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The Constellation Only We Can See

Summary:

Leo is an insomniac astronomer who maps the lonely, silent ballet of the cosmos, finding more comfort in distant stars than in people. Sangwon is an intuitive perfumer who captures memories in scent, haunted by a recurring dream of a beautiful, empty starscape and a longing for a person he's never met.

One night, a rare celestial alignment forges an impossible psychic link between them. The waking scientist and the dreaming artist begin to fall deeply in love with a voice, a mind, a soul, without ever having seen each other's face.

But their connection is tied to the very stars that created it, and the alignment is slowly fading. They must race against time to find each other in the sprawling city of Seoul, armed only with sensory clues and whispered secrets, before their celestial bridge collapse forever and they are doomed to become strangers once more.

Notes:

My friend,

Thank you for joining us on this journey into a world where love is an affair of destiny. I hope the story of Leo and Sangwon finds a happy home in your imagination.

Lindsay

Chapter 1: An Echo in the Void

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1. The Kingdom of Dust and Starlight

There are two kinds of night in Seoul. There is the night of neon and laughter, of sizzling barbecue and the clinking of soju glasses, of a vibrant, electric beast that roars to life when the sun bleeds out behind the mountains. It is a night that smells of perfume and street food, a symphony of a million different lives colliding in the warm, humid air.

And then, there is Leo's night.

His night was a creature of a different sort entirely. It was a silent, ancient thing, spun from dust and distance. It lived in the cold, thin air at the top of Namsan Mountain, housed within the white dome of the Seoul Observatory. It tasted of ozone from the humming electronics and the faint, metallic scent of the old German telescope that was his scepter.

Here, at 2:37 AM, Leo was not just an observer. He was a monarch. His kingdom was a silent, sprawling tapestry of infinity, and his subjects were the distant, burning suns and their silent, circling worlds.

Insomnia for Leo was not an affliction. It was the fundamental state of his existence. He couldn't remember the last time sleep had claimed him in the way it did other people-- a gentle surrender into darkness. For him, sleep was a shallow, restless state he occasiaonlly fell into by accident, like a misstep off a curb, only to be jolted awake again by the jarring silene of his own mind. He'd long ago stopped fighting it. Instead, he had built his life in the vast, empty hours that other simply dreamed away.

His movements were a study in practiced economy, a quiet ballet he performed in the dim, red glow of the observatory's work lights. His fingers, long and deft, danced over the telescope's control panel. The massive dome overhead groaned softly as it rotated, a loyal beast obeying his master's command to open its eye to a different quadrant of the heavens. Tonight, his focus was on a small, unremarkable patch of sky nestled in the arm of the Cygnus constellation, tracking the faint, rhythmic pulse of a variable star a thousand light year away. He was charting its dimming and brightening, a task of immense patience for a reward of infinitesimal data.

Yet, he found a strange comfort in it. The star asked nothing of him. It did not care that his hair a perpectual mess of dark waves, or that the skin beneath his eyes was bruised with a permanent exhaustion that made him look older than his twenty five years. It did not judge the stark loneliness that clung to him like stellar dust. It simply was. Predictable. Constant in its inconstancy. A reliable anchor in a life set adrift.

The digital clock on a nearby monitor finally blinked to 4:00 AM. Time to cede his throne. He logged his observations with merticulous precision, his handwriting a series of neat, sharp angles. He shut down the primary systems, and the low hum that was the observatory's heartbeat faded, leaving a silence so profound it felt like pressure against his eardrums.

The journey down the moutain and back to his apartment was a passage through a liminal world. The Seoul of the early morning was a ghost of its daytime self, its street slick with dew and swept by the solidary headlights of delivery trucks. Leo moved through it all with the detached air of an anthropologist studying a foreign tribe. He saw the groups of friends, arms slung around each other, spilling out of the last open bars, their laughter echoing in the canyons of concrete and glass. He saw a couple huddled under a bus stop awning, sharing a quiet word that made the woman smile. They were all like distant galaxies to him-- bright, chaotic, filled with a warmth and gravity he could observe but never feel.

His apartment was an extension of the observatory. The floors were polished with grey concrete, the furniture minimalist and functional. The only art on the walls were framed, high-resolution photographs of celestial bodies: the ethereal pillars of the Eagle Nebula, the violent beautiful swirl of a dying star. Books were stacked everywhere, in neat, curated towers of astrophysics, quantum mechanics, and poetry. It was a space designed not for living but for waiting. A place to pass the time until he could return to the stars. He stood before the floor-to-ceiling window in his living room, the city spread out beneath him like a carpet of fallen constellations. Each light, whether a window, a streetlamp, or a car's taillight, was a story. A family arguing over breakfast, a student cramming for an exam, a lover tracing the curve of a spine in the dark. A million tiny interconnected pulses of life.

Leo placed his hand on the cool class, a barrier between his world and theirs. He could chart the trajectory of a comet halfway across the solar system, but he could not fathom how to cross the few meters of air that separated him from the vibrant, breathing world below.

He was the sole inhabitant of a planet of one. A king in a silent, empty kingdom, watching a universe of life from an impossible, unreachable distance. And the stars, his only companions, offered no reply. They just kept their cold, silent watch, as they always had.

2. The Archive of Rain and Memory

Sangwon's world was woven from scent and sound.

His universe was in a small, cluttered shop nestled in a bustling alleyway in the Insadong district. The hand-painted sign above the door read "Aromathèque," and to step inside was to leave the modern world behind and enter a magician’s workshop. The air itself was a living thing, a warm, complex collection of a thousand different notes. At the front, the bright, citrusy zing of bergamot and grapefruit greeted you; deeper in, it softened into the floral heart of jasmine and rose; and at the very back, where Sangwon did his work, it settled to the rich, dark base of sandalwood, amber and vetiver. Sunlight, thick with dancing motes of dust, streamed through the window, illuminating dark wooden shelves crammed with hundreds of amber and cobalt glass bottles, each meticulously labelled in Sangwon's script.

This was his archive of emotion. Sangwon, at twenty four, practiced a volatile and intuitive alchemy: the art of bottling memory.

"It's not sadness, exactly," the woman sitting opposite him said, her hands wrapped around a cup of barley tea. "It's... nostalgia. For a summer trip to Jeju Island, years ago. The air was thick after the rain, and there was the smell of wet earth and a tangerine groves."

Sangwon listened with a gentle focused intensity that made people feel as if they were the only person in the world. His smile was easy, his eyes held a warmth that seemed to emanate from his very core, and his hands, stained with traces of essential oils, were never still. He would pick up a bottle, unstop it, and wave the stopper beneath his nose, his expression distant as he translated the woman's words into the languae he understood best. "The rain on hot stones," he murmured, more to himself than to her. He reached for a small bottle labelled Geosmin. "And the sweetness of the tangerine blossoms, not the fruit." He selected another, then another, his movements fluid and certain. He was not a shopkeeper; he was a curator of the unseen. He sold people pieces of their own forgotten lives.

The bell above the door of Aromathèque chimed all day, admitting a steady stream of friends, tourists and regulars who came as much for his company as for his creations. His life was a cozy, fragrant chaos, and he moved through it with an effortless grace.

But beneath the warm smiles and the easy charm, Sangwon carried a secret burden. It was a quiet unnamed melancholy, a feeling of searching for a scent he'd never smelled, of listening for a melody he'd never heard. It was a subtle, yet persistent sense of being incomplete.

As dusk settled, painting the Seoul sky in shades of bruised plum and soft peach, Sangwon saw his last customer out. He turned the sign on the door to "Closed" and the shop's vibrant energy finally sighed to a contented quiet. He tidied up his workspace, the clinking of glass bottles a gentle end-of-day song.

His small apartment above the shop was warm and lived-in. Potted plants spilled from every surface, books lay open on the sofa, and a half-finished watercolor painting was propped up on a easel by the window. It was the nest of a person who engaged with the world, who touched and felt and created.

Yet, as night deepened, the familiar ache returned.

He changed into soft cotteon clothes, the scent of the day clinging to his skin a complex blend of wood, flowers, and human warmth. He lay down on his bed, the sounds of the city a muted lullaby outside his window.

Sleep came to him easily. And with it, came the dream.

It was always the same. He was not in his body, but was a disembodied point of consciousness floating. All around him was a vast, silent and impossibly beautiful sea of velvet black. It was not empty but filled with the diamond dust of the stars, some burning with a fierce blue-white fire, other with soft, steady glow of old gold. There was no sound, no sensation of cold or heat. There was only the immense breathtaking vista. He was utterly completely alone.

In the dream, there was always a ghost of a powerful and deeply comforting presence just beyond his perception. It felt like a hand about to rest on his shoulder, a word about to be spoken in his ear. It was a feeling of being known, being watched over not with scrutiny but with a profound tenderness. He would drift through the constellations, filled with a sense of wonder and overwhelming, heartbreaking longing for that unseen companion. He was searching for the source of that feeling, reaching for it across the void.

Sangwon's eyes fluttered open. The dream dissolved like smoke, leaving only its residue emotions. THe first pale light of dawn was filtering through his windown. The family sounds of his apartment rushed back in, the hum of the fridge, the distant rumble of the first subway train...

He lay there motionless, his heart heavy with that same inexplicable ache. The dream's beauty lingered, but so did its deep, piercing loneliness. It was the feeling of missing someone he had never met, of being homesick for a place he had never been to.

He was a man surrounded by warmth and life, yet every night he dreamed of a beautiful empty kingdom, and woke up feeling like a stranger in his own world.

3. An Echo in the Void

That night, Leo was not merely observing. He was waiting for a miracle of celestial mechanics.

It was a rare stellar alignment, an event so fleeting it was more a whisper than a statement in the grand cosmic conversation. From Earth's perspective, a distant neutron star was passing directly behind a much closer, younger star. FOr a period of less than five minutes, the immense gravity of the foreground star would act as a lens bending and magnifying the light from the dead one behind it, creating a brief, ethereal halo. It was an event of perfect, silent geometry.

For Leo, the sterile beauty of the mathematics was a balm. He had been preparing for this for weeks. The observatory was his sanctum sanctorum, a space utterly under his control. The air was chilled to the precise temperature required by the delicate imaging equipment. The only light was the crimson glow from the monitors, casting his sharp features in a demonic, scholarly hue.

4:12 AM. The alignment was beginning.

He leaned closer to the monitor, his focus absolute. The data streamed in like a river of numbers that he could read like prose. The light from the foreground star began to warp, its edges shimmering. Leo held his breath, his pen hovering over his logbook. This was the moment. The universe in all its vast, cold indifference was about to perform for him. The halo bloomed on screen, a ghostly ring of impossible light. It was perfect. A wave of quiet academic satisfaction washed over him.

And then, something shattered the silence of his mind. It was not a sound. It was not a hallucination. It was a fully formed thought that was unequivocally not his own. It bloomed in the center of his consciousness, as clear and sudden as the stellar halo on his screen.

I wonder if they can feel me watching?

The thought was not analytical or scientific. It was filled with a gentle and breathtaking innocence. It was warm like sunlight on skin. It was soft like a question whispered in a quiet room. It was the most human thing Leo had felt in years, and it had appeared like a ghost inside his own head.

His pen clattered onto the console. A sharp and electric jolt shot through his body. He physically recoiled from the telescope, his chair scraping loudly against the floor. The sound was a violation in the sacred quiet. He pressed the heels of his hands to his eyes, his heart hammering against his ribs like a trapped bird. Fatigue, his rational mind screamed. Extreme sleep deprivation. Auditory-cognitive hallucination. He searched for a label, a box to put the experience in so he could close the lid and forget it.

The warmth of the thought lingered, an alien ember glowing in the cold, neat archive of his mind.

Across the city, Sangwon was dreaming.

He was floating in his familiar beautiful void. The stars were particularly brilliant tonight, the velvet of space seeming darker, the points of light sharper. The feeling of the unseen presence was stronger than it had ever been.

He felt himself drawn toward a single magnificent star. It burned with a fierce steady light like a lone beacon in a dense cluster of its smaller brethren. He felt a sense of profound admiration for it and for its solitary splendor. He was the sole audience for its performance. And in the seamless logic of the dream, he projected a thought toward it. Just a simple, childish question.

I wonder if they can feel me watching?

In the silent theatre of his dream, he expected no reply. There had never been one.

But tonight was different.

From the void, a voice answered.

It was not a dream voice that was hazy and indistinct. It was a voice that carried the resonance of the real world. It was deep and calm and clear. It was a voice that sounded like quiet authority and ancient patience. It did not boom or echo; it simply was. It appeared in his dreamscape with the same certainty as the stars themselves.

And it spoke a single word.

Altair.

The sound of it tore through the fabric of his dream. The vibration, the clarity, the sheer impossible reality of it.

Sangwon was awake.

He shot upright in bed, his heart racing. The sheets were tangled around his legs. The soft glow of a streetlamp filtered through his window, illuminating the familiar safe space of his bedroom. But the safety was gone. His mind was filled with confusion.

