Archive of Our Own ^beta

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GUYS NO STORY FOR THE FIRST CHAPTER IM SO SORRY

but we are going to be switching povs between the two lesbains

i want to say i nor the other person writing have anything against gay people, we just really hate these two people, and call them the lesbains because they have always been so obviously in love with each other since they met, but these people dont deserve any type of love, they were god awful people and have SAed people and then faked being SA (i have proof, not just accusing) and so many people hate her. but this is gonna be about how we met her, how all this started, and their povs and how we think they thought during these times, but we can also explain our Povs too if you guys want me to because it was so bad for me and my friend, we both lost weight and just started cutting and such, it was not a great time

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First, it started out normal. We just got out of elementary, and into middle school. I made some friends very quickly, Annika, and livi. We had a great time together. I mean obviously I just had to seem cool and lie about stuff. And why did I start doing this? Because I found out it gives me attention and makes people look at me and care for me.

First I started it out normal, something I saw on social media. Starving yourself. I would daily say stuff like "I'm not eating today" and stuff also like "I'm so fat." Also not to mention, "Im so insecure" even though I would wear the most revealing thing known to man, like tube tops, short shorts. Just ecerything.Just to make people look and care for me. Just normal stuff all the cool girls did. Even though it wasnt true, I would just go home and eat. Obviously.

Next, I started to cut, for more attention. Because I heard this gives you a ton of attention. And it did !! It worked so well. It was so peak. It worked so well. But I didn't want to hurt myself so I just did little cat scratches

(OOC!!! I know this is something that is a cry for help, but no joke she wasn't even addicted. She just did it on purpose just for attention, she didn't even need help, she has loving parents and a loving sister that care for her very much)

Lastly, this one got me so much more attention. Saying my dad was raping me. And it worked the best. It got me the most attention from everyone. It made me so happy from all this attention I was getting. Who knew lying about SA wouldn't be so wrong? I just did it and didn't get in trouble at all! I really loved it. It was the time of my life.

Eventually, my friends, started doing the same, not eating I mean. They said if I eat then they won't. I couldn't help but giggle at how stupid they were being. I was only doing this for attention. I still ate. Giggling at how stupid they were being every night. But it's nice because at least I got attention.

(This chapter is just writing about what happened when we first met. Next I'm gonna be writing about one of our past hangouts where she blamed everything on Annika for forcing her into a relationship. (She forced Annika to make them get together. Threatening to khs.)