittery, acting a bit embarrassed.

   Why step outside? What's wrong with asking here? I wonder why..       

    "Can't you ask it here?"

    They both froze when he asked them that.

     "We- shouldn't.. someone might overhear." number 17 finally spoke up after a moment, glancing somewhere behind him quickly.

    This is a bit suspicious....

   " Fine , one question it is." Masachika replied after thinking for a second.

    Alya saw them step outside, she didn't think much of it though, at first. But shortly after, she got a strange feeling of wanting to eavesdrop, weirdly enough.

    No, no, I shouldn't eavesdrop, besides it's something that's probably irrelevant anyways...I think...He's talking about random things, right?..but I wanna know what they're gonna talk aboutttt......wait...why do I care what they talk about? I have this strange feeling of wanting to know...but why? Does it matter? But....

     Alisa debated with herself, her mischievous side won for a moment, as she got up and walked towards the door, Alya managed to stop and come to her senses.

    While she was walking back towards her table, Alya heard the door open behind her, she looked back. Masachika came in. He looked annoyed.

   "Oh ? Masachika? What's wrong?"

   "It- It's nothing.."

   "What did they ask you? Was it something dumb?" she asked, unknowingly hitting the nail on its head.

   Masachika smiled suddenly before answering, "Yes, exactly."

   "What?"

   " Heh .. nothing.."

 

   

 

—•—

 

 

 

   Okay...uhh, now...oh yeah! I forgot about that! Hm, I need some help though..

   Touya walked down the hall, directing towards the student council room. He had just finished a call with someone who was now gonna help with the miscellaneous events.

   "Good afternoon, President."

   "Good afternoon to you too."

    He passed by some students, greeting them. Shortly after, Touya stopped by somewhere, it was the handicraft club.

   "Hey! How's the costume going? I know it hasn't been long but since I'm passing by I'm asking."

    "Oh, hey! President! Didn't know you were coming."

   "Sorry for the unexpected notice, asking for a costume in a short amount of time."

   "It's fine~, the costume materials have been brought here and the layout is decided, so.. all that's left is to stitch it together! Maybe uhh.. it's at 30% right now?"

   "Oh, I see. Great work then, notify the vice-president if you can't contact me when it's finished."

    "Yes sir!"

    Kenzaki left and continued walking towards the council room.

    After walking for a minute, he debated whether to text the group chat or find someone physically.

   I heard Suou and Kujou are busy.. Chisaki is working on the play right now with Kimishima, so that leaves.. lil sis Kujou and Kuze? I wonder where they are... their class is a small detour from over there..

   Touya decided to go to their class and ask them to help, after all, school just ended ten minutes ago. They shouldn't have went already.

   They should be there, I just gotta turn that corner....

 

     Shriek!

     "Al- Alya!?"

     "Th- ther- cockroach!"

     "Huh!? Cockroach!? Where?!"

     "Get i- it away from m- me!"

    What Touya saw around the corner was of a scene straight out of a comedy show. The terrified Alya had clinged and climbed on the surprised Masachika, yelling at the supposed cockroach, they were both bewildered, unaware of any other surroundings.

    The moment almost initiated a laugh from him after the surprise went away, but Touya managed to control his emotions.

    The president made a decision and stood there, waiting for them to realize he was there, watching it unfold, Kenzaki thought it was a great idea.

   "Oh! There! I see the th- thing! It's right there! Under the- heugh-" Masachika got hit before he could finish his sentence, by Alisa.

    "Don't make me look at it!" she yelped.

    "Hey ! Ow! I didn't say look at it! Am I supposed kill it or no?!"

    Masachika staggered back, but he still supported Alya, trying his hardest to keep her off the ground and balanced enough to not fall.

    "Wait ! It's climbing towards the vent!"

    " Stop making me imagine it!" she clung on even tighter, circling her legs around his stomach.

     "Alya ! Come on!"

     Masachika started to lose balance when she suddenly shifted her weight. He desperately tried to track the unsightly creator of terror while simultaneously moving little by little to stay balanced.

     " Hey ! It's actually going into the vent!"

     "Not a good enough excuse!"

     " Huh ?! What do you mean not an excuse ?!?"

     She didn't reply.

 

     " Alya ! It's gone now! It went into the ventilation! You can get off !" Masachika stammered, with his balance failing quickly.

    " What if it comes back ?!" she objected instantly.

    "No it won't ! Get off ! I'm gonna fall soon!"

    " Stop lying! " Alya yelled, she had shut her eyes and was clinging on for dear life.

 

     What are these two doing.....haha....

     It was entertaining for Touya, who, for the past few days, hadn't laughed. He had been too busy with council duties. The president still stood there, waiting for them to notice his presence.   

    Alya moved, trying to climb higher, farther away from the harbinger or chaos, not believing it went into the ventilation.

   " Heey ! Don't move!? I'm gonna fa - fall !" Masachika blurted out.

    Indeed he was beginning to enter the stages of falling, the first, losing footing. The brave captain fought dearly for his life, trying to keep the gold above the sea level, whose ship at last, will inevitably sink into the unforgiving cold ocean floor alongside the treasure...      

 

    Make sure she doesn't get hurt! Hurry! Grab her!   

    Alya was on his left, in an impromptu angled piggyback. Masachika summoned out the last of his strengths which had been almost used completely dry.

    As he slowly but surely fell, he managed to turn and grab onto Alisa and cover her with his body, to cushion the fall for her. He successfully managed and awaited the impact.   

    But it refused<1>. The painfully awaited moment never happened. The ground never came.

    For what felt like a eternity for Masachika, the scene only unfolded in a matter of seconds.

 

   " Hey ! Don't just accept fate and hit the ground like that! You know!"

   " Huh ?! Prez?!"

    Touya had scrambled forwards when he saw that Masachika was indeed actually falling, and caught them just before they hit the ground. The workouts helped tremendously.

    " Pr - President?!" Alya stammered after opening her eyes, she was equally surprised on when and how he had appeared magically just before they fell.

    " Why ? I mean how are you here?!" he asked Touya, looking at him with a shocked expression.

    "I went towards your classroom to seek for you two but, well... saw what was happening and..... I decided to watch...." he added, laughing a little.

     Kenzaki put Masachika down, alongside Alya on top him, who was still oblivious of her position.

    Masachika and Alya's blood started to flow towards their heads. Hearing that Touya had watched the entire thing unfold, wasn't a good thing.

    Am I forever cursed with spectators?.... he thought, recalling to the day before yesterday. He couldn't catch Yuki then.

   Masachika had talked to her on today's lunch, but it .. didn't work out as intended.

   When a few seconds passed, Alya finally became aware of the fact she was on top of Masachika, in front of the president.

    She wasn't on top of him in a suspicious way, only just piled on him.

   " Ouup -!" she exclaimed, pushing off him sideways onto the ground.

    They quickly got up and started dusting their clothes and fixing their hair. Trying their hardest to act like nothing ever happened. It was not working, sadly.

     Anyone could see that they were embarrassed, even a dull person.

   Touya understood what was happening and tried to help them, laughing at the two inside.

   "I, uh. . I need you two to sort and sign paperworks for everyone, we've got piles of paper in the student council room. It has all of the Christmas event roles and everyone said it would be appreciated if it could be done quickly. Are you two free today? I heard the concert preparation begins tomorrow, Friday right?"

   Masachika caught hold of the president's attempt to ignore what happened and played along, like it was a normal interaction. Alya hadn't yet.

   " Uh - Yes! Actually ! We are free today? Right? Yeah .. it begins tomorrow. We can sort paperwork today. Alya? ( come on. )" he said, giving a glance at her, whispering.

    Alisa also understood and nodded, smiling like usual, or so she thought, the smile was lifeless.

    Stiffly, the three of them went towards the room. The awkwardness was dissipating, they picked up some topics to discuss, joking a little, having conversations about the future events. The stillness improved.

    By the time they arrived at the room, everything was almost back to normal, almost.

   " Aalrightt ! Let's see the paperwork!" Masachika said cheerfully. His mood was back.

   Unfortunately , it went back down the instant when the president pulled out an actual mountain of paper.

   It stood at a whopping height of an entire hand. But, it didn't stop there, he put three others of roughly the same size next to it.

   Each one taking a bigger and bigger toll on Alya and Masachika.

   " Well... this is what you two need to do... the other members have already done their respective papers..."

    "........."

    "........."

    They both didn't speak, frozen, looking at the hundreds of pages of paper.

    " Uh .. I apologize for forcing this on you guys, but... well.. good luck. I'll help out for a bit before I gotta get going though."

    "... yeah.. I see ..."

 

 

—•—

 

 

 

    It was one hour and a half later since they had come into the room. Touya had helped out tremendously, probably saving them an extra forty minutes, but he had to do other things and left.

    They were now alone together, quietly shifting and going through pages.

 

    Alya connected their chairs together after the president had left and was working quietly, for now.

    The sun had began setting, still moderately high in the sky, covering the room in silky yellow hue.

     Masachika didn't object when she moved much closer, trying to focus on finishing the work early as possible. He had done roughly half as much as her.

    Like earlier today in the morning, Alisa was strangely more feminine , unlike what she usually is. Moving more gracefully and speaking in a different tone. In a way. He noticed her behavior again, but couldn't understand why.

    " Hnngh ! Ah, my hands are kinda sore..how long have we been sitting here, I wonder..." Masachika moved his chair back and got up to stretch.

    " Roughly an hour and a half~ " she spoke, seductively, for some reason.

   Hey, wait.....she..that's...not a normal tone!

   He looked down at Alya, she was still sitting, sorting through their paperwork. Her posture seemed more elegant, her movement more gentle. It's as if she was trying to act like a lady suddenly.

   After scratching his head at his partner's change in behavior, Masachika decided to ignore it, thinking it's for the better. Fatal mistake, sadly...

    "Wanna take a break? I'm kinda hungry, do you want something to eat too?" he asked.

    " Hmm~? Yes, sure."

    She is absolutely acting different...why though? What's with the sudden elegance?!

   Taking a moment to organize, Alya put the papers on the table in order, so it's easily accessible later.

    "Should we go together or do you want to wait here?"

    Without replying, Alisa wrapped her left hand around his arm and turned to the door. Masachika almost predicted this would happen.

    He knew Alya was going to decide to go together no matter what. But he only thought she would hold his hands, not his arm.

     "Okay? Together it is! As you say so!"

     Still saying nothing, she tried to open the door, it didn't budge , confused, she pushed again, still nothing.

   Wait a minute... since when was the door locked?! Neither Masachika or me got up since the president left....huh?

     "The door isn't opening.." she said, after trying multiple times.

     "Really ? Let me try-"

     Alya let go of his arms so Masachika could attempt to open the door. He moved forwards, thinking the door was only just stuck.

    Dud! Dut! Dut! Thud! Thud! THUD! THUD !

    Masachika repeatedly attempted to open the door, with each one being more forceful than the last. The room was absolutely locked. It doomed on him.

    No..no..no..it can't be........Damn it Yuki!!! I KNOW YOU CAUSED THIS! with that he let his last desperate attempt hit the door, all was hopeless.

 

 

—•—

 

 

 

 

    A few hours ago, Thursday. Lunch period, the empty ballroom hall, a mere human trying to strike a deal with the devil.

   "You will delete the videos and photos. Or else.."

    " Or else what~?" Yuki was grinning, knowing she had the advantage, her brother was in no position to argue.

     Damn it! She has the photos and videos saved on a hard drive which I don't know where it is! Shit!

    "......."

     Masachika knew Yuki had the upper hand, he couldn't come up with anything of equal value for the destruction of the blackmail.

    "Don't worry, Onii-chan ... I won't ever bever never show it to other people~ I promise with my pinky! " she said sweetly, holding out her small finger towards him.

   "I don't trust you!" he replied, backing away from the devil a little.

   "Awwww, you don't believe in your trusty lil sis? Tha- that....saddens me~" Yuki replied, changing her tone drastically and falling to her knees.

   " He- Hey! Don't be so dramatic ! Get up!"

    "Okay!"

     It was hard to believe this little mischievous gremlin was actually a real person. Her emotions changed at the flick of a finger.

    Yuki had instantly stood up and became cheerful, Masachika was still taken back at the scene, even if he was used to things like this.

    "What the hell?!" he exclaimed.

    " Trust mee~ I won't show it to random strangers! Hmmm~..... maybe some friends though~"

    " Yuki !"

     "I actually won't show it to anyone and I'll give it to you ....if you agree on something ~" Yuki circled around him, talking in a serious tone.

     Hell no! No chance I'm agreeing to the 'something'! It's probably something absolutely diabolical! No!

     Masachika twitched at the suggestion, but stayed quiet, he knew that if he agreed, it would be the end of his pride as a man and human. Leaving the blackmail would probably be better.

    " You know ~, you and Alya really looked close ~ Are you sure that she's just a friend ~? Come on... no girl will do that without having feelings ~ You too ~... I know you're not the type of guy to snuggle in bed and on the ground with a girl without having feelings ~ Fufufufu~" Yuki spoke, standing behind her brother.

     " Th- the hell are you going on about? !?" he stuttered, a bit embarrassed. He couldn't say anything else to defend himself, like he usually does, his tongue felt heavy. Yuki wasn't teasing him on a baseless accusation.

     "Fufufufu~ You do~...Come on, make me an auntie already! Be fast! It's not like y'all didn't do it before right~? Especially during the time we went to the beach~ Next time, you two just gotta go unpro-"

     "Shut the hell up! No ! We didn't do anything ! Why are you so obsessed with it, anyways? !" he cut her off, before things could worsen even more.

    "Is it that bad for a little sister to want to become an aunt ? I want to play with my niece and nephews before I graduate and go away!" Yuki added, smiling.

   Oh my god.....where did she get this stupid idea?!?

    "I'm not gonna have kids now ! What fucking series did you read this from???"

    "The wonderful series called my imagination ~"

     " Just ...j-, oh my god.. can you.. just delete the things? Please ?" Masachika spoke, after thinking for a while. He had given up on listening to Yuki’s blabbering nonsense. His tone was that of a desperate man.

     " Hmmm ~... I said only if you agree on something ~" Yuki replied, tilting her head.

     Shit... that's the only option I have?!

     Reluctantly, Masachika decided to , at least hear what she has to say.

    "..... aaughhhh... fine, what's the 'something'? It better not be something idiotic.." he groaned.

    "Yay!"

     " Just tell me..." Masachika's mental health was drained. Yuki's blabbering took a heavy toll. Although he did recover during the classes after lunch, mainly due to Takeshi, his energy was gone.

    " I want you to!...." Yuki took a dramatic pause.

    Please, be something normal....please....

 

 

    " to send me the footage of you two doing i-"

   Yuki got silenced, Masachika jabbed her stomach to temporarily paralyze and flipped her onto the ground.

    He then rolled her up in a long piece of a spare curtain, like it was something usual.

    Masachika had become more and more faster and experienced each time he folded up his unhinged sister when she yapped.

    This all happened in five seconds, you could say he should compete in the 'national putting annoying lil sis in a big fold' competition, he would most definitely win first place.

    "There, I'm not gonna take you out. And no, I'm not gonna agree to that condition, absolutely not." Masachika spoke angrily at the pile.

   The pile of curtains spoke back, in a mumbled fashion. " How dare you hit my beautiful belly! It's tarnished now!"

    She continued. " I'm gonna make sure it happens! I will have my nephews!"

   "No, you won't. I won't give you nephews that soon, wait until I'm at least 18! It's two years!"

    " That's too loooong! I want my nieces now!"

    "No." Masachika got up and started rolling the curtain, towards a corner.

    " I'm gonna throw upp! Stop spinning meaea~! "

     "You deserve this, I'm gonna leave you to rot forever here."

    He finished moving the gremlin into the left corner of the gigantic room. Masachika knew Yuki wouldn't be stuck like this for a long time. Lunch will inevitably end and students will find her sooner or later.

    " Damn you hero! You think you can seal off my demonic powers this easily? I will get my revenge! Mark my words you foolish human! " Yuki yelled out from under the cloth.

     "Tell me where the magical hard drive is!" Masachika replied, playing along with the topic. Hoping she would tell him if he did. 

     " Never! That's the source of my immense magic life essence! I won't ever tell you! "     

     "Then I'm gonna seal you off forever! Say goodbye to a merciful death and hello to eternal suffering!"

     " I will escape and thwart your plans! My prophecy will become true !"

     "I'll be waiting demon king ! I'll seal you back right away !"

    " It's demon queen! You dumb fu -"

    Masachika shut the door, sealing away the evil from the world.

    

 

—•—

 

 

   Back to the present, roughly two hours after classes, Thursday. The locked student council door.

 

     Pud! Pud! Pud !

     Damn, damn, damn it! She actually did something! Shit! The demon ki- queen's prophecy! What's it going to be?!

     Masachika desperately pounded on the door, Alisa didn't understand why he was acting like that. His actions were confusing.

   " Masachika? Are you okay? " Alya asked worryingly, she was standing behind him. Her lady-like demeanor stopped.

    " No , I'm not .." he replied, truthfully.

    " Eh ? What's wrong?"

    "........" he stayed silent, debating whether if he should tell the true circumstances or not.

    " Masachika ? You're worrying me.." she asked, subtly.

    "The door is locked, everyone is out of school right now probably, it's been two hours since classes ended, clubs also disbanded half a hour ago..I think we may be stuck here."

   "Huh? Stuck ?"

    " Yes . I think so." he responded, gravely. Masachika turned around and sat on the couch, already accepting his demise.

    "Isn't there a spare key in here though? Even if there isn't, we could just contact someone we know? They could get someone to open this." she stated.

   Wait! Yes! We can! I'm so dumb! I was so caught up with what Yuki was gonna do I got tunnel vision! Ahaha! No prophecy!

    At the same moment, he felt his phone vibrate. He pulled out his phone, wondering who it was for a brief moment.

   As he looked at the screen, Masachika's heart sank, his face darkened. It was from the unsealed demon. A threatening message.

  

    " If you attempt to contact someone from the outside to help you out...you'll know what I meant by showing to some 'friends', I will know if you do or not. Don't ask how. Also, I took the spare key ;)."

   Shit! was all he could think of. The perfect plan of calling someone else or just unlocking the door was shattered to pieces.

   His phone vibrated again and a new message appeared.

   " You better tell Alya to not contact anyone."  it read .

   Damn! Not againn!

    He recalled to the last time Yuki's shenanigans had gotten the two of them inside a locked space.

    That time they couldn't call someone because they literally couldn't , signal had been too bad inside the warehouse< 2> .

    However, now, even if when they did have a signal , contacting someone very well meant death .

   " Wait ! Alya! No ! Stop !" Masachika yelled at her, who had taken her phone out and was beginning to type in something.

   Alisa looked at him in surprise, she stopped for a moment.

   " What ? Why? Stop ?" she questioned.

    " Aaughh ! Don't!"

    "I don't quite understand what you mean."

    Alya, not listening to his cries, continued to type the message, inquiring where the key is stored. Unknowingly edging closer to their demise.

   Stop her! Now!

   Masachika got up in an instant, ran towards Alya and took her phone out of her hand, much to her surprise, and turned it off.

    “He- Hey! Masachika?! What are you doing ?!" Alisa exclaimed.

   "It's for the sake of our lives, don't contact anyone!" Masachika spoke as if it was his life support that was being unplugged.

   " Huh !? Masachika? Are you okay ? We're stuck here you know?! What do you mean by don't tell anyone? !"

   "..........."

    Gah! Should I tell her it's because Yuki is threatening to blackmail us?? Will she even believe that? Maybe!? She knows her personalities, but.......aaaaaaaghhhh!

   Masachika backed away, holding her phone, saying nothing.

   " Masachika ! Tell me what's happening ! Give me my phone back! We need to call the president or someone!" Alya pressed closer, annoyed.

   "..........."

    " Hey ! Say something ! You're acting really strange !”

   ".........." Masachika kept backing farther away, but hit the wall and stopped.

   "Hey! Talk !" Alya had closed the distance, she was pushing him against the wall. His options of escape were gone.

   Damn! I'm just gonna tell her the truth! She should understand, right?! Right!?

    " Okay! Okay! Promise you can stay calm though! It may be a bit stupid !" he blurted out, finally.

    " Huh ?"

    "Maintain your cool, alright?"

    " Eh ?"

    "Promise?"

     " Masachika ! What are you going on about?!"

    "Just listen to my reason!" he said, edging away from the wall.

    Alya stood there, watching him speak utter nonsense. To her, his actions made absolutely no sense.

    Masachika tried to begin telling her the truth, just before he opened his mouth, the silence was suddenly broken by her phone ringing. They both flinched at the sudden noise.

    Why is her phone not on silent?!

    " Hey! Give me that! " Alya demanded, she turned towards him.

    Masachika gulped, he knew intuitively it was Yuki, who was calling her phone. There were definitely no excuses to avoid this. Indeed it was the demon queen.

     ".........."

     " Masachika! "

     "..........." he didn't speak, his mind was filled with with thoughts going like, " If I accept this call...Alya's gonna find out Yuki's dumbass schemes...How will they stay friends or even look at each other afterwards?!"

    Masachika stood between her and the phone. He didn't know of the fact that, as Yuki already confessed her deeds, Alya already knew the whole shebang.

    "Hng-!" Alya darted forwards, passing by the slow-reacting thinking Masachika, snatching her phone and onto the table. Before he could move, she had picked up the call.

    " Helloooo~!" a voice rang, from the other side.

     Alisa froze for a moment, surprised that Yuki was the one speaking from the device.

    " Hey, wait! Yuki?"

    " Yes~? Alya? "

    "Eh?! Wait! You called me!" Alya replied.

    " Do you need help?"

    "Huh?"

    "Do you need help?" repeated Yuki, as if it was a normal question in this situation.

     " Wh - what? Huh?"

    "Do you need help?" repeated Yuki, for the third time, her tone didn't change at all.

    "Eh? well.... I guess I do ?" Alya gave in.

     " Ask away !"

    Alya paused, the siblings both were talking nonsense. Yuki for example, called her, and was talking like she was the one who had called her.

     " I'll help in any way! " Yuki continued.

     " Okay ?"

     " What's the problem? "

      Alisa took a second to process the conversation.

     "Weird situation but ...Do you know where the spare key for the student council room is inside here? I think I'm stuck here. It's locked."

    " Fufufufufu ~!" Yuki laughed.

    "Yuki? Why are you laughing suddenly?! I need you to come and open this if the key isn't here! This isn't funny!"

    Oh no....

    Masachika had been standing there, quietly, expecting the bomb to be dropped anytime. He was waiting for Yuki to tell Alya the truth.

    "Come on Yuki! I don't have all day! Can you come and open the door?" Alisa begged the other person.

    " Let me think~ " she replied, sluggishly.

    " Huh !?" Alya exclaimed.

     " Yuki ! Open the door!" he decided to yell after a moment,  his patience running out.

    The voice stopped, before speaking again.

     " Oh my~ Alya~!.....You didn't tell me you were with Masachika~... in a locked room~!" she teased. It worked, Alya became red, it seemed that she had grasped the actual situation, almost.

   Damn it! No! Yuki's playing the unknowing hero! She's manipulating Alya! She doesn't understand that it's all set up by her! The hero is actually the demon underneath! A wolf in sheep's clothing!

    "Th- that doesn't matter! Mas - Masachika and I were doing student council duties together! So wh - what if we're locked in a room toge - together?! Get me out! That doesn't mean anything !"

    " Okay~!....I'll come and get you two,  just don't try to do anything~ in the mean time.... but I have a bit of work to do right now so I'll arrive in a hour or later.."

    With that Yuki hung up the call, without letting Alisa say anything. She was still red, maybe refusing to accept the fact they were in a room together.

      Yuki's...damn..she avoided telling Alya the whole thing, now it seems like she's the savior when this all fricking happened because of her....aaaaaughhhh...what is she going to do now?!

    Masachika scratched his head, contemplating whether if his little sister was actually a devil or not. She seemed like an evil cupid who would force love onto random victims just for the love of the game.

    They didn't talk, Masachika sat on the couch and her on the table. A few minutes passed in silence.

    Alya had started mumbling in Russian, barely loud enough for even herself to hear. The duo had almost finished their assignment, with only one pile left.

    Alisa began sorting through the leftovers, muttering things to herself. Masachika could roughly guess her thoughts, it was obvious from the way she was acting.   

    " Hey ... Alya ? Let me help, we can finish this before Yuki comes." Masachika got up and asked her politely, knowing that she was embarrassed.

    "Eh? No ! Wha - I mean yes! Yeah sure!" Alya looked up, stuttering.

   ".........." saying nothing, Masachika got in the chair opposite her, not his own seat next to her.

    " Uhhh .. Alya? This is in the wrong place.."

    He picked up three pages, showing it to her. It had been placed in the wrong folder.

    "O- oh is it? I- I didn't realize, haha ...." she said, awkwardly, looking down.

    A moment passed, Masachika put the pages in the correct spots and tried to find any other errors, thinking Alya might've made a few mistakes.

   "[ You wouldn't do anything to me right? I think I- I trust you. ]" she spoke, out of nowhere.

   Masachika almost choked on his spit, barely maintaining his posture at the Russian remark. Luckily, Alisa had looked down so she didn't notice his facial expressions.

    Gah-! That's what she's been thinking about?!?

   " Wh- what?" he asked.

    After taking a second, Alya turned to him.

   "....can you do this?" she replied, casually, passing him half of the pile.

   " Huh ? What?... uhhh .. yea sure!"

   Alya's mood changed drastically, she was acting normal now out of thin air. Her strange mutterings ceased. Seemingly, all of it went out alongside the statement. Although, not all, all .

  

    Without really having a topic to talk about, they worked in silence, keeping each other company just by being there. The work finished surprisingly fast. The last pile left required much less time than it had usually took for the other three.

    " Finally ! That's the last page! Phew ! Prez really gave a chore to us, didn't he? This took maybe three hours total?"

    " Yeah ...my hands are stiff..we gotta do the concert preparation from tomorrow too thoughhhhh, ughhhh... This work is never gonna end..." Alya complained.

   Looking over at the clock on the wall, it showed 18:37. Huh, I would be at home usually now..but until this term ends... I'm probably gonna arrive much later.... she thought, predicting her future accurately.

   "I'm thirsty.. Masachika , did you get water? You were on supply refill duty last time." she inquired, her throat felt strangely dry.

   "I- uhhh.. yeah I did, it's in that upper shelf over there." Masachika answered, pointing at the corner.

   Nodding, Alya sluggishly walked to the shelf and got a bottle of water. The lights were turned on, curtains closed.

    Yuki was supposedly going to come in 30 minutes.

    As Alya sat on the couch and started drinking the water, Masachika's phone vibrated.

    It felt as if a demon grasped his heart. Reluctantly, he read the message.

    " Oh, yeah. I forgot to mention! The water bottles are laced with something~ It's would be greatly appreciated if you both drink it!"

    Shit! I let my guard down! Of course she had a trick up her sleeve! No! Damn it all!

   " ALYA ! DON'T DRINK THAT !" he yelled. Alisa stopped, almost choking when he screamed suddenly. But the bottle was already half empty, she had drunk most of it.

   " Hm ? What is it again? " Alya spoke, she sounded annoyed.

    NO! I was too late! Damn it! The hell did Yuki lace it with?! Wait! How did she know when to send this? Fuck! She's watching somehow! he thought, desperately looking around the room briefly.

   " Th- the water probably tastes terrible !..I forgot I left the bottles in the sunlight for a day before putting them in the shelves!" Masachika spoke, coming up with a half believable lie on the spot about water going “ bad in that short period of time.

   " Now that you mention it ...this water tastes  funny ...almost... almond like? If I had to say?" Alya believed in his stupid lie. Her mind started to function more slower.

   His phone vibrated again.

    " I found the thing when I was out shopping with Ayano...it was surprisingly cheap for 300¥. But the shopkeeper was selling relics for 500¥ too. He kept telling me if I gave him 1000¥, he would read my future..."

    "Anyways, I tried it out on Ayano first, don't get mad onii-chan, she consented. She said it tasted like almonds. The liquid works like the guy said it to be, a serum that makes people lose control, their most thought subconscious thoughts appear with some funny benefits~"

   Oh shit. He thought, Alya had just said the water tastes like almonds..

   "During test no.1 Ayano became strangely submissive. No.2, she became dominant, No.3 she showed both signs. Tests conclude that the potion does indeed have 'funny' benefits."

   "I laced the water bottles in the council room on Tuesday, I was originally planning to only let you two drink it while you were with everyone else. But.. well, plans change." it read, she sent multiple paragraphs after each other with amazing speed.

   "Yuki! The hell are you doing? What did you do to Alya?! Is the serum harmful? What's the damn cure?!" Masachika wrote back hurriedly, he saw Alya's eyes had became lifeless and she was sitting stiffly.

   " Good luck. The effect wears off in about an hour or maybe earlier."

   Yuki replied vaguely, not answering his questions. She didn't read his messages he sent afterwards.

    No! No! Not again! Why! Why is it always me?! No! It keeps happening! All the time! Why?! No! Aughhhhhh!

   Masachika hit himself in the head to make sure he wasn't dreaming, it hurt a lot. Then it dawned on him suddenly, Alya had already drank the potion Yuki bought, the effects were unknown, save the few test results.

    He didn't know what was going to happen to her. It could very well be life threatening.

 

   " Alya ! Are you feeling okay ?! Does your head hurt ? Do you feel anything weird ?" he hurried over to Alisa, jumping onto the couch, next to her. Her face was blank, staring into the ceiling. She had become limp.

   "Hey! Say something! Alya!" his voice became shallow, beckoning at the rag doll-like body.

   " Alya !" Masachika shook her shoulders violently, she still didn't react. Her body felt cold, his blood rushed, his arms went numb, adrenaline pumping.

