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Mixtape: Start Line

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[PREQUEL TO THE SKZ ORBITING HEART SERIES]

The beginning is never neat. It’s messy—blurred edges of late-night practices, half-broken dreams, and the sharp ache of growing up too fast.

This prequel, drops us straight into the fire of the Stray Kids survival show era, when the boys are still trainees clawing toward debut. Every chapter is a collision between hope and fear, friendship and rivalry, loyalty and the gnawing question of who will make it through.

At the center is Hyunjin, restless and golden, who meets Jamie Carter, a foreigner with a camera and her own storm of secrets. Their connection sparks fast, too bright to ignore, but shadows of language barriers, secrecy, and the harsh grind of trainee life begin to press in. Jamie, caught between belonging and isolation, finds in Hyunjin both an anchor and a fracture waiting to happen.

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Chapter One

“There are two kinds of interruptions: the kind that break you, and the kind that remind you you’re not alone. Know the difference. Treasure the latter.”

Seoul smelled different after the rain — like stone cooling under metal, like a city still wet and humming, its breath rising faintly from the slick pavement. Jamie Carter trailed her boots through shallow puddles, the strap of her old camera crossing her chest like armor. She wasn’t looking for anything in particular. She never was.

Her mom thought she was at the apartment, dutifully finishing homework. James — her twin, the reliable one — probably was. Their “nanny” had texted once already: Back soon? Jamie hadn’t answered. She could already hear the sigh if she walked in too early, another night of being weighed against her brother’s perfect scores and found wanting.

So she kept walking.

The streets had quieted in the wake of the storm. Neon bled into the wet asphalt, bending colors into long ribbons of red, blue, and green. Shopkeepers flipped signs to Closed, pulling down metal shutters. Steam curled out of food stalls where the last stragglers huddled, the air thick with roasted chestnuts, sesame oil, and damp wool.

Jamie pressed her hands deeper into her jacket sleeves, thumb rubbing over the smooth edge of the silver ring she wore like a talisman. Her grandmother’s ring — the only piece of warmth she’d managed to hold onto when her mom yanked her and James across the world to Seoul. Away from the grandmother who made her feel like she was enough. Away from the only place that had ever really felt like home. Her mother had called it necessary. Jamie knew better. It was about winning a fight she’d never asked to be part of.

Her feet slowed when she heard it: faint music bleeding out of cheap earbuds, a rhythmic shuffle of sneakers against stone.

Curiosity tugged at her ribs. She slipped down a side alley where paper lanterns swayed in the damp air, their red glow haloed by mist.

And there he was.

A boy in a black hoodie, sleeves pushed to his elbows, moving like the rain itself had taught him. Sharp, then fluid. His hair clung damply to his forehead, catching the lantern light each time he spun. He wasn’t polished. He wasn’t perfect. But he was alive in a way that made Jamie’s chest ache, like watching a fire burn just beyond her reach.

Her camera was in her hands before she thought about it. Fingers steady. Breath slow. Frame lined.

Click.

The shutter snapped like a thunderclap in the alley’s hush.

His eyes flew open. Dark, startled — locking on hers.

Jamie’s stomach dropped so hard she thought her knees might give out. Heat rushed up her neck. “Sorry!” she blurted, too fast, too loud, in English. She fumbled the camera down, her hands clumsy. “I didn’t mean—”

He tugged out one earbud, breath fogging faintly in the chill. A crooked smile tugged at his mouth, shy and breathless. “It’s… okay,” he said carefully, his English accented but clear. His head tilted, gaze flicking briefly toward the camera. “You… photographer?”

Jamie’s laugh came out shaky, nervous. “Kind of. I just— you looked…” The words tangled in her throat. She made a helpless little gesture with her hand. “Beautiful.”

The word hung between them like a secret she shouldn’t have spoken aloud. His ears flushed pink.

“Thank you,” he murmured, Korean slipping out slow and low. She caught only fragments — 괜찮아 (it’s okay), 춤 (dance) — but his tone made her chest tighten as though she’d understood every word.