He could still hear the word, the perfectly resonant sound of it echoing in the sudden silence of his room. Altair.

He was losing his minds.

Chapter 2: A Nocturnal Education

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4. The Logic of Miracles.

Daylight was a harsh and unwelcome intruder.

For Leo, the rising sun did not bring warmth but the cold rational glare of an interrogation lamp. He was still in the observatory, the ghostly halo from the alignment long faded from his screen, but the echo of the impossible thought was seared into his mind.

He spent the next ten hours in a state of controlled and clinical panic. He did not go home. He did not eat. He descended into the observatory’s library, a hushed, climate-controlled crypt of human knowledge, and waged war against the event of the previous night. His weapons were logic and science.

He pulled down heavy textbooks on neurology, psychology, and quantum physics. He read about auditory hypnagogia, the phenomenon of hearing voices as one falls into or out of sleep. But he hadn't been sleeping. He researched transient epileptic amnesia, microsleep events, the effects of extreme atmospheric pressure on the inner ear. Each theory was a potential explanation he could use to defend the ordered reality of his world.

He scrawled notes in his logbook, his neat handwriting growing frantic. Hypothesis 1: Auditory hallucination brought on by prolonged sleep deprivation and intense professional focus. It sounded plausible. It sounded scientific.

But it didn't feel true.

A hallucination was a product of one's own mind. The thought he had heard, I wonder if they can feel me watching, was utterly alien. Its cadence, its texture, its pure and unadulterated wonder... none of it belonged to him. It was like finding a seashell in the dead center of a desert. No matter how you tried to reason it, its very presence broke all the rules.

He left the observatory in the late afternoon, blinking in the bright noisy city. Every passing conversation felt like a potential intrusion, every stranger’s glance a question. He felt exposed, his mind no longer a private fortress but a space that could perhaps be breached. He went home and stood under a scalding hot shower, as if he could wash the phantom thought from his memory. He resolved that if the night brought a repeat of the event, he would treat it not as a crisis, but as an experiment. He would be an observer. He would record, document and analyze. He would cage the miracle in data until it confessed its logical origins.

For Sangwon, the morning light brought a sense of profound wonder and confusion. The name Altair still hummed in his memory like a plucked string.

After opening his shop, he found himself in a cozy, cluttered bookstore in a nearby alley. He sat for hours with a stack of books, a cup of cooling tea forgotten at his elbow. He skimmed chapters on dream interpretation, on the Jungian concept of the collective unconscious, on spiritual folklore from around the world. Had he experienced a form of astral projection? Had he contacted a spirit, like an ancestral guide? The ideas were fanciful, the kind of things he’d normally read with a romantic sense of detachment. But now, they felt like plausible guidebooks to a country he had just accidentally visited.

None of them quite fit. The voice hadn't felt like a ghost. It wasn't ethereal or cryptic. It was solid. It was calm. It was… real. It felt less like a message from the great beyond and more like a voice from the next room, a perfectly clear transmission that had somehow impossibly found its way into his dream.

He returned to his shop, the scent of old paper and ink clinging to his clothes. He worked on autopilot, his hands mixing oils while his mind drifted through star fields. He was afraid. But beneath the fear was a current of exhilarating and terrifying hope. The longing that had been his constant companion his whole life had suddenly sharpened. It now had a voice.

As night approached, he felt a pull toward sleep he had never felt before. It was not just a desire for rest but a desperate need to know. He closed his shop, went upstairs, and lit a stick of calming sandalwood incense, the smoke curling in the still air. He was preparing for a meeting.

Night fell over Seoul.

In his observatory, Leo sat at his console, a digital audio recorder placed next to him, its small red light a watchful eye in the dark.

In his apartment, Sangwon lay in bed, his body relaxing, his mind wide awake with anticipation, following the trail of the incense smoke as he drifted off.

He found the starscape waiting for him. It felt different tonight. Charged. Expectant. The silence was not empty but filled with a potent, listening quality. He floated there, heart pounding in his dream-chest, and dared to reach out. He didn't speak, he simply formed the thought, a tentative, hopeful whisper into the vastness.

Are you there?

In the sterile, crimson-lit dome of the observatory, Leo froze.

It was there. Again. The same voice, the same warm and gentle texture. This time, it was not an innocent musing. It was a direct question. Addressed to him.

All his scientific shields, all his carefully constructed hypotheses, vaporized in an instant. This was not a hallucination. This was contact.

His clinical detachment shattered, replaced by a primal mix of terror and awe. His hand trembled as he reached for the audio recorder, his fingers fumbling with the switch. He was a scientist on the verge of a discovery that would rewrite everything he knew. He took a breath, the air cold and sharp in his lungs. He closed his eyes and, focusing all his will, pushed a deliberate thought out into the void.

Yes.

In his dream, the voice returned to Sangwon. It was not a single reflexive word this time. It was a confirmation. A clear, calm, and utterly impossible Yes that resonated through his very being. It was the sound of a door opening in a wall that he never knew existed.

The connection was real.

They were no longer alone in their minds. The clarity of that realization in that single shared moment was the most terrifying and beautiful thing that had ever happened to either of them.

5. Rule of Engagement

Silence.

A silence more profound than any Leo had ever known in his observatory, and more charged than any Sangwon had ever felt in his dream. The single word Yes hung in the space between them, terrifying and beautiful in its implications. For a long moment, that was all there was. Two minds, light-years apart in experience but impossibly close in this shared void, grappling with the aftershock.

It was Sangwon who broke it, his thought trembling.

Who… what are you? A dream? A spirit?

Leo was standing now, pacing the narrow confines of the observation deck. The audio recorder was forgotten. This was beyond documentation. This was something to be survived. He stopped, gripping a cold metal railing, and focused. He tried to project calmness and clarity.

I am a person. My name is Leo. I am… awake.

The last word landed with the weight of an anchor in Sangwon's dream. Awake. The thought was bewildering.

Awake? But… I am asleep. I am dreaming this. How can you be here?

I don't know, Leo sent back, the thought laced with the pure and unvarnished honesty of his own confusion. I'm in an observatory. In Seoul. I was observing the stars, and then I heard you.

Seoul. The word was a jolt of electricity for them both. This wasn't some ethereal, placeless plane. This was happening in a real city. Their city.

I'm in Seoul, too, Sangwon thought, a fresh wave of disbelief and wonder washing over him. My name is Sangwon. And this dream… I have it all the time. But you were never in it before.

I think, Leo began, forming the thought slowly, carefully, as if building a house of cards, that when you are in this dream, somehow, I can hear your thoughts. And you can hear mine.

They fell silent again, absorbing the sheer, breathtaking insanity of the statement. It was a rulebook for a game that shouldn't exist. Rule #1: One must be asleep, the other awake. Rule #2: It only happens in this specific dream.

Sangwon drifted closer to the star the voice had named. Altair. It seemed to burn brighter now.

Are you… are you real? he asked, the question laced with a vulnerability that tugged at something deep inside Leo. It was the ultimate question they both needed to ask. Am I just imagining you?

Leo closed his eyes, leaning his forehead against the cool glass of the observatory dome. Below him, the first faint lights of early-morning traffic began to move. He thought of his sterile apartment, his solitary life, the crushing weight of his own reality.

I am real, he projected, and he infused the thought with as much certainty as he could muster. I promise. The question is… are you?

I am real. I have a perfume shop, Sangwon replied instantly, the thought a sudden vivid burst of sensory detail. It smells like sandalwood and old books. I have a chipped mug that I drink my tea from every morning.

A perfume shop. The detail was so specific, so wonderfully beautifully mundane that it broke through Leo's clinical shock and touched him. A faint, incredulous smile touched his lips in the darkness.

Okay, Leo thought. A perfumer.

You’re an astronomer, Sangwon countered. The man who names the stars.

The first glimmer of dawn was beginning to stain the eastern horizon, shifting the deep indigo of the sky to a bruised purple. A soft alarm chimed on Leo's console, signaling the approach of sunrise. The magic of the deep night was ending. He felt a sudden, sharp pang of panic. He didn't want it to end.

The sun is rising, Leo sent, a new urgency in his thought. I don’t know what will happen.

In the dream, Sangwon felt it too. A subtle shift in the fabric of his reality. The stars at the edge of his perception began to fade, the velvet black softening to grey. The feeling of Leo's presence, that clear steady point of contact in his mind, began to feel distant.

Wait, Sangwon thought, a desperate plea. Will you be here again? Tomorrow night?

I will be here, Leo promised, his thought a steady anchor in the dissolving dreamscape. I'll be waiting.

The connection frayed, stretched thin like a thread about to snap. Sangwon felt a final wave of Leo's presence. It was of quiet intensity, of deep loneliness, and a startling flicker of warmth. Aand then, nothing.

The snap was absolute.

Sangwon woke with a gasp, his own name on his lips. He was in his bed. The morning light was filtering through his window. The air was cool on his skin. But the memory of the voice, of Leo, of their impossible conversation, was more vivid and real than any dream he had ever had. He sat up, his heart pounding with a wild new hope.

In the observatory, Leo stood watching the sun crest the horizon, flooding the dome with a brilliantly painful light. The city below was waking up. The silence in his mind was deafening now. It was no longer the comfortable quiet of solitude. It had become the aching emptiness of an absence.

The world was the same as it had been yesterday. But for both Leo and Sangwon, nothing would ever be the same again. They had found an echo in the void.

6. A Nocturnal Education

The second night felt different. The terror of the unknown had been replaced by the trembling anticipation of a first date. When Sangwon drifted into his starscape, it felt less like a lonely void and more like a waiting room. Leo was already there, a silent but steady presence in his mind. There was no need for introductions this time. There was only a mutual acknowledgment that they had found their way back.

Sangwon floated for a moment like an explorer in his own subconscious. His gaze was drawn to a hazy, ethereal patch of light in the distance, a delicate cloud of pink and blue that looked as though a god had spilled paint across the velvet canvas of space.

It's beautiful, Sangwon thought, his natural curiosity bubbling to the surface. It looks like a flower blooming. What is it?

In the observatory, a genuine, unforced smile touched Leo’s lips. He had spent his entire adult life explaining cosmic phenomena to students and colleagues in dry, academic terms. But this was different. This wasn’t an exam or a lecture. It was a private tour.

It’s the Orion Nebula, Leo projected, his thought imbued with a warmth he rarely felt. You're right in a way. It is a place of birth. A stellar nursery.

He found an unexpected profound joy in unfurling the universe for his audience of one. He didn't use jargon or complex equations. He used poetry, a language he hadn't realized he knew. He described how gravity was a patient sculptor that slowly gathered the clouds of dust and hydrogen into dense cores. He explained that the brilliant light at the nebula’s heart came from four massive infant stars he called the Trapezium, whose fierce radiation was illuminating the cosmic cavern around them.

So the stars are being born in there? Right now? Sangwon asked, his thought filled with awe.

Right now, and for millions of years to come, Leo confirmed. You’re looking at one of the most creative places in the entire galaxy.

For the first time in as long as he could remember, Leo felt like more than just a collector of cold data. He was a storyteller. He was sharing the soul of his silent world, and in Sangwon's pure and unfiltered wonder, he saw its beauty reflected back at him as if for the first time.

After a comfortable silence, the student became the teacher.

Leo? Sangwon's thought was softer now, more intimate. What does it smell like where you are?

The question caught Leo completely off guard. Scent. It was a sense he rarely considered. He was a creature of sight and sound and the pure clean logic of numbers. He took a breath, trying to parse the air around him as if it were a data stream.

I… don't know, he admitted. It’s just air. Maybe a little like ozone from the electronics. And the smell of old paper from the library.

No, that’s not just air, Sangwon sent back gently. That’s the smell of discovery. Ozone is the scent of energy just waiting to be released. And old paper… that’s the smell of a thousand stories and a million questions sleeping in the dark. It must be a very hopeful smell.

Leo was stunned. He had worked in this observatory for years and had never once considered its scent, let alone that it could be hopeful. Sangwon was showing him a new way to perceive his own reality.

Today, Sangwon continued, his thought painting a vivid picture in Leo's mind, I created a fragrance for a woman who wanted to capture the memory of her father's study. I used tincture of benzoin for the scent of old book bindings, a touch of cedarwood for the desk, a hint of black tea, and just a whisper of pipe tobacco absolute. When she smelled it, she cried.

Leo stood motionless in his dome, the sprawling indifferent city lights below him. He was being given a lesson in a language he never knew existed. The language of the senses, where every scent was a story and every combination an emotion. Sangwon was teaching him about the human universe, a cosmos of memory and feeling that was as vast and complex as the one Leo charted every night.

When the first hints of dawn began to lighten the sky, the coming separation felt less like a panicked snap and more like a reluctant parting.

I have to go soon, Sangwon thought, a touch of sadness in it.

I know. Leo’s reply was simple, but held the weight of their new ritual. I’ll see you tomorrow, Sangwon.

Tomorrow, Leo.

