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Mike was great at lying to others, but lying to himself? Not his cup of tea.

He had enough on his plate with holding up an entire second life. Adding self-deception to the list when he was alone with his thoughts? That was not only unnecessary but also required far more energy than he was willing to invest in hiding the obvious:

He liked seeing Harvey like that. Not lawyer-Harvey, not the NYC best closer, not even the man who sometimes let his guard slip in rare moments of honesty. No—stoned Harvey was different. Stoned Harvey was real.

Mike hated admitting it. He hated it because he was supposed to be done with weed, cutting the cord for good. He couldn't just hand it a gold star for making his boss-slash-friend human. Right?

Except it had given him something he didn't know he'd been waiting for: Harvey laughing. Not smirking, not throwing out one of those practiced grins, but laughing. The kind of laugh that pulled from deep in his chest, unguarded and ridiculous.

Mike hadn't realized how much he needed to see that until it happened. It filled something in him he hadn't named. That—and the way Harvey let himself actually feel. God.

Harvey had liked it, too. Not that he'd admit it without a fight. But letting go of his daily armor, the weight of winning, the pressure of holding up his empire—yeah, it had been good. Different.

He hadn't touched weed since college, back before he'd decided the only thing worth chasing was work. Since then, weeks bled into weekends, Sundays came and went without him even noticing.

And yet, there was fear underneath the high. He'd let things slip. Talked too much. About his parents, his past. His carefully hidden cracks. Hopefully—if his gut was right—it wouldn't be enough to push Mike away.

"Harvey," Mike said quietly, passing the joint back, "I'm not gonna judge you." Harvey raised an eyebrow, saying nothing. "What?" Mike pressed, grinning a little. "It's almost like you got subtitles around you."

Harvey chuckled. For a long moment, Harvey just stared at the glowing tip between his fingers. "You sure about that?" His voice was softer than Mike was used to, edged with something that sounded like doubt.

Mike leaned back against the couch, exhaling smoke toward the ceiling. "Positive. If anything, it's the first time I feel like I'm actually talking to you."

That earned him a side glance.

"Look," Mike added, "I think you got a problem. Not the kind you think. An emotions problem. You can't keep all this bottled up and only let it out when you're high. It's not healthy. Not emotionally, not physically." He hesitated, then smiled faintly. "Don't get me wrong, I love this. But I'm worried about you, Harvey."

For once, Harvey didn't give him a quick comeback, didn't toss out a deflection or a joke to change the subject. Instead, he just sat there, rolling the joint slowly between his fingers, eyes fixed on some spot past the coffee table.

Mike could tell he was listening—really listening—even if he wasn't ready to answer. And for once, the silence between them didn't feel like a wall. It felt like Harvey taking his words and actually letting them in.

~

It happened again. And again. Sometimes in Harvey's sleek apartment, sometimes in Mike's cramped, messy one. The contrast never stopped being funny—Harvey Specter, one of the richest men in Manhattan, sinking into Mike's beat-up couch, his thousand-dollar suit practically clashing with the peeling paint and thrift-store decorations. And when it was Harvey's place, the reverse hit just as hard: Harvey in a T-shirt and hoodie, no vest, no tie. Almost like seeing his soul without armor.

The third time they did this, Mike found himself in Harvey's living room again, both of them settled into the familiar rhythm. Harvey had traded his usual armor for casual clothes, and somewhere between the joints and the laughter, the rare honesty started slipping through.

"Thank you for protecting me," Mike said, thinking of the risk Harvey took every day by letting him work at the firm.

"Thank you for being loyal," Harvey replied, just as earnest. "But hey, no chick flick moments, alright?"

Mike rolled his eyes, humored.

The TV was on but muted, flickering colors across the walls, neither of them paying attention.

Mike exhaled a cloud toward the ceiling. "You know, it's weird. You're Harvey Specter—guy with the car, the suits, the reputation. But when you're like this…" he waved vaguely at the hoodie, "you're almost… normal."

"Almost?" Harvey raised an eyebrow.