    He suddenly became deeply afraid , afraid of losing her. Something was tugging him from deep down.

    He couldn't think, all he saw was the unresponsive Alisa in front of him.

   " Damn it!!" he yelled, collapsing next to Alya.

 

    Inhale-... exhale-...

   A sliver of hope appeared, he heard her breathe out loud, Masachika looked up instantly.

    Alisa looked to be only sleeping now, her body had become loose, the signs of her being alive was visible.

    She had sunk into the couch. The lifelessness seemed to have disappeared.

    Thank god! he thought. Truly happy.

    "Hey! Alya ! Are you okay?! Wake up!" he spoke, loudly, shaking her shoulders, not as violently as before though.

   Alya stirred in her slumber, mumbling almost incoherent words, " ...wh- what's wbong~? Let me sweep a libble..."

   "No, no.. Alya, you gotta wake up now! It's something important!" Masachika replied, gently. His panic had calmed down a little.

   "... Som- somethung imbordant? Fi- fime..I'll geb ub.. " after speaking on a level worser than a grade schooler, Alya reluctantly opened her eyes, to see the delighted Masachika beaming at her. The scene jolted her awake.

   She sounds cute, mumbling in her sleep... he thought, unconsciously.

    "Maba- Masachika?"

    It seems the serum expired and didn't work, I think....it only managed to knock her out for a moment....

    " I'm so glad you're okay. ." he said. Before Masachika realized himself, he had already hugged Alya, like it was his last chance to see her.

    Alya, who had just woken up, was absolutely flabbergasted.

   "What? Eh?! Eh !? EH?! MASACHIKA? !" she yelped, trying to break free from the sudden wake up hug.

   However, Masachika, did not let go. He kept his grasp on to her momentarily. Alisa's mental state was deteriorating, the breaking point had been already reached for a normal girl.

    She stopped struggling and became quiet. Alya could feel her mind becoming fuzzy, thoughts became a scrambled mess.

    Something....something switched off.

   "Alya, you lost consciousness and weren't responding for a bit..... you scared me. You know?" Masachika looked down as he spoke after letting Alisa go, he backed away a bit.

    It wasn't long before he realized Alya was acting a bit different, she had became suddenly quiet.

   Out of nowhere, without prior warning, Alya moved her hands and angled his head up towards herself with her index finger,

   Masachika felt fear and shock tremble throughout his body.

   Alya didn't have an embarrassed or shocked face, from the hug as she had a moment ago. None of those were visible on her expression.       

   What was visible was something enough to send shivers down Masachika's spine. She was smiling... smugly , in such a way that terrified him to the core.

    He couldn't explain in words on why he felt fear , probably something only someone in his shoes could understand.

   The conscious, sober side of Alisa had fought a brave and fierce battle, almost winning, but ultimately lost when the second commander in line, betrayed the captain and joined the evil serum's side of control on their own will.

 

    " Al- Alya?-....Wha- what are y- you d- doing?!" Masachika stuttered, he tried to back away, off the couch.

    Unfortunately, his feeble attempt at moving was insufficient. Alya moved at the same time and grabbed him by his collar, stopping him.

   " Alya!?" Masachika understood his situation, he knew what had gotten into her. He looked up at the icy queen who was smirking. The laced water bottle did its job well...

    All that hope for nothing... she isn't okay...oh no... wait... didn't Yuki say it brings out subconscious thoughts and Ayano became submissive/dominant?!? Wait, NO! NO! NO!

   Masachika was pushed down, onto his back, he lay there parallel to the couch. It was a big couch to mention, by the way, coincidentally the size of a single bed. All favors were in side of Alya.

    Oh shit.

    "[ Cute~ ]" she said, simultaneously climbing onto Masachika. It was not on his stomach, nor thighs, it was... well..... you know where .

   Our poor boy Masachika was frozen, unable to move, his primal instincts were starting to kick in, still reeling from the shock.

   This isn't real right? Right? RIGHT?

   He tried to convince himself this was all a stupid dream, but deep down, Masachika knew it was all real.

   "[ Are you excited ? You seem nervous ~ You ignored my lady mode today, didn’t you? ]”

    "N- NO! WAIT! AL- ALYA ! COME TO YOUR SENSES! ALISA ! NO ! THIS ISN'T YOU !"

    As Masachika desperately cried out, trying to move his locked arms and break his body free. Alya moved her head closer to his, bending down. Time felt abysmally slow.

    Smooch.

    She kissed him on his forehead, instantly deleting his memories, his will, his mind. Everything went blank for Masachika. He became lifeless.

   At the same time, his phone on the table vibrated. Yuki had sent a message.

  " That's the spirit! "

    She was indeed watching through a micro camera she had set up earlier that day.

    Yuki had already arrived at the school, she was waiting outside, with Ayano standing next to her, holding her phone which was transmitting the video.

    "[ It feels hot in here~.... ]" Alya muttered.

    She rose back up from the semi-unconscious Masachika, and started unbuttoning her top, bottom to up, much to the demon's delight. But, Yuki had decided to actually interfere if things went really wrong . ( ps: “really wrong” in her terms of thinking is basically never going to interfere. )

   Where.....where am I? Why..why do I feel heavy? Something, no... someone's on me...wait? Someone? huh? What's happening?

    Masachika was recovering from the tiny stroke he had, as he slowly opened his eyes, he was met with the wildest scenario any guy could ever only dream of...

   WAIT! I REMEMBER! WHAT THE HELL WAS I JUST DOING NOW? DID I LOSE MY MEMORY FOR A BIT?! NO! WAIT! MASACHIKA! STOP HER FIRST! ANY MEANS NECESSARY! NOW !

   You gotta appreciate his indomitable human spirit, any usual boy of his age would, uhhhh , you know? ( I'm not gonna say exactly what, just use your brain) well, fold and succumb to the temptation . However, our Masachigoat , had no such ulterior motives, currently . All that went through his mind was to stop and bring Alisa back to normal.

   Rustle~ Rub~

   Unfortunately , his will was beginning to falter in and out. It was becoming the greatest obstacle of his life to resist the voices in his head, and stop her.

   Oh my god! ALYA! What the hell did this concoction do to you?!??!? Put your damn shirt back on!!! Not really... WHAT! NO ACTUALLY PUT IT BACK ON!

   She's wearing blu-.... NO! DO NOT THINK ABOUT THAT! NO! RAAAAGHHH! DAMN YOU PUBERTY! YUKI! YOU WILL PAY FOR THIS!

   With that last attempt, Masachika pushed Alya with all his might, sideways into the couch, earning a surprised yelp from her.

    Instantly, he picked up her shirt off the ground and threw it at her.

   " H- hey ! Masachika ~?" Alya exclaimed, she sounded like her internet had got cut off in a ranked game, disappointed, somehow.

   " ALYA ! PUT YOUR SHIRT BACK ON! YOU'RE NOT YOURSELF RIGHT NOW!" he yelled, looking up and away.

    Weirdly enough, Alya started to actually put on her shirt, her face seemed sad. She was diligently listening to his commands.

     It was like a small kid complaining about not wanting to go to school, but simultaneously wearing their backpacks and shoes.

   " There -...now what? You prefer it with clothes on~?" she spoke after putting on her shirt.

   What? was all he could think of, Alisa was a completely different woman currently. This was not the Alya he knew, at all. He convinced himself this was a stranger with the same name and looks.

    " Alya ! Come to your senses ! You're acting like this because you ingested a suspicious substance !"

       Alya looked at him a little, her expression changed instantly, tears began flowing down her cheeks.

   Huh? What? Why is she cryinggg!? Now of all times?!

    "Hey?! Why are you crying so suddenly?!" he asked, annoyed and worryingly.

    "[ Y- you.. hic- don't li- like.. hic- m- me? hic- ]"

    Huh ?!

    "No I don't hate you !" Masachika reflexively answered, not realizing she asked him in Russian.

   "[ Then.. hic- wh-, why did you.. hic- push.. hic- me off and ye- yell hic- at me? ]" she sobbed, hiccuping many times between her words, almost blabbering.

    Is this really a potion ? It just seems like potent alcohol that doesn't smell...Also...Masha and she are really alike in some parts....weirdly enough..do they know they act almost the same?! Is there an inherited gene that causes them to act like this when they are drunk?!

   " Alya ! It's because you're acting wrong! I don't hate you ! You need to realize what's happening !"

   She looked at Masachika with teary eyes, now clothed properly, in a messy way though.

   " I'm ac- acting hic - wrong?"

    He came a bit closer, thinking Alya was beginning to become sober.. He didn't really know.

   "I don't know if you will remember this when you become fully conscious... but yes, you did ."

   " uuuuuu ~"

    Masachika saw a hint of her face, expression changing suddenly. It seemed her sober side was fighting still.

    Alya got up and swiftly walked towards him, still sobbing and tried to hug him. Masachika let it happen, hoping it would calm her down.

   As she wrapped her arms around him, she tightened her grip to an extraordinary level. Forcing a grunt out of him, she didn't hear that.

   " uuuuuuuu ~" she continued groaning in his shoulder, still sobbing a little.

    She’s like a little girl…

   He wanted to stroke her head and back to calm her down, only if his arms weren't squeezed and unable to function properly. All he did was just stand there, letting the drugged emotional Alisa cry out.

   A minute or two passed, Masachika slowly felt her grip releasing, but, it was releasing too much.

   Hey ? Wait! Don't tell me she-

   " hnng~, zzzzzzz~ "

    -fell asleep..... Masachika slapped himself mentally, Alya had literally cried herself to sleep on his shoulder, standing. He couldn't believe it.

    " Alya? Did you really fall asleep?! "

    "......." she answered with nothing, leaning on him loosely.

    "That's..so...so... huh ."

    She’s actually a quite strange little girl…

    Masachika slowly lowered Alya to the ground, gently placing her on the rug. Her silver hair glistened in the room's light, she slept peacefully. No one would thought she had done uhhhh, something five minutes ago.

    I don't understand her... she's such an emotional wreck, highs and lows within seconds of each other... She's the definition of an emotional roller coaster... huh...

    Masachika debated if he made correct friends and decisions with females in his life, thinking back on everyone, there was not a single " normal" girl he knew well. All of them had a screw loose somewhere .

    Ah well, it's late. I can't have her spend the night here... I gotta get her to her apartment..somehow.. Hey! Wait! The door is still locked!

    Hurriedly, he picked up his phone. Masachika's face went gloomy when he read the newest message before he called the demon.

   " Yes~? Onii-tan?<3>" Yuki instantly picked up.

   " GOD DAMN IT YUKI! OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR!"

   "Why so angry my dear brother?"

    "YOU CAUSED ALL OF THIS! DO YOU KNOW THE WEIGHT OF WHAT YOU DID?!"

   "Shhhh, Alya's sleeping you know?"

    Masachika paused, he looked back, Alya was still sound asleep, calmed down and then continued, angrily.

    "I KNOW! You have a camera in here! I know you do! "

    "What if I say yes?"

     "I already know! Just open the door! I need to get Alya to her apartment! It's getting late!"

    "You're taking her to an actual bed? How romantic~ Was the couch too stiff for your preference?"

   "I'm gonna tear you limb by limb if you don't open this door in the next five minutes."

    "....fine~ I'll open the door..."

    With that, Masachika hung up. He knew he couldn't hate Yuki forever... she was gonna do something about it, probably blackmail him again.

    Pacing around the room, he debated whether if he should wake up Alya or not. He decided to awake her and hope for the best.

    If she remembered, he would explain on the spot and they could go back to normal in a few days, hopefully.

    If she didn't, he would lie and just walk her home, carrying this incident to his grave.

 

   Click!

   The tormenting door of hell finally opened, just before Masachika was going to wake up Alya.

   He almost yelled at the person who opened it, automatically assuming it was Yuki.

   "Would you like for me to walk Alya home?"

   "No, thanks Ayano. I'll walk her home myself."

   Saying that, he turned to the sleeping Alya. Masachika gently nudged her shoulder and spoke in her ear.

   " Alya... wake up, the door opened. "

    Alisa stirred, mumbled something incoherent before slowly opening her eyes.

   " Mas- ? What are you doing here?"    

   " Come on, Yuki came with Ayano and opened the door. You fell asleep waiting for them."

   Please have magically forgotten...... he prayed from the bottom of his heart. Watching Alya closely. He hadn't calmed down fully yet because she also had woke up like this and then suddenly switched, before.

   Thankfully, the gods had listened to him, Alisa had no recollection of the event.

 

   "What time is it?"

   " Time for us to go, I'll walk you to your house."

Notes:

trust me writing this gooner chapter was necessary.
 

<1> funny blue skeleton man reference under the tale no way
<2> in v4.5, Yuki had planned things and got them stuck inside the gymnasium hall before.
<3>"onii-tan" as used in v10, means bubba, broda, bro translated into English. It's a childish way to refer to one's older brother.

 

:) you know what to do

Chapter 6: “Unpredictable”

Summary:

It’s Friday, Yuki’s shenanigans carry on over, unexpected things happen.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

    Dring! Dring! Dring! Dri-

    Huh?....aaaaaaghhh.....is it morning..already?...I want to sleep a little more...just a bit more....nothing is wrong with an extra few minutes right?..yeah... only a couple minutes.....I'll get up in five minutes..

    He stirred in his sleep. Masachika was unusually tired today, although he hadn't stayed up late watching anime.

    Today was Friday, the day the concert preparations begin.

    ...I..had a strange..dream?.....really weird.....it felt so... real..somehow...what was it about again?.....hmmm....was it uhhh...no...it wasn't....then....was it that?....no not that too.....I know it wasn't those...that's what I remember....oh..wait..it involved Alya...yeah it did....wait...it involved Alya!?....did I really dream about Alya?.....that's...strange...yeah...but.. what happened though?....

   He was switching between the realms of the subconscious and conscious, faced straight down on the bed, constructing sentences and thoughts while simultaneously also sleeping.

   His mind, sluggish and slow. His body, sore and exhausted.

    "hnngg-....Alya?" he muttered, still half asleep. Ten minutes had passed since his alarm went off, without moving an inch.

 

     Schwip!

    "OWW! Hu- Huh?!" he yelled, cringing at the sharp pain.

    Masachika jolted awake. His lower back was screaming, something whip-like had hit parallel to it, he instantly got up and looked around.

    "I never would've thought...that my own precious brother, would dream fantasies about a girl and mutter her name while sleeping.... I'm prideful and disappointed at the same time."

     Yuki clicked her tongue in disapproval, looking up at him. She was holding a belt in her right hand with the other on her hip.

    Yuki?! Why is she here?!

     Masachika paused and took in the situation before angrily replying.

    "What the hell are you doing here?! I thought you went to the Suou manor?!?" 

     "I came here last night, after you slept." she replied.

     Huh? Last night?!

     "What? Wait then why did you hit me with a belt?! It hurts you know!?"

    "Because..uhhh...you were dreaming about Alya, muttering her name!" Yuki spoke, whipping the belt mid air violently.

    Masachika's face went blank at the accusation from her. His brain couldn't fully comprehend the thought thrown at him.

    "Wh-?!? Muttering her name!? Don't make up things!"

    "Also, remember the plan you destroyed yesterday? My beautiful plan to become an aunt?! Besides, you slept past your alarm! You wouldn't wake up!" she spoke in a agitated tone.

    "Eh?!"

    He froze at the statement, his lower back was still twitching from the shock. Yuki had appeared out of nowhere, hit him then said confusing things.

    Masachika hadn't fully awoken yet, some parts of his brain were still in the process turning on.

   "But... it's a good thing, I'm sure those imaginary scenarios would come true soon enough. Just tell her that you dream about her every night. Alya should understand right?~" she spoke, in a playful manner, changing her mood, smiling gleefully.

    "Wh- what? Huh?!?"

    "By the way..you'll be late to school at this pace! Better hurry up~! I'm sure was Alya soooo~ lonelyy without you to warm her up in beddddd~!" she spoke hurriedly, edging back a little.

    Yuki relentlessly bombarded Masachika with her own fantasies, confusing and angering him more with each one.

    "What the hell are you going on about??!" he moved towards her, blood starting to flow to his face.

    "You gotta make up to her~ Go have fun tonight! You have my full support!"

   "Eh?!"

    Thud!

    Before Masachika could grasp the devious words made by Yuki and get off, she ran out and slammed the door.

   "HEY!" he exclaimed, before getting off the bed and dashing at the door. His cheeks were a little red. But, fate had different plans.

   Tug-

   Oh no-

   Out of all times, he tripped on his own foot, trying to scramble after the gremlin. He had realized he was falling but not early enough to catch himself. A moment later, he was on the ground.

    Augh! Owww! Why am I in so much pain this early in the morning?!?? Why?! What did I do wrong in life?!? Why?! Yuki!?

   Masachika had fallen and hit his forehead. As he was in utter despair and pain, he heard the front door open and close, indicating the root cause of the problems left the apartment.

   My head hurts.....I hit it on the dang door..but...it seems fine?...I haven't lost consciousness or gotten dizzy...it just hurts....gaaaahhhh! Fuck! Damn it! Yuki! Your sins keep piling on each other!

   "....ugghhhhhh." grumbled Masachika, getting up from his pitiful fall.

   What time is it now?......Shit! I'm going to be late!

   His phone showed November 28th, Friday, 07:38. Masachika would be late if he did not hurry. Classes starts 08:00 o'clock sharp. Getting to Seirei took twenty minutes on foot, at a normal walking pace, getting ready in the morning took an average of ten minutes.

   Most of the time, Masachika leaves without eating breakfast. He just wakes up, gets ready and goes to school, maximizing his sleep by the minute.

    Whenever his dad is here though, he wakes up a bit earlier and eats food.

       Masachika hurriedly paced around the apartment, brushing his teeth, making his bed (surprisingly he does) and got his school supplies ready and wore the uniform.

   Uhhh...it's 07:46 now... I can almost make it in time if I sprint a little... but it's winter....I don't want to run...I might slip and fall again....judging from what happened already...I definitely will get hurt....aaaaaagh.... 

   Nonetheless....I only have 14 minutes at the very max to get there..but....realistically it's only 8 minutes.. I can't arrive exactly just before the bell rings..it would be too late. Damn it! I got to run! Why didn't I get up in time? All of this wouldn't have happened...

    And so on with his decision, Masachika ran out of the apartment into the cold and chilly late November air.

  

 

 

—•—

 

 

 

     "Goo- good- mo- morning!" greeted Masachika, breathless. He collapsed onto his chair.

    "G- good morning to you too? Did you run? Masachika?"

    "I- I did... well...slept past my ala- alarm.. (and some things happened)" he replied, whispering the last part quietly, panting. 

     "I see..."

    "Phew! I almost fe- fell on the way here. There was a bi- big ice blob on the pedestrian si- side."

   "Are you sure you didn't fall?" Alya asked, looking at his face, raising her eyebrows.

   Masachika looked at her for a second, his eyes widened a little.

   "N- no? I didn't...I almost fell though.." his breath was coming back.

   Alya got up and approached him. "Then~, why is your forehead bruised?" she spoke, touching his head with her hands, gently. It felt comforting.

   Shit! I forgot I hit my damn big ass forehead on the door! 

   "O- oh!....That! Ye- yeah! I- uh- forgot to mention! Uh- I... uhh.." he stammered, trying to come up with a reasonable excuse other than the truth. Alya suddenly stroking his forehead did not help.

    Wait..why am I so desperate to lie about that? Why am I? I just don't need to tell her about Yuki!

   "You fell and hit your head, right here...You didn't have to lie, you know~?" she asked.

   "I- didn-! I said I only didn't fall on the way here!" 

    "Oh~, so you fell before coming here? Why and how then?" Alya spoke, smiling a little. She took her hand off.

   "Well....when I woke up and saw the time on my phone...I hurried out of my bed because I was...going to be late..and...uhh......" he paused, before continuing, quietly. "(tripped on my legs and hit the door..)"

   "Oh really?~Fufufufu~" Alya started to laugh after he finished speaking. She stood in front of him. Inside her head was the imaginary Masachika falling stupidly and hitting his comically large head on the door after scrambling to get up.

    Of course she would laugh, it's idiotic to even think about...

    "Yeah, yeah, laugh all you want. I know it's stupid. But! I didn't fall running here outside on the snow! Even if there wasn't that much! Isn't that impressive?!"

    Alya didn't talk, she continued giggling quietly while looking at his face.

     "Are you finished?" Masachika asked after a moment, sarcastically. The teacher had just came in for the first period.

    "Fufufu~ I am~" she smirked.

   "No you're not....Oh my god, this accident will be forever in your thoughts won't it?"

    "I'll cherish your clumsiness.." replied Alya.

     "Of course, you would cherish that..." Masachika rolled his eyes before smiling a little. The morning accident seemed to have been washed away.

     "(It's cute, you know~?)" she added, from nowhere. His smile disappeared the second it appeared.

     Eh?! Hey! She said that in Japanese! Huh?!

    "Wh- what?" he stuttered, obviously taken back.

   Alisa giggled, looking at the slightly red and shocked Masachika. 

   "Oh look at that...you're embarrassed~" she spoke while raising her left hand, putting it back on his bruised forehead.

  Shortly after, Alya made eye contact. Time felt like it was slowing down, Masachika stared back.

    Wh- what? Why's she looking at me?!

    "A- Alya?"

    After what felt like an eternity, Alya looked away. Her cheeks became bright red, as if she just understood what she was doing. Alisa took her hand off swiftly, sitting back on her desk instantly.

   What was that?!

    Her blue eyes had stared intently at him. He couldn't quite pin down the feeling he got.

   A few minutes passed in silence afterwards. Both parties faced away from each other. Masachika started to do prepare schoolwork, trying to distract himself from what just happened.

   Why's she so embarrassed now?!

    Still confused, he decided to look for the current lesson's book in his bag....it wasn't there. He checked under his table, not there too.

   No! Damn! I brought the wrong textbook in the hurry to get out!

 

    Dringgg!

   "Oh, that's the bell..." Alya muttured, quietly. She was still red in the face.

    Masachika slapped himself mentally for forgetting the book at his house. Now he had to ask Alya and sit together.

    Can I really ask her now? I've been going well lately, without forgetting....but that's not the issue now....Why is she embarrassed sooo much after she stared me in the eyes?! You looked first!!

   Alya had been fidgeting in her chair a little, glancing up and down. Her ears were red. Randomly looking in his eyes, even for that short period of time, seemed to have done a lot of damage.

 

   "Get the light green textbooks out, we'll be looking from page 176. No, not that deep green one, it's the light green one, Yuuka<1>." announced the teacher.

   I got to ask her...aaaaaa.....

   Masachika had already thought of asking his other deskmate on his right. Sadly, they had already sat with another person, Yuuka<1>, much to his dismay.

   He hesitated to ask Alya and sit together. Usually, he would just tell her and they would move their desks together, but now, he couldn't really straight out ask her, after that. Even if nothing really happened.

   There's really no other way, is there?...Dang...

   Debating, he finally decided to ask her, and pretend like nothing happened, again. God knows the amount of times he did this week, trying to act like it didn't happen at all... It was ironic.

   "Hey? Uhhh...Alya? I-...I- uhh, forgot the textbook.. I- in the hurry to get to school ear- earlier today.....Can we sit....together?.." Masachika spoke, finally.

   Alya jumped in her chair and looked at him with an open mouth, not saying anything for a second.

    "Ye- Yes! S- sure! N- no problem!" she stammered.

   ..There is a problem..isn't there?

    "Okay, thanks? Sorry, I forgot.." he replied.

    "It's fi- fine, really.."

     She is not fine...aaghh.... he thought, while moving their desks together. Masachika sat down, trying his best to ignore Alya and pay attention to the lesson.

 

   Awkwardly, they spent the entire first period, sitting next to each other, without talking. Quietly doing what the teacher asked them to do.

   "That's it for today's lesson, homework is finish this with the next two pages. Class dismissed."

    The classroom became loud, conversing different topics. He started to sort things, putting the notebook in his bag, pencils in the compartment. 

   Out of the blue, Masachika heard a familiar voice from his left. Alya was looking away.

   "[You wouldn't have woken up late if you were with me..]"

    Eh?

   This wasn't the usual Russian he knew well, his guard had been low, leaving him wide open.

   "[I would wake you up on time, if we-... we were in the same ro- house...]" Alya added, her voice cracking. She got up and walked out of the room, leaving the stunned Masachika in a matter of seconds.

   His brain now stopped fully functioning, everything ceased to work. The mechanisms all broke down. He sat there, as the bell rang, shocked at the sudden Russian. Words wouldn't come out of his mouth.

 

    

—•—

 

 

 

    "Okay, what do we need to do now?" he asked, a few minutes after the student council meeting. Classes had long ended and the students all dissolved into the go-home club and other extracurricular activities.

    "Let's go see the person, then the other stuff afterwards, come on. Our plan is packed for today." Alya spoke, directing towards the exit. She was in her usual mood. Masachika followed.

   I think I remember her saying that she will personally go meet in person...with the main singer...

    "Oh wait! Masachika!" Alya turned around, "Go to uhhhh... room.. 309! There should be a file in a blue cover, that's the things we need later. I'll be going first, meet me at the left entrance! Be quick!" she spoke hurriedly, remembering something that was needed to be done.

    "Alright, I'll go get it. Uh... 309 right?"

    "Yes, yes. Hurry up, don't make me wait long." with that Alya turned the corner and disappeared. Masachika also went towards the room, where the blue file was placed.

    Suddenly assigning errands...suddenly saying things...suddenly breaking down in tears....getting angry...embarrassed...my god.. she's so randommmm.......I bet she's going to drag me along now too..well..I don't have plans today..I guess I could tag along..but still...

  He thought about how unpredictable his election pair was as he walked. Room 309 wasn't exactly close, it was a minute or two's walk inside the building, on the floor above.

    We have only 3 weeks to fully finish the concert now, she already made a schedule so I just need to follow it.. I think it wasn't that packed on my end...she took on most of the other responsibilities...maybe way too much though....

   Masachika was climbing up the stairs, to the next floor. The room was next to the cooking clubroom, he had been here before, also on an another errand.

    I should try asking her to move some of the stuff to me... she has a lot of things to do if we go with that schedule... Will she be able to get some rest? I don't know.. judging from her...she's probably going to steamroll through.. and finish everything without a proper break...hmmm

    Knock! Knock!

   He knocked on the door, it opened shortly afterwards, by someone he didn't know. 

   "Ah, Kuze! I expected you to come!" a girl greeted, as if they were familiar.

    "Eh?"

    "Kujou sent you didn't she?" 

     I haven't seen this girl before..how does she know?

     "She did?...Something about a file?"

     "Here are the files." the girl spoke, handing him a light blue case. Her tie indicated that she was a first year student, like him too. She had dyed some of her hair orange.

    "Okay?...Thanks?" he replied, taking the case, nodding his head before turning on his heels and heading out.

    That was a bit weird...

   A moment later right as he went down the stairs, the girl peeked her head out of the door suddenly, as if to announce something.

     "My name is Aiko! By the way!" she blurted out. <2>

     "Huh? What?" Masachika paused on the steps, looking back.

    "Remember it! Now go on!" after she said that, he heard the door close with a slam.

   Eh? What? Aiko? Why's she saying her name? Huh? Remember it? Go on? What?

    He stood still, confused by the actions of the strange girl, at the stairs, until his phone rang.

   Oh! Someone's calling..

    "Yes?"

    "Did you get it? Hurry up!"

     "Oh yeah I did! Coming!" 

     Briefly forgetting about what happened, Masachika hurriedly went down the stairs, now taking a different route towards the left entrance, as planned.

    

   "Put that in your bag, it's actually your things, I forgot to mention, by the way." she said, walking in front of him.

    Oh it's my things?

    "Okay, but hold on for a moment! Let me put it in! My bag's pretty stuffed."

     Masachika stopped shortly to put it in his bag.

    "We don't have a lot of different things to do, just one thing that might take long. Hurrying should be better. I want to meet up with them and go back home early." Alya said while walking again.

   "I heard they are in Hachioji <3> aren't they? It's moderately far, I guess. The next train, wait let me see..." he pulled his phone out, opening the metro app, "Will leave... in 40 minutes, we got some time. No need to hurry so much, Alya."

    "Oh, really? I think I mistook the wrong train then, it was gonna leave in 10 minutes, that's why I was in a rush."

     "Wait... look, that train got delayed due to obstruction on the track, so it leaves in 40 minutes now." he showed her his phone.

    Alya read the notice, "Obstruction on the tracks? That is unusual..."

   "Then should we drop by our houses first and change quickly, right? Or do we go and wait at the station?"

    Alya thought for a moment, "I guess we should...I mean we got some time to go anyways, we should change. Also leaving the bag will mean less of a burden to carry around. Yeah, let's split up. Meet me at the fishing market towards the station, the blue one."

  

 

 —•—

 

 

 

    I feel a little...snoozy.....I slept very very late.. last night, making the schedule....Maybe a quick nap now?...mmmm...yes....I feel....comfortable...

    They were on the train, sitting next to each other. The cabin was relatively empty, surprisingly enough. City life blurred past, the engine humming quietly beneath. A dim light, through the heavy grey clouds illuminated the scene.

     Alya's eyelids felt heavy, as if they weighed her entire body. Masachika was on her right, sitting, looking outside the window. She had sat down already grabbing onto his arm, much to his objection, without letting go.

    "I slept late yesterday...~" murmured Alya, moving her body slightly before going loose.

    "Mmh?"

    As each sleepy minute passed, Alisa's eyes closed bit by bit, going further and further into the realms of the subconscious, her head sinking towards her right even more and more till at last she was asleep.

 

    "Hm? Alya?" 

    "............"

     "Alya?"

    "............."

    She's asleep again..... like a baby.......Is she that tired?...I guess she did just say she slept late....maybe the effects of the serum?