The connection faded, leaving Leo with the lingering scent of cedarwood and old books. He watched the sunrise, wondered what it might smell like.

And Sangwon awoke in his sun-drenched apartment, the image of a blooming flower of cosmic dust still vivid in his mind's eye. Their two separate galaxies were beginning to overlap.

Chapter 3: The City of Strangers

Notes:

It sat in my laptop for too long I had to get it out to the world.

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7. Petrichor and Supernovas

The nights had acquired a new texture for Sangwon. The velvet void of his dreamscape was no longer a beautiful but lonely expanse. It was the quietest room in the universe with Leo there waiting for him. The silence was no longer empty; it was a comfortable quiet, the kind shared between two people who no longer need words to know the other is present.

He drifted through a cluster of stars that Leo had told him was called the Pleiades, or the Seven Sisters. In his dream, they looked like a handful of diamonds spilled on dark silk, and he could feel their ancient light on his incorporeal form. He felt Leo's mind behind his as a calm and steady presence, and the sheer joy of having this shared solitude was a physical warmth inside his dream-chest.

Their nocturnal lessons had become less formal and had evolved from astronomy lectures into something more intimate. They were exchanging pieces of themselves and piecing together a mosaic of two lives that had been impossibly separate. Sangwon's curiosity was like a living thing, always reaching for a new thread. he was learning the architecture of Leo's universe, but he yearned to know the soul that inhabited it. 

Leo? Sangwon’s thought was soft and tentative. What’s your favourite scent?

In the observatory, the question landed with the jarring force of a dropped instrument. Leo physically flinched. Scent. It was a dimension he rarely considered. His world was one of sight and data; of light spectra and gravitational waves; of the cold and clean logic of mathematics. Scent was… terrestrial. Messy. It was the province of biology and memory, two subjects he kept at a careful and sterile distance. He tried to formulate a scientific answer. Ozone, perhaps, from the humming electronics. Or the dry acidic smell of old paper that clung to him from the library.

But he knew that those were not the truth. They were observations, not feelings. Sangwon had not asked for an analysis. He had asked for a piece of Leo’s soul.

The silence stretched across the psychic bridge between them. Leo closed his eyes, leaning his forehead against the cool metal of the telescope's housing. He thought of his life. It was a long and quiet period of waiting. Waiting for the sun to set so he could work. Waiting for the dawn to come so he could retreat. Waiting for something he could never name. 

Petrichor, he finally sent, the thought barely a whisper.

Sangwon floated, waiting, giving him the space he needed.

Leo took a slow breath, the air in the dome feeling thin and cold. The smell of rain on dry earth, he elaborated, his thought laced with a vulnerability that terrified and thrilled him. When it hasn’t rained for a long time. It feels like… he searched for the words, pushing past the wall of scientific detachment he had built so carefully around himself. It feels like the world is finally breathing after holding its breath for too long.

The beauty of the admission settled over Sangwon like the gentlest warmth. He could almost smell now in his dream that clean, earthy, life-affirming scent. He understood it perfectly. It was the smell of release. Of relief. Of a long thirst being quenched. It was the smell of Leo’s soul.

A new wave of tenderness washed over him, so powerful it was almost a physical ache. This brilliant quiet monarch of the stars was a locked garden waiting for the rain. And Sangwon felt a sudden urge to be that rain.

Now it was Leo’s turn. Having offered a piece of his own fragile truth, he felt a strange new courage. He wanted to know the shape of Sangwon’s heart, just as Sangwon now knew a piece of his.

Sangwon? What are you most afraid of?

The question asked not for a simple fear of spiders or heights, but for the key to the lockbox of Sangwon’s deepest anxieties. Sangwon thought of his shop, his archive of bottled memories. He thought of his work, which was capturing the fleeting scent of a summer day or the ghost of a father’s study. His job was to make the ephemeral permanent.

Of being forgotten, he confessed, and the thought was raw and honest. That my life will just… evaporate. Like the top note in a perfume. That I’ll leave no story behind.

The universe between Leo and Sangwon shrank to the size of a single shared heartbeat. Leo, the man who charted the eternally silent dance of galaxies, and Sangwon, the man who fought to give permanence to the fleeting moments of a human life. Both were guardians against the void, each in their own way.

It was in the aching space between their confessions and in the shared understanding of their deepest vulnerabilities that Leo’s carefully ordered world was being flooded with colour and warmth, and Sangwon’s unnamed longing finally had a name, a voice, a reason. It was Leo. It had always been Leo.

The first hint of dawn began to bleed into the Seoul sky, a soft grey that signaled the end of their time. The connection between them began to fray at the edges. They said nothing else. There was nothing else to say.

Leo stood in the observatory, watching the city lights begin to fade, the profound silence of his mind now filled with the echo of Sangwon’s presence. He was no longer just an observer of a million tiny lives below; he was connected to one of them, and that one felt more vast and wondrous than any nebula.

Sangwon’s eyes fluttered open in his sun-drenched apartment, the scent of sandalwood in the air. The dream was gone, but the ache in his chest was no longer one of longing. It was the sharp beautiful yet terrifying ache of a heart that had finally, and irrevocably, been given away.

8. Fragments of a Map

The affection that grew between them in the silent hours was a perfect seamless thing. It existed in a dimension without awkwardness, without the clumsy architecture of the physical world. It was a cathedral of thought and feeling, built in the pristine starlight dark. And in that perfection lay an unspoken fear.

To desire to meet was to desire to bring this ethereal connection down to earth, to give it weight and skin and bone. And the thought was terrifying. What if the harsh light of day revealed a flaw in their flawless bond? What if the reality of a face, a voice in the air, a physical presence, could not measure up to the soul they had come to know so intimately in the void? To meet was to risk everything, to gamble this impossible miracle against the mundane and often disappointing lottery of the real world.

And so for several nights neither of them dared to speak the words. The need was a silent aching pressure behind their conversations, a ghost in their shared cosmos. They orbited the idea like two planets held in a delicate gravity, afraid that moving closer would shatter them both.

It was Leo who finally broke the silence. Leo, the quiet man of science, the observer who preferred the safety of distance. The strain of living in two worlds, with one a grey, muted reality of his waking hours and the other a vibrant, soul-deep connection of the night, was becoming unbearable. His carefully ordered life had been fractured by a joy so profound that its absence during the day was a constant physical pain. The fear of losing this connection was immense, but the fear of living a half-life forever separated from the source of his new-found warmth was becoming greater.

He waited until Sangwon was drifting in the heart of the Milky Way, a river of light so dense it was like floating in pure luminescence.

Sangwon, his thought was uncharacteristically hesitant, the cool precision of his voice wavering. I have a hypothesis I need to test. It requires an in-person observation.

Sangwon’s dream-self stilled. He felt a jolt that was equal parts thrilling hope and heart-stopping fear. He knew what Leo was asking. The unspoken had finally been given a voice.

What… what is your hypothesis, Leo?

That you are real, Leo sent back, the three words landing with the weight of a physical truth. And that the space between us is not infinite.

Sangwon’s heart, a thing of dream and spirit, ached with a terrible beautiful joy. I want to test that hypothesis too.

The relief that washed over Leo was so immense it left him breathless in his dark and cold observatory. Then tell me, he urged, a new energy in his thought. Tell me where you are. I will get there in the morning when you wake up.

Brimming with excitement, Sangwon focused, forming the name of his beloved store, the name he had painted on the sign himself. Aromathèque. In Insadong.

He pushed the thought towards Leo like a perfect gleaming gift. But as it travelled the psychic distance, it fractured. The sounds so clear in his own mind warped and dissolved into a discordant static.

From Leo’s end, it was not a voice but a painful meaningless noise, like a radio tuned between stations. I don’t… I can’t understand, he sent back, a sharp edge of panic in his thought. It’s garbled. Try again.

They tried again. And again. Leo attempted to send the name of the observatory; Sangwon tried to give him his phone number. But each time, the specific, logical data of the real world, from the names, the numbers to the labels that tethered them to a physical place, was lost in translation. It seemed that their connection spoke only the language of the heart, of stars and scents and feelings. It had no words for the language of maps.

A profound crushing despair settled between them. They were so close, closer than any two people had ever been, and yet they were stranded on opposite sides of an invisible unbreachable wall.

It was Leo, who mind was trained to find patterns in chaos, who saw another way. His earlier despair began to recede, replaced by the familiar calm of a problem to be solved.

The words are failing, he projected, his thought slow and deliberate as he worked through the new theory. But our connection was never built on words. It was built on what we see, what we feel. If we cannot tell each other the way, perhaps… perhaps we can show each other.

Show each other?

We will draw a map, Leo said, the idea solidifying, gaining a poetic logic that felt right. Not with names and numbers, but with fragments of our worlds. We’ll create our own sensory constellations, and we will navigate by them.

He moved to the edge of the observatory’s railing, the sprawling city below him no longer a grid of lonely lights, but the chart for their impossible voyage.

I’ll tell you what I see, Leo said, his voice a steady guide in Sangwon’s dream. From where I stand, the river is a dark, winding nebula that separates the two halves of the city. Follow it with your mind’s eye. There is a bridge and from here, its lights are a perfect string of white pearls. To the left of that string, a tight cluster of skyscrapers burns brighter than all the rest. It is a beacon. Can you see it?

In his dream, Sangwon saw it. An astronomer’s painting of Seoul. A map of starlight laid out on the earth. He felt a surge of awe, of belief in this mad beautiful plan.

I see it, he whispered. He reached into his own world for the sound that was its constant gentle heartbeat. Outside my shop, there is a wind chime made of sea glass. It doesn’t tinkle. The sound is lower, softer. A hollow music, like some old memories whispering to each other in the wind.

The dawn was approaching, its pale light beginning to dissolve the edges of the dream. Their connection frayed, but this time it was not a goodbye. It was a promise.

Leo stood on his mountain as the sun rose, the city sprawling beneath him. It was no longer a symbol of his isolation. It was a treasure map. And somewhere within its intricate winding streets, a secret music was playing just for him.

Sangwon awoke to the familiar sounds of Insadong coming to life. But he was no longer just a passive listener. He was listening with his whole soul, hoping the melody of sea glass could travel on the morning air, a fragile thread for the man who knew the stars to follow home.

9. The City of Strangers

Daylight had become the enemy. It was a loud and glaring expanse of time that stood between him and Leo, and Sangwon felt its weight in every waking moment. He awoke from their last conversation with a new frantic energy humming beneath his skin. Hope was a beautiful yet terrible thing; it made the waiting unbearable.

He had the day off from the shop, a small mercy. As he brewed his morning tea, his mind was a whirlwind of cartography. Leo’s words had painted a celestial map superimposed onto the sprawling body of Seoul. The River, a scar of black silk. The Bridge, a string of pearls. The skyscrapers, a pulsing constellation.

It had to be a high place. A public place. Somewhere to see the stars. An observatory. His heart leaped at the thought. How many could there be?

He closed his shop, leaving a small apologetic note on the door, and stepped out into the bright chaotic morning. The city that was his home suddenly felt alien, like a labyrinth of infinite possibilities and dead ends. Every face in the crowd was a question: Is it you, Leo?

His search began at Namsan Mountain. He took the cable car up, his stomach a knot of nervous excitement. But as he stood on the observation deck of the N Seoul Tower, surrounded by laughing tourists and couples taking selfies, he knew it was wrong. The view was magnificent, but it wasn’t Leo’s view. The angle was too high, the perspective too panoramic. The bridge was not a string of pearls from here; it was a distant insignificant stitch.

He spent the rest of the day chasing ghosts. He went to two smaller, university-run observatories, only to find them closed to the public. He found a rooftop bar with a promising vista, but a new high-rise obscured the precise alignment of river and steel he held in his mind’s eye.

With each failure, the city seemed to grow larger and more indifferent. Leo’s directions, which had felt so clear and intimate in the silent dark of the dream, felt fragile and vague under the relentless sun. The millions of lives being lived around him, the sheer crushing anonymity of them all, began to press in on him. How could two people possibly find each other in this ocean of strangers, armed with nothing but a metaphor and a voice memory?

Defeated and weary, he found himself wandering aimlessly through a quiet neighborhood he didn't recognize. He saw a sign for a small local library and, on impulse, went inside.

The silence was a balm. The air smelled of old paper and floor polish. He found an empty carrel by a large picture window that looked out onto the street and sank into the chair. He rested his head in his hands, the image of Leo’s dezcription flickering in his mind. It felt like a lifetime away. He stared out the window, watching the anonymous procession of feet on the pavement, his heart a cold stone in his chest. The city felt vast and cruel, and he had never felt more alone.

At the same time, Leo was conducting the most illogical experiment of his life. The man who navigated by ephemeris and pulsar timings was walking the streets of Seoul trying to triangulate a location based on the ghost of a sound. He felt like a fool. The city was a roaring symphony of traffic, music, and conversation. To search for one specific wind chime felt like trying to find a single grain of sand on a vast beach.

