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Fundy (me) toast, cherubi, neo, gumi (cant remember name), kyle, yin+yang, mystic,taz, wilbur, sporky
So i one time had this friend named dinoking i think. I was playing in his 3008 private serer with another one of his friends and him. The friend was taz. Im not really sure why he reached out to be friends with me because we really clashed and i mightve gotten angry at him a few times. But nevertheless we became ‘friends’
Then i played in a 100 player public server and met wilbur.
Me, toast, neo, gumi, wilbur and taz and maybe my brother wre playing in my private server and taz introduced e to his (girlfriend?) friend sporky and we got along quickly tthankfully, otherwise i wouldnt have anyone i could actually talk to.
Taz was always angry, provoking, quick, ill tempered and teasing i guess. He also got over things real quick like grudges and break-ups.
Wilber was maybe an opposite to taz. Hell, they even wore colors tahta always contrasted. Anyways wilbur was really quiet, distant, cold, stoic, unreadable and every character he hyped into chat seemed to be encrusted with the black dirty ice formed between car tracks on the road. He seemed so fragile and i still really worry about him. Both he and taz dated sporky for some time and that might be the reason for their fights. Every time we did roleplays he would always be acting out acts of self harming. Weather that be mental, physical or both.
I wish i was there for him more.
Being young and oblivious is no excuse for what mightve happened to wilbur because of me not interfering and comforting him.
We fell apart after not too long.
Wilbur stopped coming online, sporky went on a unexpected hiatus. Then it was just me and taz online. My brother told him i was in 4th grade (i was in 6th. Not a big diffrence but whatever) and we went our separate ways. I havent seen them since but i miss sporky and i worried sick for wilbur. I hope taz could find better friends, he seemed to really be the only one intact after the summer but i do not envy him because he didnt learn what it took or made me into, having to deal with his antics all day.
I mean moon warned me and i know and knew she is and was smart but i didnt listen because i thought itd just be fine an could handle it even if something bad happened. I couldnt handle it and im constantly thinking about it years later. Those three plague my mind and pry for my attention like a swollen, red bug bite, full of venom, waste, pus, dead cells, blood, fat, all the stuff. I reach to itch it and am met with immediate relief before scratching again, again, again and again until theres raw emotions beading at my eyes and the welts an its still so aggravating and i need to do somethi about it even though people tell me to leave it alone or itll get worse and worse and wont go. Ittl stick around for years and hinder and distract you from the present where your potential new friends could be waiting across the table from you but your rubbing your memories until you tun away and ignore the present and forever stuck in your grandmothers basement, arguing with your best friend over something so miniscule it shoulnt matter but then if we werent accounting for diminuitive why would i be here screaming out in sobs to you?
Anyways sorry about the vent i might finish later. Low batteries on chromebook. Gn.
Hiiii im in first hour chinese class just got back home last night and i gotta say, out of ALL the states ive been in on the east coast (specifically southeast), north carolina is the WORST weather wise. Anyways.
I made a new character yesterday thats relevant to the spatium and brookhaven lores. Well, hes not new, but i kinda jazzed up yin. Did i mention yin earlier? Idk. ill explain.
So in the brookhaven roleplays, nobody actually played yin or yangs characters so it was really just improv and me and toast decided that yin was going to be the mafias god or whatever, and yang was scrapped.
That was in 6th grade and now i have new improv ideas i wanna tell toast if i can get in contact and its
So yin is the mafia symbol yeah we know that but in spatium au hes a tv host where he has this show where viewers tune in and vote (with money ofc) on what his little brookhaven gang would do. At the end of every season theyd add, kill off, or do something profound. So like the sims