    Alya's head was lying on his shoulder, silver hair dangling down the coat. His left arm had been held captive by her beforehand, now serving as a support, shoulder as a pillow. 

    Masachika felt her chest slowly rise and fall through his arm. Her breathing was soft and long, barely distinguishable from the background noise.  Alisa was sound asleep, peacefully, it felt as if it would be a crime to wake her up.

    Uhhh..let me see....the train arrives in 20 minutes... It would take..I think 20 minutes also by taxi to get to the studio....I got to wake her up sooner or later.....but I'll let her sleep for now...I guess..

    Masachika sat still, letting her rest. The world flashed by in a blur, edging closer to their destination.

   A few minutes later, the door connecting to the other cabin opened and an old man entered. He seemed healthy, walking upright without a cane. After he walked past the two, towards the next cabin, he paused suddenly.

   "Wait a minute...." he muttered under his breath.

   The old man turned around slowly, at the pair. His eyebrows raised. Masachika noticed this.

   Who’s he? Why's he looking at us?

    Before he could form more thoughts, the man spoke with surprising speed, "You're Masachika Kuze aren't you? It's been so long since I last saw you! You even got a girlfriend sleeping on your shoulder! Haha! My boy!"

   "Eh?!" his head darted up.

   "Apologies, you probably don't recall me, we never interacted much anyways, but I know all about you! You're Tomohisa's grandson! I'm his friend, you know?"

    "Huh?! His friend?" exclaimed Masachika.

    The old man sat down in the seat opposite them, "Tomohisa kept blabbering about how his grandson got himself a beautiful "sweet mother of all europe, dainty of ice, queen of the motherland” girlfriend while he was out with me. I guess it was true and he hadn't gone demented to imagine things yet! You know? Haha!" he added with a laugh, shocking the poor unsuspecting boy.

    "Huh?! What? Wait! N- no! She's not my girlfriend! He's lying! No! Don't believe what he says!" stuttered Masachika.

    "Shhhhh, my boy, let your girlfriend sleep in peace, you're gonna wake her up." said the old man quietly, putting his finger up as if to say 'be silent'.

    "(She is not my girlfriend!!)" loudly whispered Masachika.

    "(Explain your situation then, hahaha!)" chuckled the man.

    Amidst all this commotion, the 'girlfriend' in question, slept unfazed. Not bothered by the loud conversation.

    Masachika couldn't make up an excuse. He knew it looked that way and denying that will be really stupid and idiotic. What girl in high school, would fall asleep on the shoulders of a 'just-a-friend" guy? And vice versa? There was no defending himself.

   Jokes aside, Masachika paused. He felt uncomfortable emotions rising from the well of his heart. Something was wrong, guilt hit him like a rock. His face went gloomy.

   She isn’t my girlfriend……..that’s a fact………What the fuck am I doing?!..I know that…..that she likes me………What….am I-?…….

   Playing with her feelings?…….No…..maybe…I…..I….am……Yes…I am…..

   His heart felt heavy, guilt hung on it like a leech. 

    Masachika?”

    He looked up. The old man had a worried face, his teasing one was gone. He had edged forward a little.

    “My boy, are you alright? Are you feeling blue?” he asked, in a reassuring manner.

    Masachika froze. He didn’t know what to say, the man wouldn’t understand if he, himself didn’t even understand.

     “No, no, I- I’m fine. R- really.. I just remembered something…”

    Masachika. I apologize if something I said offended you. Do you need to talk about it?” the man spoke. He had adopted a caring attitude, giving off a trustworthy vibe.

    No…..quite the opposite actually….you didn’t offend me….rather reminded me of something……..I feel shitty………The hell am I even doing?

   He glanced over at Alya, she was still sleeping quietly, leaning on his body. Guilt hit him again, harder.

    I…..I…..need..to……confront this, seriously………starting with-….

    “I’ll figure it out…it’s fine…” replied Masachika to the old man.

Notes:

<1> "Yuuka" is a random classmate's name, they don't matter AT all. You can ignore them.

<2> Aiko is a random OC I have created, just remember her name for now, she won't appear that much. There is something in plan for her.

<3> A city located in the western portion of the Tokyo metropolitan region. Takes roughly an hour by speed train.

Chapter 7: “I shouldn’t-”

Summary:

Masachika had been reminded, uncomfortably. They go to meet with the person, in Hachioji.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

     The train hummed quietly beneath, wind soared past, landscapes rushed into a green smear, the stillness of the cabin, Alisa slept on, unaware of the conversation held moments ago. Masachika had been reminded out of the blue.

     Huh.... he thought, Alya still resting on him. He had grown uneasy.

    What...what...should...I even...do?

    He had long been suppressing his own emotions, bottling it up after the girl at the playground had left suddenly, not realizing that he hadn't fully understood what he had done. Never bringing it out to examine properly.

   He had smiled and brushed off any new, strange feelings inside him, always thinking "It can't be, right?". 

   Not courageous enough to accept, maybe it was, maybe it was that.

 

   This year, he had went through many difficulties, scenarios and conversations, quite literally changing the course of his journey through life. 

     Discovering himself in the process, he met new people, friends, classmates, changing how he acted and talked.

 

   Without anyone to push, encourage and give a goal for him, Masachika well may have just went to a normal school, did nothing and lived his life in regret afterwards. 

    He wouldn't have ever became the person he is now.

 

   Coincidentally, he also met the girl from his childhood, who had grown and matured into a wonderful woman. 

    They both realized they were the kids from the past, causing complicated relationships to rise.

    Mariya was indeed the first love he felt, there was no denying that, but things were confusing now. 

    Although she was still the same person, twelve years later, the childhood love, is just not as it was. 

 

    Something about it changed. 

 

    

    Something wasn't...genuine.

 

 

    The little Masachika Suou, who had left his home and changed into a Kuze, felt a special connection with the young girl he met at the playground. 

 

     She was caring and gentle, affectionate and friendly, helping him in his issues of that moment, showing him that he had someone to turn to, someone to be at ease with, someone he could trust.

    He felt happy, he felt accepted, he felt comfortable near the girl. 

 

     After he had been lost, aimlessly wandering about, his aching heart was massaged with affection, the loneliness of not having friends to play around, was filled. 

     The emptiness inside him disappeared as each moment he spent with the blonde child passed, rekindling something that had been dormant his entire life.

   Days slipped by as the sun and the moon rose and set in turn, the peaceful moments were happily spent. 

    He finally felt like a normal child, born into your usual household, free of any prestigious responsibilities, who could live their life by their own means, not tied down by any other family rules.

    He was grateful that those moments happened, he was aware that it molded him into who he is. 

   God knows what would have happened to the present if he had never left the house and stayed shut inside his room, alone with his confused mind, not a single friend he could turn to, no one of his age to show him affection.

 

 

    Masha expressed that she still had lingering feelings about him, wishing him to give her an answer after he had solved his own feelings, further scrambling the matters. 

    Masachika couldn't deny the fact that Masha, was indeed a great person, and that he had felt some things towards her before. 

     But...now...he couldn't help but feel, that, it wasn't.....it., anymore. 

    It wasn't "liking" he felt towards her, it...felt off... in a way...

 

     The spot where it should be was...closed.

 

    For some reason, Masha seemed to be an entirely different human, things had changed. Even though she still was the gentle motherly girl, the innocent days in the past felt different.

 

    To love someone, is to wish them to be truly happy, free of all evil, free of all burdens, smiling, with you. 

    He wished Masha to be happy, but not from that angle. He couldn't distinguish whether the past was love, or not. All had been forgotten and buried deep.

    He had partly realized that, but he was still not brave enough to confront it head on, afraid of hurting her. 

    Telling his "first love" that, felt wrong. It would feel like it was all a hoax, like denying an outright truth, saying it's wrong. Or was it even true in the first place?

   

 

    I'll.....I'll wait till....... the new years......then... I'll.....I'll-

 

    Beep! "The train will be arriving at Hachioji shortly, please check your belongings before leaving. Thank you."

    Masachika had been long lost in thought, quietly, time slipping by as if it was liquid. The twenty minutes had almost finished, the old man left a while ago.

    Getting pulled back into the real world by the announcement, he sat there, for a moment. 

    He looked left at Alya.

   Whether if because his thoughts had changed, or not, she seemed......calming to the eye.

    Her very presence seemed beautiful, her resting head, framed by long silver strands that caught the faintest lights, her pale skin almost angelic in contrast to the dark grey cloudy sky.

    The rise and fall of her breath, was steady and unbothered, and for a moment he felt the weight of the world, along with responsibilities, ease just by looking at her.

    Haha....What....am I even doing? It's... just...so...heh....stupid....It's almost......not even-.....

    He chuckled to himself, inside. Laughing at his own stupidity, his idiotic actions, his lack of foresight. 

    But, those things led to this moment, that he understood too.

    I...I shouldn't blame her...It's my fault, in the first place..........She's basically innocent here...

     Masachika smiled, loosening the body he hadn't realized he had stiffened. Alya still held a grip, while sleeping, as if to never let him go.

    Slowly, he felt the train come to a stop, already in the station. They were now in Hachioji, a city in the Tokyo metropolitan area. The sun had set.

    Beep! "This is Hachioji, thank you for your time."

    He moved his captive hand, to gently awake her.

    Nudge, "Hey... Alya?"

     No response. He spoke again, quietly, moving closer to her ear.

    "Hello? We're here."

     Still nothing.

   "Alya? Come on, let's go, wake up." he said, shaking her body a little, which at last the girl started to slowly stir.

   "There you go...come on. We've just arrived, let's get off."

   "Nnnng~" she groaned, moving her head a bit.

    Alya finally started to come to her senses, at the third nudge. She loosened her grip on his arm and looked at him, with half open eyes.

   "Oh? We're bere? Albeaby?" mumbled the bear, who had just come out of the short winter hibernation.

    She's got a habit of blabbering right after she wakes up, doesn't she?

    "We can't be taking so long to get off the train, you know? Let's get up."

   "Hm? Oh, albright, supbort me.." requested the same bear, as if it was an automatic response, still sluggish. 

    She instantly clung on again. It was taking long for her to fully awake.

    "A- alright?" said Masachika, complying. They slowly got up with her leaning on his side. 

    It felt as if he was going to help an elderly woman cross the street. Only the person in need was way more than capable.

   "I..beel...snuggly..." Alya muttured, her eyes were closed again, she was barely standing upright. Almost all of her body weight was placed on him.

    Hey....why's she still sleeping?!

   "Alya? Could you please wake up fully?"

    "No..Ibd's tuu... combfy...no.." her legs started to not hold her body up anymore.

    It's too comfy? Huh?

   She sank her head into his shoulder yet again, making mumbling noises. The train door opened suddenly.

   Oh shi-

   "Alya! We got to get off! Walk!" A few people who were in the cabin exited, throwing glances at the pair.

   Left with no choice, Masachika took his arm out and put it around Alya, to support her more as he slowly but steadily, dragged her outside the train. 

    Verbally instructing the half-conscious Alya to take steps and to not fall that direction.

   There's no way the water bottle still has effects now right?! Does she just sleep that much? Is that normal??

    It was in fact, not. At least in a usual situation.

    Even after exiting the train, she continued sleeping upright, clinging on to him, again, continuously. 

    It made for an interesting scene, for outsiders. 

    It looked as if a small child, who had woken up in the middle of the night, was hugging their teddy bear.

    I don't remember the studio's location.....I need to wake her up and ask her....but.....will she even wake up? She's the only one who knows the number for them!

    He decided to at least, stumble over towards the nearest seat, practically lifting Alya to it, then wake her up, as they couldn't just stay there, standing.

    Masachika struggled and made it to the chair, which was empty and lowered the hibernating bear onto it, then sat next to her.

    As he tried to tug his arm back out, for the who knows what time, Alya lost balance and fell. 

    Fortunately or unfortunately, that fall was the deciding factor.

 

    "He- Hey! Alya! You finally wo- woke up!" stammered Masachika, trying to play it off.

   She was lying on him as she got up, her head on his legs.

    "Al- Alya? We sh- should get going to the st- studio. You..know their number and address ri- right?"

   After a while, she nodded, without saying anything.

    Shortly afterwards, Alya got up. And then spoke, quietly, facing away.

    "I'll...I'll call a taxi..."

    "Ye- yeah! Go ahead! S- sure!"

 

   

—•—

 

 

 

 

 

     Bing!

 

    The device in the stand made a sound, signaling the meter had finished counting. 

    "That would be 1,450¥."

     "Understood, please hold on for a moment."

     Alya pulled her wallet out and handed the driver 1500¥, getting a 50¥ refund. Although Masachika objected for her to pay, she did anyways.

   He had miscalculated the taxi time beforehand, expecting a twenty minute ride, they arrived at the studio in ten minutes. 

 

    It was a large odd building, diagonally built on a flat surface, with multiple colors in each floor and strange shaped windows. 

    There was no signs visible, indicating what it was at least.

 

    Thud- Thud-

   The two got out of the taxi, looking at the structure. They both hadn't expected it to look like that. 

    He pulled out an umbrella, holding it over them. It was raining.

   "Hey...uh...you sure this is the studio?" asked Masachika, half sarcastically.

   "Well...It should be...I mean she did say the building should catch your attention.."

    "It sure does..."  he agreed, nodding.

    "I'll call her..." 

     Alisa took her phone out and called a number she had written down on a piece of paper. 

     It rang for some time before being picked up. She put it on speaker, although it was raining outside.

    "Who's this?" A woman with a clear voice answered.

    "Hello! We've just arrived! It's the Seirei students!" 

    "Oh! Come on in! The front door is unlocked! I'm at the third floor! Orange door!"

     "Okay!" replied Alya, she hung up the call as it was getting louder outside. They headed into the building, walking along its small garden path.

    Masachika grabbed the handle and opened the front door, which was unlocked as the woman said. Alisa entered and he came in afterwards, folding his umbrella up.

    After wiping and rubbing the water off their clothes, he noticed disposable shoe covers, on the right side.

   "Here, wear this." spoke Masachika, handing her two from the four he got.

    "Mhm"

     Wearing the covers and hanging their jackets, they walked into the corridor. 

     The building was a rentable business type, having different companies and studios across the floors. The stair was on the left.

    He took the lead climbing up the steps to the third floor. As also mentioned, there was an orange door.

    "It's that, right?"

    "Yes." said Alya, walking towards the door, then knocking.

 

    Knock! Knock!

    The door was instantly swung open, and a girl cheerfully welcomed them in. Another woman was standing behind her, presumably the hostess.

 

    Huh?!

    "Thanks for having us." spoke Alya, bowing.

    However, Masachika stood there without saying anything, looking at the girl who opened the door. Some of her hair was dyed orange. 

     It was the strange girl he had taken a file from, earlier today, out of everyone possible. <1>

    "Please come in, Kuze, right?" asked the woman.

    Getting mentioned, Masachika bowed and entered. He was mildly confused.

    Wasn't she at Seirei? Right before we left?! Did she get in the same train as us?? Why's she here?!

    The studio was fairly spacious, furnished with clean, modern looking furniture, colored with vibrant tones. It was also squeaky clean. 

    A sign in the hallway showed "Sloped Sky", maybe the name of the studio.

    He glanced over at the girl who opened the door. She was smiling at them. The woman and Alya were having a conversation.

    Noticing that Alya was occupied, he asked the other girl, distancing a little.

    "Why- I mean how are you here?!"

     Aiko tilted her head in a slightly playful manner.

     "Pleasure to be working with you onwards. I am the daughter of the singer, Aiko Fukushima. At your service." she spoke, bowing her head.

     "Answer my question!"

     "I get on a call with my mother often. She said that an election pair from Seirei, Kujou and Kuze, would be coming today, personally. So...although I live by myself in Tokyo, I decided to come here today!"

     "Eh?"

     "I am her daugther, I will be helping you with the concert from now on. Is that clear?" she spoke, gesturing towards the woman.

     Huh...

    Masachika stood still, looking at her. Until Alya called out to him.

   "Masachika! Come!"

   Turning around, he saw they were heading towards a room. He glanced at Aiko once before going towards them. 

 

   He came into the room. It was the guest room, with a large couch in the middle, two chairs facing at it with a small table between. 

   Alya was sitting on the couch, the woman on the chair.

   "Hot tea? Chocolate? Perhaps?" she asked.

   Masachika sat down on the left of Alya, the hostess was sitting gracefully.

   "Hot cocoa would be nice, thank you." he answered.

    "Same for me too." followed Alya, she nudged closer a little.

   The singer called out, "Aiko! Please get us two cups of hot chocolate!" after they said their preferences.

    A moment later, she turned back to them.

    "Allow me to formally introduce myself, again."

   She looked at Masachika, specifically. Smiling softly. The daughter and mother were alike in that sense.

    "My name is Sora Fukushima, I was a former lead singer and manager for the band known as "Close Clear". Although I have retired from music, I opened this studio, to help other young artists and musicians get a foothold in this industry." <2>

     Masachika replied by introducing himself, briefly going over his roles. Alya had already told beforehand but she also introduced herself again.

    "As I just mentioned, I no longer sing, professionally, to mention. But, your offer and situation has piqued my interest." the woman continued.

    Sora was a diligent woman. She seemed well behaved, welcoming, polite and friendly. She was around the same age as Yumi, but she looked young. No one would guess she was a day older than 20, let alone having a daughter who was around their age.

    "I'm not sure if you two know my daughter, the girl you just saw, she goes to Seirei too, as a first year student."

     Alya raised her eyebrow a little at the information.

     "I've heard of the Christmas event that happens every year. Aiko was really looking forward to it. But the hosting was given back to the student council right?"

     The election pair nodded. She took a sip out of her cup, before continuing.

    "And then you contacted me, asking if I could come and sing for the concert." she spoke, gesturing at Alya.

    After that she got up and held her hand out.

    "I was originally against the idea but, I will sing for the concert. I am looking forward to working with you two."

    They both got up, in a half hurried fashion. Shaking hands with her at the sudden acceptance.

    "Same for us too, pleasure to have you."

    "Thank you."

     As they sat down and continued talking about their general plan, a minute or two later, Aiko came in with two cups of hot chocolate, which they accepted happily.

    While conversing with her, Masachika and Alya both noticed the rain started to pour and worsen, much to their dismay. 

    It was currently 19:53, they had been talking for about forty minutes. The train back would take a hour, they had to get going soon, an hour the very latest.

    Masachika, while talking with her, had understood that Sora was a wonderful woman who had climbed the ladder of the world, working hard behind the scenes for her children. She had mutually agreed and divorced, now raising her two kids alone.    

   Alya had kept nudging closer and closer throughout the entire time, now sitting practically next to him. Purposefully or not, he didn't know.

   This raised a question from Sora, who asked randomly.

   "By the way, you two are a couple right?"

    Alisa almost chocked on her spit, physically jolting at the sudden question. Masachika gave a startled look at the woman. 

    This was the second time that day he had been asked that. They both objected at the same time.

     "No! We aren't!"

     "No! We aren't!"

     Alya and Masachika looked at each other the moment they said it together, surprised. She backed away, after edging closer the entire conversation.

    "Hmm~ I see." said Sora, grasping the situation. They two had become shy, now slightly red.

     It's...not really a........bad...ide-...NO! 

    They didn't know that, they had just thought of the exact same thing and slapped themselves mentally, at the same exact time    

    A sudden lightning stroke light up the room, causing everyone's attention to avert. The rain had become a rainstorm, pouring as each moment passed.

   "Can w- we  continue this Monday? I- I think we should get going to the station before this gets any worse." said Alya, glancing outside the window.

    "Ye- yeah." added Masachika. He wanted a good enough reason to leave.

    "Then...we'll be excusing ourselves. Thanks for the audience." 

    Alisa stood up and bowed her head before heading to the door.

     "Looking forward to Monday, farewell!" 

     He got up hurriedly and went after her.

   

    

 

—•—

 

 

 

 

 

 

      Oh....oh no....no..no! No!

     The worst anticipated situation had happened. This had been on the back of their minds but they had not realized it would happen, for real.

    "Gahhhhh!" exclaimed Masachika, scratching his head violently.

    "Wha- what should we do now?" Alya groaned, pacing around in circles.

    They stayed quiet, pondering their choices.

    "Trains from Hachioji track 3 are suspended due to a landslide and rain obstruction on the tracks. Restoration team is in progress. We apologize for the inconvenience." announced the PA, again.

    The rainstorm had kept worsening as they took a taxi back. Masachika and Alya were now inside the metro station, looking at the never changing text that worded doom.

    "The team was just recently sent, the landslide is way deep in the tracks....

     "It's going to take about seven hours until the next train moves......"

    "Seven hours......"

    Murmurs of dissatisfaction were going about the crowd, including them. They had no choice other than waiting.

    "I'll...tell my parents, that I'm stuck here." spoke Alya, in an annoyed tone, getting her phone out and typing.

     "Why of all times.....is there a rainstorm in late November?! Isn't this a dry season?! Is god playing with us?!" complained Masachika, unknowingly telling the truth. 

     In fact, the gods are playing with you, I am in fact, hahaha, I control everything. <3>

    Alisa finished texting her family, notifying them of her situation. They were leaning on one of the pillars, next to each other.

    Now the lingering issue, how do they wait? The question appeared before them.

    Unless this was the great and wonderful New Yorkian subway, which then sleeping on the ground would be normal, along with many other "activities" included, they had to find a place to stay the night.

    That now left....getting a room. The two knew this was the only option, they had already thought of the other things, they didn't want to speak it out loud. 

     Because...well...teenagers in adolescence couldn't really say "Lets get a room" to each other, it just wasn't okay.

    A few minutes passed, until Alisa's phone rang.

    She picked up the phone, "Yes?"

 

    "*inaudible*"

    "I am." replied Alya.

    "*inaudible*" 

     "I will have to."

     She paused before continuing, her expression slightly shocked, as if she realized something.

     "Hold on."

     Muting her call briefly, Alya looked at Masachika. Taking another short pause before asking, quickly.

      "D- do I...tell them that yo- you're..with me?"   

      Masachika snapped to reality. He looked back at her.

      "Don't they already know that w- we left together?" he stated, after a second or two.

     I mean...they probably do right?...right?

     "But-!" objected Alya, the grace period was running out, she had to unmute soon.

     "J- just tell them! Lying won't get anywhere! What happens if they find out later?!"

    He wasn't worried about her parents that much, only about someone he knew well who could cause trouble afterwards.

   She opened her mouth as if to object once more, but shut it in defeat and turned around.

    Unmuting, Alisa continued.

    "Sorry, something happened."

    "*inaudible*"

    "Yeah, I'm going to try find one."

    "*inaudible*" 

    A few seconds passed, "*inaudible*" 

     "Mhm." murmured Alya, agreeing to what they were saying.

    "*inaudible*"

   Masachika couldn't hear and he didn't bother to. It seemed that they had asked something about him. Alya froze for a moment.

    "One thing to mention...ehm..." she spoke, quietly.

    "I'm..I'm with M- Kuze...We came here together to meet the singer..." said Alya, abruptly. 

     A brief moment passed before they spoke again.

    "*inaudible*"

     "M- mom! N- no!" Alisa became a little red around her ear.

    "*inaudible*"

    "[N- no! Absolutely no way!]" she switched to her other tongue, reflexively or not.

    "*inaudible*"

    "[Not you too dad!]" her tone changed into a surprised one.

    "*inaudible*"

    "Yes! I won't!" Alya started speaking in Japanese again.

    "*inaudible*"

    "Huh?..................fine." Alya gave up.

    Did her mother tease her or something?

    Masachika was still leaning on the pillar, looking up at the board. It felt like it was never going to change.

    "*inaudible*"

    "Okay...goodbye...I'll come home tomorrow..."

    "*inaudible*"

    "I'll send updates..."

    With that, Alisa hung up the call and put her phone back into her small bag.

   After pausing and stopping herself a few times, she finally turned to him, mustering enough courage.

 

   "Let's...f- find a p- place to stay.."

    She said it, the words, the things Masachika couldn't get out.

     Damn it.....

    He knew there was absolutely nothing else he could do. Or was there? A sudden paragon of hope appeared in his mind.

 

    Capsule hotels! Why didn't I think of those?! Of course!

    Masachika replied back, not knowing there was the slightest smirk on his face.

   "Yes...Absolutely." 

 

    Capsules felt like a savior from getting the same hotel room, which he didn't have to anymore.

   Unfortunately, that hope was too strong. He hadn't realized that it came off the wrong way and he had affected the girl in front of him, mentally.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

   

      .....W- wh- why......d- di- did...h-... h- he......s- sm- smi- smirk?!!?!!

    The moment she saw the slight curvature of his mouth, her chest tightened, breath hitched and every thought in her head scattered, stunned by how much weight that tiny expression carried.

   Alisa stood there, shocked to the absolute core. Her brain a jumbled heap of mess, not capable of thinking properly.

    M- Mas- Masachika?!?!

   The person in context turned around and walked away, to find the "room(s)", unknowingly leaving the girl behind, thinking she was following him.

   H- he...doesn't me- mean t- t- th- that...ri- right?

   Her head felt like it was about to burst from the pressure exerted by the blood pumped to her face. It probably would, at this pace.

    M- Masachika?

    Her hands started to shake. Alya's thoughts were running all over the place, jumping from one side to the other, up and down, circles, hoola hoops, everywhere, absolutely everywhere.

   Gulp-

 

    Alisa started to control her mind shortly after, consciously realizing her astray thoughts. It was a good and a bad thing. 

  She tried her best to compose herself again. The imaginations did not help, at all.

   The more she tried to suppress it, the more it fought back.

   The more vivid the scene became, the more her heart reacted.

   The more she fabricated it, the more it felt it was reality.

 

 

 

 

—•—

 

 

 

 

 

    "It should be around that corner!" said Masachika, loudly through the pitter of the heavy rain.

    "Mhm-" Alya made a noise, agreeing, barely distinguishable from the sound around them.

    Rain poured and ran down on the concrete pavement, trickling into large bodies of streams. 

   The occasional lightning lit up the distant fields, giving color to the dull sky, appearing as if they were fireworks.

   Masachika had purchased the only umbrella that was left in the station shop, holding it above them. 

   They quickly made pace across the street, jumping over little puddles, hoping to reach proper shelter soon.

   The cover provided by the umbrella, only helped them just a bit. 

   They weren't absolutely drenched but they weren't exactly protected from the spite of Zeus.

   As the corner was turned, they could see a little lit sign that read "Hotel Berler".

   The reason why they were a couple hundred meters away from the station, running in the cold, was simple.

 

   Every single room was booked.

   They had already physically went into five other accommodations, checking thirteen others online, which all, to their demise, turned them down because someone had already booked into it.

   Every hotel, motel, capsule, or whatever were unavailable within a large radius of the station.

   Adding onto the usual traffic Hachioji had, the sudden delay of trains, not only on track 3, caused the passengers of all of them, to spend the night here, in this city, completely filling it out.

   This, well, damp night, was the 28th of the "dry" November, 22:28. One week after the ice sculptures.

 

 

 

  Phud!

  "Is there a room!?" exclaimed Masachika, the very moment he entered.

   The receptionist looked at him, surprised. He seemed to be a man of elegance, judging from the way he was dressed and seated.

   He wore a clean suit and jacket, his silver hair neatly swept back, catching the light like polished steel. 

    His build was solid, the kind earned from years of discipline rather than vanity, and his face carried sharp lines that lent him both authority and distinction. 

   Glancing at the man, Masachika realized his rude behavior, caused by the repetitive rejections from the hotels.

   Quickly collecting himself, he bowed before continuing.

   "Apologies, I barged in." spoke Masachika, then looking up, "May I ask whether if there is a room available?"

    The man answered with a crisp voice. Smiling, fatherly, in a way.

   "Accommodation for two? You are with that lovely lady, I presume?" he glanced over to his right.

    "Yes."

    "You are in luck. We have one room left."

    Cue "Wicked X God is", second 10<4>. That what it felt like to Masachika, hearing that there was a room available.

 

     Finally! 

    "We'll book that!"

    The room in which the man sat in, was decorated alike to a wooden inn, towards the European style. 

     "Absolutely, the cost is 8500¥."

      Well....it's relatively on the cheaper side? I think...I have enough in my card...

     "I'll...pay by card."

     The receptionist nodded before typing in the allotted price into the card payment machine.

     He turned the thing around, showing "7500¥".

     Eh? Didn't he say 8500?

   Perhaps noticing the slight confusion in his face, the man spoke, smiling.

   "Couple's discount."

 

   .................

    Masachika stared in disbelief at the man. His face went blank.

   This was, the third time, this day, he had been asked that. It pierced a dagger into his heart.

   He said nothing, pausing for a moment. He just accepted the situation.

    "Wait.....does this room have two beds?" asked Masachika, in a grave manner.

   "No, the room only has one bed. It is a single room with a private bathroom." replied the man.

    Bam, another short sword to his chest.

    Masachika had no other choice than get this guaranteed room now, in this decent place, or go run out in the rain to the nearest other accommodation, which he had already seen the location of. 

   The next hotel was not close, at all.

    As Masachika froze yet again, someone started functioning again.

 

   Alisa came up to the receptionist, moving after role playing a statue for a bit.

   "We'll still take it." spoke Alya, confidently.

    Masachika looked at her in surprise. She showed no signs of embarrassment, only her usual focused gaze was visible.

    Although she was cringing inside a lot, and a tiny bit on the outside, Masachika didn't notice it.

    He dropped his mouth open in shock, maybe to say something which didn't come out.

    After a second or two passed, Alya looked at him.

    "Come on, pay." she demanded.

    Huh?

    He was still slightly confused and startled.

    "I didn't bring my card, you know? I'll give half of it back later."

    Masachika came to his senses a little, his embarrassment and shock started to fade away as he looked at the calm and focused Alisa, or so he saw.

     If Alya was fine with it, why should he be so worried?

    She's okay with it isn't she? She knows that this is the only way.....right? Yeah..I'll just pay....