He felt out of place, like a nocturnal creature forced into the harsh glare of the afternoon. But the memory of Sangwon’s voice, the sheer need in it, was a stronger force than logic. And so he walked.

He found himself on a quiet tree-lined street, the kind of place he never frequented. He paused, leaning against a cool stone wall, the foolishness of his quest washing over him. He was about to give up, to retreat to the sterile sanity of his observatory, when the door of a small library across the street opened.

A tall young man with dark hair stepped out, fumbling with the strap of a messenger bag. As he did, his wrist turned, and Leo’s breath caught in his throat. There, on a leather cord, was a small, hand-painted ceramic charm.

His scientific mind screamed at the odds, the sheer infinitesimal probability. It wasn't a star, it looked more like a stylized blue flower, but it was ceramic. It was hand-painted

Hope, fierce and irrational, seized him. Breaking the rigid protocols of his solitary existence, Leo pushed himself off the wall and crossed the street. His heart hammered a frantic alien rhythm against his ribs. He had no plan, no words prepared. He reached the young man just as he was turning to leave.

“Excuse me,” Leo said, his voice sounding rusty to his own ears. “I was wondering if you had the time?”

The young man turned, a polite and slightly confused smile on his face. And Leo’s world crashed back into the cold hard lines of reality. The face was wrong. It was the face of a kind stranger, not the face his soul was inexplicably searching for. He glanced again at the wrist. The charm was a cheap, mass-produced turtle, its glaze chipped.

“It’s almost four,” the man said, his smile turning to one of concern at the look on Leo’s face.

“Thank you,” Leo managed to say, stepping back.

The man nodded and walked away. Leo was left standing on the pavement, a cold wave of humiliation washing over him. He felt like an idiot. An utter and complete fool. Chasing sounds, accosting strangers over tourist trinkets. He was an astronomer. He dealt in hard data, in verifiable facts, in the elegant and unforgiving truth of mathematics. This… this was madness. A delusion born of sleepless nights and a desperate loneliness. He had to stop.

Disgusted with his own romantic folly, he turned and began walking away, his gaze fixed on the ground, his mind retreating into the safe familiar fortress of logic.

The library door opened again.

Sangwon stepped out into the afternoon light, stretching his long frame after having been hunched over a table. The sun caught the small, hand-painted ceramic star charm that hung from his wrist, the cobalt-blue glaze gleaming like a tiny piece of captured sky. He sighed a soft breath of weary frustration and scanned the street. He looked one way, then the other. Then, choosing a direction at random, he began to walk, his path taking him away from the spot where Leo’s back was just disappearing around the corner.

They passed like ships in the night, though the sun was high in the sky. Two souls, separated by a handful of seconds and a heartbreaking loss of faith. The city once more was just a city of strangers.

Chapter 4: A Ghost of a Scent

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10. Static on the Star-Line

Their nights had fallen into a rhythm as beautiful and predictable as the orbits of the worlds Leo so loved. When Sangwon closed his eyes, he no longer fell into a lonely void. He fell into Leo’s universe. The dreamscape was their home now, a universe built for two.

Tonight, Leo was showing him the binary star system of Albireo, a jewel in the constellation Cygnus.

You see? Leo’s thought was a warm and steady presence in Sangwon’s mind, as clear and close as if he were whispering in his ear. One star is a brilliant gold and the other a sapphire blue. They’re gravitationally bound, so they're forever circling a common center they can’t see. They spend their entire existence in a dance with each other.

Like us? Sangwon thought. He felt a wave of affection for Leo, who used the language of stars to speak of love. Two separate worlds held together by something invisible we still don't know if existing.

Sounds like a perfect analogy, Leo sent back, and Sangwon could feel the pleasure in his voice, the shy smile that he imagined was gracing Leo’s lips in the darkness of his observatory.

Today I tried to create a scent that captured the feeling of our conversations. I used sandalwood for the old books and the quiet but also a top note of… Sangwon’s thought stopped. Mid-sentence.

For Leo, it was as if a switch had been thrown, plunging his world into an absolute deafening silence. One moment, Sangwon’s mind was there, was still a vibrant tapestry of scent and warmth woven into his own consciousness. The next, there was nothing. An amputation. The psychic space where Sangwon had been was now a gaping hole.

Sangwon? he projected into the void, his thought a frantic shout. Sangwon, can you hear me?

There was no reply. The comfortable quiet of his observatory was suddenly the oppressive crushing silence of a tomb. He was alone. The terror that seized him was primal, like a cold fist clenching around his heart. It hadn't been real.

It had all been a hallucination, a beautifully elaborate dream his lonely mind had constructed, and he had finally, brutally, woken up.

In the dream, Sangwon was reeling. Leo’s presence had vanished so completely it felt like the stars themselves had been extinguished. The beautiful vista of Albireo’s gold and sapphire suns was still there, but it was once again a cold indifferent painting. The silence was no longer peaceful. It was the absolute emptiness of his old dream, the one that had always left him with such an inexplicable ache. But now the ache had a name. It was Leo.

Leo! he cried out with his mind, his dream-self thrashing in the empty black. Don’t leave me! Please!

He was adrift, a solo traveler once more in an infinite, lonely sea. He had been found, and now he was lost again, and the pain of it was a thousand times worse than the longing he had felt before.

The silence stretched for an eternity that lasted in the real world for fifty-eight agonizing seconds.

And then, a flicker.

A faint distorted whisper, like a voice from a great distance, crackled in the back of Leo’s mind. …eo… here…

Sangwon! He latched onto the fragile thread of sound with all his will. I’m here! Hold on!

In Sangwon’s dream, the comforting presence flooded back in, but it was weak, it was frayed. Leo’s voice was no longer beside him but was faint and tinny, riddled with static. The connection, once a seamlessly perfect bridge, was now a sputtering unstable thing.

The relief that washed over them was immense, but it was immediately drowned by a colder wave of terror.

Their miracle was fragile. It could break. It could be taken from them.

They spent the rest of the night clinging to the weak fractured signal, the easy rhythm of their conversation gone. Every word was precious, every moment fraught with the fear that it could be their last. They didn’t speak of the silence, of the terrible minute they had been torn apart. To name it felt too dangerous, as if the words themselves might sever the tenuous connection for good.

When the dawn finally came to claim Sangwon’s dream, the parting was not the reluctant but hopeful farewell of before. It was a panicked severing, leaving them both breathless and shaken.

Leo stood gripping the railing of his observation deck, the rising sun feeling like a physical assault. The silence in his mind was no longer just an absence. It was a threat.

Sangwon lay in his bed, the familiar sounds of the city rushing back in. He could still feel the phantom static in his mind, as well as the ghost of that terrible silence.

Their private universe, their perfect constellation, was not a constant. It was a flickering star and for the first time, they were forced to confront the terrifying possibility that it could burn out forever.

11. The Astronomer’s Equation

The night after the flicker was different. The comfortable and sacred silence of their connection was gone, replaced by a terrible brittle tension. They met in Sangwon’s dreamscape not with the easy intimacy of recent nights but with the frantic and clinging desperation of two people speaking across a faulty line, who became terrified the connection might sever at any moment.

For Sangwon, Leo’s voice was no longer a clear resonant presence filling the void. It had become a distant echo laced with static, as if broadcast from a galaxy away. For Leo, Sangwon’s thoughts, which were once so warm and vivid, were now faint whispers threatening to be swallowed by the immense silence of the cosmos.

I’m still here, Sangwon would project, the thought tinged with a fear he tried to hide.

I know, Leo would send back, his own thought tight with the effort of holding on. Don’t let go.

They clung to each other across the degrading signal, their conversation halting and precious. The easy joy of their nocturnal education was gone, replaced by the grim reality that their shared world was built on shifting sand. Panic was a cold and constant hum beneath the surface.

For Leo, this uncertainty was a unique form of torture. His entire life had been a quest to understand, to measure, to chart the unknown until it became a known quantity. He could not, and would not, passively watch as the single most important phenomenon of his existence dissolved into nothing. He could not lose Sangwon to a ghost in the machine.

“I’m going to find an answer,” he said aloud to the empty observatory, the words a vow made to the silent watching stars.

That night, a new kind of insomnia took hold of him. It was not the weary empty wakefulness of before but a feverish adrenaline-fueled state of war. He abandoned his post at the telescope and descended into the observatory’s library, his sanctuary of logic. He declared war on the miracle.

He surrounded himself with texts, building a fortress of knowledge on the large oak table. Ancient star charts, leather-bound books on celestial mechanics, modern journals filled with the arcane language of quantum physics and relativity. He was a man possessed, his mind a relentless engine churning through data, searching for a pattern. The fading of their connection was an effect. So there had to be a cause.

His rational mind knew it was absurd. He was trying to apply the laws of physics to an event that defied them. It was like trying to calculate the mathematical formula for a ghost. But the fear of losing Sangwon was a fire in his blood, it was burning away his scientific skepticism, leaving only a raw and desperate need to know.

He returned to the beginning. The night it all started. He ran the numbers on the rare celestial alignment again, the gravitational lensing event that had acted as the catalyst. The calculations were clean, perfect, and offered no explanation. It was a dead end.

He pushed deeper, into the strange theoretical fringes of astrophysics, into the kinds of papers he usually dismissed as speculative fiction. He read about quantum entanglement, Einstein’s “spooky action at a distance.” He scoured obscure theories on cosmic resonance and subspace harmonics. He was a cartographer searching for a ghost continent, and the hours bled into one another in a blur of coffee, equations, and the dry dusty scent of old paper.

And then, in a forgotten German journal from the 1970s, he found it.

It was a highly theoretical paper, a thought experiment by an astronomer long since dead. It posited that: under the exact tidal stresses created by the gravitational warping of spacetime during a specific type of stellar occultation, a temporary resonant frequency could be generated--an "echo" that could theoretically bridge two disparate points in spacetime for a short period. The paper was dismissed by the scientific community. It was academic poetry.

But the equations… the equations were a perfect match.

Leo’s hands trembled as he spread his own charts across the table. The math was undeniable. The German’s theory aligned perfectly with the celestial event that had forged their connection. And then came the final, terrible piece of the puzzle. The theory also predicted that as the two stellar bodies involved in the occultation moved further apart, the resonant “window” would decay exponentially before collapsing entirely.

He grabbed a marker and lunged for the whiteboard on the library wall, his heart pounding against his ribs. He scrawled the German’s core equation, plugging in the current trajectories of the two stars. His neat and precise handwriting grew frantic, the numbers and symbols became a frantic dance of hope and dread. The final calculation clicked into place, stark and brutal and absolute.

He stared at the board, the marker slipping from his numb fingers and clattering to the floor. He had his answer. He had found the logic behind the miracle.

And it was a death sentence.

That night, the connection was thinner than ever, a fragile, silken thread stretched across an impossible distance.

Leo? Are you there? Sangwon’s thought was barely audible, a whisper of a whisper.

Leo’s thought came through, heavy with a new and terrible gravity. I’m here. Sangwon… I found it. I know why this is happening.

He didn’t use the jargon. He didn’t speak of gravitational tides or resonant frequencies. He used the language he had learned from Sangwon, the language of the heart.

Our connection… he began, the thought aching with a sorrow that transcended the static between them. It’s a song. Played by two distant stars that passed each other in the night. Their gravity created an echo, like, a harmony that allowed us to hear each other. But the stars are moving apart. And the song… the song is fading.

A cold piercing silence followed. Sangwon understood.

How much longer? he finally asked, his thought stripped of everything but the raw terrifying question.

Leo looked at the date circled in red on his desk calendar, the final brutal result of his equation.

Three weeks.

12. A Ghost of a Scent

The three-week deadline was a clock ticking in the hollow of Leo’s chest, a constant and terrifying reminder of the approaching silence. Their nights on the star-line were now filled with a frantic and aching urgency. They exchanged fragments of their lives, trying to pour a lifetime of knowing into the handful of hours they had left. Sangwon described the taste of the persimmons his grandmother grew, the rough texture of the handmade paper he used to wrap his creations, the specific shade of blue on his favorite teacup.

And Leo in turn tried to give Sangwon the sensory map he needed. He listened, truly listened for the first time in his life not for data but for clues.

During the day, he abandoned the sterile comfort of the observatory. The search consumed him. He walked the streets of Seoul like a ghost in the daylight, feeling foolish and exposed. He was an astronomer, a man of empirical evidence, on a quest for a sound he had only ever heard in his mind. He would wander through neighborhoods known for their small independent shops, his head tilted, listening past the roar of traffic for the impossible hollow music of a sea-glass wind chime.

He was a man chasing an echo, and with every fruitless hour his desperation grew.

It was on the fourth day of his search, as he was walking through the winding and crowded alleys of Insadong, that he stopped dead. The air, thick with the smells of street food and ink from the calligraphy shops, had shifted. A slight breeze had curled out of a narrow cobbled lane, and on it it carried a scent so specific, so so achingly familiar that it stole the breath from his lungs.

Cardamom and old books.