She scrambled for hers, stumbling through phrases she’d been drilling on her phone’s language app. “당신… 정말… 잘해요.” You… really… good.

He let out a startled laugh, bright and warm, his eyes crinkling faintly at the corners. “Ah… thank you.” A beat passed, then, almost shyly, “I’m Hyunjin.”

Jamie swallowed. “Jamie.”

They stood there, two awkward teenagers in a rain-damp alley, the world hushed around them as though holding its breath. Her camera hung heavy at her side, forgotten.

“Coffee?” she blurted finally, nodding toward the corner café whose windows glowed gold against the dark. The word felt too grown-up on her tongue, but it was all she had. She held up her camera like a peace offering. “I can show you.”

Hyunjin’s brow furrowed for a second, like he wasn’t sure he’d heard her right. Then his mouth curved, uncertain but curious. He glanced toward the café window, then back at her camera.

“Five minutes,” he said again, holding up his hand with a gap between thumb and finger, a tiny slice of time.

Jamie nodded quickly, her stomach flipping like she’d just won something she hadn’t even realized she was chasing. “Five minutes,” she echoed, her smile slipping out before she could stop it.

They walked side by side, the wet stone whispering beneath their shoes. Jamie kept her camera tucked close to her chest, as if letting it swing free might break the fragile quiet. Her cheeks burned, her pulse hammering in her ears, every step stretching long and delicate, as though the air itself might shatter if she spoke too loud.

The café’s bell chimed when they stepped inside, a soft, delicate sound like glass wind chimes. Warmth rushed out to greet her, curling around her shoulders — roasted coffee, sugar, cardamom, and the faint sweetness of something baking in the back. The sudden change from damp air to fragrant heat made Jamie shiver. She tugged her sleeves down over her fingers, hiding in them.

Hyunjin pushed his hood back, and damp strands of hair fell into his eyes. He brushed them away with a quick, almost embarrassed flick of his hand. His gaze scanned the small space: mismatched tables, scratched wooden floors, condensation fogging the windows where neon lights blurred into watercolor streaks. Finally, he gestured toward a corner table by the window. His movements were awkward, hesitant, but thoughtful. Jamie nodded quickly, grateful he’d chosen for them.

They sat across from each other, the table so small that their knees brushed once, a fleeting spark that made Jamie’s heart lurch painfully in her chest. She pulled back too fast, clutching her camera in her lap like a shield.

For a moment, neither of them spoke. The hum of the espresso machine filled the silence, steady as a heartbeat. Spoons clinked faintly against porcelain, the soft scrape of chairs echoing in the small café. Outside, rain whispered against the glass — gentle and persistent — as though the city itself was eavesdropping on their fragile pause.

“You live here?” Hyunjin asked at last. His voice was careful, each English word deliberate, placed down like a stone across rushing water.

Jamie twisted the ring on her finger until it pinched the skin. “No. Just for… a little while.” Her throat caught, bitterness threading the words. “My mom—” She faltered, then tried again, softer. “Business. She works.” She lifted her hands, palms up in a helpless gesture, a half shrug, half apology. “I just… wander.”

Hyunjin tilted his head. His smile came easier this time, small but certain, as though the word unlocked something inside him. “Wander,” he repeated, tasting the syllables. His gaze flickered down, thoughtful, then lifted back to hers. “I know.”

The way he said it tugged at her chest, sharp and unexpected. Maybe he did know. Maybe he wandered too — just in places she couldn’t see.

The barista arrived with two mugs, steam curling upward in pale ribbons like ghosts escaping. Hyunjin murmured a polite thank you in Korean, bowing his head slightly, then slid one cup gently toward her. Jamie wrapped both hands around the ceramic, letting the heat seep into her fingers until her skin tingled.

For several breaths, they only sat there, strangers bound together by steam and silence, both too young to realize how much weight could live in such small pauses.

Jamie glanced up at him, her voice quiet, almost uncertain. “You… dance?”

