Chapter 1: Another boring day
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It is another boring day at work, Dazai lays his head on his desk as he let's out a small sigh. Atsushi is next to him working on something Dazai couldn't really care less about, and ranpo is off working on some Case. Dazai lifts his head up to glance up at kunikida. Who's attention is fully on his computer as he types away, Dazai sits up resting his cheek in his hand as he looks up at kunikida, his lips Curved into a small smirk.
Dazai enjoys watching kunikida as he works, he's so focused not even noticing anything around him. Dazai lower his gaze to kunikida's lips... maybe work isn't so bad after all.
Suddenly Dazai feels his phone Buzz in his pocket, and he huffs quietly. Grabbing his phone out of his pocket and checking who it is. It's from chuuya.
Strange...
Chuuya never texts Dazai unless he's drunk but chuuya doesn't day drink, either something really bad happened to chuuya or he texted the wrong person. Dazai opens the text and immediately stands up Grabbing his coat as he rushes out of the office.
When Dazai got a text from chuuya asking him to meet him at one of the places they use to always go to When they were teens he expected chuuya to be in deep shit. But no, he's now standing in front of an awkward looking chuuya who won't even look him in the eyes.
What is happening Dazai doesn't know. Chuuya exhales slowly and finally looks up to meet Dazai's eyes. Dazai has never seen chuuya so... nervous? It's definitely strange but it only makes Dazai more Curious.
"Well? You made me come all the way out here thinking you were on deaths door and now you won't even say anything, chuuya is so rude."
Chuuya rolls his eyes and takes a step closer, he seemed to have regarded his usual confidence back.
"Dazai." Chuuya says, and Dazai tilts his head in response. Chuuya swallows hard like he's trying to find the right words to say Dazai's about to open his mouth to respond but chuuya beats him to it.
"I like you, so... please give me a chance."
Dazai replays that moment in his head for the rest of the day, he didn't know what to say at the moment so he just asked chuuya to give him some time before he gave him an answer and immediately left after that.
Dazai is now in his small apartment, laying in his bed in the dark as he stares at the ceiling. What the fuck?
Chuuya is the last and Dazai means the LAST person on earth Dazai expected to like him in a romantic way of all things. And the worst part is Dazai use to have the biggest crush on chuuya when he was still in the Mafia but it was obvious chuuya would never feel the same so Dazai let go of that crush a long time ago. He's already moved on and now chuuya tells him?
Dazai hears a knock on his front door and turns onto his side, who the hell is here in the middle of the night? Whatever Dazai's too exhausted to get up, if he ignores them long enough they're assume he's asleep and leave him alone.
That doesn't happen
The knocking continues, until Dazai can't take it anymore, with a deep groan Dazai gets out of his bed and walks to the front door Swinging it open.
Dazai is Greated by none other than fyodor dostoyevsky, his day really couldn't get any worse huh?
"Why hello Dazai-kun." Fyodor says with a gentle smile as he walks past Dazai into his apartment.
Dazai let's out a small sigh and follows Fyodor inside closing the door behind him. Fyodor turns back to face Dazai, looking down at him with those knowing eyes taking a step closer as his hand comes up to cup Dazai's cheek.
Dazai is use to Fyodor touching him so he doesn't question it, but the way Fyodor is looking at him annoys Dazai. "What do you want dostoyevsky-kun?" Dazai asks
Fyodor smirks and leans closer, their faces inches apart as dostoyevsky traces Dazai's cheekbone with his thumb. "I want you."
WHAT THE FU-
Dazai didn't get any sleep that night, he told fyodor the same thing he told chuuya and he immediately kicked him out.
Dazai isn't going to let them play him, if they want to play with Dazai's brain then Dazai's gonna be the one in control. Whatever this game is Dazai is gonna be the one winning.
Now he's at a restaurant with chuuya and fyodor, the two are sitting on the Opposite side of Dazai as Dazai Slurps his chocolate Shake.
"So... you both are probably Wondering why I bought you both here today." Dazai says as he looks between the two, fyodor has a nice Calm smile like he already knows what Dazai is going to say. Cute. While chuuya looks more Spectacle.
There's a moment of silence before Dazai continues. "Yesterday chuuya told me he liked me." Chuuya's eyes widen as Dazai outs him about to Speak before Dazai cuts him off by putting his hand up. "And so did dostoyevsky-kun."
Chuuya's eyes narrow at that and he Glares over at fyodor who just sits up waiting for Dazai to continue.
"And to be completely honest, I don't see either of you that way, but I'm offering something else." Dazai says quickly after already seeing the disappointment in both their eyes.
"I say we could all live together for a while, and you two can try and win my heart in that time. I'm basically leading you both on and I have no Guarantee that I'll want to be with either of you by the end of it but this is all I can give you."
Dazai Claps his hands together grinning widely as he looks at the two.
"So what do you guys say?"
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Chuuya knows he fucked up when he agreed to this, it's a horrible idea Chuuya can't even stand a few hours around Dazai let alone live with him! But fyodor agreed so easily and chuuya sure as hell isn't gonna let that rat live alone with Dazai. And now here he is moving into a three bedroom house with both of them, what has his life come to? Why couldn't he just accept Dazai's rejection and move on with his life? But chuuya knows he can never let go of Dazai that easily..
chuuya was the first to finish unpacking, being able to Manipulate Gravity and all made that easy. Chuuya grabs an old picture he got framed with him and Dazai from when they were Seventeen, chuuya was sleeping on the couch in his office and Dazai Sneaked in to take a picture of them both. Dazai doesn't know chuuya kept it after all these years, chuuya puts the framed picture on his side table and lays down on his bed looking at it.