His heart stopped. In one of their whispered conversations, Sangwon had described the precise scent of his shop. “It’s the first thing you would smell,” he’d said. “I keep the cardamom pods in a wooden bowl by the door, next to my oldest formulation books. It smells… like a warm secret.”

Leo’s pulse thundered in his ears. He turned and followed the scent as if it were a lifeline. The trail was faint like a ghost on the air, but it was there. It led him deeper into a maze of alleys, his hope a wild and painful thing in his chest. With every step, the scent seemed to grow a little stronger, and his steps began to slow.

The closer he got to the source, the louder the questions in his mind became. What if this was it? What would he do? Just walk in? What could he possibly say that wouldn’t shatter the perfect, fragile universe they had built in the dark?

He had fallen in love with a soul that was a presence of pure warmth and wonder. But he was just… Leo. A shy, intensely private man who looked older than his years, who carried exhaustion like a second skin, who could barely manage a conversation with the grocer. What if Sangwon saw him and his face fell in disappointment?

The thought was a shard of ice in his gut. He could not bear it. To see disillusionment in Sangwon’s eyes would be a pain greater than the silence their dying connection promised. Their love, born in a perfect miracle, was too fragile to survive the flawed and clumsy reality of him.

He hesitated at a crossroads where four narrow alleys met. The wind swirled, bringing a confusing rush of new smells, sizzling garlic, roasting chestnuts, damp stone. The trail went cold. He turned his head, sniffing the air like a lost animal, but the scent was gone. It had vanished completely, swallowed by the city’s cacophony.

He stood there, defeated. But the defeat was twofold, and the second cut was far deeper. He had failed to find the shop. But a more terrible, honest part of his soul whispered that he was relieved. He knew, with a sickening wave of self-loathing, that even if the scent had led him to the very doorstep, he would have done exactly what he was doing now: standing frozen, before turning and walking away.

His cowardice was the true barrier.

He turned, his shoulders slumped, and walked away from the alley. He was tormented not just by a failed search but by the certainty of his own failure of nerve. The city hadn't hidden Sangwon from him. His own fear had. He retreated into himself, the cold comfort of his solitude feeling more like a prison than ever before.

Chapter 5: The Race Against the Dawn

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13. Whispers Across the Void

Their nightly meetings became a desperate salvage operation. The connection between them was noticeably degrading, like an ancient tapestry that was slowly, thread by thread, unraveling. The signal was weak, the static became a constant frustrating hiss in the space between their thoughts. Sometimes, a word would be lost. other times, an entire sentence would vanish into the ether, leaving a gaping hole in their conversation and a cold spike of fear in their hearts.

The easy, languid explorations of the cosmos were a luxury they could no longer afford. Their time was a currency they were spending too quickly and every moment was precious. They began to speak in a desperate shorthand, sharing the most vital parts of themselves, trying to pour a lifetime of knowing into the few fragile nights they had left.

Leo was tormented by the secret of his failure. He could not bring himself to confess that he had been paralyzed by his own cowardice. The shame was a bitter taste in his mouth, and it fueled his urgency. He felt he had wasted a precious opportunity and now the universe was punishing him for it.

Tell me about your family, he projected one night, the thought pushing through the interference with a new intensity.

Sangwon spoke of his parents, of their gentle loving chaos that was so different from the quiet order of Leo’s life. He described his childhood not in a linear narrative but in a series of sensory snapshots, from the smell of his mother’s kimchi stew, the sound of his father’s off-key humming, to the feeling of sunlight on the wooden floors of his small apartment above the shop.

And your grandparents? Leo pressed, hungry for every detail.

My grandmother… Sangwon’s thought softened and became imbued with a profound tenderness. She was the one who understood me best. She always smelled of lavender and warm linen. She said I had an old soul. He paused, and Leo could feel him focusing on a specific memory and polishing it so it would be clear enough to send. When I was little, she gave me something. A charm. She said it was a piece of a star that had fallen just for me, to help me find my way if I ever got lost.

What does it look like? Leo asked.

It’s ceramic, Sangwon explained, the details coming through in a pure wave. Cool and smooth to the touch. It’s shaped like a five-pointed star, and she painted it the deepest cobalt blue, the colour of the sky just after the sun sets. I wear it on a leather cord. Always.

Leo held the image in his mind.

And you, Leo? Sangwon’s thought gently returned the question. Tell me about your family.

Leo, a man who had never spoken of his past to anyone, found the words coming easily as if they had simply been waiting for the right person to ask. He spoke of his own grandfather, who was not a poet or an artist but a quiet and meticulous man like himself. An engineer who had designed bridges and who in his spare time loved to look at the stars through a small brass telescope.

He’s the reason I became an astronomer, Leo confessed. He taught me the constellations. He was the only person who understood why I preferred silence to noise. I don’t have much left of him. Just one thing.

What is it?

Leo’s thought was infused with the memory of cool heavy silver in his palm. An old pocket watch. It doesn’t work anymore. The hands are frozen at 3:17. But the back of it… my grandfather was a man of science but he was also a romantic. He had it engraved.

He focused, pushing the image across the void, praying it would reach Sangwon without breaking apart.

It’s a constellation, he sent. Lyra the harp. With its brightest star Vega picked out with a tiny sliver of diamond.

The connection fractured then, a sudden violent burst of static that made them both recoil. For a terrifying moment, there was only silence. Then, Sangwon’s voice returned, faint and distant.

A star to guide you, he whispered across the widening chasm.

The sun was rising. Their time was over. They were left with these achingly beautiful intimate fragments. A cobalt star charm. A silver pocket watch engraved with a harp. Two heirlooms. Two grandparents. Two constellations. They were just stories whispered across a dying connection. They were just memories.

Neither of them knew they were holding the keys to their entire universe.

14. Clicking into Place

Their connection was a dying thing. Each night was a battle against the encroaching silence and a frantic effort to hear each other’s thoughts through a roaring hurricane of static. Words were lost. Entire sentences dissolved into nothingness. They were clinging to the last few threads of a fraying rope, suspended over a void of permanent separation. The deadline Leo had calculated loomed over them, a black hole threatening to consume their small universe.

Desperation was the new language they spoke.

Floating in a dreamscape that was now muted and grey at the edges, Sangwon felt his own hope withering. They had exchanged everything they could think of, sights, sounds, scents. But Seoul was a vast sprawling cosmos of its own, and their clues were like trying to find a specific planet with no telescope.

He closed his dream-eyes, forcing himself back past the pain of his fading hope. He focused on the memory of the star charm, the one solid link to his past he had shared with Leo. He tried to recall the day his grandmother had bought it for him. He was a small child, his hand lost in hers. The memory was a watercolor painting, its edges blurred by time.

He tried to send the images to Leo, pushing them through the static with all his will.

It was… an old place, he projected, the thought breaking apart as it traveled. A district… full of old things… the air smelled of… camphor… and dust…

Leo in his observatory strained to listen, piecing together the broken fragments. An antique district? Where, Sangwon?

The street was… narrow, Sangwon’s thought wavered, almost lost to the noise. The buildings leaned… together. I remember the sign on the shop… but not the name… just the sign…

He squeezed his eyes shut, trying to bring the image into focus.

It was… green, he sent, the thought a flash of colour in the grey static. A dark lacquered green… like old jade… and there was something else on it… brass… a small… clock… The thought faltered.

A clock? Leo pressed. What kind of clock?

No hands, Sangwon whispered across the void. It was a clock with no hands.

Green sign. Clock with no hands. An antique shop.

The words echoed in the sterile chamber of Leo’s mind. A memory, deep and long-dormant, stirred within him. He saw himself as a boy, his hand held in his grandfather’s, a much larger and warmer hand. He smelled the scent of old wood and polish. He remembered looking up at a dark green sign and asking his grandfather why the little brass clock on it had no hands.

“Because in a place like this, my boy,” his grandfather had answered, his voice a warm and gentle rumble, “time is not the most important thing.”

It was the shop where his grandfather had taken his silver pocket watch to be repaired, all those years ago.

The realization struck him with the force of a lightning bolt, a jolt of pure unadulterated adrenaline that momentarily burned through the static, clearing the line between them with a stunning yet impossible clarity.

Sangwon! His thought was a clean ringing bell in the dreamscape. I know that shop! The one with the green sign! I’ve been there! My grandfather, he took his watch there!

The clarity of Leo’s thought, the sudden shocking surge of his excitement and awe, struck Sangwon with equal force. In his dream, the grey fading stars around him flared into brilliant blinding life. The two separate stories, the two celestial heirlooms from two different lives, they weren’t parallel lines. They were vectors pointing all this time to a single unimaginable intersection.

It was not a coincidence. It was a conspiracy of fate, a map drawn by ghosts.

In that single shared breathless moment, the realization dawned on them both. The static, the deadline, the fear--it all fell away, replaced by the deafening, brilliant roar of destiny.

This was it.

This was their meeting point.

15. The Race Against the Dawn

The connection snapped with the finality of a breaking string, leaving Leo alone in the crimson half-light of the observatory. But the silence was different this time. It wasn't empty. It was thrumming with a single impossible truth: The shop with the green sign and the clock with no hands.

He looked at the digital clock on his console. The numbers glowed a final brutal countdown. Today was the last day. The alignment that had been the cradle of their connection would move past its final critical point just after sunset. Tonight, there would be no dream. No starscape. Only silence.

There was no time to think. There was no time for the old familiar hesitation. The terror of losing Sangwon forever had finally, decisively, become greater than the terror of meeting him.

He moved through the observatory like a man in a trance. He did not log his final observations. He did not run the shutdown sequence with his usual meticulous care. He abandoned the telescope, leaving its great eye still staring into the void. He walked out of the dome, leaving the door unlocked behind him. He was abdicating his throne, leaving his silent kingdom of dust and starlight for the chaotic unknown world below.

The journey down the mountain as the sun rose was a blur. The Seoul he saw through the bus window was not the city of distant unknowable lives he had observed for years. It was a treasure map and he was racing toward its heart. Every street sign, every intersection was a potential turn toward or away from Sangwon.

His mind was a frantic and oscillating current of hope and fear.

Sangwon. The name was a prayer, a mantra. He tried to picture his face, but all he had were fragments, a sense of warmth, a sharp jawline, the echo of a gentle, curious mind. What would his voice sound like, not in his head, but in the air? What would it feel like to stand in the same room, to breathe the same air? The hope was so fierce it was a physical pain, a bright hot star in his chest.

But the fear was a cold counter-orbit. What if he sees you and is disappointed? What if this shy tired man is a pale shadow of the voice in the dark? He could feel the familiar cowardice from the alleyway trying to claw its way back, whispering that it was better to preserve the perfect memory than to risk the flawed reality.

No. He crushed the thought with a new desperate resolve. A flawed reality with Sangwon was infinitely better than a perfect solitude without him.

He got off the bus and plunged into the subway, the press of the morning crowd a shocking unwelcome intimacy. He, a man who had curated a life of empty spaces, was now shoulder-to-shoulder with a river of strangers, all of them obstacles in his path. A delayed train made his breath catch in his throat. He pushed his way through a throng at a transfer station, his apologies lost in the noise. He felt like a comet hurtling through an asteroid field, praying he would not be knocked off course.

He emerged from the underground into the antique district. It was just as he remembered from his childhood, a pocket of the city that time had forgotten. The air smelled of old wood and camphor and dust. The shops were just beginning to open, their owners sleepily sweeping the cobblestones.

He found the street. His heart was a frantic drum against his ribs now. And then he saw it. Halfway down the lane on the shaded side of the street.

The small shop with the dark green lacquered sign. And the little brass clock, its hands long since surrendered to time.

He had won the race against the dawn. He had followed the ghost of a memory back to the one place in this vast sprawling city where his universe and Sangwon’s were destined to collide.

He crossed the street and stopped, standing in the shadows of an awning opposite the shop. He stared at the door, his chest tight, his breath shallow. The hope and the fear were raging inside him now like a silent but violent supernova. He had arrived. But the final most terrifying part of the journey was still to come. He had to wait. And he had to find the courage, from somewhere in the vast empty spaces of his own heart, not to run away again.

16. The Race Against the Dusk

The scent of bergamot and jasmine felt like a foreign language. Sangwon stood in the heart of his own shop, a place that had always been his sanctuary, and felt like a stranger. He tried to focus on the customer in front of him, a woman asking for a fragrance that captured the feeling of a first snowfall, but his mind was light-years away. It was with Leo. It was in a little-known antique district standing before a shop with a green sign and a clock with no hands.

He looked at the clock on his own wall. The afternoon was already beginning its slow golden descent toward evening. With every tick, the alignment of the stars shifted. With every tick, Leo was slipping further away.

The fear was a sudden sharp pain. He could not wait.

“I’m so sorry,” he said, his voice breathless. He wrapped the bottle for the woman, his hands trembling. “I have to close early today. An emergency.”

The woman gave him a curious look but nodded. As soon as she was gone, Sangwon flipped the sign on his door from ‘Open’ to ‘Closed’, the sound of the wood settling in the frame like a final decisive choice. He was abandoning his haven of bottled memories for the chance at a real one.