"Fine. Normal," Mike conceded with a grin. "I mean, don't get me wrong, you're still annoyingly confident. But it's nice to know you're not a robot underneath all that."

"I'll take that as a compliment," Harvey said dryly.

Mike smirked. "Yeah, well, coming from me it is. Most people don't get to see this side of you."

Harvey studied him for a moment. "Neither do you. But you earned it."

Mike felt heat rise in his face—not from the smoke this time. He tried to play it off, shrugging. "Guess I've always had a thing for… peeling back people's layers."

Harvey chuckled. "Sounds like a hobby. Or a kink."

Mike laughed, shaking his head. "Well, at least I'm an equal-opportunity kind of guy."

The words slipped out before he even realized what he'd said. The second they hung in the air, his stomach dropped. He hadn't meant to go there—not out loud.

Harvey caught it, though. His eyes narrowed, sharp with interest. "Okay. Now that is relevant information."

Mike groaned. "Is it, though? What difference does it make? Despite your beliefs, it's not like everyone who likes men will have a crush on you, you know?"

Harvey smirked. "Please. I don't need everyone. Just enough to keep things interesting."

Mike rolled his eyes. "God, you're impossible."

"Accurate," Harvey said easily, leaning back against the couch. "And for the record, you're not special."

Mike frowned. "Excuse me?"

Harvey let the silence hang for a beat before clarifying, deliberately casual: "You're not the only 'equal-opportunity kind of guy' in the room."

Mike sat up straighter. That one he didn't see coming. "You have to be fucking kidding me."

"You won't tell a soul," Harvey warned, a trace of a smirk covering something more serious.

"Jesus, it's true. Not a big deal of course, just… unexpected."

"Yeah, well, I can't say the same about you."

"Is that offensive?"

"Why would it be?"

"Fair point," Mike conceded. "So… is this a state secret or something?"

"I'm private about my personal life. I like to keep it that way."

"Got it. Closet," Mike teased.

"Shut up. I can't give my enemies more arguments to tear me apart in court. Next thing you know, they'll be putting me in the same sentence as those politicians who preach family values and get caught in bathroom stalls."

"Wait, now we're talking politics?"

"We're not discussing my dating strategy today, Mike."

"Fine," Mike said, still grinning. "So… what about the other thing? How did you figure it out?"

"Figure it out?" Harvey chuckled. "It's not a puzzle, Mike, you can just say it. How did I know I was bi? Well, in college. My mom kind of always knew. I had this best friend when I was ten—turns out I had a crush on him, I just didn't know it at the time. My father never knew, though. I think it would have killed him."

"Don't say that, Harvey," Mike said softly. "I'm sure he would have still loved you."

Harvey shrugged, brushing it off. "So? What's your story?"

Mike hesitated, then laughed nervously. "Trevor introduced me to this guy once. He needed help studying for an exam, so I charged him, like, twenty-five bucks an hour. Easy gig. Except…" He rubbed the back of his neck, already regretting starting this story. "Except the guy was… I don't know, good-looking. Not that I was thinking about him like that. At least, I didn't think I was."

He leaned forward, words spilling faster now. "But he had this way of being close. You know? Like—he'd lean over my shoulder when I was showing him something, laugh too easily, brush my arm like it was nothing. And I just figured, hey, some people are touchy. But then he'd do this thing where he'd kind of… hold my gaze a second too long, and suddenly I wasn't thinking about the textbook anymore."

Mike laughed again, nervous and a little red. "And look, I didn't plan for anything to happen. I didn't even realize I was into it until… well, until I was. He was just—"

"Mike," Harvey interrupted, holding up a hand. "I get it. Don't worry. You don't need to give me the play-by-play."

Mike smirked, relieved but still flustered. "Fine. All I'm saying is, we didn't study that day."

"If you still got paid, let me tell you, that's called—"

"Shut up, man." Mike cut him off, laughing. "He didn't pay me. And we never told Trevor, either. Never thought he'd be exactly supportive."

"No shit," Harvey replied. "For what it's worth, either way I wouldn't judge you. Not any more than I already do for, you know, forging a Harvard diploma and—"

"Alright, alright, point taken!"

