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Dear Anxiety,
I thought when she finds love, you'd leave. I thought that, when I matured, you would no longer be there. That you would stop whispering to me that I am not enough, that everything will break at any moment.
But here I am, two years later, with someone who loves me... And I still feel you in every accelerated heartbeat, in every doubt that I can't extinguish.
For a while, I believed that Taehyung would leave me when he found out I had you. But, instead of leaving like most, he stayed. He listened to me. He helped me.
I've started to get better. Now I'm going to therapy. My psychiatrist and psychologist say I've come a long way. And today, after two years by his side, I can only tell you one thing.
Dear anxiety, I have a boyfriend.
And he is the best of all. It has helped me. It has taught me to see you less.
This time I'm not alone, like in those school days.
This time, I have him and I have myself