His journey across the city was a sensory fever dream. The world outside his quiet alley was a riot of noise and motion that he barely registered. The screech of a subway train was the sound of time running out. The faces in the crowd were a blur, a sea of unknowns he had to push through to get to the one face that mattered.

His heart pounded with a frantic dual rhythm of exhilarating hope and paralyzing anxiety.

Leo. He pictured the name in his mind but there was no face to attach to it. Just a voice. A deep, calm, steady voice that had become the anchor of his entire existence. What would the man who owned that voice look like? Would his eyes be kind? Would he have a smile that reached them? The hope of it was a dizzying beautiful thing.

But the anxiety was a cold undertow. What if he’s not there? What if I imagined the memory? What if this is all just a dream and I’m racing toward a place that doesn’t exist? He felt a primal fear that to see Leo in the flesh would break the spell, that their perfect ethereal connection would evaporate under the harsh scrutiny of the real world.

As he emerged from the subway, the sky opened. A sudden brief shower washed over the city, and the air was instantly filled with a clean earthy scent. Petrichor. The smell of rain on dry earth. Leo’s favorite. Sangwon stopped on the pavement, lifting his face to the sky, and a wild irrational joy surged through him. It was a sign. A whisper from the universe telling him he was on the right path.

The rain stopped as quickly as it had begun and the setting sun broke through the clouds, painting the sky in the familiar shades of bruised plum and soft peach. Dusk was coming.

He walked the final blocks, his senses on high alert. He felt the pull of the place before he saw it, a strange sense of temporal vertigo as if he were walking into a memory. The streets narrowed. The air grew quiet, smelling of old wood and dust.

And then he saw it. At the end of the lane. The shop with the dark green sign and the small brass clock with no hands. It was real.

He stopped, his breath catching in his throat. He had followed a fragment of a childhood memory and a whisper from a dream across a vast and indifferent city, and he had arrived.

He looked across the narrow cobbled street.

And he saw him.

A tall figure standing in the deep shadows of a doorway, his silhouette tense and still. He was too far away to see clearly, his features obscured by the growing dusk. But Sangwon didn't need to see his face. He knew. With a certainty that bypassed all logic and went straight to the soul, he knew it was Leo.

Every fear, every doubt, evaporated in that single stunning moment of recognition. All that was left was the overwhelming, heart-stopping truth. He was real. He was here.

Sangwon took a deep shuddering breath, the scent of rain and old secrets filling his lungs. He had raced the dusk and won. Now, there was only the last most impossible distance to cross. He took the first step, leaving the world of dreams behind him.

Notes:

The latest B2P episode sucks...

And the whole thing about dusk and dawn is that we saw Leowon together from dusk til dawn (at their hair salon and Haidilao lol)

Chapter 6: Silence at the End of the Universe

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17. Silence at the End of the Universe

Time fractured.

As Sangwon stepped off the curb, the chaotic sounds of the city, the distant traffic, the murmur of evening life, faded into a muffled distant roar. There was only the narrow cobbled street and the man across it.

Leo stepped out of the shadows and it was as if a star had finally resolved itself in a telescope’s lens, coming into sharp breathtaking focus. He was real. He was tall, his frame lean beneath a simple dark jacket. His hair was a beautiful unruly mess of dark waves, and his eyes… Sangwon felt his breath catch. They were the eyes he had somehow always known, deep and intense and holding the quiet aching loneliness of a thousand star-filled nights. He was not a disembodied voice. He was a man and he was more real and more beautiful than any dream.

They walked toward each other, two planets finally breaking their solitary orbits, pulled into a final inescapable convergence. With every step, the last faint thread of their psychic connection hummed between them a final beautiful song. Leo could feel Sangwon’s soaring incredulous joy, a warmth that pushed back the shadows of his own fear. Sangwon could feel Leo’s heart-stopping mixture of terror and hope, a frantic silent symphony he now understood completely.

They stopped, a meter of charged air separating them. The last sliver of the sun bled out behind the rooftops, plunging the alley into the deep bruised-purple light of dusk. Their eyes locked. The entire universe, all its galaxies and nebulas and silent spinning worlds, shrank to the space between them.

Leo opened his mouth to speak Sangwon’s name, the first word he would ever say to him in the real world.

And in that instant, the final star in the alignment shifted.

The connection snapped.

For Leo, it was a violent physical event. The warm constant presence of Sangwon’s mind, which had become the background music to his existence, was not just silenced. It was brutally extinguished. It was like a power cord being ripped from the wall, plunging his senses into a darkness more profound than any night he had ever known. The silence that rushed into the void was horrifyingly absolute.

For Sangwon, it was like the floor of the universe had dropped out from under him. The steady anchoring presence of Leo’s mind, the feeling of being known that had reshaped his soul, vanished. A wave of dizzying vertigo washed over him. It was a psychic amputation, a core part of himself suddenly inexplicably carved away, leaving a cold gaping chasm where Leo used to be.

They stood, staring at each other, face to face at last.

And they were utterly terrifyingly alone.

The magic was gone. The seamless intuitive bridge that had allowed their souls to touch was a ruin. All that was left was the awkward, crushing silence of physical proximity.

All of Leo’s carefully suppressed fears came roaring back, a tidal wave of inadequacy. He was no longer the calm, knowledgeable guide of the stars. He was just a man. A shy exhausted man who had forgotten how to speak to another human being. He couldn’t find the words. He couldn’t even meet Sangwon’s wide questioning eyes.

Sangwon looked at the man before him, his own heart shattering. The profound steady voice from his dreams, the celestial guide who had taught him the secrets of the cosmos, was gone. In his place stood this intensely vulnerable man, his shoulders tense, his gaze fixed somewhere on the cobblestones, looking as if he were about to break.

The chasm between the perfection of the dream and the painful awkward reality of this moment felt a light-year wide.

They had raced against time and won. They had crossed an entire city guided by poetry and fate. They had found each other.

And in doing so, they had lost everything. They were together at last, but they were strangers, standing in the silent wreckage of their beautiful impossible world.

Chapter 7: The Beauty of Daylight

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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18. The First Words

The silence was excruciating. It wasn't a vast cosmic emptiness. it was a thick, humid and terribly human awkwardness that filled the narrow alley. The distant city sounds, a car horn, the rumble of a bus, seemed to amplify how utterly still and exposed the two of them were. They were just two men standing too close and too far apart on a patch of uneven cobblestone.

Leo’s mind, usually a clean well-ordered place of logic and reason, was a catastrophic failure. All systems were offline. His internal monologue was a frantic useless stream of error messages. Observe. Analyze. Speak. Function Failure. Reboot Required. He kept his eyes fixed on a crack in the pavement just to the left of Sangwon’s shoe, because if he looked up, if he let himself truly take in the man standing before him, he was certain his entire operating system would crash.

He had caught a glimpse. A sharp perfect jawline. A straight nose. A face so unfairly delicately beautiful that it defied all principles of physics and fairness. He was starstruck, but in the way an astronomer is starstruck by an incomprehensible celestial event, overwhelmed, intimidated and acutely aware of his own insignificance.

Sangwon was just as lost. The man in front of him was both a stranger and the most familiar person he had ever known. The voice that had guided him through nebulae and explained the life cycle of stars belonged to this quiet intensely focused man who seemed terrified to even look at him. He was trying to reconcile the two realities, on one hand the magnificent, all-knowing presence from his dreams and on the other this shy breathtakingly real man, and his mind couldn’t complete the calculation. He felt an overwhelming urge to bolt from the sheer stunning immensity of it all. This was too much. It was too real.

He took a small unconscious step backward, a physical retreat from an experience too vast to process.

Leo saw it. His scientific brain, grasping for any data point in the chaos, registered the movement. Subject is retreating. Hypothesis of mutual interest is in jeopardy. Imminent failure. The clinical observation was immediately swamped by a wave of pure animal panic. He was losing him. After everything, he was going to walk away.

He had to say something. Anything.

He couldn't manage a greeting. He couldn’t manage a name. His brain in its desperation did the only thing it was trained to do: it focused on a single observable and verifiable detail and formulated a query. His gaze flickered from the pavement up to Sangwon's wrist. The charm. The one tangible piece of data that connected their worlds.

He cleared his throat. The sound was a rough foreign noise. His voice, when it finally came, was a hesitant croak, the clinical words completely at odds with the terror screaming inside him.

“Is that…” he started, his eyes still not quite meeting Sangwon’s, focusing instead on the small ceramic star. “Is the glaze cobalt or cerulean blue? I… I couldn’t be sure from your description.”

The question was absurd. It was nerdy. It was so ridiculously beautifully Leo.

It wasn't the voice of a stranger trying to make small talk. It was the voice of the man who had explained the precise spectral class of the star Vega. It was the analytical detail-obsessed mind he had come to know so intimately in the dark. It was the astronomer asking a question about a star.

The spell of Sangwon’s starstruck paralysis shattered. The tension in his shoulders eased. A slow and incredibly relieved smile broke through the confusion on his face. He looked at the shy and awkward scientist in front of him, at his dark messy hair and his intense yet beautiful eyes that were finally, tentatively, lifting to meet his own.

He wasn't a dream. He was a man. A man who asked about the specific shade of blue on a ceramic star. And he was perfect.

19. The Grammar of Touch

Sangwon’s smile was a slow fragile dawn after a long night. It was uncertain, but it was there, and it was the most beautiful thing Leo had ever seen. The silence stretched, no longer agonizing, but held in a state of delicate trembling suspension.

Instead of answering Leo’s absurdly technical question, Sangwon’s lips parted, and he offered a word of his own. His voice was softer than it was in the dream, a quiet velvet whisper that Leo felt more than heard.

“Petrichor.”

The word was a key turning in the lock of Leo’s heart. It was him. The tight painful knot of anxiety in Leo’s chest finally, blessedly, began to loosen. A shaky incredulous smile touched his own lips in response. For a moment, they just stood there, two strangers who knew each other’s souls, smiling at each other in the dusky light of a forgotten alley.

The sheer impossible situation was suddenly overwhelming. What do you say to the person you have travelled the universe with, now that you are standing on the same patch of cobblestone?

It was Sangwon who spoke first, his voice still a little unsteady. He gestured vaguely back the way he had come. “I… I closed the shop early.”

The statement was so mundane, so wonderfully beautifully normal, that a small choked laugh escaped Leo’s lips. “I left the observatory,” he replied, the words feeling foreign and clumsy on his tongue.

Their shared shaky laughter broke the last of the tension. They had abandoned their respective kingdoms for this moment. Sangwon’s gaze was open now, full of a dawning wonder as he truly looked at Leo, a real man made of flesh and bone and shy devastating smiles.

“You’re real,” Sangwon breathed, the words full of awe.

“So are you,” Leo managed, his voice barely audible.

The alley felt too small, too exposed for the magnitude of the moment. Sangwon gestured with his head toward the end of the lane. “My shop is… it’s just there. We could… have some tea?” The invitation was hesitant, a question that held a thousand others within it. Can we do this? Can we be two normal people having tea?

Leo simply nodded, incapable of forming another word.

But as Sangwon was about to turn, Leo’s gaze fell again to the star charm resting against his wrist. It was the object that had answered his ridiculous panicked question. It was the tangible anchor point in this sea of overwhelming feeling.

He was a man who had lived his life through observation, keeping the universe at the safe distance of a telescope lens. But now, driven by a force stronger than a lifetime of habit, he overrode every instinct for solitude he possessed.

Slowly, as if moving a fantastically heavy object, he lifted his hand. Sangwon watched, his breath held. With one trembling finger, Leo reached out and gently, tentatively, traced the five-pointed shape of the ceramic star.

The shock of the touch was an electric jolt for them both.

For Leo, it was a cascade of pure verifiable data. The cool, smooth glaze of the ceramic beneath his fingertip. The faint warmth of Sangwon’s skin just beyond it. The soft worn texture of the leather cord. He was real. This was real. The proof was right here at the tip of his finger.

For Sangwon, the touch was a grounding force. It was so gentle, so hesitant, so full of a quiet unstated reverence that it spoke more than an hour of conversation could. This was the beginning of their new grammar, a language of the body. A language of physical presence.

Leo drew his hand back as if he’d touched a flame.

Sangwon looked from the spot on his wrist where the warmth of Leo’s finger still lingered, up to his eyes. He saw the familiar universe of longing there, but now it was mixed with a new, fragile hope.

He gave a small certain nod. Yes. The answer was clear, without a single word needing to be spoken. Tea.

He turned, and this time, Leo followed him down the alley, toward the soft hollow music of a sea-glass wind chime and the warm beckoning light of a new beginning.