They both cracked up, the sound filling the room. Somewhere underneath it all, though, the air had shifted. A line had been crossed, not in danger but in trust, and neither of them missed it.

~

A few days later, the plan hatched in the middle of a long day at the office, half-serious, half an excuse to breathe.

"Movie night," Mike declared, leaning on Harvey's desk like he owned the place. "We're watching Dead Poets Society. A classic."

Harvey didn't even look up from his paperwork. "Teenage rebellion wrapped in poetry? Hard pass."

Mike rolled his eyes. "Come on, it's inspiring, you gotta give it that."

"Mike, no offense, but while those kids were scribbling verse, I was busy winning actual debates."

"Why am I actually surprised this is what you think about that movie?"

Harvey finally glanced up, smug. "And it'll be at my loft. Yours makes me feel sorry about… everything."

"Okay, sure, none taken, Harvey," Mike shot back, his voice dripping sarcasm. "I was looking forward to experiencing TV like royalty anyway." He paused. "Can I bring some weed?"

Harvey's expression hardened instantly. "Mike. Okay, we had a great time the other day, and the day before that, but it's an exception. Not a habit."

Mike leaned against the doorframe like he owned the place. "What's the worst that's gonna happen? We laugh at your taste in overpriced scotch again?"

"Or we get sloppy and someone notices. You ever think about that?"

"I think about how uptight you are, sure."

"Mike—"

"You need it more than I do, Harvey. You work like twenty hours a day. Don't tell me you don't go home sometimes and just… stare at the wall."

"That's called peace and quiet. You should try it."

Mike grinned. "Sounds like depression with better branding."

Harvey exhaled through his nose, pinched the bridge between his eyes. "You're unbelievable."

"And yet… here I am. Irresistible."

There was a beat where Harvey looked like he was about to toss him out of the office. Then his expression softened, almost imperceptibly.

"I'll provide this time," he said finally, like it cost him something to admit he wanted it too.

Mike's grin widened. "Knew you'd come around."

~

Movie night arrived that Friday, and Harvey's loft became their makeshift theater. Big screen, dim lights, takeout cartons scattered across the coffee table. Mike sprawled on one end of the couch, Harvey on the other, like a deliberate buffer zone.

Halfway through, Harvey's voice broke the quiet. "Mike, I'm serious. We've done this three times in a month. How long before someone catches us at the office?"

Mike raised his hand like he was swearing in a witness. "I solemnly swear not to do this again… for at least one full month."

"Real convincing," Harvey muttered.

But Mike couldn't focus on the movie anymore. Not really. The tension was there, creeping in around the edges. At least, it was for him. He hadn't felt this kind of restless energy since he was fourteen, sitting too close to his high school crush in a dark room, heart racing for no reason.

Or like that time you ended up sharing a bed with your best friend, and just lying horizontal next to them made your brain short-circuit with thoughts you knew you shouldn't be having.

Except Harvey wasn't a high school crush. He wasn't even Trevor, his so-called best friend. Harvey was… something else. His boss, sure. A mentor, maybe. But more than that, a friend. A better friend than Trevor had ever been in twenty years of history.

And sitting there in the glow of the TV, Mike couldn't shake the feeling that Harvey knew. That maybe Harvey felt it too. Because when Mike finally risked a glance sideways, Harvey looked over at the TV quickly, but not quickly enough for Mike to miss that he'd been staring at him before.

Maybe Harvey was too high to care if he was obvious, or maybe Mike was too high himself to be sure this wasn't all in his head.

It wasn't even midnight by the time the movie was over, so Mike picked up his worn-out hoodie from the sofa and put it on.

"So, see you on Monday, boss."

"You know I have a couch, right? And a guest room?"

"Nah, don't worry, I have things to do tomorrow morning."

"No time to jerk off during the weekdays?"

"Dude!"

"Night, Mike. Monday, 8:00 am in court."

"See you there!"

~

Over the weekend, Mike allowed his mind to wander. Did he really have a crush on Harvey?