   "Sorry, I zoned out."

    With that he put his card in the reader and put his pin code in, to complete the transaction. He was practically back to normal.

   He didn't notice the slight change in her expression and eye. A flicker appeared at the same moment, which returned back instantly.

    "The room is on the second floor, 213. Here is the pass-card."

    The receptionist handed them a beige brown card, which would open the door and give electricity when put in the holder. 

   "You go, I'll get something first." said Masachika, to Alya.

   "Hm? Sure." 

     Alisa was unusually calm and relaxed. Eerily normal. She took the card and went upstairs, disappearing.

    Turning back to the man, he asked.

    "Do you have an extra futon?"

     "Allow me to check." replied the receptionist.

    The man got up and went into the door behind him, reappearing after about thirty seconds.

     "Unfortunately, we do not. The previous ones have not been cleaned and washed yet. Do you need anything else? I will try my best to fulfill your requests."

    Damn it! Now what?!?

    He scratched his head, screaming internally. Taking a moment to think.

 

    "Extra blankets?" he asked, after a moment.

    "We do. Do you need one?" 

     "Yeah......also...a couple big pillows. Please."

     "Noted, I will have these be sent shortly after. Would you prefer our hotel dinner? Or would you rather get light snacks?" questioned the receptionist, recommending options.

    To bother the staff to make dinner at this hour is a bit rude isn't it?

    "Hm, no thank you. But is there breakfast possible? Tomorrow? Even if we only stay this night?"

   "Absolutely, I will arrange for that. It will cost 2000¥, to mention."

   I see, we'll eat it here... then we'll leave.

   "Oh yeah...is there a vending machine here?" asked Masachika.

    He nodded, gesturing at the end of the hall with his hand, politely.

    "There is, around that corner."

    "Thank you."

     He walked to the vending machine, planning to get drinks and snacks for themselves.

     He put coins in, choosing four items.

    He took them and walked back, to the stair and the receptionist.

    They exchanged farewells by eye contact, seemingly saying "Goodbye."

    Just as he climbed up the stairs, the man called out.

 

    "Please do try to not disturb other people in the middle of the night."

    Masachika's eye twitched violently, he almost lashed out. 

    However, he just sucked it up and went away. He had almost gotten used to this.

   Without making a statement, he went up.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

    Knock, Knock

    He knocked on the door of their room, holding a few things in his hands.

    It was opened shortly after, by Alya. She was holding a white clothing he didn't recognize.

  Masachika entered fully, and his heart sank.

 

   The room was indeed, literally, just one bed. There was no other furniture save the shelf right at the door.

   Even if Masachika had gotten an extra futon, there was absolutely nowhere to place it. The door opened up into an another door next to it, which was the bathroom, take a step, the bed.

   The room was small, only containing the queen sized bed in it, with a few lamps. That was it.

   Fuck!

   Without even a single couch, hell even a wooden chair to sleep sitting in, nor even the floor space, he would be forced to sleep on the bed.

   Also... there was that teeny wiiny little issue. 

 

    There was going to be an another homo sapiens sapiens<5> he knew well, who will sleep there, too. Unfortunately of the opposition.

    The room was of great quality, the only downside being the volume of it all. Also, on the other hand, it had a window, at least.

     Rain poured outside still, drenching the concrete society in freshwater.

    "I'll go shower now.." said Alya, opening the bathroom door, Masachika had to jump on the bed to let her pass after taking his shoes off.

   "Sure.. sure.."

    She closed the door.

   What can I do? Think.......use what you have....figure out something..........

    He thought while deciding to change into the pajamas from the hotel, folding his own clothes on the tiny nightstand.

    He had been sitting for a minute or two, before the room was knocked on.

    "Extra pillows and blankets?" spoke someone, barely hearable. Looks like the door is almost soundproof.

    Oh?

    Masachika got up, walking to the door and opening it. The receptionist was standing there, holding two fairly large compressed bags.

   "Here you go." he handed him the things, they weighed more than Masachika had thought.

   "Thank you."

    The man closed the door, after bowing.

    Masachika looked at the bags. He saw the slightly smaller one were the pillows, the latter being the blanket.

    Suddenly, eureka. He thought of what he wanted to.

     Wait...I can place these in the middle!

     Slightly genius idea, still a bit wonky though.

     By placing the pillows he originally meant to use as a makeshift bed, he could erect a border between them, practically (not really) making them sleep on "different" beds.

    Then they could use the two blankets respectively for themselves, it was the perfect idea.

    Masachika laid down, content with his thoughtfulness. He checked his phone again, the train was still delayed, why shouldn't it be?

     He didn't need to contact anyone, informing that he was spending the night in Hachioji, as it would be useless. 

    Even if he had been in Tokyo, in his apartment, waking up here and there had no real difference. No one even knew or checked anyways, his dad was on a long trip and Yuki, was probably goofing off somewhere else.

    Telling his grandpa would backfire. He felt as if his Russian-loving relative would have deducted he was with Alya, probably through his friend he had met in the train, relentlessly teasing him and asking him to marry her or something else stupid. 

     It was better off to just stay quiet and spend the night here, as there was literally nothing else that he could do. 

    Masachika had already learned the hard way of informing his family members about things related to the silver haired girl, specifically two people.

 

    He opened the gacha game, after building up the border, getting pretty bored.

    Opening one of the chips, he started eating it, playing at the same time. He decided to fully finish the bag.

    Oh..hm.. 7 star is coming back? Interesting...

    A couple minutes passed. For some odd reason, he didn't feel as absorbed playing the game. It felt boring and repetitive out of the blue.

    Masachika put his phone down, took the bag and put it in the trash, conveniently close due to the room size.

    I need to find an another game....

    As he sat down, the bathroom door suddenly opened, as if it was loose before. He heard no clicking.

    Hey...wait! 

    If he trusted his pair of sensory organs, then the following would be true.

     She didn't lock it?!?

     Alisa came out in the hotel pajamas, holding her own clothes. 

    Her glistening hair was slicked back, wet still, her body seemed to be a bit tinged, maybe red due to the hot water.

   Alya's eyes looked a bit pale, but determined in a sense.

    Startled but in his senses, Masachika asked her.

 

    "Uh..Can I shower now?"

     "Yes, definitely, I'm done using it..... are those snacks?"

     She glanced over at the things on the nightstand.

     Nevermind, I must be imagining things...that was probably on accident....

    Shrugging his thoughts off internally, he got up, passing by her and into the bathroom.

   Alisa smelled of lavender and peaches, strongly yet faint at the same time. It caught his attention shortly.

 

   He went into the bathroom, which was also small but it contained a spacious shower, with a toilet which had the faucet on top of it.

    Masachika turned around to lock the door.

   There IS a lock.....she must've forgot...right?

    

    There in fact was. It was clearly there. Turnable.

 

 

 

 

—•—

 

 

 

 

    The hot water here is nice....large shower...

    Masachika was wearing the hotel pajamas again, as he had been only wearing it for about ten minutes the very latest.

    He wiped his hair down with a fresh towel on the hanger after wearing his clothes fully.

    He also, smelled of lavender, as that was the only body-wash.

    Was it been...uhh...ten minutes? I think? Should I brush my teeth too?

    There were one use disposable paper toothbrushes in the bathroom.

    I guess I should...

    He took one, opening the package. There was the hotel toothpaste, it looked unused.

    Masachika started to quickly brush his teeth, which he finished shortly afterwards.

   It's hot in here...

   Masachika unlocked and swung open the bathroom door, as it was humid inside from the back to back hot showers.

 

 

 

   Thud!

   "A- Alya?!" he exclaimed, surprised.

    Alya was holding her head with her hands. Seemingly hit by the door.

   "Owwwww...." she groaned.

    Did I open it too fast?!

    Masachika could only worry, about hitting Alisa with the door, not realizing that she had been standing there, not on the bed.

    "H- hey! Are you okay?" he crouched.

    Alisa flinched a little when he came closer, which he noticed.

   Hm?

 

   "Is your head fine?"

   "Y- yes! I'm f- fine." replied Alya, taking her hands off after rubbing it once. She seemed stressed.

   "Okay?..."

   "I- I- was going to k- knock!..(y- yeah!)...there are toothbrushes h- here right?" she asked, whispering something in the middle.   

   She's acting a lil strange, isn't she?

    "Yeah...I just brushed." 

    "Don't mind me t- then."

     Alya stood up and went into the bathroom, Masachika let her pass.

    He laid on "his side" of the bed. Thinking a little.

    Maybe...she isn't that calm....about...this...

 

 

 

    

 

 

 

—•—

 

 

 

 

  

    The hotel room rested in silence, its walls holding a stillness that felt untouched by the world outside. 

   Sunlight painted the miniature curtains gold, stretched across the bedspread.

    A bird perched on the sill, wings puffed against the breeze, the faint scent of rain lingered on.

 

   Inhale- 

 

    Exhale-

    Alya slept comfortably. She felt warm, safe and relaxed. As if nothing in this world could ever harm her, if only she stayed here.

   It was similar to the warmth of a caring person.

   She felt this before, on the train, which was a bit hazy to recall, but it was familiar.

 

   Inhale- 

 

    Exhale-

 

    The sound of gentle breathing, rising up and down.

    Staggering on the edge of waking up, she lay motionless, her body resting, mind starting to kick into gear.

   Inhale- 

 

    Exhale-    

    Alisa slowly became conscious, still with her eyes closed, feeling completely relaxed. Opening it would break the tranquility.

    B-dum

    Her hand felt something.

 

    Something beating.

    Hnm~? she thought, slightly confused at the sensation. 

    B-dum

     There was no mistaking it now. There was definitely something.

   Inhale- 

 

    Exhale-

    Hm?

    Curious about the strange feeling below her hand, Alisa opened her eyes, after keeping them closed for a while.

    A little sleepy, she couldn't understand what she saw, the very moment she did.

 

    

 

 

   A few seconds later.

    EH!???!?

    Say goodbye to the sleepiness. Alya darted awake.

    W- w- w- wh- what?!????!

    She lost her voice, unable to even utter a noise. Taken completely back by the sight.

    Blood rushed to her head, clouding her thoughts.

 

     Alisa had been lying, hand on chest, head on shoulder.............on Masachika.

   The breathing she heard, was not hers. The thumping below her hand, had been his heart, beating.

  The comfort she felt, was made from the fact, he was giving her warmth.

   M- M- Mas-

   Her eyes were wide open, brain breaking down.

   Suddenly, she recalled things, stuff from yesterday.

 

   Unfortunately, she remembered the wrong things, further pushing the situation, to the extreme side.

   Alisa didn't remember the correct true reason about why they were in the hotel, only the "imaginary stuff", which obviously, were fake and untrue.

    The "scenario" could explain why Masachika was lying right there, for the flabbergasted Alya, who had just woken up and connected the wrong dots.

    "([Masachika.....])"

    She lifted her hand off his chest. He slept, undisturbed by the quiet Russian.

    If you had seen Alisa's head at that moment, you would've thought that she had a skin illness which caused it to be red. Completely.

   Her body temperature started to rise, her breathing quickened.

   Gulp-

   Alya moved slowly, away and farther, to her side, which she was supposed to be in, as he had told before they slept.

   The "wall/border" had been fully cast away, it no longer stood to mark the line or at least stop an accidental roll.

 

   It looked as if it had been moved away on purpose..

   The pillows had been put to the side......neatly.........Not randomly moved, or slightly opened.

   She got up, making sure to not cause any noise, to the tiny space below the bed.

 

   Alya still hadn't realized the truth of it all, still believing the "stuff" happened, for real.

   "(Mas- Masachika....)"

   She could only utter his name in silence.

   Blood rushed to her head yet again.

    I- I-....should...s- shower......y- yeah........

    Finally thinking of a coherent thought, Alisa took her own clothes, from her side of the bed and went into the bathroom, in one quick motion.

    Right before she went into the bathroom, Alya gave one look at the sleeping person.

 

 

 

 

  —•—

 

 

 

 

 

    A certain silver haired girl, lay cringing and in disbelief. Absolutely disgusted at herself.

   She covered her face in her hands, unable to face the world.

    Alya had been in showering in water, yes that was true. But she also had been showering in utter embarrassment and despair at the same time.

 

    The very moment the hot water hit her skin, Alisa recalled the correct events that led to this moment. Realizing she had completely misunderstood what had occurred.

    She couldn't believe herself for thinking of such blasphemous activities. 

 

    And the worst part is.........she just.......accepted it.

    That's what hit her the hardest, piercing through her pride of a woman and honor student, leaving behind the empty shell of a human, to drown in the pool of embarrassment.

     L- like....h- how...did I even reach t- that conclusion?!???!?? Alya!??

    Ughhfhgfh!

    A- absolutely not a chance!

    Uuuuuuuuuuuu.....

    No! No! No! No!

    Aughhhhhhhhhhh!

    So she thought, wriggling around as water poured down.  

   I- I'm.....I'm....not a... g- good girl....

   The more she pondered about it, the more she felt......shitty.

 

   Wait.....yes………..it's...it's his fault...yes...it's his fault for be- being s- so g- g- good looking....who wouldn't...r- right!?

   Blaming the unsuspecting guy, she felt a little relieved, finding an.....interesting excuse to justify herself.

 

   No! W- w- what am I e- even s- saying?!??

   Back to ground zero, she crumbled down again.

 

    Repeatedly falling further and deeper into the rabbit hole, Alisa Mikhailovna, spent an ungodly amount of time in the shower.

 

Notes:

I have basically everything till chap 15 planned out, currently... I just haven't made a plan for more yet. Time-skip and such will happen. Some parts of their second year will also enact, onwards.
I'm also using new writing styles, as shown in this chapter.

 

notes:
Gonna on a lil yap session this time, oh god I'm slowly becoming sunsunsun with these stupid long afterwords.
The chapters will release when they do.
One chapter may/probably will drop every week, as in Monday to Sunday week, not in one week from the last chapter. I could very well drop on Monday and then the next one might be the following week's Sunday, with a 12 day period between, (well i just did ig). Who knows. Or I might even take weeks.
Just know that I am not planning to end the fanfic this year, it will continue unless I suddenly announce that I will be ending it, or I release the final twenty something chapter, actually ending it, officially.
But I hope that you, readers, will continue reading the chapters when they release, even if they take long. I am having genuine fun writing this by making my imaginations and free time come to life.
Blame the damned trilogy calculus for the delay between chapters, mostly. Just blame assignments in general though.
Good news to mention, lastly. Ch7 onwards will have great development, look forward to them.

 

<1> Go read the previous chapter if you haven't, for some damn reason, why did you finish reading this then? Also, you must have some sort of cognitive problem to not remember this at all, if you did read.

<2> Yet again the Fukushima family is all made up. I'm just using them as a good enough excuse to write more chapters. You can ignore them. They are not a major character. Also she is using "Watashi" to refer to herself. Fun fact, her name means "Sky".

<3> Little author self insert, making the character almost break the 3rd wall. I don't care if it doesn't rain in November, this gets me content :) This gets YOU content to read. Blame the rainstorm on global warming or something.

<4> This is not meant to be a Christianian advertisement. It's the funny meme song by the dude of the west, before he went a little wild. You'll understand if you listen to it, it's the meme funny thingy what am I even saying

<5> Come on, even a kindergartener knows the scientific name for modern humans. Also by "opposition", I meant the opposite gender, in a sided way.

 

please leave kudos :)

haha

Chapter 8: “Do we have to?”

Summary:

Sora asks the pair to do a certain, interesting task.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

 

   He grew tired and exhausted.

 

   Heave, heave

   “Come on…..Hold on for a little!!”

   Masachika had been carrying Alisa for a long long time now. So he thought.

   The cloudless, pristine sky stretched far beyond the horizon, visible through gaps of the skyscrapers, swallowing everything in an embracing darkness.

   Sitting on him, Alya reached up, swaying.

   “Put it up already!” he groaned, broadly standing on the ground, goofily, to stabilize himself.

   “Just a little longer!” replied Alisa, from above.

   The air was cold and fresh.

   A slight breeze blew throughout the school.

   “It’s been way too many ‘Hold on’-s!” Masachika snapped back, shaking his head.

   Stumbling about, the two were outside, on the announcement board, next to the east gate.

   “A bit more to the right!”

   “Fine!”

   Light snow crumbled below his boot.

   Jab- Jab- Jab!

   “T- there!”

   She finally managed to pin down the top corner, within a few (a lot of) attempts.

   “How are you going to get down now?!”

   “I’ll get off by balancing on the board!”

   Due to winter clothes, they were a little bit more fluffier, making the mildly difficult task of just jumping off, tricky.

   “A- alright!”

   She was piggybacked on his shoulder, legs around his neck.

   Masachika had finished the management poster, which he was supposed to print next week. He was a little ahead of schedule.

   This was the reason why they were out here, so early in the morning.

   “Be careful!” he spoke, supporting her as she slowly came down, leaning against the wall.

   Words came out as cold vapor, dissipating into the morning.

   The only viable option on the board had been the top left corner of it, with all of the other spaces filled.

   Alya had refused to go and get a stool of some sorts, heavily insisting that, he should “become it”. He didn’t understand why but since she was so persistent about it, he reluctantly agreed to do it.

   Crouching down to let her get on, he had slowly lifted her up to the top, like an annoyed parent listening to their child’s demands.

   “I told to you we should’ve gotten the ladder from the shed over there… it would’ve made it safer, you know?” he said, after she came down.

    “Aw~, since when did you ever care about things like that?~” questioned Alya, tilting her head and looking at him, teasingly.

   His eyebrow twitched.

   “Because…y- you know….” he spoke.

   “Hm~?”

   “Y- you’re really cl- clumsy.<1>” continued Masachika, bluntly, looking away.

 

   “You little-“

   Pud!

   He instantly got hit in the stomach as a response from her. It landed quite softly, through the layers and her glove, which was the one he had gotten her, for her birthday.

   “Ow!?”

   Masachika pretended to be deeply injured, putting on a dramatical act, holding his stomach, which he learned from a certain associate.

   “Thought you were going to say something else than that. Perhaps I got my hopes up too much.”

   “Eh?”

   “You’re the clumsy<2> and lazy one.” continued Alya, her tone playful yet sharp, pointing at him.

   That sounds like a insuuult! he thought.

   Masachika reeled in surprise for a split second.

   “Reallyy?” he asked, sarcastically.

   “Who plays games and sleeps in class then?”

   “I haven’t slept in class for a hot minute!” he objected, defending his name.

   “You still play games. Matter of fact, you are a phone addict.”

   To be honest….games are getting boring for me….

   “I'm not addicted, I'm just in a very committed relationship with the device.”

   “You are hopeless.”

   Shaking her head, Alisa started to walk, snow crunching as she approached the school.

   Masachika followed, “You might’ve fallen.

   Alya turned around, “I’m more athletic than you!”

   The morning was dark. The sun lurked behind the horizon, waiting to submerge the world in its warmth.

   “Y- yea! But you still fall a lot!”

   “Oh? A lot?” she stood her ground.

   “Mhm.” Masachika nodded.

   “Name the times I did, then.”

   Alisa spoke confidently, thinking she got him.

   Masachika paused, digging his memories.

   After a second, he continued, “So! We have…uhh..the dance, uh…also when you fell from your chair….and t-“

   He got cut off by Alisa.

   “T- that was a figure of speech!”

   “You asked me to name them! What kind of figure is that?!” he repented.

   “Shut up!”

   Oh yeah!

   “Also! The time when you slipped on the rock at the bea-”

   “G- fhg!” she made a strange noise.

   Pad!

   He got punched yet again, much harder than the previous one, before he could react. It still didn’t hurt that much, as if it was pulled at the last moment.

   Alya was pouting, visible through her white scarf.

   “Come on, Alya!” 

   “D- don’t m- mention t- that!

   “Y- you asked me to list them!”

   “You idiot!”

 

   A silent few seconds passed before Alya inhaled and exhaled loudly before continuing,   “……You don’t call me clumsy….Only I can.” she spoke, coldly.

   “What does that even mean?”

   “It means.. I can insult you, but you can’t to me.”

   Although Alisa was mad, you could also see she was also smiling a bit at the same time.

   “Huh?”

   “Exactly as I said it.”

   “T- that’s unfair!”

   “No~”

   “What are you getting at?”

   Alya turned around and started walking towards the gate again, covering her ears, without replying.

   School was going to begin in about half an hour. They had both arrived much earlier than usual today, having cleaning duties plus the poster.

   A few students were going about the place, minding their own business.

   Huh…

   Masachika walked after her, smiling a little too.

  

   They went in silence, to their class.

   Stepping into the school felt like standing in the calm before a storm, still and quiet, waiting.

   The halls echoed faintly, soon to be flooded with hundreds of voices.

   Masachika expected a semi-normal day.

 

 

 

 

 

—•—

 

 

 

 

   “Greetings.”

   “Hi, it’s over there, by the way.”

   A woman wearing autumn yellow clothes came in, holding a small bag.

   “I see.”

   It was Sora, the main lead singer for the Christmas event, scouted and asked by the pair Kujou and Kuze.

   She headed to the table which had been pointed at.

   It had a set of costumes, spread out. Each one slightly different than the last.

   They put in the work, didn’t they?

   Studying each sets one by one, Sora slowly made a full three-sixty observation of all of them, raising them up, flipping and rotating, taking mental notes of the details and colors.

   The design of it mattered a lot, according to her and a professional designer who had been hired by the Raikokai.

   Surprisingly, Masachika too, out of all people, gave much attention to the work of it all, despite looking like he didn’t care much about fashion.

   Sora folded and tidied the last one, back on the table, content, but not satisfied.

   It was of great quality, some of them made by the handicraft club, done exactly as she had hoped. Although, something felt wrong, as if a major piece was missing.

   Otherwise, they were absolutely great.

   “Oh, hello.”

   “Ms. Fukushima, you arrived a little early, how are the costumes?” 

   It was Masachika. He had just came into the preparation room. Classes ended not long ago.

   “Wonderful, but…it feels as if it’s missing something.” she replied.

   “Missing something?” he walked closer to the table.

   “It’s as though drawing a sun without its beams. If you get what I mean.”

   “No, I quite don’t.”

   “It needs an external component, something that sticks out..”

   “So, you mean that…the costume is a bit… bland and forgettable?”

   “Exactly.”

   “Hm.”

   He glanced over the table, across the slightly varying clothes.

   “I think…that is true?..” said Masachika, nodding, slightly confused.

   “Where is the clubroom that manages these things?”

   “Uhh… it’s next to the nurse’s, above.”  

   “Thank you.”

   “I can go, if you need me to.” he suggested.

   She shook her head politely, “It’s fine, you two are doing a lot anyways.”

   “Okay?”

   “I will go, I have a lot of questions for them anyways.”

   “Alright.”

   Ah well, later, I guess.

   Sora turned around to the door and left, heading towards the handicrafts room.

   He was still waiting for Alya to come, after she does what she needed to do.

   I guess I’ll check our equipment and the set ups then…..to be honest, nothing else really to do as of now….

   After a few minutes, Masachika went into the small storage room, holding a checklist in his hand.

   Okay…then..let’s get started! Alya’s not finishing for a bit! She’ll be thankful if I do this.

 

   Four large speakers….…check….where is the b- oh there…..there should be three…hm? Did I miscount?

   One..two..thr- no, wait that’s the other end of this… One….two……yea…the third one is not here…

   He crouched up again.

   Going on around the shelfs, he noted down what things they had and what they were missing.

   Now…this…..should be….

   That box should have those…let me check…….hugh! Damn it’s heavy..

   He placed down a rectangular box on the floor. What he was looking for wasn’t there.

   Hm…is it…. that then?

   Masachika placed it back, now heading to a different one.

 

   Heugh! Damn! Why is this so heavy too?!

   Thud!

   He couldn’t help but drop the container onto the floor before he could place it properly.

   Whats it made out of?!

   He stared in disbelief at the box of absolute weight and density, before crouching down next to it.

   Clack! Masachika opened it.

   Yeah…anyways..it’s in here….so…uhhh…..four, eight, twelve, sixteen, twenty, twenty four, twenty eight, thirty two.   

   He counted the rows, going with 4 each time.

   Cluck! he closed the box again.

   No way I’m lifting this back up there….I’ll just move it….here.

   Grind-

   He pushed the container with his legs towards the wall.

   Masachika went on like this, counting everything.

 

   So, three of this, four, one, one, two… skimming through the paper, Masachika put a marking indicator below each missing items. He was sitting on the ground, leaning against the wall.

 

 

   Knock, Knock

   The door of the storage was knocked on.

   Huh? he thought, his trance suddenly broken.

 

   Knock, Knock

   Who’s knocking? Its unlocked though…

   “Yes?” he called out.

   It opened as soon as he spoke, without a single reply, letting the brighter light spill into the dim room.

 

   Huh?

   “Masha? What are you doing here?”

   A brown haired girl came in.

   “You’re here…S- Masachika.” she spoke.

   “Eh?”

   She glanced around the room, as if she was looking for something or someone. She didn’t find anyone except him.

   Why’s she here?

   Masha approached him, now smiling, like she usually does.

   “Masachika~, I have a favor to ask.”

   “Uh? Yes?” 

   “Well, it’s actually two things.”

   “Okay? W- what is it?”

   Masha crouched down next to him.

   “You’re done with this right?” she asked.

   Masachika was confused by her manner.

   “Y- yeah?” he replied, nodding.

   “Then, firstly….I need your help for a bit.”

 

   Eh?

   “For……what?” he inquired.

   “The ball.” Masha replied.

   The ball? Huh?

   “Eh?”

   “Come with me, please?”

   “To…do?”

   “I’ll explain later.

   “Right now?” he asked.

   “Yes, it won’t be that long.”

   What is it? Huh? Why so suddenly?

   Masha got up, signaling him to do the same too.

   “O- okay?….But…..let me give this to Alya…I just finished listing things.”

   A flicker passed by her eyes, which he didn’t notice through the dim light of the room.

   “Yes….” she spoke, in a flat tone, or not.

   “Well then, shall we get going? I’m pretty free right now. I- I guess.”

   He got up and followed Masha out.

   

 

   “I’ll be in the ballroom if someone asks.” 

   “Understood.” replied them.

 

 

 

   “What is it anyways?” he asked, after leaving the storage unit. They were now walking towards the ballroom, planning to stop on the way and give Alisa the checklist, if he could find her.

   “Uhm, you’ll understand when you see it, a bit hard to explain in words..”

  “I- I see?” Masachika looked at his left, eyebrows slightly raised.

   What is it I wonder…..

   “Let’s hurry up.” 

   Masha began to speed up, which was unusual. He did too.

   She was acting strangely. Out of her usual behavior and mood.

   “A- alright?” he replied, practically at a joggers pace now. He thought she was in a hurry.

   Masha stayed quiet, walking at a surprising speed for her figure. He didn’t bother to ask her what was happening. She didn’t give a clear explanation anyways.

   Hallways slipped past, classrooms fading one by one. The scarcely spaced open windows let in a cold breeze, refreshing anyone who passed on through.

 

   Thud- Thud- the sound of their footsteps.

   After a minute or two, she slowed down, a little out of breath. The ballroom was right there.

   “Come on.” she insisted, beckoning him to follow her.

   “Alright?” 

   They were now in the ballroom. It was empty, Yuki wasn’t here, nor any other people.

   Slight noises and clamor of the students still at the school could be heard, faintly in the distance, echoing throughout the building. 

   “Um~” she stopped and turned around.

   “Masha?”

   “Fnng~!” she made a small noise, out of nowhere, alike to a really big hamster.

 

   Masha jumped at him, if you could call a quick and clumsy step forward—jumping, yes it would be.

   “H- Hey!?” he yelled out.

   His hands got locked from the sides by ungodly strength blessed upon by Kratos, thrown at him at the speed of one step forward.

   “Saa-kun!<3>” she groaned.

   “M- Masha!? W- what are you d- doing!?”

   Masachika tried his best to break free, fidgeting around with his might, although not with all of it. He was still surprised by her sudden actions.

   “Unnngh~!” she exclaimed, “I- I can barely wait until Christmas!!”

   She increased her grip, to a yet another inhumanly level, causing him to grunt against his will, reflexively.

   “H- Huh!?!!?”

   “It’s testing my patience!”

   “W- What!??!”

   “Your promise!”

    

   Bam.

   Fuck-

   Masachika suddenly felt the deepest sense of remorse and guilt heavy as a rock drag his body down.

     

 

 

   It shouldn’t have turned out this way.

   In the beginning, when he had requested to go out with her, he didn’t mean for this….

 

   He had finally mustered enough courage and resolve to face his feelings.  

 

   To him, Masha was a wonderful person, great as humans could get, respectful and caring. Always supportive of each of his decisions, his friends and his family.

   He acknowledged that she liked him.

 

   Uncomfortable emotions arose, seeming to suffocate him. Throwing him into a spiral of confusion that got worse as time passed.

   He had stood up for…..himself, against…….himself.

 

   But…now, he couldn’t help but..feel the slightest tinge of…discomfort.

 

 

   “…….”

   “But…I… I will wait. Saa-kun. I will have to.” she spoke, loosening her grip.

   Masachika looked down at her in surprise. He didn’t expect to hear something like that from her, judging from previous experiences. She would have been usually clingy and overly affectionate. Masha seemed mature.

   She continued before he could reply.

   “I am waiting for you.”

   His heart sank, shattering into pieces.

   “T- that’s all I wanted to… s- say.”

   She turned around and started walking away.

   The soft daylight filtered through the blinds, casting lines of gold across the room as the caramel-haired girl walked away from him… again.

<4>

 

 

 

 

 

—•—

 

 

 

 

 

 

   “Do I look beautiful?”

   “Don’t repeat the same question twice.”

   “So?”

   “What do you mean ‘so?’ ”

   She ignored what he said,  “I went through the trouble of wearing this, say something about me.”