Hyunjin’s mouth curved into something brighter, eyes glinting as though lit from inside. “Always,” he said simply. Then, after a beat, almost shyly, “You… photo?”

Jamie laughed softly, the sound nervous but genuine. Her cheeks burned. “Always,” she echoed.

They sat like that for a long moment, both smiling without meaning to, both too young to know what to call the current shifting quietly between them. Outside, rain tapped the windows, neon streaking across the wet glass in blurred watercolor lines. Inside, Jamie thought, maybe five minutes could stretch forever if she wanted it badly enough.

Her throat tightened as she swallowed. Nerves buzzed under her skin. Slowly, she lifted her camera off her lap, the strap sliding across her sleeve. “Want… see?” she asked, tapping the side.

Hyunjin’s eyes widened a little, curiosity flickering. He leaned forward, resting his elbows on the table, waiting. Jamie flipped through the playback, her thumb trembling over the buttons. Street reflections. Lanterns burning gold in the mist. Puddles catching streaks of light like liquid fire — and then him.

He froze when he saw it. His body caught mid-motion, hoodie loose, hair damp, expression unguarded. The shot was raw, imperfect — and alive, like lightning trapped in glass. His hand twitched toward the screen, stopping just shy of touching it.

“Wow,” he murmured, almost under his breath, the word sliding into Korean before he realized. “정말…” (Really…).

Jamie’s heart thudded. She smiled nervously. “It’s okay?”

Hyunjin nodded quickly, eyes lifting back to hers. His cheeks flushed pink. “Beautiful,” he said softly. The word seemed to hang between them, weighted, and for a moment Jamie couldn’t tell if he meant the photo — or her.

Warmth rushed through her chest, dizzy and overwhelming.

She flicked to another image — blurred rain, a tilted frame that made the street ripple like watercolor. Hyunjin chuckled, pointing at the screen, his English breaking but playful. “Art,” he teased.

Jamie laughed too loudly, nerves spilling out, and snapped the camera off as if the weight of the moment was too much. She hugged it to her lap, holding it tighter, as though clutching it could keep the spark from slipping through her fingers.

Outside, the rain had slowed to a faint mist. Hyunjin’s gaze drifted to the window, then the clock on the wall. His shoulders shifted uneasily, like he already knew he’d stretched his five minutes too far.

“I… go,” he said quietly, regret pulling at the corners of his mouth.

Jamie nodded quickly, pretending not to feel the hollow dip in her stomach. “Okay.”

They rose together, chairs scraping softly against the floorboards. At the door, Hyunjin hesitated. He fidgeted with the drawstrings of his hoodie, winding them around his fingers, loosening them, winding them again. His eyes darted up to hers, then away, then back again.

“Number?” he asked suddenly, voice low, careful, uncertain.

Jamie blinked, heat surging into her cheeks. “My… number?”

He nodded once, quickly, like if he didn’t, he might lose his courage.

Her fingers shook as she dug for her phone, the case cracked at the corners. They exchanged devices clumsily, their heads bowed over the tiny screens, the moment stretching fragile and enormous between them. When she handed his phone back, their fingers brushed — just a slip of contact, but enough to make her pulse stumble.

Hyunjin tucked the phone into his pocket, then gave a quick, shy smile, half-hidden by the hood he pulled up again. “See… again?” he asked, the words careful, hopeful, tentative.

Jamie’s lips curved before she could stop them. “Yeah,” she said softly. “I’d like that.”

His grin bloomed sudden and bright, before he ducked his head and slipped into the damp night, footsteps quick against the wet pavement.

Jamie stood in the doorway a moment longer, her phone warm in her hand, his number glowing on the screen like a secret.

Outside, the city kept breathing, neon streaking into the rain, but all she could feel was the echo of his eyes on hers — and the quiet, unshakable certainty that something had just begun.

 

 

The apartment lights were still on when Jamie slipped her key into the door. Her heart gave a nervous skip.

It was late — later than she’d meant to stay out. She pushed inside quietly, shoulders hunched, camera strap digging into her chest like guilt.