He couldn't believe he could potentially give him an extra reason to boost his ego.

Maybe it was just platonic, right? Harvey meant a lot to him and maybe this 'realness' of seeing him without all those layers—literal and metaphorical—only made him appreciate him more.

It wasn't like he wanted to get even closer to him, and keep discovering what made him human and relatable, and maybe get to know his bedroom just because that was like, peak vulnerability. Not because he wanted to lay there with him. Or anything.

Damn, maybe Mike was into lying to himself after all.

~

Monday morning came, and they were both at the courthouse on time. Harvey slipped into his element the second they crossed the threshold—confident stride, tailored suit, voice sharp enough to cut through the opposing counsel's arguments like glass. He owned the room without even trying.

Mike sat beside him at the table, pretending to follow the flurry of documents and objections, but his focus kept drifting. It wasn't just the way Harvey spoke—measured, controlled, like every word was already a winning move. It was the composure, the quiet assurance that no matter how cornered they seemed, Harvey had already mapped the escape route.

For a beat too long, Mike forgot to breathe, lost in it. In him. He caught himself staring, pulse quickening, and yanked his gaze back to the legal pad in front of him, thankful his brain was functional enough to still write notes that made sense and helped him feel and look occupied.

In that moment, he knew he was screwed.

~

Later that week, the office was quiet except for the scratching of pens and the occasional frustrated sigh. Despite the successful court session, there was still a long way to go to win the case.

Files covered every inch of the conference table, coffee cups scattered like evidence of a crime neither of them could solve.

Mike finally dropped his pen and leaned back with a groan. "Okay, if I stare at subsection C one more time, my brain is going to leak out of my ears. We need food."

"Fine," Harvey muttered, massaging the bridge of his nose. "But if you suggest pizza from that place you love with the greasy cardboard crust—"

Mike was already dialing. "Two large, extra cheese, extra everything."

Harvey shot him a look. "You're deliberately trying to ruin my night."

"No," Mike smirked, "I'm trying to fuel it. There's a difference."

Twenty minutes later, they were both hunched over pizza boxes, tie loosened for Harvey, sleeves rolled up for Mike, grease stains forming a new category of evidence.

"You know this is objectively terrible," Harvey said around a bite.

"And yet you're still eating it," Mike shot back.

"Only because hunger is a better lawyer than you are."

They laughed, and for a moment the pressure lifted. But then the silence crept back in, heavier this time, as Harvey closed the file he'd been rereading for hours.

"I don't like losing," he said quietly.

Mike looked up. The honesty in his tone startled him. "Yeah, me neither. But… sometimes you can do everything right and still lose."

Harvey shook his head. "That's not how I built my career. Being untouchable, that's the whole game. You let people see you bleed once, they'll never let you forget it."

Mike hesitated, then asked, "You ever lost something that mattered?"

Harvey froze, jaw tightening. For a second, Mike thought he wouldn't answer. Then Harvey leaned back in his chair, eyes distant. "Yeah. My brother, for starters. Our relationship. By the time I realized what I'd done, it was too late to fix it."

Mike swallowed, suddenly wishing he hadn't asked—but Harvey didn't stop.

"And my dad. He was gone before I could… before I could tell him I was sorry for being such a stubborn kid. Sorry for not—" He cut himself off, shaking his head. "Doesn't matter. He's gone."

Mike's voice softened. "It matters if it's still eating at you."

Harvey looked at him then, and it wasn't the usual sharp, assessing gaze. It was something rawer, something unguarded.

"You don't have to pull this one off alone," Mike said finally. "We're in this together."

For a long beat, neither of them moved. For a moment, it felt like something had cracked open between them—something Mike wasn't sure he'd ever seen before in Harvey. Real vulnerability, not just the kind that slipped out mid-high or in passing, but the kind that left Harvey bare in a way Mike almost felt guilty for witnessing.

And then, just as quickly, it was gone.

Harvey leaned back, snapped the pizza box shut, and reached for his tie like he was armoring back up. "Alright," he said briskly, voice firm again, "we've wasted enough time. We'll tighten the cross-examination, hammer them on precedent, and force the judge to see it our way."