   “May I inquire about why you’re asking me this?”

   Alya was wearing a dress. It had a unique style, utilizing seams and lines, as if it was purposefully turned inside out. Made out of grey/white fabric, designed with great care ulterior motives.

   It did quite a bit of damage to the poor otaku-rotten guy. Which he hid, or at least tried to.

   “Who else do I ask?”

   “Anyone else?”

   “I could but…only your opinion counts~”

   Why’s she’s wording it out in Japanese more than Russian!?!?

   “Answer me~”

   “Huh?….” he looked away for a moment.

   “How do I look?” she inquired, again.

   “A- ah uh…w- wonderful. I- I guess.” stated Masachika, dully.

   “You can do better.”

   “The dress suits you.”

   “Not enough.”  

   He thought for a second, “It……hm…uh emphasizes your femininity.”

   “Feels like your words lacking some genuine emotion behind it.”

   “You want more?” he exclaimed.

   “Dry statements won’t be enough.”

   I can’t with her! Damn it!

   Masachika looked up, hoping maybe if he didn’t see her, she didn’t see him.

   “Hey, my face’s down here. Look at the woman if you’re going to compliment her.”

   Augh!

   “What do you want!?” he asked, swaying his hands in the air.

   “I’ve clearly stated my intentions quite a few times already, forgetful boy~” she giggled softly.

   That’s not what I meant!

   “I- I know!” he repented.

   “Then~, get on with it~”

   Masachika paused.

   “The so called ‘Slit’ made this for me recently~, if you’re thinking about where I got it.” said Alya, putting her hand on her waist.

   God!

   “Even if so, why are you wearing that?!”

   “Is it wrong for a girl to wear something she finds interesting?”

   “T- that’s not your actual reason!”

   Alisa stopped, thinking. She spoke after a bit.

   “I…….wanted to wear…something else…..for the ending ceremony~”

   That’s a lie! You just made that up on the spot!

   “It- it’s still fifteen days!”

   “I don’t see how that correlates to me wearing this now.”

   “There’s a clear line that connects those two! The hell do you mean?!”

   “This useless conversation could be over if you just obediently follow my orders~”

   Where did that ice queen come from!?!?

   “I’m not your dog!” Masachika objected.

   “[I can make you mine~]” she replied, instantly.

   Masachika skimmed dangerously close to the surface that kept his reactions in check, leaving a ripple in its wake.

   He froze in place and closed his eyes, hoping to regain just a little bit of control. Letting her know that he understood that now, was not the correct timing.

 

 

 

 

   Inhale- Exhale-

 

   “A- a- ahem..” he cleared his throat, breathing deeply, blood pressure rising and lowering, eye twitching.

   Calm down Masachika……….. Remember she’s just fucking with you….Do NOT lash out.

 

 

   “Still waiting for that praise~” she spoke, after a moment.

   “Y-…y- you don’t force out a comment from a guy like t- this, dearest Alya.” he said, after collectively scraping all of his remaining will out of his empty tanks.

   “That sounds great~” Alisa paused.

   “H- Huh?”

   She tilted her head.

   “[I want to be called dear by you every day~]” she replied swiftly, again.

 

   “W- wfg!?” he choked on his spit.

 

   “Masachika?”

   “Gfhg! K- ka- I- It- It’s nod- nothink!”

   SHE’S JUST PLAYING WITH YOU!!! DON’T FORGET!!! DO NOT FORGET! DON’T GIVE IN!!!

   His ears were tinged with red, some impure thoughts flowing into his head and cheeks. Strangely, Alya showed no signs of any hidden emotions.

   “You really want my opinion this bad!?! By forcing it out of me?!”

   “Oh, I do and I will.”

   Alisa’s relentless verbal jabs were taking a heavy toll on him, she just wouldn’t stop.

   GAH!!?!??

   “The hell do you even want me to say!?” he yelled.

   “Fascinating stuff about how wonderful I look would be nice.”

   “Eh!?”

   “Come on~. You’ve showered me with praise so easily and flawlessly before. What’s wrong now?~ [Stunned by my beauty?]”

   AAAAAAAAAGHHH!!!

   His cheek twitched violently. Masachika looked at her eyes.

   “What the hell!? Are you!? even saying in Russian!?” he exclaimed, trying to get it out of his system.

   “School stuff.” 

   NO!

   “School!??!”

   SCHOOL MY A-

   “Look at me and tell me what you think about this.”

   Alisa posed stylishly.

   “Aughhh!!!f- fine!….Could you move away first then?!?!?”

   He….gave in, but in the correct way he should’ve done already.

   Alya had edged close and closer while demanding compliments, like she usually did.

 

   “Eyes up here, dummy.”

   “I- I didn’t l- look!!”

   “I never said that you looked~ You dirty boy.”

   RAAGHH!?!!!?! he yelled internally. Masachika was nearing exploding point, for the second time the very same minute.

   He had been able to compliment Alisa before, without breaking form. But now, he didn’t have that grace period in between to recover. It kept on coming and coming. <5>

   “Gnfggg!” he made a strange sound, slapping his face.

   “Aw~ You want to touch them first that bad~? Since you were looking?~”

 

   Masachika tried. He really did. But..welp, that was it.

 

   He broke.

 

   “A-!” 

 

 

 

   Clack!

   “Found you two!” someone called, out of nowhere.

   Eh?!

   They both looked at the direction it came from in surprise, stopped dead in their tracks.

   “Did I interrupt something?”

   Although she had taken quite a long time, Sora had come back.

   The two didn’t reply.  

 

   She spoke since they didn’t say anything, looking at Alisa.

   “Oh~ My, my, that’s quite the dress you have there.”

   After taking a moment, the person wearing the dress talked.

   “O- oh, hello, Ms. Fukushima….”

   Alya seemed to have shrank, or was that just his imagination?

   Masachika was still fuming a little, abruptly paused when he was about to break.

   “Pardon me if I barged in. This is out of the blue, but…is there any chance that the two of you are currently free till late today?”

 

 

   “Eh?”

   “Eh?”

 

 

 

 

 

 

—•—

 

 

 

 

 

   “D- do we have to do t- this?

   “There’s no point in complaining now….Masachika.”

   “I- I know…”

   “But I do agree with you on that point. Do we?”

   “It’s just…so…random.”

   “Yes. Yes it is.” her tone was sarcastic.

   “We were free today but that’s just because we crammed everything together and did them earlier!”

   “Mhm.” nodded Alya.

   “Are you sure there weren’t anyone else she could have asked?”

   “Masachika~ We are already outside.”

   “Hmm…”

   They were standing on the streets, already in casual clothing. 

   The winter air was frosty and cold.

   Snow lay on rooftops, glistening in the slight illumination of the hidden sun beneath the horizon.

   “I guess…we’ll do what she requested now. (I mean I literally have no other choice)” muttered Masachika.

   

   Let’s have a slight rewind, for better context.

   An hour and a half ago. The near past.

 

 

 

   “Please?”

   It was strange to see Sora, a grown woman, practically begging two random teenagers she met recently to babysit her son, out of nowhere.

   “I- I’m n- not sure..” replied Alisa.

   “Right now? Why?” spoke Masachika.

   “You two worked hard the past few days. Besides, he can’t wait any longer. I can’t have him throw a tantrum, absolutely not. Believe me.”

   “Are you suggesting that we take this as a convenient excuse to get some rest?”

   “Yes. And most importantly, for the sake of Minato.” <6>

   “I just realized, where’s Aiko? Can’t she do this?”

   “Unfortunately, Aiko is on sick leave for today and tomorrow. Nasty thing going around.”

   “O- oh I see, okay?” 

   “Does it have to be us?” asked Masachika.

   “No…It doesn’t have to be, but you two are the only ones that I could trust with my son.”

   “Hmm.” hummed Alya. Hearing her say that filled her with some kind of pride. Like your parents saying you’re capable of doing something on your own and trusting you alone, for the first time.

   “This is a random question…… Why’s he here anyways? Shouldn’t he be in Hachioji or something?” he asked.

   “I would love to explain, but I’m afraid I cannot.”

   “O- oh. You don’t have to if you don’t want to.”

   “It’s fine. It’s something quite strange.”

   “I mean….hm…there is no apparent reason I have to refuse, to be honest.”

   “Pardon me if this comes off rude, but you two only need to go there with Minato, walk around there and buy stuff for him, until I become free and come pick him up. That’s all.”

   “!” Alisa showed a sign of surprise at what Sora said. Masachika noticed this, as Alisa still hadn’t really moved away from him.

   “Although I have no reasons to decline, I ne-“

   “Let’s go.”

   “Eh?”

   “Yes. We’ll go. We’ll make sure Minato has a great time. Right?”

   “W- we?”

   “Ms. Fukushima, we’ll get going to change, then. Please call us so we can go pick him up. Where is he right now anyways?”

   “H- hey Al- Alya? Wh-“

   “Oh, matter of fact, Minato’s sitting in the library right now.”

   “Great, we’ll take him with us. How old is he?”  

   “Alya! Wh- what!? Why am I-“

   “He’s four. He’ll turn five in a couple months.”

   “Oh, I see.”

   “Alya!? Ms. Fukushima!?

   “Let’s go, Masachika, come on.”

   “H- huh!? W- wait!”

   “Hurry up before I drag you out.”

   “Eh!?”

   Masachika’s desperate cries were not heard.

 

 

 

   Now, let us return to the present.

 

   

 

 

   Hggghhh! She’s too determined! Dang it!

   He tried to make up excuses like “Oh I got to go catch the stream.”, “Oh I have things to do, grandpa called me.”, “I’m reallyy busy right now.”

   Though, if any of those had worked, he wouldn’t be standing here, pressured, forced, holding the hand of a small child, with some money pocketed, Alya standing beside him, heading to the park.

   Sigh- he sighed.

   “Hm?” inquired Alisa.

   “A- ah, it’s nothing.”

   He actually did not have any reasons to not go with Alisa and Minato.

   But he didn’t know why he was so rejective of the situation.

   “Say it, if it’s bothering you.”

   “N- no, no, I already complained enough already.”

   “Still blabbering about why we have to do this?”

   “……..”

   “Geez, you’re unbelievably stupid sometimes.”

   “I-… I’ll shut up.”

   “I’m not saying you should be quiet and do everything I say, though.”

   “Hey, didn’t you just say something exactly like that though??”

   “I may~ have.”

   He rolled his head back, dramatically.

 

 

   “A- are y- you two m- mad at each other?

   Alya and Masachika looked down and behind at the sudden voice. He was walking a little behind, still holding hands with him though, in the middle.

 

   “Don’t b- be a- angry, p- please?” he said again, in a small, cowering voice.

   “H- huh?” the two exclaimed at the same time.

   It took them a few seconds to process what he said, unexpectedly.

   “Wait? Minato? A- angry?” 

   Minato stood around practically half the height of Touya, as a measurement. He was quite small for his age, although capable of surprisingly clear speech, possessing a sharp tongue, perhaps inherited from his mother.

   “A- aren’t you t- two arguing?”

   “N- no?” stated Masachika, caught off guard.

   “U- us?” spoke Alisa.

   “Oh?” muttered the kid.

   “Why’d you think that?” he asked, confused, looking at him.

   “Yo- you two have been at each other’s throats since w- we went out…” said Minato, making a surprising observation, coming out of that small head.

   Eh? He managed to observe something like this?

   “Ah! No? You’ve got i- it wrong!” said Masachika.

   “We’re not!”

   “Y- you aren’t?

   “Yes! We are not!” corrected Alisa, her eyes were wide open in surprise.

   “O- oh…I mis- misunderstood..I- I’m sorry.”

   “M- Minato?”

   Minato seemed to minimize all of the sudden, becoming even smaller when he was already small enough.

   “H- hey? Minato?”

 

   Since he was a young child, he was a bit sensitive, changing emotions in the blink of an eye, from unexpected statements to sadness.

   They stopped walking, coming to a full stop.

 

   Somehow, caring-for-someone-young gene activated instantly in the pair, making the objective of making Minato’s mood better, the most important thing to do now.

 

   He continued to sulk.

   “You just only misunderstood something!” spoke Masachika, bending down a little, lowering his voice.

   “Minato? Do- don’t worry.. we’re close! I don’t hate him!” spoke Alya, gesturing at Masachika, after crouching down.

   “O- oh?

   “S- same for me too. I don’t dislike her!” he added.

   They didn’t realize yet, that they were talking like this, so suddenly.

   “We were only just slightly debating about stuff!”

   “Y- yeah!”

   Hearing what they were saying seemed to help. His face started to lighten.

   “Oh.”

 

   “Uh, uh… what do you want to do? Minato?” asked Masachika, grabbing at the chance to raise his mood back to normal even more.

   “Yeah! We’ll do anything you want. That’s why we’re here instead of your mom anyways.” added Alya.

   It was weird how fast he switched up, and also how the two instantly adapted.

   The child took a moment to think.

   “…I..I want to-

 

 

 

 

—•—

 

 

 

 

   “Alya? Would you mind explaining this?”

   “What’s there to explain?”

   “A few things.”

   “Begin with one, then.”

 

   It was twenty minutes later. The three were now standing at the gate of the park, having come here via train.

   “If so, f- firstly…..this.”

 

   He raised his left hand up.

   You would expect only his hand to be the one raised up. But no, you are wrong.

   Alya’s grasped hand was lifted with his. His other hand was holding Minato’s.

   “Hm~? What’s there to explain~?”

   Masachika looked in disbelief at her.

   “You know what…”

   “If you’re confused by me holding your hand like this~”

   She came closer to his ear.

   “(It’s to show Minato how close~ and affectionate~ we are. Only~ because so he doesn’t become down again, of course~)”

   Gah!?!?

   Blood flowed into his ears. Alya saying stuff like that, in that tone, would have folded any guy.

   Though, he is trained in this field, which is why he is not on the ground, lifeless and in a pool of blood already.

   “Gfg-! I- I s- see, y- yeah, that makes se- sense…”

   No…no it doesn’t…

   “Why would I do this other than that~? Fufufu~”

   “Y- yeah. Of c- course. It’s o- obvious.”

   “Were you expecting something else~?”

   “N- no, I- I w- wasn’t.”

   “That face tells me otherwise~”

   “Tells what?”

   “[That you are disappointed that’s the only reason~ Maybe you wanted…more~?]”

   He had been already teased so much today that this did not work, as well as it would’ve. It still worked, just at 70% power. Well, that still slammed him.

   “…..” 

   He stayed silent, looking away from her. Unfortunately his slightly tinged ears and cheeks gave away the entire impression.

   The two had seemed to have completely forgotten Minato was still there, he hadn’t gone anywhere, only seeing each other for the moment.

   Alisa bent forward slightly and brought up her other hand to her cheek, smirking, after analyzing his face slowly for a bit.

 

   “Cute~” 

   His eyes widened, flabbergasted, turning around.

   Masachika couldn’t control it in time. He was soon bright as a tomato, further instigating her teasing desires.

 

   Before he could say something, Alisa took the lead.

 

   “Hey?!” he exclaimed, Minato getting yanked a bit too at her sudden increase in pace.

   The winter night buzzed with a soft kind of noise. Laughter, footsteps, and the distant hum of music drifted through the cold air.

   “Just follow me~”

   Benches sat buried in snow, shining faintly under the lamps as couples and families passed by with steaming cups in hand.

   Life felt still for a moment as he watched the glistening angel pull him through the crowd of light and laughter. The world around them blurred, snow, color, and sound melting into one endless shimmer of winter.

   She pulled him from the darkness, and for once, the world ahead didn’t look like something he needed to escape from.

 

  

 

 

   B-dump

 

   B-dum

 

   B-dump

 

   B-dum

   His chest moved with a quiet insistence, his heart pulsing as if it had a life of its own.

 

   The lights shimmered across her hair as she turned toward him, the sound of the crowd fading into the background.

   Her smile seemed to fuel his heart back to life, simple and bright, like warmth returning after a long winter.

   He let the air out slowly, feeling some of the weight lift from his chest.

 

   Maybe it was time to stop worrying and just let the moment be.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

—•—

 

 

 

 

 

 

   “Hey, Alya, do you want to get a bite?”

   “Yes, definitely…Minato was surprisingly energetic…I’m exhausted…. and cold.”

 

   After a hour or two, Sora had come and took her son. The pair had decided to stay at the winter lights for a bit, before heading home.

   Lights hung quietly between the trees, illuminating stretches of snow covered paths.

   The park was still lively, as today had been a special event of some sorts, celebrating a mascot directed at children. Many families were about, bustling.

   “Who would’ve known he was such an energetic child? He didn’t give me that impression at first. I’m genuinely surprised.” spoke Masachika.

   They were now walking through the park, next to each other, aimlessly. Perhaps thinking they would find a stall on the way.

   “God, why did he disappear for a minute then!? I was so worried…” she spoke after a bit, complaining.

   “Well..he’s safe and sound, alive and kicking.”

   “I know…but he got me so stressed by going to the stage without telling us though…”

   HuhThis kinda… feels weird….

   “Yeah.” he just agreed to what she said.

   “Couldn’t he have just said something?”

   “Mhm.” 

   Masachika had been also genuinely concerned and worried when Minato had disappeared without a trace, suddenly about an hour and a half ago, when they had been walking around the center of the event.

   I feel like a-….

   “Why hadn’t you looked after him better?”

   Alisa sent a sudden accusation to him, stopping his thoughts.

   “H- huh?”

   “He wouldn’t have gone like that if you had looked after him more…” her tone was cold.

   “A- Y- yeah?…. I…guess….” he complied, knowing it was true.

   Alya looked at him for a moment.

   “You better buy me something now. ‘Badfather~

 

   “Ph- ka- g- fggh-!“

   He lost track of how many goddamn times she had said outrageous nonsense to him this day. This was perhaps, the tenth. Who knows, he didn’t have any idea. It could very well be the twentieth.

   All he knew was that Alisa was definitely getting bolder with each passing day.

   Her voice left him stunned, his mind blank except for the faint, awkward heat rising in his cheeks.

 

   “A- Alya.” he said, almost not hearable. 

   “Hm~?”

   “P- please……..….s- stop.”

 

   “No.”

   “Eh!?”

    Alisa replied with such a determined, serious tone that it left him completely shocked, obliterating his embarrassment and converting it to confusion.

   His mouth was wide open, eyebrows raised.

   Alya spoke after analyzing his face, again.

   “Oh my, I’m kidding~ Fufufu~ Don’t be so dramatic.”

 

   “Nrggg…grhhhh!” he let out a disgruntled cry, tilting his head back violently, facing the abyssal sky.

   Faced with such a sight, Alisa couldn’t help but chuckle.

 

   However, for Masachika, today had been the day god tested his will to the limits.

 

   “Come on~ Masachika…let’s go get a snack before we get going.”

   “……”

   He turned into a lifeless doll. Everything that happened today, broke him. He quietly followed Alya, barely holding onto his conscious will.

 

 

   Peaceful, if you could call it that, moments passed in silence as they walked through the illuminated paths, the distant clamor edging closer with each step forward.

 

   In the period of this “tranquility”, Masachika rethought his life decisions.

 

   Jokes aside, he managed to pull himself together, costing many deep breaths and self-slapping mentally.

   
   J- just…enjoy the moment……yes…just….only-……

 

   As if Alisa had waited for him to become normal, she turned around.

   “There.”

   She pointed behind her shoulder.

   “Eh?”

   Masachika looked over. She was pointing at a red stall in the middle of the path, roof covered with snow.

   “You still have some leftover money Ms. Fukushima gave right?”

   “H- hm? Y- yeah? I think?”

   “Give it.”

   “H- huh?”

   “Did I stutter?”

   “N- no!”

   He pulled out a couple coins from his left pocket, which Alya took.

   Geez…why am I so on edge?! Oh….wait…..I’m on guard….for her words…..

   

   He watched from a slight distance as Alya conversed with the stall keeper. 

   She looked diligent and friendly, standing with great composure and confidence.

   Has she always been like this with strangers? he thought.

   Alisa seemed to have become a completely different person from what she had been at the beginning of the school year.

   If she had not changed or if he had not met her, Masachika would not believe that the “Solitary Princess” was capable of things like this.

   Soon enough, the person in context came back holding two steaming miniature bowls.

 

   “Here.” she handed him one.

   Oh?….It’s red bean soup…..what she likes…..

 

   “That stall sold red bean soup?” he said.

   “Eh? Masachika?……Did you not see the giant red sign?”

   “Huh?”

   Surprised at the information, he looked back at the tiny stall, not believing he missed it.

   Indeed there was a sign, clearly visible from afar, saying it sold hot red bean soup, which he absolutely did not see.

 

   “Wait~ I saw you looking at there so intensely…How’d you miss the big text~?”

   “H- huh? I-.. I-….I do not know…” 

   “Were you perhapsonly….looking at me~?

   “………”

   “Hmm~?”

 

   Ah well…. fuck it.

 

   “Yes… I was. So what?”

   Masachika just smiled at her.

   He thought that maybe, he could get back at Alya, for all she had done today.

   Well…. It worked. His courageous attitude paid off.

 

   “E- eh!?” she yelped quietly, thrown off her high throne she had been comfortably sitting on, demanding stuff, laughing.

 

   It was satisfying.

   Masachika felt fulfilled seeing her smug smirk wiped clean off her face for once, by something he said, not the opposite.

 

   “Hm? What? Unable to resist my attention~?” 

   He added fuel to the fire. It was effective.

   Masachika managed to turn the tables on Alya, by catching her off guard, like she had done to him and adding and adding to the situation.

   “You were too captivating. That’s why I missed the sign~”

   Maybe he got a little too carried away with the moment.

   “……..”

   It had become her turn to be the red tomato overflown with emotions, especially at the last remark.

 

   “M- M- Ma- Masachika!” 

   “What~? Need me to look at you more?”

   Yeah. He got too carried away in the moment. Let’s just say he very very much regretted saying this afterwards.

   

   Hitchew-!

   

 

 

Notes:

By the way, I am not Japanese and I cannot speak the language. I do not know their culture. Only like stupid phrases from anime only, which I know aren’t polite and formal. Also chapters will still release. Peak coming sooner or later.
No more than two weeks and a half for one decently sized chapter to drop.(This is probably a lie, to be honest. I am not promising anything 100%. Expect random drops every few weeks, I mean I have a life too.)
Also, please give feedback on this new writing style. I tried to make it more interesting. Like the conversations held should be more…engaging than before…If put into words…maybe more alive?

 

Masachika was realllyy pulled around by the nose in this chapter haha
Do y’all like this different style? I think it’s way more cinematic and alive. I’m so goated at writing

 

<1> Masachika used “ドジ ” (doji) here, which is often used playfully or for gentle teasing. A lighthearted and informal way to call someone clumsy.

<2> However, Alisa replied with “下手” (heta), meaning ‘lack of skill’ or ‘poor at’ and can be used to describe someone who is not good at something, which can extend to physical activities, implying clumsiness.

<3> I know I have not used any other honorifics other than on Yuki addressing Masachika sometimes, and I won’t for like 98% of the times in the future. This may seem strange when I use “-kun” here, but…well….it just feels empty and wrong if I just use “Saa”. Like..thats it. Just “Saa”...It feels wrong.
This is the few exceptions I’ll make, for the sake of logic and pattern recognition.

<4> This is why I preemptively apologized to Masha “fans”. (I know yall just like her for two BIG reasons, or you guys are just a little weird in the head, no in between). I just don’t want to write her seriously.
I’m starting acting like sun3 here. Only using her for gooner bait, unnecessary setbacks and drama. The end goal has already been set in stone, and has took shape in this fanfic, vice versa for the official light novel too. Prime Masha disappeared wayyy back in V3 to be honest :)
Okay, wait! What I actually wanted to write here for <4> was that, uhh, I wrote this part over the span of like four days, rewriting and phrasing most of it, so it may seem sudden and pace-wise weird. I just want to get this Masha related drama started and done with. I don’t really have ideas for what to do here…words won’t come in. Tried my best to not just straight out shit on Masha for no reason and add words or something to make it flow better.

<5> Just realized this entire section is reaaally suggestive…Like you could remove a few words or take it from a different perspective and the whole meaning changes. I DID NOT think this through 😭. This was NOT planned I swear .
“Nearing exploding point for the second time.”
“Kept on coming and coming.”
“His empty tanks.”
“Without breaking form…no time to recover.”

<6> Minato is Sora(the singer)’s son. The Fukushima family won’t matter that much.

 

If you don’t mind, leave kudos so I can feed my ego later :)

Chapter 9: “Even monkeys fall from trees”

Summary:

Seems like yesterday was a wee bit cold.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

   Such an event was unprecedented.

   He couldn’t believe it.

   It wasn’t the end of the world, but no one thought it would ever happen.

 

   It was an unrealistic expectation, born from exaggerated stereotypes.

   That didn’t stop people from believing it.

 

   Alisa Mikhailovna Kujou.

 

   The transfer student, treasurer of the student council, top of the class, striking and athletic…was absent.

   Alya hadn’t shown up in the morning, worrying her classmates, especially one person in particular.

   Her seat remained empty, a throne yet to be reclaimed.

 

  “Kujou is sick today. Mark her absent accordingly.” the homeroom teacher said.

 

   The first period bell rang without the “princess” at her desk.

   Everyone except one person continued their day normally. For them, Alya being sick was just another small topic, quickly forgotten.

 

 

 

 

—•—

 

 

 

   I wonder if she’s okay…

 

   Masachika spent the entire day with the thought lingering.

   He should have been enjoying himself as tomorrow was the weekend.

 

  Creak—

   He leaned back in his chair, pretending to stretch while glancing to the side.

 

   Hm

   He felt strangely bored.

   The past few weeks had been hectic, but this one was calm. A break he should have welcomed, at least a little.

 

   I guess… I’ll ask her?

   He discreetly pulled his phone from his bag and hid it in the desk compartment with practiced skill.

 

   He typed.

   “Do you have a cold?

 

   A moment passed.

 

   No…what am I doing?! Of course she has a cold! That’s why she’s absent!

   He deleted it immediately.

 

   He tried again.

   “How’s your cold?”

 

   He stared at the words.

   Ugh. That sounds like I knew ahead of time!

   Delete.

 

   “I hope you get better soon.

   No! That makes it sound like she’s on her deathbed!

   Deleted again.

 

   “Are you drinking and eating?

   Great. Now I sound like her mom.

   Backspace.

 

   “Do you have a fever?

   She might not! I don’t know!

   Gone.

 

   “Are you coming to class tomorrow?

   Wait! Tomorrow’s Saturday. Am I stupid?!

   Deleted.

 

   He stared at the empty chat bubble. Nothing sounded right. He was panicking for no reason.

 

   What am I even supposed to say without sounding weird?! 

   He didn’t realize the teacher was staring at him.

 

   Thud—!

   “Kuze! Stop looking down! Pay attention!”

   “Eh?! A-ah! Sorry! Yes!”

   Masachika shot up, everyone now looking at him.

   “Answer question 18!”

   “Y-Yes?!

 

 

 

 

—•—

 

 

 

   Dringgg!

 

   The final bell of the week released everyone. Masachika still had a few things left to do.

 

   Now that I think about it… her cold must be pretty bad if she didn’t come at all… right?

   He imagined the determined Alisa charging into school with glowing eyes, even with a sore throat or a runny nose.

   He himself would’ve used it as an excuse to stay home. Except that one time he actually had a fever.

 

   But Alya? She’d definitely show up if it were just a mild cold.

 

   Does she actually have a fever!?

 

   He had finally sent, “Are you okay?” after being publicly scolded earlier. Takeshi had laughed at him for minutes.

 

   But five hours passed. No reply. No read. Her account was last active yesterday.

 

   His worry spiraled.

 

   Wait…

   Students were slowly leaving. Voices faded down the hall.

 

   Masha’s probably taking care of her…

   A bit of worry eased.

 

   But still…

   He zipped his bag.

 

   Should I… call her?

   He fidgeted with his chair. Hikaru approached quietly. Masachika didn’t notice.

 

   “Hey… Masachika? You seem out of it. Something wrong?”

   “Hm!? A-ah! Me? Nothing!”

   Hikaru raised a brow, “This guy can’t be more obvious…” he thought.

 

   “Masachika.”

   “Yeah?”

   Hikaru sighed.

 

   “I know you’re worried about her. She wouldn’t let a tiny cold beat her, right?”

   “H-huh!?

   “I’ve been watching you all day.”

   “Wh—?”

   “Ever since the teacher said she was sick, you’ve had this slightly worried look.”

   “Eh?! W-worried about A-Alya?! No!! I’m n-not!!”

 

   Hopeless, Hikaru thought.

 

   Another sigh.

   “H-Hikaru…?”

   “(Hopeless),” he muttered.

   “W-what?”

   “Sigh-“

   “Uh…?”

   “Sigh.”

   “Can you stop sighing!?”

   “Never mind. Listen… I’m saying this as a friend.” Hikaru stood in front of him.

 

 

   “If you’re this worried, go check on her.”

   “Eh!?”

   “See? Look at your reaction!”

   “Huh!?”

   “Just go to her house!”

   “What are you saying?!”

   “It’ll ease your mind!”

   “N-no!! I can’t just show up without telling her!”

   “But you’ve been there before.”

   “Only twice! That doesn’t mean I can just walk in unannounced!”

 

   “I’m pretty sure she’s alone!” Hikaru said.

   “I can’t—!” He froze.

 

 

   “…Wait. What?”

   “You didn’t know?”

   “K-know what?”

   “She didn’t tell you?”

   “T-tell me what?”

   “Oh, right… you weren’t there when she mentioned it.”

   “Mentioned what!?”

   “I’m quite sure she’s home alone right now.”

   “She’s… alone? Why?”

   “Well…” Hikaru backed away a little.

   “What?”