20. The Beauty of Daylight

Stepping into Sangwon’s shop was like stepping into another universe. For Leo, whose world was composed of silence, sterile surfaces and the cold clean scent of ozone, the Aromathèque was a dizzying beautiful assault on the senses. The air itself was a living thing, a warm complex tapestry woven from a thousand different notes of wood, flower, and spice. Sunlight, thick with dancing motes of dust, streamed through the front window, illuminating shelves crammed with hundreds of amber and cobalt glass bottles. It was the complete antithesis of his own minimalist apartment, a space designed not for waiting but for living. He felt large and clumsy, a creature of grey concrete and sharp angles suddenly set down in a lush fragrant jungle.

Sangwon, however, moved through the gentle chaos with an effortless grace. He was home. The shyness that had gripped him in the alley seemed to melt away, replaced by a quiet warm confidence.

“Please,” he said, his voice soft as he gestured to a pair of worn leather armchairs in a small alcove. “Sit. I’ll make us some tea.”

Leo sat, feeling ridiculously formal. He watched as Sangwon moved behind a long wooden counter, his deft fingers selecting a tin from a high shelf. As he measured the leaves into a small pot, a sound reached Leo’s ears, a soft tuneless humming. It was the sound of pure unselfconscious concentration, and it was the most endearing thing Leo had ever heard. He was an observer by nature, and he realized with a jolt that he had a new infinitely more fascinating cosmos to study right here in this room.

Sangwon returned with a tray holding a simple earthenware pot and two cups. He poured the tea, its steam fragrant with notes of chamomile and something Leo couldn't identify.

For a moment, they just sat, the silence stretching between them. Their nightly conversations had spanned galaxies and the very nature of time, but here in the plain light of day, they were two men who didn't know how to begin.

“This is… a unique blend,” Leo said finally, the words sounding stiff and scientific. He took a sip. “The heat retention of the ceramic is excellent.”

Sangwon looked at him, a flicker of amusement in his warm eyes. “So even tea is an experiment for you, Leo?”

The gentle teasing was so unexpected, so disarming, that a genuine smile broke through Leo’s carefully guarded expression. A small, shy curve of his lips that reached his eyes, creating tiny startling crinkles at the corners.

And Sangwon’s breath caught in his chest. He had wondered what Leo’s smile would look like, but he had never imagined it would be this quiet, this rare, this devastatingly beautiful. It was a private fleeting thing, a secret he showed only when he thought no one was looking. And Sangwon felt a fierce desire to spend the rest of his life searching for it.

That small shared moment seemed to break the spell of their awkwardness. The frantic need to speak, to fill the silence that had replaced their psychic bond, simply evaporated.

Leo leaned back in his chair, the tension visibly leaving his shoulders. He looked around the shop, truly seeing it now as an archive of stories. His gaze settled on a half-finished watercolor painting propped on an easel by the window, a wash of soft blues and greens.

Sangwon followed his gaze. “It’s the view from a beach my family used to visit. I’m trying to capture the scent of the sea air just before a storm.”

It was nothing like their seamless dream-talk. That had been perfect, effortless, a pure meeting of minds. This was clumsy. It was hesitant. It was punctuated by silences and the simple physical act of sipping tea.

And it was infinitely better.

The magic hadn't been in the stars, Leo realized. The magic was here. It was in the awkward beauty of daylight, in the discovery of a quiet hum and a secret smile. It was in the slow patient process of learning the physical grammar of another human being.

They didn’t need to talk about supernovas or the nature of memory. The universe they had been searching for was right here, in this small sun-drenched room, waiting to be explored, one quiet, real and breathtakingly ordinary detail at a time.

Notes:

Please keep voting for Leowon, we need them at our P01 and P02!

Chapter 8: Insomnia for Two

Notes:

It's nearly the end of a lovely story. I read on Threads a post about Sangwon's and Leo's "Four Pillars of Destiny" (bāzì / palja) having complementary features, one having what the other's missing, and feels like this fic essentially captures that (in my own liberties ofc).

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21. A Necessary Fight

The days that followed were a study in quiet wonder. They moved through their new shared reality with the cautious grace of two astronauts learning to walk on a new world. They took walks along the Cheonggyecheon stream, the city’s roar softened to a gentle murmur. They shared a meal of spicy tteokbokki from a street vendor, sitting on a bench, their shoulders occasionally brushing, each touch a small electric miracle.

Their conversations were still hesitant, a world away from the seamless flow of their dream-talk. But in the awkward pauses and simple observations, they were discovering the small human details of each other. Leo learned that Sangwon had a habit of closing his eyes when he smelled something for the first time as if to focus all his senses on the scent. Sangwon learned that Leo, a man who navigated the cosmos, was hopelessly inept at folding a map.

It was Sangwon, ever the weaver of connections, who decided it was time to gently introduce their separate universes. He invited Leo to a small gathering at his shop, not a party, just a few of his closest friends, an evening of wine and quiet music.

For Sangwon, the night was a quiet triumph. His friends, who were initially curious about the mysterious astronomer who had captured Sangwon’s heart, were quickly charmed by Leo’s quiet intensity. And Leo… Leo was trying. Sangwon could see the effort it took him to engage in small talk, to navigate the overlapping currents of conversation. But he was doing it for him. As the last of his friends departed, leaving the shop filled with the warm afterglow of laughter and friendship, Sangwon felt a deep contented joy. Their worlds could coexist.

They went upstairs to Sangwon’s apartment. The air was warm, smelling of sandalwood and wine. Sangwon felt his heart swell with affection. He was still buzzing from the evening, eager to dissect it with Leo, to relive the small moments of connection, to finally be alone with him after the pleasant exhaustion of hosting.

But as he turned from putting their glasses in the sink, he found that he was in a way already alone.

Leo had retreated. He hadn’t left the room, but he was gone all the same. He sat in the armchair by the window, his long frame folded into the shadows, his gaze fixed on the streetlights below. The warm engaged man from the party had vanished, and in his place was a silent distant stranger. His entire being was turned inward, a fortress with its drawbridge pulled up.

Sangwon’s happy buzzing energy faltered, then died. In their dream, a silence like this from Leo would have been full of meaning--a shared thought, a comfortable quiet. But here, in the physical world, it was just a void. A wall. All of Sangwon’s own latent insecurities rushed into the vacuum Leo’s silence had created.

Did he hate my friends? Did I push him too soon? Is he regretting this? The quiet felt like a judgment, a cold silent rejection of his world, of him.

He tried to build a bridge across the quiet. “Was tonight… okay?” he asked, his voice sounding small.

Leo didn't turn from the window. “It was fine,” he said, his voice flat and distracted.

Fine. The word, so polite and so utterly empty, was a slap. The hurt, sharp and unexpected, made Sangwon’s own voice tight.

“If you didn’t want to be there, Leo, you could have just said so. You didn’t have to pretend.”

That got his attention. Leo turned from the window, his expression a mask of genuine confusion. “Pretend? I wasn’t pretending. I was there, wasn’t I?”

“You were physically there,” Sangwon countered, the hurt making him bolder. “But you’ve been a million miles away since the moment my friends left. If you were so miserable, why didn’t you just leave with them?”

Leo was on his feet now, his own defenses rising. He was utterly baffled. He had just spent three hours navigating a social minefield, an experience as foreign and draining to him as walking on the surface of Mars, and he had done it for Sangwon. He was exhausted, overstimulated, and all he needed was a few moments of quiet to recalibrate. How could Sangwon not see that?

“I wasn’t miserable,” he said, his voice laced with a frustrated edge. “I was… present.”

“This isn’t present, Leo!” Sangwon gestured to the silent, distant man in the chair. “This is you disappearing. It’s exactly what I was afraid of.”

It was the loss of their old connection, raw and painful, that was the true heart of the argument. They were two people speaking different languages with no translator. The seamless intuitive understanding that had been their foundation was gone, and they were clumsy and lost without it.

The pain of that loss finally broke through Sangwon’s anger, leaving his voice trembling with a raw vulnerability.

“I don’t know what you’re thinking when you go quiet like this,” he said, the accusation softening into a plea. “In the dream, I always knew. I could feel it. But now… now you just feel gone. And I don’t know why.”

The simple honest confession cut through Leo’s defensiveness like a laser. He looked at Sangwon’s face, at the genuine hurt and confusion there, and finally understood. Sangwon wasn’t angry at him; he was frightened. He was interpreting Leo’s retreat not as a need for solitude but as a withdrawal of affection.

And Leo realized with a clarity that was both a burden and a relief that their new love required something of him that the old one never had. It required words. It required effort. He had to learn to explain the complex silent mechanics of his own soul.

He took a breath, the first step in learning this new difficult language.

“When I’m around people,” he began, his voice quiet and strained, “It’s… loud. In my head. I have to process everything. Every word, every glance. It takes all my energy. To get back to quiet, I have to… go away for a little while. Inside. It’s not about you. It’s never about you.” He finally met Sangwon’s gaze, his own eyes full of a desperate earnest plea for understanding. “I’m sorry. I don’t know how to do this yet.”

Sangwon listened and the knot of hurt in his chest slowly began to dissolve, replaced by a wave of profound aching empathy. They were just two people trying to map the foreign territory of each other’s hearts, armed with nothing but clumsy inadequate words.

They had learned their first most important lesson. Love in the awkward beauty of daylight was not a miracle you received. It was a bridge you had to build, together, one brave and honest word at a time.

22. Insomnia for Two

It was three in the morning, the hour of the wolf, the hour that had always belonged solely to Leo. He lay perfectly still in the quiet darkness of Sangwon’s bedroom, listening to the soft even rhythm of the other man’s breathing. The city outside was a muted hum. The air in the room was warm, smelling of Sangwon’s skin and the faint lingering scent of lavender from the linens.

Everything should have been perfect.

But the old familiar enemy had found him. Sleep, which had been a shallow elusive thing for his entire life, was once again an ocean away. His mind was wide awake, whirring with the jarring silent energy that he knew so well. The old anxieties, the ghosts of his solitude, began to creep in at the edges of his consciousness.

For a moment, his old instincts took over. His body tensed, preparing to slip silently from the bed, to retreat to the window and resume his lonely vigil over the sleeping city. It was what he had always done. His insomnia was his private burden, a solitary confinement he never inflicted on others.

But the memory of their fight, of the hurt in Sangwon’s eyes, stopped him. “...now you just feel gone.”

He had a choice. He could retreat into the familiar cold comfort of his isolation, proving Sangwon’s fears correct. Or he could honor the promise he had made to himself, the promise to learn their new language, the one that required brave and honest words.

He was terrified. To wake Sangwon felt selfish, a weakness, an admission that he was a broken thing in the night. But the fear of rebuilding that wall between them, of letting Sangwon wake in the morning to find him a distant stranger once more, was a greater terror.

His hand trembled as he reached out in the darkness. He rested his fingers gently on Sangwon’s shoulder.

Sangwon stirred, his breathing changing. He turned over, his eyes fluttering open, not with annoyance, but with a sleepy immediate concern. “Leo?” he murmured, his voice thick with sleep. “What is it? Are you okay?”

Leo’s own voice was a quiet, shame-filled whisper. “I’m sorry. I can’t sleep.”

Sangwon didn’t offer a solution. He didn’t suggest warm milk or a boring book. He simply understood. With a soft sympathetic sound, he shifted closer, wrapping his arms around Leo and pulling him against the warmth of his body.

“Okay,” Sangwon whispered into his hair. “Then we’ll be awake together.”

Leo expected a deep probing conversation, a demand to know what was wrong. Instead, Sangwon just held him. After a moment of quiet, he began to talk, his voice a low soothing murmur against Leo’s ear. He didn’t talk about anything important. He spoke of trivial, beautiful wonderful things. He described, in humorous detail, a ridiculous argument a couple had had in his shop over the scent of patchouli. He recounted the plot of a silly old black-and-white movie he had watched the week before, complete with his own whispered imitations of the characters. He debated in a soft sleepy monologue whether a new tea blend he was creating would be better with a hint of cinnamon or a touch of dried apple.

Leo lay there, wrapped in Sangwon’s arms, listening to the gentle, meaningless and profoundly comforting stream of words. The frantic whirring engine of his own mind began to slow, not shutting down, but finding a new calmer rhythm, synching with the soft cadence of Sangwon’s voice.

The insomnia didn’t vanish. The sleeplessness was still there, a familiar current beneath the surface. But the crushing loneliness of it, the terror of being trapped in the dark with nothing but his own racing thoughts for company, that was gone. He was not alone.

They stayed like that for hours, two men wide awake in the heart of the night, Sangwon’s quiet stories a fragile steady lighthouse in the storm of Leo’s mind.

As the first pale, lavender-grey light of dawn began to filter through the window, Sangwon’s voice finally trailed off into a sleepy silence. Leo, his eyes heavy with a profound exhaustion, felt a shift deep within him.

Sangwon hadn't fixed him. He hadn't offered a cure for his oldest wound. He had done something far more intimate, far more miraculous.

He had shared it.

For the first time in his life, Leo was not a solitary king in a silent empty kingdom of the night. He was just a man, being held, being known, being loved, even in his brokenness. And that, he realized, was a connection more real and more profound than anything he had ever found among the stars.