Mike blinked. "Harvey, we just—"

"We just had a long day," Harvey interrupted smoothly, already gathering papers into neat stacks. "Get some sleep, Mike. I'll see you in the morning."

The words weren't harsh, but the wall was unmistakable.

Mike hesitated, wanting to push, to say something—but instead he stood, shoving his hands in his pockets. "Yeah. Sure, good night."

As he left the conference room, he glanced back. Harvey was already bent over the files again, shoulders squared, mask firmly back in place. 

Back to our regular programming, Mike thought.

~

The next morning, Mike came into the office with a head full of counterarguments and case notes he wanted to run by Harvey. He spotted him in his office, tie perfectly knotted, already mid-phone call with that clipped, commanding tone that could make opposing counsel fold in under two minutes.

Mike hovered at the door, waiting for him to hang up.

"Morning," he said, holding up the file. "I think I found a hole in their witness's testimony. If we press—"

"Good," Harvey cut in without looking up. "Work it into the outline."

Mike frowned. "Don't you want to—"

"No," Harvey said, sharp enough this time to leave no room for argument. He scribbled something on a legal pad, then finally looked up with that tight half-smile that wasn't really a smile at all. "I trust you can handle it."

Mike lingered, stung. "Right," Mike muttered, retreating.

By noon, the tension was obvious. In the bullpen, Mike passed Donna at her desk.

"You look like he bit your head off," she said, eyes narrowing as she looked past him to Harvey's glass office.

Mike shrugged, too defensive. "He's just… focused."

Donna gave him the look—the one that said she could read him better than he could read himself. "Harvey's always focused. This is something else."

Mike hesitated, then tried to brush it off. "Maybe he's just stressed about the case."

Donna tilted her head. "Or maybe he let you see something he usually keeps locked up, and now he's spooked. Trust me, if he's shutting you out, it's not because you don't matter."

From across the floor, Harvey's voice rang out: "Ross! You coming, or are you planning on moving in with Donna?"

Donna smirked, but her eyes stayed on Mike, quietly urging him not to let this go.

~

Mike tried to go back to business as usual and not take it personally. Harvey was a complicated person, he knew that for a fact, and Mike was aware not everything had to be about him.

His coping mechanism, though, was to keep himself busy. He didn't want to overthink, which he had a tendency to do, and he most certainly wanted to be of help.

He buried himself in briefs, double-checked filings, even volunteered to do grunt work he normally would have pawned off on a paralegal.

Eventually, though, Mike couldn't take it anymore. He showed up at Rachel's office, leaning awkwardly against the doorframe.

"Got a sec?"

Rachel looked up from her files. "For you? Always. What's going on?"

"Hey, uh… you're good at advice, right?"

Rachel looked up from her files, amused. "Define 'good.'"

"You know… you just… say things and suddenly people's lives make sense. Like a fortune cookie but with way better hair."

Rachel leaned back in her chair, intrigued. "Okay… go on."

He scratched the back of his neck. "Let's say… there's someone. And you weren't expecting to… feel anything. But now you're wondering if maybe there's something there, and you don't want to ruin it by pushing too hard."

Rachel's smile widened. "So there is someone. Who is she?"

"She's… not important," Mike said too quickly. "What's important is… do you think it's ever worth risking something good for something better? Or is that just blowing up your own life?"

Rachel studied him, curious. "Well, that depends."

Mike frowned. "Depends on what?"

"On the situation. Is she married?"

"What? No! God, no."

"Okay, good start." Rachel leaned forward, enjoying herself now. "Does she like you back?"

Mike hesitated, then shrugged. "I think so. I mean… sometimes I catch this look, but then it's gone. So maybe I'm imagining it."

Rachel smirked knowingly. "You're not. Trust me, people don't imagine looks like that."

Mike rolled his eyes. "Thanks, but that's not exactly scientific."

"Neither is dating, Mike. Look—" she paused, softening her tone, "if this person makes you happy, you owe it to yourself to…"

"To what?" he interrupted, almost impatient.