   “Masha’s abroad. In Russia. And her parents are out of town.”

 

   “What?”

 

   Alya had told others yesterday afternoon. Masachika had been in the bathroom.

 

 

 

 

 

—•—

 

 

 

   “Alya!”

   Thud! Thud! Thud!

   “Alya, it’s me! Masachika!”

 

   He stood in the apartment hallway. The faint outside chill still seeped in. He’d been knocking for a while.

 

   Thud! Thud!

   Still no answer.

   She’s home… right?! She’s sick, why wouldn’t she be!?

   He raised his fist again—

 

 

   Click.

   The door finally opened.

   “Ah, there you—!”

 

   Something silver lurched forward.

 

   “Wh—!? A-Alya!?”

   Alisa stumbled straight into his arms. He barely caught her in time. They staggered, almost falling.

   “M-Masachkihka…” she mumbled weakly, collapsing against him.

 

   “Alya!? Are you okay?!”

   He held her as her legs gave way.

 

 

   Four seconds of frozen shock passed.

 

   Then Alya spoke.

   “D-do I look okay…?” she muttered sarcastically.

 

   “Ah—that was a stupid question!”

   “Khm.” She cleared her throat. Her hair was messy, her breath heavy.

 

   “Why didn’t you answer my texts?” he asked.

 

   “I… tried to call someone… but my phone died… and I couldn’t find the charger…

 

  “Oh…”

   She leaned on the doorframe, exhausted.

 

 

   “You… need my help, right?”

 

   “(Y- yes.)” she whispered faintly.

 

   “Sorry, what?”

 

   “…I-I said I can take care of myself…”

 

   Huh?!

 

   “Eh?! Are you sure!?”

   “O-of course… You can go home… or back to school…” she murmured and turned.

 

   “Huh!? Hey?! Alya!?”

 

   She wobbled.

   Can she even—!?

 

   “!

   “Alya!!”

 

   Swoop—

   She tripped. He dashed in and caught her again.

 

   “You can’t even walk! You need my help!”

   “N-no I don’t!”

   “Now’s not the time to be stubborn!”

   “L-like I said, I can take care of—”

 

   “Alya! You expect me to leave you like this? My partner? I can’t!”

 

 

   She froze. Eyes wide.

  “Gah! Let’s go inside first!”

   Before he realized it, he lifted her in one clean motion. She went silent.

 

   Creak

   He walked deeper into the apartment. It felt warm but stale, as if the air hadn’t changed in hours.

 

   Huh…?

   A vase lay knocked over.

 

   Did she fall earlier…?

   He stepped around it.

 

   She suddenly whispered in Russian.

 

   “[Of course I need your help… idiot…]”

 

 

   He understood enough.

   Thank goodness it was dark.

 

   He said nothing.

 

 

 

 

 

 

—•—

 

 

   “Wh- when did you even get this sick? By the way…” he asked after a moment.

   Her phone sat on the counter, quietly charging. He’d found it under the bed.

   “Hm…? Ah… My throat was sore… yesterday…”

   The proud, sharp-tongued Alisa Mikhailovna Kujou had vanished. What remained was a timid, feverish girl, voice soft and weak.

   Yesterday? So Thursday morning?

   To be fair… she did look a bit tired.

 

   “I see.”

   It was the first time he’d ever stepped into her room. The first girl’s room—aside from family—he’d ever been in.

(PS: That was very much true.)

   “G- get my blanket…” she murmured.

 

   He didn’t answer. He wasn’t ignoring her. His mind was just stuck on something else.

 

   Wait… so she got sick when we were out with Minato…?

   And then it got worse yesterday… and now this…

   Gah! I knew I should’ve gone with him myself! Then she wouldn’t have gotten sick!

   This is my fault!

 

   “Ma- Masachika…?”

   “Ah!? R- right away!”

 

   He hurried to pick up the blanket tossed to the floor.

   “Here…?”

   “G- get on with it… my head… hurts…”

   Every bit of her usual defiance was gone.

   He placed the blanket over her. The room was dim—shadows clung to every corner.

   “Uh… I’ll close the door and come back, okay? I left it open…”

   “Mhm… Be quick…”

   Masachika stepped out. Alya lay there, staring blankly at the ceiling.

 

 

 

 

Tick—tock.

Thump.

Tick—tock.

Thump.

 

 

   The living room’s grandfather clock echoed faintly, counting time alongside her heartbeat.

 

   It felt like hundreds of ticks before Masachika returned. He’d taken off his jacket and shoes.

   He crouched beside her, holding something. She couldn’t see it well.

   “Open your mouth. I found a thermometer—bathroom shelf.”

   So that’s what it was.

   “Mhm…”

   She parted her lips, holding it in place.

 

 

 

   Half a minute passed.

   Beep!

   He pulled it out.

   39.2°C <1>. He could barely read it in the dark.

 

   “Yeah… you’re really burning up. How do you feel? …Stupid question, I know.”

   “Kh-hem— C- cold and alone…” she muttered.

   “Then… do you have medicine?”

   She shook her head and curled up, hiding her face.

   “You don’t? Why?”

   “P- people d- don’t get sick here… often…” she mumbled irritably.

 

   “I clearly see one sick person right now.”

   “It’s not my f- fault I’m s- sick…” she shot back weakly.

 

   What does that even mean…?

   “Do you at least have something to drink?”

   She shook her head again.

   “Is there anything you can take? When’s the last time you drank anything?”

 

   “I… I don’t know…

   “Eh?! You don’t even know!? And here I was thinking you were taking care of yourself!”

   He stood up with a frustrated sigh.

   “Agh— fine! First, wipe your sweat. I’ll get a cold compress and something to drink…”

   He headed out in search of… anything.

   “Check the w- white drawer in the door on the right…

   Alya curled deeper into her blanket, instinctively shrinking into a small ball to conserve heat.

 

   “God…” he muttered. Seeing the girl who always bossed him around like this… helpless, vulnerable… made something twist in his chest.

 

   Then it hit him.

 

   Wait… what am I even doing!?

 

   C- can I even be here!? Is this okay!?

 

   He stopped mid step.

 

   Had he crossed a line? Was he allowed in her room like this?

 

 

 

 

   “Ma- Masachika?” Alya called faintly.

   “A- ah? Hm?”

 

   “Is… something on your m- mind?

   She read him instantly. Authority reclaimed.

   “Eh? N- no?!”

 

   “…Don’t l- lie. Kh-hem—”

   “……”

 

   She squinted through the darkness, trying to read his expression.

   “W- what is it…?

   “N- nothing.”

   “You’re… hiding something… t- tell me…

   “What? I’m not— hiding anything—”

 

   “Masachika.”

   “I- I’ll just… get s- something first…”

   He began to retreat.

 

   “Ma- Masachika!” she groaned, voice cracking.

   He stopped. Turned.

 

   Alya was forcing herself upright, trembling. He could see her swaying.

   “A- Alya!? Hey!? L- lie down!” he rushed to her.

   She kept moving.

   “You can’t walk! Lay down!” he yelled.

   She didn’t listen.

 

    “Alya!”

   She finally stopped, panting.

 

   “T- tell me…

   “T- tell what!?”

   “W- what’s on your m- mind…

   He fell silent.

 

 

 

   She looked up, waiting.

   Agh…!

 

   “I… I just…”

   “Mhm…?”

 

   “S- should… I… call A- Ayano? Or Y- Yuki? To take c- care of you… sinceI’m a guy, and… I thought a girl friend should…”

 

   The moment turned painfully quiet.

 

   “I mean… Ayano knows how to handle sick people… I don’t…”

 

   Another long silence.

 

 

   She lowered her head.

   Then, barely audible—

 

 

   “[No… I want you… only…]”

 

   Her selfish little truth slipped out before she could stop it.

 

   Alya’s hair hid her face, her voice lingering too long. A warmth shot through him. Unwanted, confusing, automatic.

   “W- w- what…?”

 

   “…S- s- sure… g- go ahead… If you’re b- busy…” she murmured, slowly turning back toward the bed.

 

   That crushed whatever was left of his logic.

 

 

   Masachika hurried to the white drawer, face burning.

 

   Damn it…

   He yanked it open.

 

   Some medical supplies, disinfectant, bandages. Nothing for fever.

 

   And his thoughts were too jumbled to focus.

 

   Why does she always say important stuff in a language no one understands!?

   Pam—

   He slapped the top of the shelf.

 

 

 

   After thinking for a while, he decided to improvise a warm drink using a packet of immune-boosting vitamins he spotted.

 

 

 

—•—

 

 

   W- where’s the kettle…?

   Sigh… one thing at a time…

 

   He rummaged through cupboards.

 

   A minute later.

 

   Por~ por~ por~ click!

   The kettle finished boiling.

 

   Which one is hers…?

   He opened the cupboard.

 

 

   …Oh.

 

 

  Yeah. Of course.

 

 

 

 

—•—

 

 

   “…Here you go, m- majesty. Your elixir.”

   Masachika entered with a steaming mug and a damp towel.

   He needed humor to survive the earlier moment.

 

   “M- my w- what…?” Alya whispered under the blanket.

   His temples throbbed.

 

 

   [I want… you.]

   Her voice echoed in his head.

 

   Masachika forced a small laugh.

   It was nothing. Just… weird circumstances.

 

   “I, uh… mixed something together. Should help with the fever…”

   He sat at the edge of the bed, trying not to sit too close, yet failing.

 

   “I’ll ask again. How are you feeling?”

 

   “…Freezing, every muscle aches, and my head won’t stop spinning. I just feel… awful.”

 

   “You should be glad you’re athletic. That’s probably why you haven’t passed out from the sweat… yet.”

   “I… don’t like how you added ‘yet’…”

   “You’ll be fine… Sit up. Drink first. I’ll go buy medicine after.”

   She paused.

 

   “No… wait…”

 

   Both stopped.

 

 

   “…W- what did… they… say?” she asked.

 

   “Ah…”

 

 

   He hesitated.

 

   “…S- she said she’d love to… but she’s b- busy with family stuff…”

 

   He looked away.

 

   He lied.

 

   He didn’t know why.

   Masachika hadn’t even told his sister.

   Maybe… he didn’t want anyone else involved.

   Maybe… he wanted this moment to stay between them.

 

   “O- oh… I- I see…” she mumbled.

 

   A faint smile formed, hidden by the darkness.

   Ten seconds of silence drifted by.

 

 

   “Alright… get up,” he said.

   Alya tried, and promptly fell back down with a dull thud.

   “…Come on.”

 

   The tension dissolved.

   Alya lay still a few seconds, then muttered flatly, Masachika… h- help… me… up.”

   “Eh…?”

   “My body’s too weak…”

   “A- are you sure?”

   “Mhm. Kh-ahem.”

 

   Masachika sighed.

   I guess… I signed up for this…

 

   He set the mug down and reached to support her back.

   Her shirt was drenched with sweat.

 

   A moment later, together, they managed to sit her upright.

 

   “A- Alya? You should change your shirt. It’s bad to stay in that.”

 

   She smirked, biggest one all day, as he turned away.

   “[Help me c- change t- then~]”

   Clatter!

   He dropped the mug. Luckily it didn’t spill.

 

  

 

   “M- Masachika…?” she asked nervously.

   

   Did he understand her or not?

 

 

   “It’s n- nothing.” he said quickly, “I just touched the hot mug. Couldn’t see the handle.”

   “A- ah…”

   “U- uh… Here. It’s hot.”

   He handed it over.

 

   “O- okay…

   She brought the mug to her lips, and noticed it.

 

   A blue flower. <2>

 

   Oh…

 

   Whooo—

   Sip.

   Raspberry. A bit of orange.

 

   She coughed lightly.

   “B- be careful. Don’t choke,” he warned, facing away.

   “Mhm…”

   Sip

   The warmth eased her headache bit by bit.

 

 

   After a while, Masachika stood, mattress lifting up a little.

   “I- I… I’ll get going now… Call me if you need something… Your phone should have enough charge by then… Also… place this on your forehead after you finish.” He pointed at the towel.

  

   “I have your keys, b- by the way.”

   “…D- don’t take long…” she murmured.

   Masachika turned and walked out, “Yeah. Won’t.”

   He kept his head down as each step thudded lightly across the floor.

 

 

 

 

—•—

 

 

   Right before leaving, Masachika took a small detour.

 

   He opened the fridge, scanning the shelves.

   It was surprisingly full, yet somehow empty at the same time. He noticed a few things Russians typically used. One he recognized well being moloko.<3>

   Several half-filled bags of raw ingredients, but nothing you could eat immediately. If he wanted her to eat, he’d need to cook something.

   That fit the traditional way of cooking from scratch. Russian households rarely stocked ready-made meals the way American ones did. He’d learned that from his grandfather.

 

   W- what was that dish again… Ru-?… No…

 

 

   Right—Rassolnik.<4>

   Tomohisa had made it plenty of times. Masachika had helped enough to remember the ingredients and the general flow. If he looked up the full recipe quickly, he could probably handle it.

   Maybe… I could make it… for h- her…

 

   That settled it. Masachika left the apartment and headed toward the shop he’d seen.

   One link and a short article later, he had the recipe refreshed in his mind. Just a few ingredients were missing. Nothing the nearby store couldn’t fix.

 

 

—•—

 

 

   Piclkled plums… pearl barley… dill… maybe sour cream? Pretty sure his grandfather added some.

   Masachika arrived at the grocery store after a quick pharmacy stop for medicine. The small white bag sat in his left hand.

 

   He walked through the aisles at a fast pace. Getting back quickly was the priority.

 

   A worker stood at a free-sample stand.

   “Excuse me, where are the greens?” he asked, basket in hand.

   The question was obvious, but he’d never been inside this store before. It was big and newly opened, close to her apartment.

   “Oh, over there near the fruits—dark brown shelf, sir.” The worker pointed behind him.

   “Thanks.”

   Masachika turned sharply.

 

   I should… hurry.

 

   He skimmed down the aisles, eyes darting only to the essentials.

   Faster

   Masachika picked up speed, practically jogging.

   Shoppers turned their heads as he rushed past, cloak swaying behind him.

 

   Snatch— snatch—

   He grabbed what he needed. One after another, bags piled into the basket.

 

   All those hours of studying showed. He could recall missing ingredients just from one glance at the fridge.

   Parsley, dill, bay leaves, celery, tomato paste, garlic, pickled cucumbers—everything needed stacked neatly inside.

   His cooking wasn’t top-tier, but he could manage most cuisines with surprising accuracy after reading a recipe once or twice.

   Lately he’d been practicing sautéing.<5>

   He’d even picked up baking recently. Even without prior experience, after studying and some attempts, he’d mastered the basics, which resulted in Alya’s birthday present.

 

   

   His future wife probably wouldn’t go hungry a single night. The only problem was… who would that even be?

 

   Beep— bibip— beep—

   Masachika had already collected everything and now stood at the register.

   He couldn’t stand still.

   Quickly

   His chest felt strange again.

 

   The moment in that dark room replayed, no matter how hard he tried not to think about it.

 

   “Sir?” the cashier asked. The previous customer had already left.

   “A— oh?! Ah!

 

   Beep.

 

   The cold air stung his cheeks as he stepped outside, grocery bag swinging at his side.

   His thoughts tried slipping back to her. That voice. That warmth.

 

   He exhaled sharply and sped up as if walking faster could erase the feeling.

 

  “She’s just sick.” he muttered.

   S- she just needed help, that’s all.

 

   But even as he said it, something flickered again in his chest.  

   Annoying, stubborn… and not fading.

 

 

   “Yo!”

   He almost dropped the bag.

   Takeshi jogged over, wearing casual clothes, grin too bright for the cold.

 

   “Running errands? What’re you up to?”

   “Nothing,” he replied too quickly, clutching the bag tighter. “Just… heading home.”

 

   His friend eyed him for a beat but shrugged it off.

   “Well, don’t freeze,” he laughed, giving a light shove.

   Masachika forced a shrug and easy smile.

   “Yeah, yeah. I’m fine.”

   A small relief washed over him.

   Takeshi hadn’t noticed the lie. Masachika never took this street home. He didn’t even live close. “Heading home” was… questionable at best.

 

 

   “Ah, well, funny seeing you here…” Takeshi continued, “I saw a discount sale in the newspaper. At the store you were just in—Miamio, right? I see the bag.”

   Grasp—

   Stress tightened in his chest.

   Any more questions and he’d be exposed.

 

   “Anyway, I was just grabbing a few things.” Takeshi added, walking beside him.

 

 

   “Hey, wait… actually… why’re you heading this way? Isn’t your place over near—”

   Masachika’s pulse spiked.

   Don’t finish that sentence.

   He forced a laugh.

   “Uh! Took a detour! Thought I’d… get some air!”

   Takeshi squinted, not fully convinced.

 

   “Huh. You could’ve said so. I was bored after you left suddenly. Oh, and did you hear? Hikaru said—”

 

   Th-thump. Th-THUMP.

   Hikaru!?

   Masachika’s eyes widened in pure panic.

   But a sudden bzzt bzzt cut Takeshi off.

 

   He checked his phone and groaned.

 

   “Mom. Probably asking if I ate.” He swiped it away.

   “(She knows I’m not five…)

 

   Bzzt bzzt again.

 

   He clutched his head dramatically.

   “Seriously?! Twice? She’ll keep calling until my brain melts…”

   Masachika tried not to look relieved.

 

 

   This was his chance.

   “Y- you should probably p- pick up,” he suggested.

 

 

   Takeshi sighed and answered.

   “Hey, Mom… yeah, I’m outside… no, I’m not doing anything dumb… I just met with Masachika…”

  

 

   “Now? Really? But I just—… Okay, okay…”

   He hung up.

   “She wants me to buy stuff for dinner.”

 

   Masachika nodded eagerly, “Yeah, yeah. Go! Before she calls again!”

   Takeshi grinned.

   “You’re lucky, I was about to keep you hostage. I’m bored, man.”

   Masachika lifted the bag awkwardly.

   “A- another time.”

 

   “Don’t forget! I’ll bring a manga on Monday!” he called as he jogged toward the busier street.

   Once he vanished, Masachika exhaled deeply, shoulders dropping.

   He turned back toward her apartment.

   Gah… I totally used him… Amazing. Great. What a fantastic friend I am…

 

 

 

 

 

—•—

 

 

 

 

 

   Click— turn—

   Masachika pushed the door open as quietly as possible.

   He removed his shoes and shrugged off his jacket. Everything sounded too loud.

 

   On the way to the kitchen, he paused by her door.

   Alya was still asleep, towel on her forehead, breathing soft and steady.

 

   Good… stay like that.

   He closed the door to a narrow gap and turned away quickly.

 

 

   Hm.

   The kitchen light felt dull. The wall clock ticked louder than usual.

   He set the groceries down. His hands moved automatically—sorting, washing, placing, preparing.

 

   The stove clicked on.

   He filled the pot halfway. Warm water ran over his fingers.

 

   Broth first. He set it to boil.

   He pulled the cutting board closer. Carrots, potatoes, pickles.

   Memories of cooking with his grandfather flickered in.

 

   He hesitated for a second, then started chopping.

  …Now this.

 

   Steam drifted toward the ceiling.

 

   He added the meat, watching the mixture slowly turn familiar.

   She’ll be able to taste this… right?

 

   He rinsed the potatoes, water scattering on the counter. Only the bubbling broth and quiet hum of the fridge filled the room.

   His heartbeat sounded too loud in comparison.

 

   Pickles came last. He diced them smaller this time for no particular reason.

   He stirred the pot, sampled the broth.

 

   That…works..

   Every few seconds, he glanced toward the door.

 

   Then—

   Kh-hem.

 

   A soft cough from the hall.

   He froze, spoon in mid-air.

 

   She’s awake? Already?

   The broth boiled over with a sharp hiss. He yanked the pot off the burner, some splashing onto his hand.

 

   Ksh—!

   He shook it off, holding back a louder sound.

 

   Focus! Idiot.

   He wiped the stove’s edge.

   The spoon clattered too loudly. He winced.

 

   Another cough. Softer.

   His stomach knotted.

   He raised his voice just enough.

   “Dinner’s almost done… just… rest!”

   The ladle slipped again.

   He fumbled to catch it.

 

   F-! Get it together! What am I doing!?

 

 

 

—•—

 

 

   Fifteen minutes later, the soup simmered gently, filling the apartment with the warm scent of dill and pickles.

   She’s just sick. You’re just helping. That’s all.

 

   He stood at her door, hesitated, then knocked twice.

   Thud- thud-

 

   “Food’s ready.” he said quietly as he opened the door a little, “Do you want to eat here or… at the table?”

 

   Alya slowly stirred. Her eyes half-open, cheeks still warm.

   “Table…” she mumbled. “Hng~… I should… sit up.”

 

   Her body wavered. He stepped closer as she tried to stand, catching her arm before she slipped.

 

   “Take it slow,” he muttered. “No point collapsing…again, before you taste it.”

   “Mhm…”

   She leaned on him more than she noticed. Her skin was warm enough to send static up his arm.

 

   “Y- you cooked… soup?” she murmured.

  “Y- yeah? How’d you know?”

 

  “…Instinct…”

 

 

   They made it to the table. She sat with a tired sigh.

   He placed the bowl in front of her.

   “T- thank you for the food.”

   She ate the first spoonful. Her brows lifted slightly.

   “…O- oh…? T- this is delicious.”

   For a moment, she looked like her usual self.

   “It’s a bit different from mine but… really good… I didn’t know you could cook like t- this.”

  

   Of all things, a compliment almost did him in.

   He forced a small shrug.

   “It’s… j- just cooking. Ingredients do most of the work.”

   Her praise eased the nervous edge in him.

   “I… remembered gramps making this a lot. So it just… clicked.”

   “Mhm… g- good choice.”

   She kept eating, faster now, forgetting her fatigue.

 

 

 

 

 

   One refill later, the bowl sat empty in the sink.

   “You weren’t going to eat?” she asked.

   “A little late to ask that. And no, I ate before coming. I made enough for one.”

   “Ah…”

   Some life had returned to her expression.

   “Oh, here. I bought this from the pharmacy.”

   He handed her fever medicine and warm water.

   “Okay…”

   She took the pills.

 

   After drinking the water, she took a moment. Then her head darted up, as if she remembered something.

 

   “Hey… Masachika…”

   “Hm? Yes?”

   “…How much were the b- bills?”

 

   Still sharp. Of course the treasurer would think of that.

   “Ah, don’t worry about it. Go rest.”

   “N- no… how much did the g- groceries cost? We didn’t have t- those…”

   “T- that doesn’t matter. You don’t owe me anything. Come on, fever won’t go away without sleep.”

   “…I should pay you… somehow…”

   “You can pay me back by going to sleep and getting better. That’s enough.”

 

   “H- huh…?”

   “Go rest.”

   “………”

 

 

 

   It… wasn’t fair.

   There was no way she could stay normal after that.

   Why did he have to be so caring?

 

 

   Of course he didn’t want money. Of course her health mattered more. Of course he jumped in without hesitation.

 

   Why did everything he did make her heart race?

   She had almost jumped earlier when he poured the drink into the cup she bought him. Of course he remembered. He always noticed things.

 

 

 

   It really was unfair.

   “I’ll wash the dishes later,” he said casually, listing off tasks.

 

 

   “(…Pick… me up.)” she mumbled.

   “And clean afte—”

 

 

   “…Wait. What?”

   Alya looked away, arms reaching out.

 

   “Carry me to my r- room. I can’t w- walk.”

   She sounded serious.

   “Eh?”

   “Tuck me into b- bed.”

 

   “Huh???”

 

   But she had her own unfair weapon. He wasn’t the only one good at making someone’s heart jump.

 

   He’s cute when he’s flustered. She liked that.

   “P- pick me up. I won’t move otherwise.”

 

   She still couldn’t look at him. No way. Not after what he’d said earlier.

 

   “A- Alya? C- can’t you walk?”

   “No.”

   “Alya… wha—?”

   She stretched her arms out, head lifted slightly.

 

   Again!?

  Masachika could only stare, bewildered.

   Alya sat there, eyes closed, limbs extended, practically spelling out “PICK—ME—UP.

   Why!?

   “I— I’m… waiting…” she whispered when he took too long.

   “……….”

   “I gotta rest, right…?”

   “……….”

   “I’m tired… I want to lie down…”

   “……….”

   “If only my legs worked…”

   “……….”

 

   Her jabs hit perfectly.

 

   “Agh?! Fine! Come on!” he yelled.

   Masachika rushed over.

   “Fufu~” Alya giggled quietly, content with her victory.

  “!”

  “Knew you would lisE—!!”

   Alya yelped as he grabbed her faster and more forcefully than expected.

   “Eek!”

   “G- go sleep!”

   “M- Masachika!? I- I was j- jok—!”

   “Someone with a fever shouldn’t talk this much!”

 

   He carried her straight to her room.

   Pud— fwhup—

   Masachika almost threw her onto the bed.

 

   “Rest!”

   “……..”

   “Sleep well!”

 

   Thud-!

 

   Masachika closed the door and left in a matter of seconds.

 

 

 

 

 

 

   Sighhhh-

   Masachika let out the biggest exhale of his lifetime as he stepped out. He collapsed against the wall.

 

   God....

 

   Sigh-

   He couldn't help but just let out a breath. Sigh at his situation.

   Why....

 

   Dust on the shelves. Dishes piled. Shoes scattered in the entryway. A whole list of things she'd been too sick to handle.

   Gah! Calm down!....Get yourself together!

 

 

   Inhale-......Exhale-

   Composure returned to him, alongside his normal train of thoughts. Masachika calmed down.

 

 

 

 

   I- I..... shouldn't b- blame h- her..She’s done…nothing wrong….Yeah.

 

 

 

   He rolled his shoulders back, taking yet an another deep breath before continuing. Half-heartedly settling into something determined instead of frantic.

 

   ....As much as I don't want to......

 

 

   If I- I'm......already doing t- this... might as well finish the job.

   He grabbed a cleaning cloth and got to work.

 

 

   To scale a mountain, take a step first.

 

 

 

 

—•—

 

 

 

 

 

 

   Alya eased herself into the couch, guided mostly by habit and the pull of exhaustion.

   The cushions dipped under her weight, swallowing half her strength with them. Her gaze drifted lazily toward the window.

   Winter sun shone against the glass, turning the world outside into a blurry wash of blues and golds.

 

   The medicine had done its job well. The heat in her face wasn't burning anymore.

   Still, a faint heaviness clung to her body, like someone had replaced her bones with clay.

   Alisa shut her eyes for a moment.

   What a day that was....

 

   Being bedridden wasn't new, but she'd never remembered it feeling quite..... inconvenient.

   Or, maybe she'd just forgotten how pathetic it made her feel.

 

   Her thoughts tangled as footsteps returned from the kitchen.

 

   Masachika walked in... careful, trying not to seem like he was checking on her.

   He stood there for a second longer than necessary, then chose a random spot available and sat down.

 

   No fuss.

   No awkward hovering.

   Just there.

 

 

   Masachika then spoke, "I....made breakfast, by the way. Let's eat when you feel like it."

 

   There it was. He was too caring.

   He'll wait? Why?

   There was no need for him to wait for her…let alone make breakfast. She had already recovered enough.

 

 

   "Ah.........I'll eat now.."

   "Mhm, let me prepare it then."

 

   ".....Mhn....." she could only make a noise, agreeing.

 

 

 

   Breakfast sat between them, steam drifting lazily upward.

   He'd made something light. Broth, soft vegetables, nothing that would fight her stomach.

 

 

   "Let's eat.<6>"

 

   Tranquil moments passed as they enjoyed the flavors of the meal, acknowledging each other's company.

 

   Quite a bit after they started eating, Alisa spoke.

   "Thank you... really." she said, voice soft and a little worn.

   Not the casual kind of thanks she threw around daily. This one felt like it came from someplace deeper.

   She stirred the spoon without lifting it.

 

   "You know... it kinda reminds me of when you had a fever and I..."

  

   The memory flashed in her mind anyway.

   Alisa looked down quickly, cheeks warming for reasons that had nothing to do with her illness.

 

   She tried to focus on the taste, again.

   Warmth spread through her chest. Alya’s head still pulsed, her body still felt like it weighed twice as much.

 

   But the comfort in front of her made everything easier to endure.

 

   Still, it wasn't enough.

   His presence, his kindness....none of it was enough to calm the strange panic inside her.

 

   Because eventually, he would stand up, put on his jacket, and leave.

 

 

 

   Her grip tightened around the spoon.

 

   The words slipped out shaky and unpolished.

   "So... ..are you going...to go?"

 

   She didn't look at him. Well...couldn't, fit better.

 

 

   He blinked, caught off guard.

   "Go? Where?"

 

   He genuinely hadn't thought that far ahead. Masachika had nowhere to be. He didn't have plans.

   "Oh..." she murmured, gaze fixed on the table, "You must have stuff to do....Or... other places to be."

   Her voice was shrinking, like she already knew the answer she didn't want to hear.

 

   Masachika watched her shoulders tense, the way she tried to play it off as casual concern.

 

 

   Oh.

 

 

 

 

 

 

   She doesn't want to be alone.

 

 

   The realization hit him harder than it should've.

 

 

   Grip-

   He drew in a slow breath.

 

 

   "...I'll....stay." he said.

 

   Not dramatic. Not heroic. It was honest.

 

   Alya finally looked up.

   Relief washed over her so openly it almost startled him. Her eyebrows loosened.

   Seems like his answer mattered much more than she intended.

   Her shoulders eased, her lips lifted, barely, but enough.

 

   The room was still quiet, still small...but suddenly, it didn't feel lonely anymore.

 

   It felt...comforting.

   

Notes:

Sorry for taking like twenty days for this chapter. I’ll try to be faster, next time. Uhh…you can….trust me? Yeah…
 

Fun fact:
Things I write in the chapter summaries are all I had originally planned for. Practically everything else, yes, literally everything, including conversations, are all made up on the spot as I go along with it, believe me.