Chapter 9: Written in the Stars

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

23. Meeting the Ghosts

A week later, on a bright crisp autumn afternoon, Sangwon took Leo’s hand. “I want to go back,” he said, his voice quiet but certain.

Leo knew instantly where he meant. The antique shop. The thought of it sent a nervous flutter through his stomach--it was a place of such intense, chaotic emotion, the epicenter of the earthquake that had remade his life. But he looked at Sangwon’s face, so full of a calm steady resolve, and he squeezed his hand. “Okay.”

They walked down the narrow, cobbled alley, but this time it was not a race. It was a pilgrimage. This time, they were together. The dark green sign and the little brass clock with no hands no longer looked like a finish line, but like a quiet welcoming port after a long and turbulent voyage.

The bell above the door chimed softly as they entered, a sound different from Sangwon’s sea-glass chime but just as melodic. The inside of the shop was a dusty magical trove, a quiet museum of forgotten time. The air smelled of old wood, beeswax and paper. Sunlight streamed through the grimy windows, illuminating grandfather clocks whose pendulums had long been stilled, stacks of leather-bound books, and a thousand other small beautiful objects waiting for their stories to be remembered.

Behind a counter cluttered with old spectacles and tarnished silver, an elderly woman looked up. Her hair was a cloud of white, and her eyes, magnified by her glasses, were as bright and sharp as a bird’s.

She smiled at Sangwon. “Can I help you, my dear?” Then her gaze dropped to his wrist, to the cobalt-blue star hanging there. A look of pure delighted recognition dawned on her face.

“Well now,” she said, her voice a warm, crackling sound. “I haven’t seen one of those in a very long time.”

Sangwon’s heart gave a little jump. “You know it?”

“Of course,” the woman chuckled. “The star-finder’s charm. Your grandmother, she bought that here, oh, it must be nearly twenty years ago. Such a lovely woman. She had a smile that could warm a room.” She leaned forward, her eyes twinkling. “She told me it was for her grandson. The one with stars in his soul.”

Sangwon looked at Leo, his eyes wide. Leo felt a shiver, a feeling of threads being pulled together by an unseen hand.

Leo reached into his own pocket and drew out the old silver pocket watch. He placed it gently on the wooden counter.

The old woman’s smile faltered, replaced by a look of stunned reverent awe. She picked it up with a delicate touch, her fingers tracing the engraved constellation on the back.

“The Lyra watch,” she whispered, more to herself than to them. “Goodness. Your grandfather. He was such a quiet brilliant man. He used to come in here looking for parts. He said he could fix anything, but this… this watch was his greatest challenge.” She looked up at Leo, her sharp gaze softening with memory. “He would stand right where you are now, talking for hours about the stars… and about a promise he was trying to keep.”

“A promise?” Leo asked, his throat suddenly dry.

The woman looked from Leo’s face to Sangwon’s, a slow, knowing smile returning to her lips. “You know, your grandparents, they knew each other.”

The air in the shop grew still.

“They met here,” she continued, her voice a soft, storytelling murmur. “In this very shop. He was looking for a gear for this watch. She was looking for a fallen star for her grandson. They weren’t lovers, nothing like that. Just kindred spirits. An engineer who dreamed of the stars, and a poet who saw stars in everything. They recognized something in each other, I think. A shared quiet hope.”

Leo and Sangwon stared at each other, the full impossible weight of the revelation settling over them. The random celestial alignment. The impossible psychic connection. The dream of stars and the voice that named them. It wasn’t a coincidence. It was an inheritance. An echo.

It was a story started a generation ago by two gentle souls in a dusty antique shop, a quiet promise left hanging in the air. A story that had finally, miraculously, found its ending.

They left the shop and stepped back out into the bright afternoon sun, their hands clasped tightly together. They walked in a comfortable silence, the bustling city around them seeming to move at a different slower rhythm. Their love story was no longer just their own. It was a legacy. They were not just two men who had found each other against impossible odds.

They were the answer to a question asked long ago. They were the ghosts’ finished poem.

24. Written in the Stars

Months later, under the vast silent dome of the Seoul Observatory, Sangwon discovered that reality could be infinitely more beautiful than a dream.

The air was cool and thin, just as he had imagined, and it carried the faint clean scent of ozone and old metal that had once been a mere description in his mind. The great German telescope stood in the center of the room like a silent benevolent giant. This place, Leo’s kingdom, was no longer a far-off mystical realm he visited only in sleep. He was here, solid and real, his feet planted firmly on the polished concrete floor.

Leo stood behind him, his presence a steady comforting warmth at Sangwon’s back. “Ready?” he asked, his voice a low murmur right beside Sangwon’s ear. It was no longer a disembodied echo from across the void. It was the real living voice of the man he loved, and the sound of it still made his heart ache with a quiet happy wonder.

“Ready,” Sangwon breathed, and leaned into the eyepiece.

A universe bloomed before his eyes. A soft ethereal cloud of pink and blue, lit from within by the fierce brilliant light of newborn suns.

“The Orion Nebula,” Leo said, his hands gently guiding Sangwon’s as he adjusted the focus. “The stellar nursery. Remember?”

Sangwon remembered. He remembered floating in his dream, a lonely point of consciousness filled with a heartbreaking longing for the man whose voice was now a warm breath against his neck. He remembered seeing this very nebula and thinking it looked like a flower.

“It still does,” Sangwon whispered, his eye pressed to the lens. “It looks like a flower blooming at the end of the universe.”

He felt Leo’s smile more than he saw it. When he pulled back from the telescope, Leo was looking at him, not the stars. His face, which had been a mask of exhaustion and fear when they first met, was relaxed now, softened by a quiet constant joy. The shy devastating smile that Sangwon had once thought so rare was now something he saw every day, a private treasure that was his and his alone.

Leo’s insomnia hadn’t vanished but it was no longer a torment. Some nights he still couldn’t sleep. But on those nights he was not alone. They would stay awake together, wrapped in the quiet intimacy of the dark, and Sangwon would tell him stories until the sun rose.

Sangwon’s dreams were quiet now, simple and peaceful. The great aching search was over. He no longer woke with a feeling of longing for someone he had never met. He woke to the reality of Leo’s hand in his.

They stood together looking out the open slit of the dome at the night sky. The stars, once the fragile miraculous bridge that had connected their separate galaxies, were just stars again. They were beautiful, silent and wonderfully blessedly distant. They didn’t need them anymore. The magic was no longer out there in the cold silent spaces between worlds. It was right here.

Leo reached out and took Sangwon’s hand, his fingers lacing through his with a familiar easy confidence.

The astronomer was no longer the lonely king of a silent kingdom. The perfumer was no longer haunted by a dream of an unseen companion. They were just two men standing together on a mountaintop, their feet firmly on the ground.

They had found each other, not through a flaw in the fabric of the universe, but because their souls had been calling to each other through generations, through time, through a map of ghosts and heirlooms. Their story had been written not just in their own hearts, but in the stars themselves.

And now, here on Earth, in the quiet, awkward and breathtaking beauty of their shared life, they were building a new constellation. One that only they could see.

25. One Year Later

The bell above the door of the Aromathèque chimed, but it was not a customer. It was only Leo, returning with a small bag of pastries, his smile easy and familiar as he navigated the warm fragrant clutter of the shop. He no longer felt like a creature of grey concrete in a world of vibrant color. The shop, like Sangwon’s heart, had become his home.

Sangwon was at his workbench, his head bent in concentration, a small glass vial held up to the afternoon light. The air around him was a complex beautiful new universe. He was humming that soft tuneless sound that Leo had come to recognize as the sound of creation.

“A new world being born?” Leo asked, placing the bag on the counter and leaning over Sangwon’s shoulder to see the pale golden liquid in the vial.

Sangwon smiled, turning his head to meet Leo’s gaze. “A new constellation,” he corrected gently. He held the vial out for Leo. “For you.”

Leo took it, his touch careful and reverent. He had spent his life studying the vast, impersonal scents of the cosmos--ozone, metallic dust, the cold breath of the void. But Sangwon had taught him the language of the earth. He brought the vial to his nose and inhaled.

It was all there. Their entire story told in a language only they could fully understand.

The base note was deep and earthy, the scent of petrichor--the smell of a long-awaited rain, of a world finally breathing after holding its breath. In its heart was the warm steady comfort of sandalwood and old paper, the scent of quiet libraries and shared stories. And at the very top, a note that was sharp, clean and electric, a scent like the air after a lightning strike, a whisper of starlight itself.

“It’s…” Leo started, his scientific mind searching for the right words to classify the chemical compounds, but his heart supplied a better one. “It’s us.”

“I’m calling it Albireo,” Sangwon said, his eyes shining. “For the blue and gold star. The two suns that dance together.”

Leo looked at the brilliant beautiful man before him, the dreamer who had taught a lonely astronomer how to see the universe not just with his eyes but with his soul. He set the vial down, and cupping Sangwon’s face in his hands, he kissed him a slow deep kiss that tasted of sugar from the pastries and the infinite beautiful promise of a lifetime of ordinary afternoons just like this one.

The stars still kept their silent watch in the heavens, indifferent and far away. They were no longer a bridge, no longer a map. They were simply a quiet reminder of the impossible beautiful way their journey had begun. The real magic, they had discovered, was never in the stars. It was in the small warm fragrant space between two people who had found their way home.

 

Epilogue. Two Years Later

Leo was in his sanctuary. Not the cold sterile dome of the observatory, but the quiet book-lined living room of the apartment he now shared with Sangwon. The sun had long set, and the only light came from a single, low-wattage reading lamp that pooled a soft circle of amber around his armchair. The rest of the room was lost to the peaceful familiar darkness he had always loved. He was deep in a new treatise on the gravitational waves of colliding black holes, utterly content. The silence was perfect.

Then, the silence was broken by the soft sound of Sangwon humming in the bedroom. A moment later, Sangwon appeared in the doorway, pulling a soft dark sweater over his head. His hair was damp from a shower, and he smelled of sandalwood and the crisp cool air of the evening. He was, as always, so beautiful it made Leo’s mind momentarily stall.

“I’m heading out,” Sangwon said, walking over to lean down and kiss the top of Leo’s head. “Anxin’s shop opening, remember? A few of us are going for dinner after. Don’t wait up.”

“Okay,” Leo murmured, his eyes still on his book. A part of him, the old solitary astronomer, breathed a sigh of relief. The apartment would be his again, a silent kingdom for one. He could read until dawn without interruption. It was bliss.

Sangwon squeezed his shoulder and turned, his footsteps light on the wooden floor as he headed for the door.

And as Leo heard the sound of him grabbing his keys from the bowl by the entrance, a new unwelcome feeling began to rise within him. It was a hot sharp possessive spike that he had learned to identify over the past two years: jealousy.

He pictured Sangwon out in the electric neon-lit night of Seoul. He saw him laughing, his face lit up, shining for other people. He imagined strangers being captivated by his warmth, drawn into his orbit. The thought was a physical ache. Sangwon was his star, the bright steady center of his universe, and the thought of him shining in a different galaxy even for a few hours was unbearable. It was an irrational, unscientific and deeply human feeling, and Leo hated it.

He looked around the quiet room. The darkness no longer felt like a comforting sanctuary. It just felt empty. The silence was no longer peaceful. It was the sound of Sangwon’s absence.

With a sigh that was part frustration, part resignation, he put his book down. The colliding black holes could wait.

Sangwon had his hand on the doorknob when Leo’s voice, quiet and slightly awkward, stopped him. “Wait.”

Sangwon turned, a question in his eyes. Leo was standing there, pulling on a dark jacket over his simple shirt. He looked uncomfortable, out of his element, and impossibly dear.

“I’ve analyzed the data,” Leo said, avoiding Sangwon’s eyes by focusing on a difficult zipper. “And there is a high probability that your evening will contain a greater net value of enjoyment than my own. I find this discrepancy… unacceptable.”

Sangwon’s face broke into the slow, knowing smile that still made Leo’s heart skip a beat. He didn’t point out the ridiculous scientific excuse. He didn’t mention the jealousy he could see so plainly in Leo’s tense shoulders. He just held out his hand.

“Well,” Sangwon said softly, his voice full of a love that was vast and deep and patient. “We can’t have that, can we?”

Leo took his hand, his fingers lacing through Sangwon’s with a familiar grounding warmth. The astronomer, who had once loved nothing more than the solitary darkness, let himself be led out of his quiet room, emerging from his sanctuary and stepping out into the bright, noisy and wonderful light of Sangwon’s world.

Not because he had to, but because it was, he had discovered, the only place in the universe he truly wanted to be.

Notes:

And so the final star in our constellation has been placed. The map is complete, and the journey of our dear Leowon has reached its gentle destination.

When I first imagined this story, I wanted to explore the silence between two worlds of Leo and Sangwon. Through writing for you I have discovered that the most profound connection Leowon shared was the clumsy and breathtakingly real effort of learning to speak a new language together. I couldn't still imagine what it would have been like for the quiet Australian-born Leo to discover the world with his Sangwon back in the days of their training period.

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