"…to find out," she finished carefully. "But don't wait forever. People don't stick around if you never say anything."

Mike chewed on that, nervous energy buzzing through him. "And if finding out ruins everything?"

Rachel tilted her head. "Then at least you'll know. The worst thing you can do is let fear decide for you."

There was a beat of silence before Mike said, more earnest than he intended, "That's… really good advice. Thank you."

"You're welcome," she said slowly. "Mike…" she tilted her head, a playful glint in her eye, "is this about someone at the firm?"

He laughed nervously. "What? No! Uh—look, I have to go handle something. But seriously, thanks, Rachel. I mean it."

And he slipped out before she could pin him down.

~

For a week, the dance continued. Harvey buried himself in casework, meeting after meeting, barely sparing Mike more than clipped directives. Mike tried to match his cool detachment, but the silence only gnawed at him deeper.

The distance was worse than any argument. Even Donna, who had perfected the art of watching without seeming to, finally stopped with the knowing looks and simply sighed whenever Mike lingered too long outside Harvey's office.

By Friday night, the tension was unbearable. Most of the firm had cleared out, the lights dimmed in the bullpen. Mike stood by his desk, file open but unread, staring at the glowing windows of Harvey's office. His pulse drummed in his ears. He couldn't keep circling like this.

He marched up the hall and knocked.

Harvey didn't even look up from the file in front of him. "Unless you've got case law that magically wins us Richards v. Dalton, I suggest you close that door and give me five minutes of peace."

Mike pushed the door open anyway. "We need to talk."

Harvey leaned back in his chair, clearly annoyed. "Mike, I'm doing something far more important than staring at your face. What is it?"

Mike shut the door behind him. He stepped further in, voice tight. "You've been avoiding me."

That got Harvey's attention. He set down his pen, leaned back in his chair, and studied Mike with infuriating calm. "You barge in here after hours to whine about attention? I thought we'd grown past high school."

Mike's jaw clenched. "Don't do that. Don't brush me off like nothing happened."

Harvey arched a brow. "Nothing did happen."

"Bullshit.” He crossed his arms. “You don't get to rewrite this one."

For a beat, the room went dead quiet. Then Harvey rose slowly from his chair, walking around the desk until he was standing toe-to-toe with him. His voice dropped, sharp as a cross-examination.

Harvey's jaw tightened. "Mike, I don't have perfect memory—but I know the look I saw on your face."

Mike blinked. "What are you talking about?"

"In court. Remember McKinnon v. Crane? The moment I pulled that objection out of thin air and the judge sustained it—you looked at me like I'd just handed you the world." Harvey's eyes burned into him. "That wasn't admiration. That was something else. And don't try to argue otherwise, because I'd win."

Mike's heart lurched. "Oh, you'd win? You really think you have the evidence?"

"More than enough," Harvey said smoothly, like he was cross-examining. "Consistent behavior, repeated over time, corroborated by witnesses."

"Witnesses?" Mike scoffed.

Harvey smirked. "Donna. Rachel. Hell, maybe even Louis if we really wanted to torture ourselves."

Mike laughed—too quick, too nervous. "So what, you're entering my expressions into evidence? That's your case?"

Harvey's smirk was razor-thin. "It's admissible. Circumstantial, sure, but the jury would eat it up."

Mike stepped closer, refusing to be outmaneuvered. "Fine. Then let's talk counterarguments. You think I'm the only one who slipped? What about you, Harvey? You don't laugh with anyone the way you do when we're passing a joint. You don't talk about your parents with anyone. You don't spend nights eating bad takeout and debating movies with Louis, I'll tell you that much."

Harvey's face hardened, but Mike pressed on, his voice dropping. "So don't stand there and tell me this is all me. You've been avoiding me for a week because it wasn't nothing. If it was, you'd have no reason to pull back." Mike swallowed hard, then straightened. "Besides, if your evidence is so bulletproof, Counselor, then why haven't you filed the claim?"

That hit. Harvey's mask wavered for a second, then he exhaled sharply. "Because sometimes even airtight cases blow up in your face. Sometimes the risk outweighs the reward."