Dazai was smiling widely in the picture, teeth and all. It was rare to see Dazai smile like that back then, he seems to do it all the time now.
Chuuya rolls onto his back letting out a deep sigh as he looks up at the ceiling.
"Chuuya?" Chuuya Shoots up at the sound of his name, looking over to find Dazai standing at the door frame, chuuya can find his heart skip a beat as Dazai's lips Curve up into a soft smile.
"What do you want?" Chuuya Grumbles
Dazai Chuckles and walks into chuuya's room looking at all his stuff before sitting down on the edge of the bed kicking his feet back and forth.
"Oh nothing, I just wanted to see what chuuya is up to."
Chuuya's eyes narrow, how can Dazai act so casual? Like chuuya isn't head over heels in love with him, like Dazai didn't reject him like it was nothing. And now chuuya has to live with that fucking rat and the love of his life.
"I don't have time for your shit Dazai." Chuuya says coldly, his head turned to the side not wanting to look at Dazai right now.
There's silence for a moment before chuuya feels Dazai lean closer and poke his leg. "Is chuuya mad at him?" Dazai asks as he tilts his head to the side.
Chuuya Clutches his jaw and Swats Dazai's hand away before standing up his face red with anger. "Of course I'm mad! You fucking idiot!"
Dazai blinks up at chuuya as he stands up, looking up at chuuya with those big brown eyes. And he has the Audacity to act confused.
"Why?"
"Because you're an asshole!"
"But why are you mad? Is it because I Rejected you?"
"Get out." Chuuya finally Snaps, grabbing Dazai by the shirt and basically Tossing him out Slamming the door behind him.
"Chuuya~" Chuuya hears Dazai whine from outside chuuya locks the door and puts on headphones, he just needs to ignore Dazai and everything will be fine.
It's officially the first day since chuuya moved in with Dazai and fyodor, so far he hasn't seen fyodor at all and hasn't seen Dazai since he kicked him out of his room
It's 5:30 in the morning chuuya leaves Extra early for work quickly getting dressed and quietly leaving. It's another simple day at least for someone in the Mafia chuuya mostly does Paper work in his office and has was tea with kouyou at 7:20
Kouyou was actually the one who pushed chuuya to tell Dazai about the way he feels in the first place, and now chuuya can tell her how that all went down.
Kouyou let's chuuya rant as she takes a stip of her tea, taking all the information in. She Gracefully puts the tea cup down and leans back in her chair.
"So.. your living with Dazai and fyodor now to try and win Dazai's heart?" Kouyou asks to make sure she got it all right. Chuuya nods in response.
"Uh-huh."
"And you're already treating the boy poorly."
Chuuya opens his mouth to speak but hesitates, his hands Clutched into Fists as he nods slowly.
"Well you like the lad don't you?" Another nod,
"But it's not as simple as if I like him or not of course I like him, he Inferious me but he also makes me feel things I can't even put into words. I want him in every way possible but why even try when he doesn't want me at all?"
Kouyou hums thoughtfully, grabbing her cup of tea and taking another stip. "I don't know what to tell you, I think it will be better for you if you just forget him and move on." Chuuya makes a face at that. "But, we both know that's not going to happen. If you really want him as much as you say you do then maybe actually put Effort in trying to win him."
Chuuya bites his lower lip, he doesn't respond just grabs his cup of tea and takes a stip he really wishes this was wine.
When Chuuya gets 'home' that night it's to laughter, Dazai's laugh. Chuuya takes off his shoes and walks farther inside to the dining room where he finds fyodor and Dazai eating dinner together, a home cooked meal. And chuuya's guessing fyodor made the food since Dazai can't cook for shit. And the thought of fyodor cooking for Dazai makes his blood boil.
Dazai is leaning against fyodor side with a half empty glass of wine in his hand and an empty bottle next to him on the table, fyodor pushes back a losse strand of Dazai's hair tucking it behind his ear and Chuuya hates the look in fyodor's eyes. The look of pure love and admiration, Directed at Dazai.
Chuuya steps forward and cleans his throat to make his presence known. "I'm gonna.. go to my room." Chuuya says before quickly walking away.
"Chuuya's not hungry? Fyodor made a lot of food." Dazai calls out as he watches chuuya walk away
"Already ate!" Chuuya lies as he closes the door behind him the moment he gets into his room Sliding down onto the floor.
He's so fucked.
it's been a week now since they all moved in together and chuuya's been Avoiding Dazai that whole week, he doesn't know why but he just can't face him and it's becoming tiring
After a long day at work the first thing chuuya notices is that fyodor's car's not here. Chuuya goes into their house and slides off his shoes as always hanging his coat and hat up before walking into the living room freezing as he sees Dazai on the couch.
Dazai's sitting on the couch reading a book and wearing an oversized T-shirt with some shorts that barely go pass his thighs, revealing Dazai's long pale legs bandages wrapped around his thighs.
Chuuya finds himself walking towards Dazai, dropping onto his knees in front of him and laying his head in Dazai's lap. Dazai tenses slightly before he looks down and sees it's chuuya.
Dazai Chuckles softly before he reaches down and softly runs his fingers through chuuya's hair, chuuya sighting softly in response. Both of the boys don't say anything. Dazai goes back to reading his book as he continues to run his fingers through Dazai's hair.
Chuuya presses a Feather light kiss onto Dazai's inner thigh, that's covered by bandages. The touch of his lips is so light Dazai barely even feels it.
"I love you." Chuuya Whispers as he nuzzles his face against Dazai's bandaged thighs. Dazai doesn't respond.
Notes:
Fyodor POV next chapter! I'll probably post tomorrow.
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