The living room was spotless — too spotless. Magazines fanned in precise symmetry across the coffee table, their glossy covers catching the overhead light. Her brother’s backpack sat propped neatly against the couch, straps tucked in as though placed on display. The faint trace of her mother’s perfume lingered in the air — sharp, floral, expensive — clashing with the damp chill clinging to Jamie’s clothes.

And there she was.

Her mother sat rigidly on the sofa, one ankle crossed over the other, phone glowing blue in her hand. The harsh light carved her features into something severe, cheekbones sharp, eyes cool and fixed on the screen. She didn’t look up right away, but Jamie felt her presence like a shadow stretched across the entire room, heavy and waiting.

“Where have you been?” The words cut the air cleanly, cool and clipped. No greeting. No softness.

Jamie froze in the entryway, water dripping faintly from the hem of her jacket onto the polished floor. She shifted awkwardly, camera strap biting into her shoulder. “Just… walking,” she mumbled, nudging her boots off with the heel of one foot.

Her mother finally looked up, gaze sweeping over her daughter like a checklist — damp hair plastered to her forehead, cheeks flushed from the cold, camera clutched tight to her chest. “At this hour?”

Jamie’s throat tightened. “I lost track of time.”

“You always lose track of something.” Her mother placed the phone carefully on the table, the click of it against the wood sharp as a reprimand. “Homework. Chores. Curfew.” Her eyes narrowed, a faint line appearing between her brows. “Do you think I brought you here so you could wander the streets like some stray?”

Jamie’s fingers curled hard around her camera strap, the leather digging into her palm. “I wasn’t doing anything wrong.”

“That’s not the point.” Her mother’s voice sharpened, each word deliberate. “James is already asleep. He has tests in the morning. He understands responsibility. Why can’t you?”

The words landed like stones. James, always James — her mother’s proof that she hadn’t failed as a parent, her golden child. Jamie pressed her lips together until they stung, blinking against the heat rising behind her eyes.

“I’m sorry,” she whispered, so quiet it barely reached the space between them.

Her mother sighed, a long exhale through her nose. She rose smoothly, smoothing invisible wrinkles from her blouse, movements precise and controlled. “Sorry doesn’t help your future, Jamieson. You can’t drift forever. One day, you’ll need to choose something real.”

She brushed past without another glance, the faint tap of her heels striking down the hallway. A bedroom door shut with finality, and silence filled the apartment.

Jamie stood rooted where she was, damp clothes clinging to her skin, the weight of disapproval pressing in on her from every direction.

She sank onto the couch, setting her camera carefully in her lap as though it might shatter under her mother’s absence. Her fingers traced the grooves in the strap, desperate to hold on to the warmth she’d felt only an hour ago — the way Hyunjin’s smile had lit something inside her, brief and bright as a spark. But here, in the silence of her mother’s immaculate apartment, it already felt smothered.

The glow of her phone lit her face when she lifted it. One new contact blinked back. Hyunjin.

Jamie’s lips curved faintly, despite the ache in her chest. For once, maybe she wouldn’t let her mother’s voice define her. Maybe this could be hers — a secret, a story she wrote herself.

She slipped quietly to her room, careful not to let the floorboards creak. Closing the door with a soft press of her palm, she set her camera on the desk and slid into the chair.

Her laptop flickered awake, the pale blue glow painting the walls. She plugged in her camera, heart thumping louder with every second.

Image after image filled the screen: blurred puddles reflecting neon, lanterns smeared into watercolor streaks, shop signs bending under the drizzle. And then him.

Hyunjin.

Caught mid-motion, hoodie loose, hair damp. His arm curved through the air like he’d carved rhythm out of the night itself. His expression was unguarded, intent, achingly beautiful in a way that made Jamie’s throat tighten.

She zoomed in, fingers trembling on the trackpad. Droplets clung to his hair like scattered stars. His lips parted, breath fogging in the cold. Even blurred, even imperfect, the photos pulsed with something alive. With him.