<1> 39.2 degrees Celsius is approximately 102 Fahrenheit for the freedom lovers.

 <2> The mug pair Alya bought for themselves. It has a white base with a blue flower in the middle.

<3> Moloko is your regular sweet condensed milk, typically spread over bread or anything in general that works. It is really sweet, I’ve eaten/drank it quite a few times.

<4> Rassolnik is a traditional Russian soup made with pickled cucumbers, pearl barley, and meat (often beef or pork kidneys). It is known for its tangy, savory flavor.

 

<5> They said “Itadakimasu” which means “I humbly recieve/accept.” but could be interpreted as “Bon appétit./Thank you for the food.“ The latter is commonly used in translation.

 
Also, future chapters will/may be shorter than usual, averaging about ~3-4k words.
But, don’t trust what I say..it’s off by a large margin every time.
(though the ff will reach ~30 chaps, as of now)
 

can you like….leave kudos? yeah, appreciate it. thanks.

Chapter 10: “Nah, can’t be…”

Summary:

Takeshi brought a manga, as he said he would.

Notes:

I may have absolutely cooked with the writing style.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

<1>

 

 

   “…So? How’s the story?”

   Clam-

   Masachika closed the manga with a dull clap, having just reached the final page.

   Across from him, Takeshi leaned forward with an eager grin.

   He had actually brought the manga he’d promised…slightly against school rules, but neither of them cared much.

   It was Monday’s lunch break, and Masachika had already eaten with Alya (unwillingly). Now, he sat at his desk, the manga laid before him like evidence.

   With his inner critic switched on, he thought for a moment.

   “Hm. I’d say it’s… good.”

   Takeshi leaned back, folding his hands behind his head.

   “I wouldn’t call it a masterpiece, but it’s a solid read, y’know?” he said.

   “Yeah. Definitely not the pinnacle of manga. I’ve read better in the same genre. But it’s not bad.”

 

   “If you had to name one thing you liked most?”

   “Hmm…” Masachika tapped his chin. “The illustrations. The characters feel… drawn exactly how the author envisioned them. And the power scale’s handled pretty well.”

   “Mhm.” Takeshi nodded in agreement.

   Masachika continued, “Though, this kinda contradicts what I just said…there’s one thing that didn’t stick with me.”

   “Oh? Yeah?”

   “It could just be because I only read this volume, but…”

   He paused dramatically, hands raised.

   “Why are all the side characters so irrelevant? Why are they all so fragile against the general?”

   “Weak? As in power level?”

   “I mean, they should be strong. But come on, the gap’s ridiculous.”

   Takeshi blinked, realizing he was right. The supporting cast had suddenly seemed pathetic. Even if the general was absurdly powerful, the difference felt forced.

  “…Yeah, now that you say it.”

   Masachika, ever the critic who’d spent countless hours buried in fantasy worlds, leaned forward.

   “Like, take Miriamthe supposed love interest. She seemed like a talented witch at first, but she gets wiped out instantly. No resistance. It’s like plot armor just flipped sides.”

   “Right… Miriam, huh?”

 

   "Also, she's the 'love' interest of Rhett, the hero. Except, it's totally one sided. It’s painfully obvious. She must be dull to even think he’s interested in her.”

   Masachika raised a finger. “And the greatest mage, Wilson? His staff breaks and suddenly he’s useless? Do hand cast spells not exist anymore?”

 

   Takeshi scooted closer, smirking. “Actually, I’ve got an explanation for that.”

   “Oh?”

 

   “So, there’s this thing called ‘The Law.’ It’s an ancient seal the rulers cast to stop the flow of demons, or something like that.”

   “The Law?” Masachika raised an eyebrow.

   Takeshi grinned. “Notice how the general could cast without a staff?”

   “Oh, that’s right…”

   “Exactly. Humans back then didn’t really understand magic. Then demons appeared to ‘purify’ the earth…ironically, using magic. So, the two strongest mages sacrificed themselves to seal away the ability to cast spells barehanded. And no they did not have bear hands.”

 

   Masachika blinked. “That’s… it?”

   “Hey, don’t ask me. Do I look like a magiology expert?”

   “No… no you don’t.”

   “Ask the author, maybe.”

   “Later. I’m busy.” he muttered.

 

   A few seconds passed.

   “Anyway…how does the hero even get his powers? They just… awaken?”

   “Rhett’s blessed by the goddess you saw earlier. On his tenth birthday, his power starts awakening bit by bit.”

   “Goddess? Who?”

   “The one with silver hair…well, gray in the manga. The one that’s always jumping on him,  whenever they’re alone.”

   Pause.

 

   “Eh?! She’s a goddess?! I thought she was just an elf!”

   “Nope. That’s the goddess of K’Ilya. She blessed him.”

   “She doesn’t act divine at all! Or mature!”

   “Yeah, but that’s what makes her popular. She’s cute. She’s the gag character who breaks tropes.”

   Masachika sighed.

   “Unbelievable.”

 

   Takeshi’s grin widened. “Oh, and people ship her with Rhett. Wanna know why?”

   He groaned.

   “Do I even want to?”

   “Come on.”

 

   He relented. “…Fine. Why?”

 

 

 

   “If she does the thing, she becomes mortal.”

   “Huh?!”

 

   “Hey, what are you two talking about?”

 

   Perfect timing. Hikaru appeared.

 

   “Ah, Hikaru! You know this manga?” Takeshi asked, gesturing to the desk.

   “The isekai one? Yeah, I read the first two volumes. Dropped it after that.”

   “Perfect. You at least know the basics. Come, join our debate.”

   “Don’t ignore me!” Masachika groaned.

   “Debate?”

   Because of moments like these, the three had remained close since middle school.

   Hikaru pulled up an empty chair, sitting down with a sigh.

   “Alright, what’d I miss?”

   Takeshi turned dramatically toward Masachika. “I was just saying…if the goddess does it with the man she loves, she becomes human.”

   Masachika facepalmed.

   “Of course that’s what it was.”

   Hikaru blinked. “…It?”

   “The goddess,” Takeshi replied. “You know, the cold but clingy one.”

   “Oh, her.”

   “Hikaru, trust me, it’s best you don’t know,” Masachika warned.

   “Is it bad?”

   “Not bad,” Takeshi said. “Just… very…biologi-.”

   “Anyway!” Masachika cut in, “She can become human and live a normal short life. That’s the point.”

   “Ah… I get it.” Hikaru nodded slowly. “So that’s why people ship them.”

   “You know they’re shipped?”

   “Yea, almost everyone does.”

   “Exactly!” Takeshi grinned triumphantly.

   He continued, “See, it’s romantic. A goddess giving up eternity for love.”

   Masachika groaned again. “You’re way too invested.”

   “Hey, passion is passion.” he replied.

   “Whatever you say…”

 

 

   Hikaru spent a couple seconds skimming through the manga. Amidst the temporary silence.

   “Have you read the next chapter? Takeshi?” Hikaru asked, flipping through the last few pages.

   Takeshi nodded with a grin. “Yeah. One volume left.”

   Masachika leaned in. “Sigh- Alright then, what happens…next?”

 

   “Oh, now you’re curious,” Takeshi teased.

   “Obviously. You can’t just end it on ‘the goddess might turn mortal’ and stop there.”

   “Fine, fine,” Takeshi raised his hands. “So, next volume, Rhett wakes up, but not in the real world. He’s… somewhere else.”

   “Somewhere else?” Hikaru repeated.

   “Yeah. His mind, apparently. Everything’s blank, gold light everywhere, floating islands, you know, typical final arc stuff.”

   Masachika blinked. “Ah. Inner world cliché.”

   “Exactly.” Takeshi nodded, proud. “Then he meets her sister.”

   “…The goddess has a sister?”

   “Yup. Complete opposite personality too. Loud, gentle, practically a smiling machine. Anyway, she tells him that his powers are gone because he’s lost ‘purpose.’”

   Hikaru squinted. “Purpose? That’s new.”

   “Yeah. So to regain his magic, he’s gotta recall the happiest moment in his life…the one that made him feel…fulfilled.”

 

   Masachika hummed thoughtfully, resting his chin on his hand.

   “Let me guess… the moment…he met the goddess?”

   “Half right. He starts thinking it’s that. Then he goes through a bunch of flashbacks, friends, battles, even his stupid rival and realizes none of that’s it.”

   “So what was it?” Hikaru asked.

   Takeshi smirked. “Guess.”

 

   Masachika narrowed his eyes. “Don’t do that. Just say it.”

   “No, seriously. Guess.”

 

   He sighed. “Fine….When he…saved the world?”

   “Nope.”

   “When he… became a hero?”

   “Close.”

   “When he finally took a nap without being attacked?”

   “…No.” Takeshi groaned. “You’re way off.”

   Hikaru leaned back. “Just say it already before he starts spouting more nonsense.”

   Takeshi grinned wider.

 

   “It’s when the goddess thanked him for the first time.”

 

 

   Masachika blinked.

   “That’s… it?” he uttered.

   “Yep…She thanked him, smiled, and said she was glad he existed.”

   Takeshi continued, “That one line reignited his entire power system.”

 

   A short silence followed.

 

   Masachika crossed his arms. “…That’s…..cheesy.”

   “Emotional.” Takeshi corrected.

   “Cliché.” he replied.

   “Classic.” 

 

   Hikaru nodded. “Actually kinda makes sense, though. Like, it fits the theme.”

   Takeshi leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees.

   “Alright, your turn, then, genius critic~ If you were the hero, what moment would it be for you?”

 

   Masachika blinked, caught off guard. “Huh?”

   Takeshi looked at him, “You heard me.”

 

   Hikaru joined in, smiling softly.

   “Yeah, come on. What would make you regain your powers?”

   Masachika leaned back in his chair, pretending to think, but his mind went oddly quiet.

 

 

   “…I dunno,” he muttered. “Probably when I finally get some peace and quiet away from you two.”

  

   “Liar.” said Hikaru.

   “Coward’s answer.” teased Takeshi.

   He sighed, glaring at both of them. “Why do I even hang out with you?”

   “Because we’re the supporting characters keeping your story interesting.” Takeshi said smugly.

   Masachika threw a pencil at him. Takeshi unfortunately dodged.

   He groaned, rubbing the back of his neck.

   “You two are ridiculous.”

   Takeshi smirked.

   “Come on, man, you’re acting all serious now. It’s just a hypothetical.”

   “Yeah,” Hikaru added, smiling, quite smugly for his personality, “Unless… there’s someone you’d recall?”

   Masachika groaned, slumping in his chair.

 

   “You two never get tired of this, huh?”

   Takeshi smirked.

   “What, of exposing the truth?”

   “Yeah, right,” said Hikaru, leaning forward. “So, come on…it’s a great question. If you were in the hero’s place, what’d you see?”

   Masachika didn’t quite get why he was so rejective about the question. He automatically denied the idea.

   Masachika gave a weak laugh.

 

   “I don’t know. Maybe nothing. Maybe the cafeteria menu.”

 

   Both groaned at once.

   “Boring.”

   “Cop out answer. Do better.” said Takeshi.

   But even as he deflected, something stirred.

   The question, What would you recall?, lingered a little longer than he wanted it to.

   “Nah..There’s really nothing. My life’s kinda boring, you know?”

   Takeshi pointed at him, “I can see your nose gro-wing.”

   “Huh? No, it’s true! I really don’t have anything meaningful!”

   “Hmmm?” they hummed in unison.

   “What do you two want from me!?”

   “Nothing much.”

   “God, never mind. I really need peace and quiet. Go away.”

   “Eh? Masachika!…. I never knew you were this,”  Takeshi said dramatically, swishing his hand onto his chest, “-cold!”

   He flinched backwards as if he had been jabbed in the heart.

   “How am I being cold to you?!” Masachika cried out .

   “By pushing us away and not answering a simple and harmless question! That’s what it is!”

    “Hey? No! I do have one! Like unboxing a console!”

 

   The two paused, glancing at each other for a moment, at the statement.

   “That’s…”

   “What?” 

 

   “That’s.. just sad.”

   “Hey!?”

   “The peak of your life was unboxing a console?….That’s….something.”

   “Okay, fine, what’s wrong with that!?” Masachika shot back, eyebrows twitching, “It was a limited edition model! They don’t even sell it anymore!”

   “Oh sure.” Takeshi said, arms crossed, “Truly a once-in-a-lifetime moment. You should engrave the box and frame it.”

   Hikaru snorted, barely looking up from his phone.

   “That’s what happens when your emotional range peaks at gaming.”

   Masachika turned toward him, exasperated. “Hey! You’re acting like that wasn’t a good day! You don’t understand the feeling of opening something you’ve waited months for…it’s special!

   He added, “Besides! You two have played on it! And praised it!”

   “Mhm,” Takeshi said flatly, pretending to take notes. “Special. Got it.”

   “You two are impossible,” Masachika muttered, dragging a hand down his face.

   Hikaru chuckled, shaking his head. “Relax. We’re just joking. If that’s your peak, that’s your peak.”

   “You’re saying that like it’s a bad thing.”

   “Didn’t say that,” Hikaru replied lazily. “But you sure you don’t got anything else?”

 

   “And also, to clarify, that is not my peak.” Masachika said, waving them off, “Anyway, next topic. Let’s talk about something less depressing.”

   “See, you agree that it’s depressing.”

   “Shut up. It isn’t.”

   Takeshi looked like he wanted to push more but sighed instead, slumping back in his chair.

   “Fine, fine. I’ll let you live in denial today.”

   “I’m not….you know what, forget it.”

 

   Slowly they shifted the talk back to the manga, tossing theories and jokes like nothing had happened.

   Takeshi kept making remarks on how the sister of the goddess was better than her. Interesting take from him. Hikaru sat in the middle absorbing the conversation between the two. Masachika personally thought the goddess was better.

 

   Still, the question lingered somewhere behind the noise, quiet and persistent, even after they’d moved on.

   The conversation ended when the boys of the class got ordered to help move ceremony equipment. Masachika quietly slipped away. Now he sat on his chair, again.

   He leaned back, eyes half on the manga left open before him, but the words blurred together.

   The scene in the story, the hero trapped in a dreamlike place, forced to relive his most precious memory to regain his power, flickered in his mind.

 

   And then, without meaning to, he thought of her. 

 

   Not his grandpa or father.

   Not anyone else.

 

   

   Yuki, his little sister.

 

   The image came easily. Her tugging on his sleeve when they were kids, demanding he play with her even when he was busy studying. Her messy handwriting on the birthday cards she used to make, always misspelling his name on purpose. Her bright, chirpy “Good morning!” that sounded more like a command than a greeting.

 

   She used to be so clingy…well…still is….he thought, a small smile tugging at his lips.

   Couldn’t even eat breakfast without stealing his too.

 

   Her little laughter, light and unfiltered, echoing in that empty manor they used to live in, scarcely populated by the handful of Suou’s.

  

 

   I guess…if I had to pick one moment……

   There wasn’t anything particularly special about those days, and yet, somehow, they were full.

   Maybe it’d be that time she fell asleep next to me on the couch, clutching my arm like it was the end of the world. I still remember her inhaler slowly falling out of her grasp…

 

   “Masachika?”

   He blinked. Hikaru was staring at him, eyebrow raised.

   “You went blank… for a whole minute.”

 

   “Ah, oh…just… remembered something,” he muttered.

   “Yeah~? What kind of something?” Takeshi prodded.

 

   Masachika waved him off.

   “None of your business.”

   “When did you two come back? Anyways?”

   “We just lifted a few chairs and slipped away. Don’t act like you didn’t too.”

   “Alright, I know.”

 

   Surprisingly, Takeshi let it go, at his request.

   “Ah well, whatever you say. Anyway! Hikaru!”

 

   Shortly after, the two went back to arguing over which side character should’ve died earlier. But he only half listened. The warmth of those memories still lingered somewhere deep inside, faint but steady.

 

   He told himself it was just nostalgia. Just Yuki being Yuki. Those days were long past.

   She was capable of taking care of herself now. There was no need for her big brother to help.

   Still, the thought didn’t fade, even as the conversation shifted and the chatter filled the room again.

 

 

 

   Their voices blurred into the background, just noise behind the small space in his mind where those memories still played.

   He could almost see the little Yuki running through the hallway again, half her toast still in her mouth, tripping over her own feet. He’d yelled at her back then, something about being careful, but she just laughed, waving like she was untouchable.

 

   He remembered the smell of new books on cold mornings, the light snow pressing faintly against the window.

   Yuki would always sit by it, chin on her knees, pretending to read while actually watching the flakes fall. Whenever he caught her doing it, she’d grin, claiming she was “just absorbing the atmosphere.”

 

   She was such a weird kid..he thought, shaking his head slightly.

   He hadn’t realized how much that brightness had shaped his days until now. How much quieter things felt after she became bedridden.

 

   He missed those chaotic mornings, the way she’d drag him around to prank their parents, the playfulness that filled their old lives even in the dead of winter.

 

 

   Masachika’s eyes unfocused for a moment, his fingers resting loosely on the cover of the manga. It wasn’t about the fictional story anymore.

   It was about that feeling… the kind of comfort that used to come so naturally, without him realizing how fragile it was.

 

   The sunlight hit the edge of his desk, spilling over the scattered pages.

   He blinked, slowly lifting his gaze. The room around him came back into focus, the hum of the heater, the muffled laughter from a group nearby, Hikaru flipping through his phone, Takeshi quietly munching on chips he also wasn’t supposed to have in class.

 

 

 

 

 

   “You look gloomy again, onii-chan.” she’d said once, poking his forehead with a grin.

   

   “Are you worried about school stuff again?”

 

   How’d she know?

   “Oh, come on…I already said I’ll become the heir so you don’t have to become a dimplomat, onii-chan! I know how much you don’t want to be one!”

 

   It had been his responsibility as the son to take on the role. Never in his life did he think it would ever become real.

   

   “Remember! I’ll be the heir! Just live a normal and happy life, onii-tan!” she stated proudly, mere weeks before her first asthma diagnosis.

  

   He’d scoffed at the time, muttering that she sounded crazy. Though she just laughed it off then, claiming it was her life duty, not his.

 

   That scene stuck with him. The coldness of the scene, the silence of the house, her voice echoing softly through the air… it was all too vivid.

   It was a big moment, just one of those days that slipped by without realizing it meant something, suddenly turning into torturous bedridden hours.

 

 

 

 

   “Don’t leave me…” 

   Yuki’s thin hand went limp, exhausted from her asthma attacks, thudding onto the bed.

   Her pitiful state made his heart ache, just from recalling the moment.

   He blinked, the memory flickering as if time itself had exhaled. The sunlight that filled that old room, looked the same now, filtering coldly through the window beside his desk.

 

 

   For a second, he could almost hear her voice again, begging him to stay.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

   Except… it wasn’t Yuki’s tone he heard this time. It was calmer. Softer.

 

 

 

   The words lingered differently now, overlapping with another voice that had said something similar not long ago.

 

 

  

 

 

 

 

 

   “[…Don’t leave me...]

 

 

 

   That wasn’t Yuki. That was Alisa. 

 

 

   His gaze shifted to the faint light spilling across the classroom floor, and suddenly, the edges of the memory began to blur.

   The sound of Yuki’s laughters faded first, replaced by the steady hush of the present. And in that quiet, Alisa’s image surfaced naturally, like it belonged there all along.

   The position he sat in, the angle the sun shone at. It all clicked together, forming a scene that happened this very academic year.

 

 

   Her hair caught the light in the same gentle way, her face reflecting that same warmth that Yuki used to fill their home with. Different people, different times…yet something about both of them carried the same strange calm that pulled him in before he noticed.

 

   He could remember her shampoo’s smell. His brain recalled the sweet aroma.

   The soft warm sensation, along with a heartbeat against his back.

 

   The slight whimper of her voice seemingly booming inside the desolate classroom.

 

 

 

   Her eyes.

 

 

   His chest tightened before he could stop it.

 

   

   Gah! No…no…what am I doing!? Snap out of it!

   He clicked his tongue quietly and looked back at the manga. The pages didn’t make sense anymore. His heart was beating too loudly for him to focus.

 

   Stop thinking weird things! S- she’s probably rolling her eyes at someone right now, n- not… whatever that was.

 

 

 

   But even then, the connection refused to fade, threading memory into reality, until he couldn’t quite tell where it ended and where it began.

 

 

   She was just… emotional then….Yeah…That’s it….I only remembered what Yuki said!….

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

   “Masachika?”

   Touch-

   Speak of the devil, or in this scenario, think of the devil.

   A light touch on his shoulder snapped him upright.

   He almost launched out of his seat before forcing himself to stay put. Alya stood beside his desk, expression steady but soft in a way that did not help his nerves.

   “Lunch break’s almost over,” she said. “You spaced out. Lost in thought?”

   “Did I? I’m fine. Totally fine. Perfectly alive.”

   He straightened the manga on his desk for absolutely no reason. His mind felt like someone had shoved a dozen thoughts into a tiny room and locked the door.

   Alya raised one eyebrow.

   “Really? You look like someone asked you to rewrite the school constitution.”

   “I… could rewrite it. If I wanted. I just don’t want to. Today.”

   “That so?” She leaned closer, her silver hair shifting over her shoulder. “Then what were you thinking about this time?”

   “Nothing. Zero. My brain is minimalistic today.”

   “Minimalistic…” Her tone was flat but amused. “If you say so.”

   “Mhm, very simple and elegant.” he affirmed.

 

 

   Dringgg~!   

   The bell rang. Chairs scraped as everyone returned to their spots.

   Alya didn’t move right away. Her hand hovered near his shoulder for a second longer than necessary, and he suddenly became aware of how close she was.

 

   Just sit down. Please. Sit down.

   As if the gods heard his wishes, Alisa finally turned and slid into her seat, but she kept glancing back with that small, suspicious smile.

 

 

   “What?” he whispered, unable to bear her gaze, after a moment.

   “You’re acting strange.” she replied.

   “I’m not. You’re acting strange.”

   “Am I?”

   “Yeah.”

   Her smile sharpened just a little.

   “[Interesting.]”

   Great. Now she was curious. Alya being curious always ended in disaster.

   She kept her eyes on him, placing her chins on her hands.

 

   “Could you not look at me like that?” he asked again.

   Alya’s playful gaze had a different weight to it than her cold one.

   “Hm~? Why?”

   “N- nothing. It’s just that you should focus on your work.”

   He faced forwards.

   

   About a second later, Alya spoke. Small, low yet loud and clear at the same time.

   “Were you thinking about the opposite gender?

 

   “!

   Ah, it was over for him. He reacted to the statement. Unable to control his flinch, Masachika found himself sitting in his chair, praying.

   “Oh my~? You startled. Did I hit the nail on the head~?” her tone only changed more. 

   Alya nudged closer on her chair a little.


  “No!? I- I- I just flinched because you said t- that so suddenly!”

   “Mhm, really? Stuttering much?” 

   “No!”

   “So you do agree that you were thinking about a girl.” 

   Masachika jumped backwards in his chair.

   “Huh?!”

   “Fufufu~”

   She tilted her head, silver hair glistening in the light.

   “I- I wasn’t! What are you on about!?”

   “If I was wrong, why are you being so serious~?…Hmm~?

   “…….”

   Masachika faced away.

   This girl! Can she read minds!??

   Alya got up from her desk, directly at him.

 

   “Hey?”

   In an instant, her head was next to his, ready to whisper at a moment’s notice, hair swaying.

 

 

   “I’ll forgive you since it was about me~

 

 

 

—•—

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

   Masachika tapped his foot, trying not to think about how the back of his neck still felt warm.

  What do I even say!? I like need her help as the treasurer but what do I say!??

   His foot repeatedly hit on the floor.

   Two periods after….whatever that was, he needed to ask her to stay after school. For business purposes, of course. He knew that.

   But why does it feel so wrong!?

 

  “Hey. After school… can you stay?”

   Masachika ran an imaginary line in his head.

   Well, nothing’s really wrong with that! But can I really!?

   The tapping only increased.

   I’m sure she doesn’t have to go anywhere far today…..I need her help on the budget!

 

 

   “Oi, Masachika. Could you please stop tapping the floor? And also move? Lemme sweep.”

   He looked up. It was Takeshi, again. He was holding a broom.

   “Ah, sorry. My bad.”

   “You’ve been acting weird since lunch..”

   “That’s funny. Someone else said that too.”

   “Who?”

   “Nah, it doesn’t matter. I’ll move.” 

   Masachika got up, facing away from Takeshi.

 

   Pas-! 

   “Ow!?”

   Takeshi swung at his foot with the broom he had been holding.

 

   “Hey!? What’s that for!?” Masachika groaned, limping.

   “To snap you back to reality, literally and figuratively.”

   “Eh!?”  

   “If somethings on your mind, spill the beans or act on it. You’ve been lost in thought today.” 

   He pointed at him.

   “What??”

   “Act or spill the tea.”

   “Why’d you hit me!?” repented Masachika.

 

   “Sigh-….Hikaru was right. You are hopeless…Time for plan B.”

   He threw the broom to his other hand.

   “Hikaru? Huh!? B-?” Masachika connected the dots.

   “Hup-! Come on! You need me to push you! I’ve got a guess on what you’re thinking about.”

   Takeshi dropped the sweep with a clatter.

   He dashed closer, grabbing his jacket.

   “Wha-?”

   Before he knew, Hikaru was behind him, god knows what he was doing here, also latching on.

   “Hey?!”

   He was held in a submission, unable to move.

   “Okay, count.”

 

   “One- Two- Three!” they counted.

   “Hey! Masachika needs to see you! Alya!

   They yelled at the same time. Though Hikaru had been the one who said her name. Takeshi didn’t due to familiarity problems.

 

   “What the hel- hnng! are you two hng-! doing!??

   Masachika struggled.

   “It is sad the length we have to go to just for you, Masachika.”

   “Takeshi!? Hikaru!? Let me go! What the fuck are you two doing!?”

   “We will, don’t worry….Any moment now….”

   

 

 

   
   “Hm? Masachika?”

   A voice echoed from the hall, answering their cry.

   The two let him go instantly.

   Before he could get up and look around, his friends had disappeared. To where? He did not know. Masachika thought he saw a flash of brown around the door.

   Gah! What the hell!? Why’d they do that!??

 

 

   Swish-

 

   “Masachika? Did you call me?…..”

   Alya’s head peeked around the door.

   Ah shit.

 

 

   “Ah…uh….n-.. yes.”

   “I heard someone yell you wanted to see me. So, what did you wanna say?”

   “(Well…interesting story.)” he whispered.

   “Hm?”

   Fuck. Since she’s here, might as well anyways. I’m overthinking this….

 

 

   “Can you….”, he paused in between, “…stay after school now?”

   “Stay?” she asked.

   “For quite some time. It’s….a lot of work.” he said, whimpering just a little.

   “About what? The concert?”  

   “The budget. Yes. We’re behind on the supply list, and I still need to check with the supplier and the receipts. Masha’s busy, so… yeah!”

   It felt as if he blurted all of it out.

 

   She studied him, quiet for a moment. Maybe too quiet.

   Then she nodded. “You didn’t need to ask me. I was about to ask you to help with that too.”

   “Oh. Okay. Cool. Great.” 

   He felt oddly relieved.

   “Hey…Masachika, calm down” she whispered. “You sound like you just confessed~”

   “Khgk!”

   He choked. “I did not. That was not—”

   A soft laugh escaped her, too quick to be caught.

   

   Normal. This is normal. Papers. Numbers. Nothing else.

 

 

 

 

 

—•—

 

 

 

   The student council room greeted them with warm late afternoon light.

   The tall windows cast soft orange streaks across the long meeting table, already buried under receipts, proposals, and the dreaded color-coded folders Alya guarded like sacred relics.

 

 

 

   Alya set her notebook down and sat beside him, flipping it open with practiced ease.

   “Let’s get started.”

   “Let’s.”

 

 

   “First, equipment rentals.”

   Masachika sat, adjusting his chair twice before he stopped overthinking it.

   “Right. I got the updated quote for the stage lights.” he replied.

   “Let me see.”

   He passed the sheet. She leaned in to read, her hair brushing his sleeve, and he froze for half a second before pretending he absolutely did not notice.

 

 

   “Masachika,” she said calmly, tapping the margin, “this number is wrong.”

   “No it isn’t. Wait. Is it? Hold on.”

   “You inverted the digits.”

   “I… did not do that on purpose.”

   “Obviously~”

   “Can you not say it like that?”

   Alya gave a tiny shrug that somehow felt smug.

 

   

   They worked through the list. She corrected his numbers. He corrected her spacing. She corrected his correction. He insisted he was right once, then immediately realized he was not.

   At some point, she paused mid-sentence.

 

   “…Ah.”

   “What happened? Finally realized I was right?”

   “No, not that, you didn’t say a single correct thing anyways. I forgot something.”

   Her posture tensed, the dutiful treasurer mode flipping on.

   “The backstage sound report. I didn’t finish it….. I was sick then and I forgot to pick it up again…”

   Alisa genuinely sounded down. 

 

 

   Oh.

 

 

 

   “…..I did it, Alya.” he spoke.

   “You… did it?”

   “Yeah. I figured you wouldn’t want it late, so I finished both sets.”

 

   Alisa stared at him. Not shocked, just… still.

   Then her expression softened.

   “You’re full of surprises.” 

   She nudged him.

   “Why do you sound amazed every time I finish a task?!”

   She didn’t answer that. Instead, she returned to writing, her lips faintly curved like she was trying not to smile.

 

 

 

 

 

 

   “Can you pass me that stapler?” she asked. 

   “Y- yeah? Sure.”

 

 

   A soft knock interrupted them.

 

   Touya poked his head inside. He glanced inside and saw her silver hair.

   “Treasurer. Oh good, you’re here.”