Mike's voice softened. "So what—you're scared?"

Harvey looked at him, really looked, the cool façade slipping. "Yeah, Mike. I'm scared."

The words hung heavy in the air, their silence sharper than any argument. And then—

Knock, knock.

Both flinched as Donna's voice carried through the door. "Harvey? We have a problem with Richards, the client's freaking out."

Harvey closed his eyes for a beat, his jaw working as the moment evaporated. Then he turned, already slipping back into lawyer mode. "I'll handle it."

~

The client meeting ran late, and by the time Harvey and Mike stepped out of the boardroom, the building was quiet. Harvey headed straight for the elevators, not sparing Mike a glance.

"Harvey—" Mike started.

"Not now," Harvey shot back, already stepping into the elevator and jabbing the close button repeatedly.

But Mike wasn't having it. He lunged forward just as the doors started to slide shut, slipping through the narrowing gap and forcing them back open with his shoulder.

"Jesus, Mike—"

"We're finishing this," Mike said, hitting the button for the roof access as the doors finally closed, trapping them both inside.

The night air hit sharp, cool against the warmth of the office halls. The city sprawled around them, glittering, restless. Harvey stepped forward, hands in his pockets, the picture of composure. Mike followed, pulse in his throat.

"You're really gonna pretend the last couple of weeks didn't happen?" Mike asked finally.

Harvey's jaw flexed. "We had a fight. It's over."

"No, Harvey. A fight's over when someone wins. This—" Mike gestured between them, frustrated. "This is you dodging. Again."

Harvey turned, eyes hard. "And what do you want me to say? That I like risking everything on… on something I can't control? Because that's not who I am, Mike. I don't gamble when the odds aren't in my favor."

Mike stepped closer, voice low but steady. "You don't gamble, period. You hedge. You calculate. You build walls so thick no one even bothers trying to get through. But I did, Harvey. And you let me in—"

"Stop." Harvey's voice cracked sharper than he meant, but he couldn't disguise the edge of truth.

Mike's tone softened, almost pleading now. "You're avoiding me because it mattered. Admit it."

Harvey looked at him then, really looked at him, and for a long beat the city noise filled the silence between them. Finally, Harvey exhaled, quieter. "You're not wrong. But you're not right either. I don't let people close because when I do, it costs me. Every time."

Mike held his gaze, unwavering. "Or you win, Harvey. Ever think of that? Not every risk ends in disaster."

Harvey's eyes flickered, the armor faltering just enough to show the man beneath it. No quip, no dodge—just a silent admission hanging in the cool night air.

Mike let the pause stretch before pushing, lighter this time. "So… what now? We start dating? Like we're—what, Harry and Sally?"

Harvey gave a small, incredulous huff. "If you're Meg Ryan, we got bigger problems."

Mike smirked. "Please. You're definitely the one with the hair routine."

"Cute," Harvey said, but the bite wasn't there. He shifted, exhaling slowly. "Plus, if anything, we're closer to Butch and Sundance."

"Pretty sure they died in a hail of bullets," Mike said, half-grinning.

"Exactly my point."

Mike rolled his eyes but didn't back down. "You can't keep dodging with movie metaphors, Harvey. I'm serious."

"Thing is… I don't know what this turns into. I just know it doesn't go away."

That was as much as Harvey Specter ever admitted, and Mike heard it loud and clear. His smile softened. "Then we don't need to pin it down tonight. We both got time."

Harvey finally looked over, meeting Mike's eyes head-on. There it was—the unspoken agreement. No neat label. No road map. Just the recognition that they were standing in the same place, moving toward something neither could ignore.

The city hummed beneath them, but up there it felt quiet.

Mike broke it with a half-grin. "So not Harry and Sally."

"Shut up, Mike." But Harvey's voice was low, almost warm.

Mike had argued plenty of cases that should've been slam dunks, only to watch them fall apart in his hands. But this? This felt different. Like maybe, for once, he'd gotten the verdict he'd been hoping for all along.