Jamie’s chest ached. She leaned closer, eyes tracing the edge of the image as if she could memorize it into her skin. “Oh no,” she whispered, a helpless laugh slipping out.

Photo after photo, she catalogued him — the sharp precision of his movements, the tilt of his jaw, the way his sleeves bunched around his forearms. Her stomach fluttered at details she hadn’t noticed before: the curve of his shy smile, the flicker of uncertainty in his eyes, the way he seemed both fragile and burning.

It felt private, too private, like holding a secret she shouldn’t keep but couldn’t let go of.

Her imagination betrayed her — she could almost see him again across the café table, knees brushing hers, smiling at her like she’d done something extraordinary just by clicking a shutter.

Jamie groaned and dropped her forehead to her folded arms. “Stop it, Jame,” she muttered. “You don’t even know him.”

But when she lifted her head, her eyes went straight back to the screen.

She clicked again, lingering too long on the first shot — the one where his eyes were closed, lost in the music, the world shut out. It felt like she’d stolen something sacred. And worse, like she wanted to keep stealing.

Her face burned. With a frustrated laugh, she snapped the laptop shut before she could drown in the feeling.

Silence rushed back, thick and heavy. Jamie pressed the cool metal against her chest, breathing hard, as if she could cage in the restless pulse under her skin.

She changed quickly, tugging on an oversized tee, then slipped beneath her blanket, pulling it over her head like armor. The weight settled around her — but her heart refused to.

Every time she closed her eyes, she saw him. Hoodie damp from rain. The shy smile tugging at his mouth. The way his hand had hovered above her camera screen, like he didn’t dare touch something so intimate.

With a groan, Jamie flipped onto her side and fumbled beneath her pillow until her fingers closed around her phone. The screen lit up, sharp and too bright in the dark, throwing pale blue light across the walls of her room.

Hyunjin’s name glowed from her contacts list. It looked strange there, unfamiliar, like it didn’t belong — and yet impossibly loud in the stillness.

She shouldn’t. They’d only just met. Her mother would kill her if she knew. He probably had better things to do, people to text who actually mattered.

But her thumb hovered anyway.

Her chest buzzed with nerves as she opened a new message. The blinking cursor felt like it was mocking her, daring her to leap. She typed. Deleted. Typed again, the words collapsing before they even formed. Her lip found its way between her teeth, and finally she left the simplest thing she could think of:

JAMIE: Hi. It’s Jamie.

She stared at it for what felt like forever, thumb trembling above the send button. Her pulse pounded in her ears, louder than the faint hiss of the radiator and the whisper of rain against her window. The glow of the screen painted her face ghostly blue, highlighting how ridiculous she must look, clutching her phone like it was alive.

And then she pressed send.

The whoosh of the message leaving hit her stomach like a stone. Too much. Too soon. He’ll think I’m ridiculous. He won’t reply. He’ll forget me by tomorrow.

She shoved the phone back under her pillow, curled tight on her side, and pulled the blanket over her head like it could block out the weight pressing down on her. But it was no use. The little device burned against her skin, every passing second stretching unbearably long.

When the soft ping finally came, her eyes flew open.

Her hand shot out, fumbling in the dark. She nearly dropped the phone in her haste to unlock it, breath caught high in her throat. One new message blinked on the screen.

HYUNJIN: Hi :)

Just that. Two letters and a crooked smiley face.

Jamie pressed the phone against her chest, biting down hard on the laugh bubbling up. Her whole body felt weightless, buzzing, like maybe the world wasn’t so heavy after all.

She typed back quickly, before she could talk herself out of it:

JAMIE: Thanks for five minutes today.

The minutes between messages stretched thin, taut as wire. Then, another ping.

HYUNJIN: Five more next time?

Her face split into a grin she couldn’t fight, cheeks aching with the force of it. She dropped back onto her pillow, phone still glowing in her hand.

For the first time in weeks, sleep came easy. She drifted under with his words lingering bright behind her eyelids, like a secret she could keep burning just for herself.

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