   Chisaki followed behind, holding a stack of forms.

   “We need your signature for the hall rental sheets.”

 

   They stepped inside.

   Then froze.

 

   Alya and Masachika were leaning over the same document, heads…unusually close, speaking quietly.

 

   Touya blinked. “Ah. We can… come back later.”

   Chisaki raised her clipboard like a shield. “We didn’t see anything.”

   The two backed up a step.

   Masachika sat up, his chair squeaking. “Eh? What?”

 

   “Oh, n- nothing. Never mind… Alya…c- could you sign these?” asked Chisaki.

   Alya calmly took the sheets. “Give them here.”

 

   “Ah.” grunted Touya, silently. 

 

   They discussed numbers for a few minutes. Touya asked two unnecessary questions. Chisaki apologized four times after making a clumsy mistake and scattering a pile.

 

 

 

 

    How can they enter that couple “flow” so easily? Its eerie. he thought, after seeing the instant switch suddenly somewhere through the seventh paper, when Touya held her hand accidentally.

   

 

 

 

   

   “Thank you, lil sis Kujou. We’ll be going.”

   “Don’t stay late. Get home early.” worried Chisaski, like a mother to their children.

   

 

   The moment they finally left, Alya exhaled and scooted closer again, resettling just like before, as if shoulders touching was the usual.

   Masachika tried to act like that didn’t mean anything.

 

 

   They continued until the documents formed neat piles again. The sunlight dimmed to a last thin streak across the table.

   Then the door opened a second time.

 

   “Oh?” Masachika glanced left.

   The janitor peeked in, looking like he’d fought twenty cleaning battles today and barely survived.

   “You two. Still here?” <3>

   Alya straightened. “Sorry, we’re finishing up-”

   “Finishing up,” he repeated, tired. “That’s what the council always says.”

   He had a commanding tone. 

 

   Masachika sat up.

   “We’re packing. Two minutes. Promise.”

   The janitor nodded slowly. “Two. Not three. I’m turning off lights in five.”

   He shuffled away down the hall.

   Alya glanced at the door. “He looked exhausted.”

   “Looked? He looked like he transcended humanity.”

   “We should hurry.”

   “Yes. I enjoy electricity.”

 

   They gathered papers. Masachika tried to help. Alya removed papers from his hands twice.

   He dropped a folder once. She reorganized everything with surgical precision.

   “Done.” she said, finally clipping the last folder shut.

 

   The quiet that followed wasn’t awkward. Just… normal.

 

 

   Alya picked up her bag, “We should go before he cuts power to the floor.”

   “Yeah. I’d like to survive this horror movie.”

   “Speaking of horror movies…”

   “Hm?”

   “Mhm~ It’s nothing, I just have an idea, thats all.”

 

   They stepped out together. The hallway lights flickered once in warning behind them.

 

 

   The two of them walked toward the entrance, side by side, the last glow of sunset stretching their shadows down the hall.

 

   Quite late today…

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Notes:

Future chaps will be written like this.

 

 

<1> Uhhh…I’m too lazy to come up with the manga name. Let’s just call it “isekai manga”
HEAVY inspiration from Frieren and Wistoria.
The main hero is Rhett. Other heroes were mentioned. But ima be real, they don’t matter at all. Their existence is only for the sake of word bloat. But the demon general is pretty strong. I would say he’s a dragon level threat. If you know you know.

<2> BiOLOGY, CardiOLOGY, SociOLOGY. “Ology" is a suffix that means "the study of" or "the science of".

<3> If any of you are wondering where the hell this janitor was in chapter 5,the door had been locked and it was silent inside, so he assumed that no one was there.
 

Development from here onwards is gonna pick up.
I’ve read the V11 synopsis, “kinda” gonna follow it.
By the way, the light novel volume drops November 29th, if you didn’t already know.
 

 

I am finally free. Chapter drops will significantly speed up. Some will be short, some will be long.
Words: 5,111

Hey also, I’ll be rewriting previous chapters to this style. Won’t take long, promise.

 

leave kudos :)

Chapter 11: “Ready?”

Summary:

The term closing ceremony ever creeps closer. Whatever would Alya do to face her formidable foe? Whatever shall Masachika do for his precious partner?

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

 

  

   Classes had barely ended when Masachika slipped out of the room.

 

   He adjusted the strap of his bag higher on his shoulder, shifted the stack of sheet music under his arm, and let the chatter of the classroom fade behind him as the door closed.

 

   The hallway ahead was quieter, the kind of calm that always followed the end-of-day rush.

   His footsteps echoed lightly as he walked, humming a few notes from the piece he would be playing tomorrow.

   It wasn’t perfect yet, but humming helped settle the rhythm into his head.

 

   By the time he reached the old clubroom at the end of the building, his mind had already switched into practice mode.

   He slid the door open.

 

   Warm air drifted out from the heater inside. The sunlight stretched lazily across the piano’s polished surface, catching dust motes drifting in the air.

   A few chairs leaned against one another in uneven stacks, and music stands were tucked away in the corner with the usual half-organization that the light ensemble club was famous for.

   It wasn’t fancy, but it was quiet.

 

   Masachika set his bag down, placed the sheet music on the stand, and rolled his shoulders before sitting at the piano.

 

   The closing-term performance wasn’t a huge deal… but he still didn’t want to embarrass himself.

   He placed his hands on the keys, and played the opening sequence.

   A smooth arpeggio, a gentle rise, a soft pause—then the next phrase.

   His fingers glided, hesitated, corrected their course.

 

   …No, that transition’s off.

 

   He stopped, adjusted, tried again.

   The rhythm filled the room. A little shaky at first, then slowly sharpening into something clean and layered.

   The echoes bounced off the narrow walls like tiny reminders of how close the performance was.

 

 

   Halfway through the piece.

   “Yo. Practicing again, Kuze?”

 

   Masachika twitched.

   There was only one person in the entire school with such an annoyingly proud entrance.

 

   He turned around.

   Standing at the doorway was Yuushoo Kiryuuin, member of the piano club.

 

   “…Kiryuuin. What is it now?”

 

   Yuushoo walked in with the swagger of someone who believed he was the protagonist of three different anime genres at once.

   His shiny bald head caught the hallway light so aggressively Masachika instinctively raised a hand to shield his eyes.

 

   “I came to deliver a report,” Yuusho said proudly. “The piano club? We got a new member.”

   Masachika blinked.

 

   “…Congrats?”

   “So we’re not giving up our room! Rival club dispute—resolved. Victory for us!”

 

   Masachika stared.

   “…Huh?”

   “I said—”

   “No, I heard you. I’m just wondering why you look like you’ve achieved world peace.”

   “This is a huge win for the piano club!”

 

   He rubbed his face with both hands.

   “Why are you bragging to me?”

   Yuusho froze for half a second, clearly processing the idea slowly.

   Then, instead of admitting anything, he clicked his tongue and waved dismissively.

 

   “A-anyway. Nonoa said something about the dispute. But don’t trust her too much.”

 

   Masachika frowned.

   “…Nonoa? Why not?”

   “She’s… well, she’s Nonoa. You’ll see.”

   “That didn’t explain anything.”

   “No need. You’ll figure it out.”

   “Explain.”

   “No.”

   “You’re useless.”

   “Good luck with practice!”

   The door slammed shut behind him.

   Silence returned.

 

   Masachika sighed and rested his forehead against the piano lid.

 

   Don’t trust Nonoa…? What’s that supposed to mean…

 

   He thought about it for a moment.

   Nonoa was chaotic, but not harmful. If anything, she caused harmless annoyance.

 

   Still

 

   Yuushoo wasn’t smart enough to lie properly. If he said something strange, it usually meant something odd had happened.

   Masachika tapped a few idle notes on the piano as he thought.

   If that’s the case… then—

 

   He shook his head.

   Nope. No overthinking. Practice now.

 

   He restarted the piece, this time letting his fingers relax into the flow.

   A smoother tone filled the room, lighter and cleaner than before.

   Masachika played until the final note faded.

   “(That should be fine… I think.)”

   “ ‘Fine’? Masachika~, that wasn’t fine. That was pretty good.”

 

   He stiffened.

   Standing by the door, leaning casually against the frame with her bag dangling from one hand, was Elena-senpai, also known as Illegal-girl.

 

   “When—when did you get here?”

   “When you were attacking the piano like it stole your lunch money,” she said, strolling inside with an amused smile.

   She approached the piano and leaned forward slightly, inspecting the sheet music.

   “You’ve gotten way better. I’d say you’re, hm… forty percent cooler now.”

   “That is such a weird number.”

   “It’s accurate. I decided.”

   She nudged his shoulder with hers. “Your posture is way better too. See? Growth.”

   He lightly batted her hand away.

   “I’m not some houseplant.”

   “Plants can’t play piano. You’re at least slightly more functional.”

   “That’s not the compliment you think it is—”

   Elena grinned wider and—because she couldn’t resist—looped her arm loosely around his as she leaned closer, still lecturing him about tempo.

   “Here, this part…try relaxing your wrist more. Like this. See? You’re too stiff.”

   Masachika tried to lean back, but she gently tugged his arm forward again.

    “Hey—why are you—”

 

 

   The door slid open again.

 

   Alya stepped in.

 

   She stopped in the doorway.

 

   Her eyes landed on Elena’s hand.

   Then on their closeness.

   Then on Masachika’s very panicked face.

 

 

 

 

   Her expression didn’t twist sharply.

   She didn’t glare.

 

   She simply went cold.

   Quiet cold, not snowstorm cold.

 

 

    “…Masachika. Are you finished here?”

 

   Elena, sensing an opportunity for chaos, tightened her hold on his arm and smiled cheerfully.

   “Oh, Alya-chan~ Look at him today. Isn’t he amazing? I’m thinking of borrowing him every week.”

   Masachika nearly choked.

   “S-senpai, please—”

 

   Alya walked over slowly, not glaring, but clearly unimpressed.

   “…You’re awfully close.”

 

   Elena’s smile only widened.

   “Well, artists must guide their protégés~ Isn’t that right, Masachika-kun?

   Masachika tried to inch away. Elena tugged him back.

 

   He mouthed help.

 

   Alya reached forward, took Masachika firmly but not violently, by the wrist, and pulled him away from Elena with precision.

   “We’re leaving. Now.”

   “O-okay—!”

   Elena placed a hand over her heart in dramatic heartbreak.

   “My prince… stolen away by the princess… So tragic~…”

 

   Masachika was dragged out of the room as Elena sighed dramatically behind them.

   The door slid shut.

 

 

   Alya led him out of the clubroom, her hand firm around his wrist but not harsh. Once they were halfway down the hallway, she finally slowed her steps.

   He let out a small breath.

   “Um… you can let go now.”

   Alya blinked, looked down, and released him, though a beat later than necessary.

 

   “…Sorry,” she said quietly. “She just… grabbed you so suddenly.”

   Masachika scratched his cheek.

 

   “That’s just…Elena-senpai being Illegal-senpai. She’s always like that.”

   “That doesn’t make it less strange,” Alya muttered, her expression slipping into a tiny frown. Not icy. Not sharp. Just… bothered.

 

   He glanced at her sideways.

   “You’re not mad, right?”

   “I’m not angry,” she said immediately, then hesitated. “…Just… uncomfortable.”

   “Oh.”

 

   A simple word, but it softened something inside him.

 

   Alya crossed her arms lightly.

   “And you didn’t even move away when she held your arm.”

   “What? I tried! She latched on like a grappling hook!”

   The corner of Alya’s mouth twitched. Barely, but it did.

 

   Alya then looked straight ahead, expression cool.

   “…I know…(But I didn’t like it.)”

 

   That honesty again.

 

   Masachika felt his heart skip once, then twice. He couldn’t tell if it was from embarrassment or the way her voice softened at the end.

 

   She continued without looking at him.

   “But…it’s fine. Let’s just check on everyone else.”

 

   Masachika nodded in agreement quickly.

   “Yeah. Good plan.”

   Her stride evened out.

   The atmosphere between them settled. Not tense, not awkward.

 

 

   Just warm with something he didn’t name.

 

 

 

 

   

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

—•—

 

 

 

 

 

   They reached the auditorium corridor where the play group was stationed. Even from far away, they heard two very distinct tones.

 

   Chisaki’s distant, cheerful chatter.

   And Ayano’s near-inaudible, monotone responses.

 

   When they approached, they found Chisaki sitting cross-legged on the floor, surrounded by colored ribbons and taped markers.

   Ayano stood beside her, holding a clipboard like she was presenting quarterly earnings.

 

   “Oh! President, Vice-President candidate!” Chisaki waved excessively, nearly knocking over a prop tree. “You came to check on us?”

   Alya nodded. “How’s the progress?”

   Chisaki opened her mouth dramatically, but Ayano stepped in first.

   “Our rehearsal is 68% complete,” she reported flatly. “Props: finished. Blocking: mostly done. Actor attendance rate: 92%.”

   Masachika blinked.

   “…That’s… actually a lot more organized than I expected.”

  Chisaki puffed her cheeks. “Hey! What’s that supposed to mean?”

   “N-nothing,” Masachika replied quickly.

 

   Alya crouched to check some of the decorations on the floor. Painted snowflakes, small lanterns, and a surprisingly intricate cardboard sleigh.

   “You made this?” she asked.

   Chisaki beamed. “Ayano drew it! I just glued stuff!”

   Ayano eyes flicked sideways with the faintest sliver of pride. “Teamwork.”

 

   Masachika smiled a bit.

   The two of them somehow looked like a chaotic mess… yet everything around them was almost perfectly prepared.

 

   Alya stood and dusted her hands. “Good work. Truly.”

   Ayano’s eyes softened the slightest bit. Barely noticeable unless you knew her.

 

   “(Thank you.)” she said quietly.

   Chisaki clapped her hands. “We’ll make the play great, promise!”

   Masachika and Alya exchanged a look of genuine relief. 

 

   “Keep it up. We’ll check back later,” he said.

 

 

 

 

 

—•—

 

 

 

 

 

   The ballroom area was next, set up in one of the largest multipurpose rooms. The moment they stepped inside, a faint, classical melody played from someone’s speaker.

   And standing near the back, carefully inspecting a row of hanging lights, was Masha.

 

   She turned instantly when she heard their steps.

 

   “Ah! Alya! Masachika!”

 

   Her smile brightened instantly. She hurried over, cheeks a little pink.

   Masachika greeted her casually. “How’s it looking here?”

   “It’s amazing,” Masha replied, twirling a bit as if testing the space. “They got the lighting working, the decorations arrived early, and the volunteers finished the floor polishing already.”

 

   Alya scanned the room.

   The chandelier replica glowed warmly, reflecting off the polished floor. Velvet curtains framed the windows. Round tables were stacked neatly at the side, waiting for tomorrow.

 

   Even she couldn’t hide her surprise. “It’s… beautiful.”

 

   Masha clasped her hands together. “Right? The volunteers worked so hard today. And Yuki supervised them perfectly.”

 

   As if summoned by her name, Yuki strolled in from the balcony, carrying a clipboard and wearing her trademark smirk.

   “Oh? Look who came to check on us,” she teased. “The two lovebi—ah, candidates.”

 

   Alya stiffened instantly.

   Masachika coughed. “P-please don’t start rumors.”

   “No promises,” Yuki hummed, stepping closer. “Anyway… our ballroom is nearly complete. We’ll be ready for an inspection.”

   Alya nodded professionally. “You did well. Thank you.”

 

   Yuki leaned in slightly. “So~ how’s the concert preparation going for you two?

 

   “We’re… fine.” Alya said, though her tone wavered.

   “Hmmm?” Yuki’s smirk widened. “Then, are you prepared for the closing-term speech, Alya~?”

   Alya’s shoulders tensed, so minutely that only Masachika noticed.

   “…Of course.” she answered, voice composed but thinner than before.

   “Good. I look forward to the show.”

 

   Yuki waved lazily and walked toward the volunteers, humming a tune.

   Masha watched her leave, then glanced shyly back at Alya and Masachika.

 

   “You two are amazing,” she said softly. “You’ve been working nonstop… Please don’t overdo it.”

   Alya expression warmed, just a little. “Thank you, Masha. And good job today.”

 

   Masachika added, “Yeah. This room looks incredible. You all really did great.”

   Masha smiled, relieved. “Hehe… it makes me happy when you say that.”

   Her eyes lingered a second too long, but she quickly turned and waved.

   “Good luck with the rest!”

   Alya and Masachika headed out.

 

 

 

 

—•—

 

 

 

 

 

   They found Touya sitting cross-legged on a bench outside the main hall, a pile of papers next to him and an exhausted look on his face.

   “Oh, hey. You two look alive. Can’t say the same for me.”

   Masachika chuckled. “What happened to you?”

 

   Touya held up a clipboard with shaky hands.

   “Scheduling conflicts. Budget adjustments. Someone lost three microphones. Someone found them inside a vending machine. Don’t ask.”

   Alya blinked. “…How?”

   Touya buried his face in his hands. “Don’t. Ask.”

 

   They sat with him a few minutes, listening to his rambling complaints and half-delirious jokes. Even Alya cracked a small smile once.

   Touya sighed heavily. “Still… everything’s on track. Barely.”

   Masachika patted his shoulder. “Hang in there.”

   “All the logistics are on track,” Touya said, slumping backwards, sliding one of the schedules toward them. “Equipment rentals are confirmed. Stage crew is assigned. And the closing-term event timeline is finalized.”

 

   Alya skimmed the printout.

   “You finished this much already?”

   He shrugged.

   “When everyone’s grinding themselves to death, I gotta keep up.”

   Masachika laughed.

   “That’s reassuring.”

   Alya looked at the thick packet next to him. “You did well, Touya. Thank you for the hard work.”

   Touya froze like a statue.

 

   “…Say it again.”

 

 

   “…No?”

   “Please.”

   “No…”

   Masachika nudged him. “Get up. We need you alive, Prez.”

   He groaned but stood anyway.

   With that, the three parted ways, and Alya and Masachika were left walking down the long hallway back toward the main exit.

 

 

 

 

 

—•—

 

 

 

 

 

 

   As soon as the noise died down, Alya exhaled shakily.

   Masachika looked at her. “Hm?…You… okay?”

 

   She hesitated.

 

   “…About the closing-term speech,” she murmured. “I… might not be as prepared as I said.”

 

 

   He slowed his steps. “…I figured.”

   Her eyes widened slightly. “Huh?”

 

 

   “You’re usually confident. But when you answered Yuki… you weren’t.”

   She lowered her head. The hallway lights reflected faintly on her.

 

 

   “…I can’t afford to mess this up, Masachika. If I want a real chance at winning next year… this speech is important.”

 

   He let out a slow breath.

 

   “…So that’s what’s bothering you.”

 

   Alya blinked, caught off guard by the certainty in his voice.

 

   Masachika stepped slightly closer, not dramatic, not forceful.

 

   Just closer in the way he always was when he wanted her to know he was paying attention.

   “You don’t have to act like you’re fine,” he said, tone calm, steady. “Not with me.”

   Her lips parted, a small flicker of emotion crossing her eyes.

 

   He continued, choosing his words the way he always did when she needed them most.

   “You worked harder than anyone these past few weeks. Of course you’re overwhelmed. That doesn’t make you unprepared. It makes you human.”

   Alya froze for a second, that tiny beat where she always tried to hide how much his words affected her.

 

   He didn’t let her dwell in it.

 

   “…Then let’s solve it,” he said simply.

 

   

   Alya’s eyes lifted slowly, surprised by the tone rather than the words themselves.

   Her eyes lifted.

 

   “We go home today. No staying late. No overworking. And tomorrow, after school, we practice your speech.”

 

   His voice was firm but gentle. “Just the two of us. I’ll help you refine it.”

   Alya blinked once, processing.

  

 

 

 

   And maybe…this could motivate her…

   Masachika scratched his cheek, averting his eyes for a second.

   “And, uh… if I’m thoroughly impressed…”

   He cleared his throat. “…I’ll grant you one wish.”

 

   Her head snapped up.

   “…A wish?”

 

 

   He nodded, flustered.

   “Y-yeah. Anything reasonable. But one.”

   She stared at him for a moment. Mot with disbelief, but with an understanding that seemed to ease some of the heaviness from her shoulders.

   Her eyes, which had been swirling with tension only moments ago, warmed just a little.

   

   Just enough for him to notice.

 

   Alya inhaled, slow and steady, as if something inside her finally loosened.

   “…You really are impossible sometimes,” she whispered, though there was no irritation in her voice.

 

   She nudged him gently with her shoulder. 

   “Don’t copy my lines…”

 

   Masachika laughed under his breath.

   “Then make it good tomorrow.”

   Alya looked forward again, and something clicked back into place.

   Her usual calm, the confidence she tried so hard to maintain, but now steadied by something other than duty.

 

   A faint smile tugged at her lips.

   “…Yeah.”

 

   They continued walking, their footsteps echoing softly.

   For a while, neither spoke.

 

 

   But the silence wasn’t tense.

 

 

   It felt like the kind that only settled between two people who trusted each other enough not to fill every second with words.

 

   After a few steps, Alya slowed slightly, adjusting her pace until it matched his exactly.

   Their shoulders brushed once.

   She didn’t move away.

 

   And neither did he.

 

 

 

   As they reached the stairwell landing, Alya stopped again, one hand resting lightly on the rail. She turned just enough to meet his eyes.

 

 

   “…Thank you.” she said quietly.

 

   Not the polite, formal kind. Not the “as Student Council Treasurer” kind .

   A real one.

 

   Masachika felt his pulse stutter.

   “…Y-yeah.” he managed.

 

   Alya looked away quickly, cheeks faintly pink, then resumed walking down the stairs.

 

   Masachika followed after her, wondering when exactly she learned to make his chest hurt with such small expressions.

   They reached the ground floor hallway when Alya suddenly spoke again.

 

   “Though…if… if I fail the speech,” she murmured, “(you don’t have to keep the promise, you know.)”

 

   Masachika blinked.

   “What? Why not?”

   “Because,” she said, brushing her hair behind her ear, “it’s a childish reward. I shouldn’t need the motivation.”

   He stared at her in disbelief.

   “Are you kidding? Alya, I offered it because you deserve it. You’re working hard. Because you’re stressed. Because—”

   He paused, catching himself before he said something he didn’t want to.

 

   Alya waited, watching him with wide eyes.

 

 

   “(…Because…it’s fine to lean on someone a little.)” he finished.

 

   Her expression changed a little. 

   “…I see.”

 

   They resumed walking.

   By the time they reached the school gate, she looked almost back to normal.

   Calm, composed, but with a tiny glow in her expression that hadn’t been there before.

 

   It suited her.

 

 

   Alya adjusted her scarf, took a small breath of the cold evening air, then glanced at him out of the corner of her eye.

   “Masachika.”

   “Yeah?”

 

   “Tomorrow…”

   Her voice turned quiet again.

   “…I’ll make it worth your time.”

 

 

   He stopped walking.

   “Alya—”

   But she didn’t let him respond.

 

   She stepped ahead, letting the breeze lift a strand of her hair as she looked forward with renewed confidence.

   “Let’s go home.”

 

   And as she walked slightly ahead, Masachika couldn’t help feeling…

   That her wish, whatever it was, wasn’t going to be small at all.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

—•—

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

   The campus was unusually quiet by the time Masachika pushed open the heavy auditorium doors.

   Most clubs had wrapped up early, and the hallways were already dim, leaving only the soft hum of the central heaters echoing faintly through the building.

   The auditorium lights were off, except for the weak strip of brightness spilling in from the hallway behind him.

 

   He reached for the panel near the door and flicked the switch.

   Rows of ceiling lamps flickered awake one after another, revealing the empty seats and pale wooden stage.

 

   …Feels bigger when no one’s here.

 

   It really did.

   With no students, no chatter, no nervous footsteps, the space felt too large for one person.

   Sound traveled strangely, each click of his shoes echoed like it belonged to someone else.

 

 

   Masachika walked down the center aisle at a slow pace, scanning the room.

   The stage curtains were half-open, swaying gently from the heating ducts. A few leftover wires from last month’s theater club performance still dangled near the backstage area.

   He stopped at the fifth row from the front, set his bag down, and took a seat.

 

   Alya’s speech would be delivered from that stage on the 24th.

 

 

   A full auditorium.

   Teachers, students, first-years, alumni watching through the livestream.

   She had every reason to be nervous.

 

   Yet yesterday she tried to hide it behind a cool expression.

 

 

   He leaned back against the seat and exhaled.

   What kind of speech is she aiming for…?

 

   He assumed she’d go for her style. Perfectionist, composed, textbook.

 

   But he wasn’t entirely sure.

 

   Not after seeing how she reacted yesterday. The way she panicked quietly. The way her eyes darted when Yuki pressed her. The way she tried so hard to hide how much she cared.

   Maybe she’d surprise him.

 

 

   He glanced back at the doors.

   A few minutes later, the metal handle clicked.

 

   Alya stepped inside, holding a couple of cue cards close to her chest.

 

   Her steps were soft, almost hesitant.

   The large room swallowed her footsteps completely. When her eyes landed on Masachika, she let out a very small breath she’d been holding.

 

   “…Sorry. Did you wait long?”

   “No, I just got here,” he replied.

 

   Alya walked down the aisle, her pace steadier than before.

   She wasn’t trembling, but she wasn’t her usual confident self either. Her grip on the cue cards was stiff, like she was afraid they might slip from her fingers.

 

   When she reached him, she didn’t sit.

   She just stood beside his row, looking at the empty seats.

 

   “(…It’s bigger than I remember.)” she whispered.

   Masachika nodded. “Yeah. Feels almost like a different place when it’s empty.”

 

   Alya swallowed once.

   Her posture straightened, though not fully. She was clearly trying.

 

   Masachika tilted his head. “Are you nervous?”

   “…A little.”

   “Just a little?”

 

 

   “…A lot..” she admitted after a beat.

    He sat up.

   “You’ll be fine. Really.”

 

   Alya kept looking at the stage, her expression tight but not frozen. She breathed in quietly, let it out slowly.

   It was something she always did before tests, before difficult tasks.

 

   After a moment, she asked, “Can I… start?”

   “Yeah. Whenever you’re ready.”

 

   

 

   She stepped away from him and moved toward the stage. Her pace wasn’t rushed, but she clearly just wanted to get the hardest part over with.

   When she reached center stage, she stopped.

 

   The cue cards trembled slightly before she tightened her hold on them.

 

   Masachika watched her from the middle rows. He could see her outline clearly under the lights.

 

 

   She inhaled again. Lifted her chin. Took two small steps forward.

   Then she spoke.

 

 

   Only the first few lines. Nothing more.

 

   But each line was deliberate.

   Measured.

   Clear enough to carry through the whole room without needing a microphone.

 

   Her voice wasn’t as sharp as in class.

   Not as cold as when she scolded him. Not as soft as when she let her guard down.

 

   It was… calm.

 

   Natural.

   Gentle.

   Like she was talking directly to a friend, not an auditorium.

   Masachika blinked.

 

   He hadn’t expected this tone. Not even close.

 

   She continued for a few more seconds, then paused. She lowered her cue cards slightly, looking around the empty room as if imagining the full crowd.

 

   Then she bowed.

   “…That’s enough. I don’t want to do the whole thing yet,” she said, stepping back.

   Masachika didn’t speak at first.

 

   He was genuinely surprised.

   Not just because she did well, but because she didn’t force herself into a perfect, polished style.

   It wasn’t stiff at all. More like someone trying to reach people where they stood instead of above them.

 

   Alya descended the stairs quietly and approached him.

   She stopped a few meters away.

 

  “…Well?” she asked.

 

   Her tone was neutral, but her eyes flicked between him and the floor.

   He finally stood up.

 

   Masachika didn’t overthink the words.

   “That was… impressive.”

 

   Alya blinked once. “Really?”

   “Yeah. It felt… honest. Not rigid. You weren’t performing for the teachers. You were talking to the students.”

   

 

   “I was aiming for that,” she murmured. “I’m glad it came across.”

   Masachika nodded.

   “It did. You’ll stand out in a good way if you keep it like that.”

 

   Alya looked down at her hands.

 

   “…I couldn’t do this without you,” she said softly. “If it were just me, I… probably wouldn’t have reached this far.

 

 

   You’ve always shone this bright..

 

   Masachika exhaled through his nose, a small smile forming.

   “That’s not true.

   Alya didn’t argue.

 

   

   Silence lingered for a moment.

 

   He scratched the back of his neck.

   “…So. (Your wish.)”

 

   Alya tilted her head. “…My what?”

 

   “You know. Yesterday,” he said. “I told you, if you really impress me, I’ll grant you one wish.”

 

   Her eyes widened by a fraction. Clearly, she hadn’t expected him to bring it up now.

 

   “…You remembered that?”

 

   “I’m not that unreliable. That was a day ago.”

   She looked at him for a long moment, then closed her cue cards slowly.

 

   “…I’ve already thought of my wish.” she said quietly.

   “Oh? What is it?”

   Alya turned her head slightly, her silver hair shifting over her shoulder.

 

 

 

   “Nothing.”

   “Huh?”

   “Nothing, for now.” she repeated, a tiny smile tugging at her lips. “Just… be ready for tomorrow. That’s your hint.”

 

 

   “Tomorrow?”

   “No more questions.”

   She stepped past him, brushing lightly against his shoulder. “You’ll understand.”

   He turned to face her, confused.

 

   “…That’s not a wish.”

   “It is,” she said, walking toward the doors. “Just wait.”

 

    He watched her from behind, the sway of her hair, the quiet confidence she carried now that the practice was over.

   Alisa stopped at the doors and looked back at him for a brief second.

   “Tomorrow,” she repeated softly. “Be ready.”

   Then she slipped out of the auditorium.

 

   Leaving him with nothing but the fading echo of her footsteps and a growing suspicion that tomorrow was going to be a lot more eventful than he expected.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

   

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