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It was a Tuesday, late autumn, and the air in Jeongin's classroom was thick with the usual blend of stale chalk, teenage angst, and the faint, lingering smell of yesterday's kimchi stew from the cafeteria. Lee Minho (not from Stray Kids), one of his classmates who sat two rows ahead, was currently demonstrating his mastery of pen-spinning, a skill Jeongin found mildly impressive but utterly useless.
Jeongin, however, wasn't thinking about pen-spinning. His mind was miles away, in a brightly lit practice room, the echo of a new song ringing in his ears, the collective sweat of eight bodies steaming up the mirrors. Just last week, they'd performed on a music show. He'd worn an outfit that shimmered under the stage lights, his voice, still a little shaky, had been broadcast across the nation.
Today, he was wearing his slightly too-big school uniform, and his biggest concern was whether he'd finished his math homework before homeroom.
"Yang Jeongin!"
He startled, nearly dropping his worn textbook. Ms. Park, their history teacher, was glaring at him over the rim of her glasses. "Are you with us, or are you still dreaming of your next meal?"
A ripple of quiet snickers went through the class. Jeongin felt his cheeks warm. "Sorry, Ms. Park," he mumbled, ducking his head. He could feel the eyes of his classmates on him, curious for a moment, then quickly disinterested. Just Jeongin. The quiet kid who sometimes spaced out.
It was strange, this double life. In one world, he was I.N., the maknae of Stray Kids, standing on stages, signing albums, bowing to seniors. In another, he was just Yang Jeongin, student number 17, trying to pass his midterms and avoid embarrassing himself in front of Ms. Park.
The debut had been a whirlwind. One day, he was a trainee, grinding through lessons, hoping for a chance. The next, he was on TV. But outside the bubble of the entertainment world, very few people seemed to notice. Stray Kids were rookies, fresh faces in a sea of established idols. His school, thankfully, remained blissfully unaware. Or perhaps, they simply didn't care enough to connect the dots between the awkward high schooler and the aspiring star.
During lunch, he sat with his usual small group. Hyunjin, his actual bandmate, was in a different class and usually too busy with his own schedule to join them. Today, Jeongin listened to his friends dissecting the latest popular drama, their voices animated.
"Did you see the new idol group that debuted last week?" asked Jihye, scrolling through her phone. "Stray Kids? They're... interesting."
Jeongin nearly choked on his rice. "Oh?" he managed, trying to sound casual. His heart pounded a little faster.
"Yeah, their song is a bit loud for me," she continued, wrinkling her nose. "And one of them... the one with the braces? He looked really nervous. Like, super nervous."
He felt a pang, then a strange surge of pride. That was him. He had been super nervous. He still was, sometimes.
"He's the youngest, I think," another friend, Minjun, chimed in. "I wonder what it's like to debut so young. Must be crazy."
Jeongin nodded, keeping his gaze firmly on his lunchbox. Crazy was an understatement. It was exhilarating and terrifying and exhausting and the most incredible thing that had ever happened to him.
Later that day, in the music room, Jeongin found himself alone, picking out a melody on the worn piano. He wasn't particularly skilled, but the quiet hum of the keys was comforting. He started to hum a snippet of their latest B-side track, a melody that wasn't yet public, just a whisper between him and his members.
The door creaked open, and a junior, unfamiliar to Jeongin, peered in. "Oh, sorry! I thought no one was here."
"It's okay," Jeongin said, pulling his hands from the keys.
The junior lingered, then pointed. "Is that... a new song? It sounded really nice."
Jeongin smiled, a genuine, shy smile. "Something like that," he replied, a tiny, secret thrill blossoming in his chest. "Just something I heard."
He didn't tell her it was his song, *their* song. He didn't tell her about the sleepless nights, the grueling practice, the dreams that were slowly, painstakingly, coming true. Not
yet.
For now, he was just Yang Jeongin. And sometimes, that was exactly what he needed. The anonymity was a shield, a quiet space where he could breathe and just be a student. But beneath the surface, a star was quietly, steadily, beginning to glow. And one day, he knew, everyone would see it.