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Kenma and Shoyo was happy. Very so much happy that can considered as nearly abnormal happiness. They have date tomorrow so Kenma will go buy himself a suit for their date. Why suit? Well Kenma never loved formal clothes but well they'll go to the luxury restaurant so. They're happily in relationships maybe more than 1 year. They spend so many moments together. So much that even forgetting those memories probably breaking their hearts. So what if they forget each other or worse lose each other. They swear that they will die together. They wanna adopt a girl in future or living their lives in near city not so crowded but no so calm. They watched cinema cuddle each other before Kenma leave. He kissed him goodbye. Hinata reminded him to take umbrella or don't go that night but Kenma insisted. Even though they both know it's rainy today. Kenma took the car keys. And even though it's raining heavily Kenma goes to the car. Started to driving the car. Hinata was scared. Scared that something might happen to his beloved. He looked at Kenma one last time before he let go him. He was worried sick. What If he got into an accident? What if something happen? He let go because Kenma was stubborn. So stubborn. He waited him and waited more. He opened to tv and saw. Saw things he shouldn't saw. He couldn't believe. His breath stopped for a second. He is trembling. He saw that. He saw a accident happened. And saw that car where Kenma is in. All bloddy. All broken. His lover was dead. Ambulance was there. He pieced all together after seeing all of these. He knew that something was wrong. There is no way he can be late 3 hours. That day he didn't even cry. He didn't know how to cry that day. He buried his boyfriends body. Still didn't believe he is dead.
Day1
Hinata is devastated. His and Kenmas family. He isn't eating anything talking to himself. Sometimes showing something and calling Ken ken. But there is no avail. He then remembers he is dead.
Day2
He barely got up from the bed. Still holding the last piece of hope Kenma leaves behind. He eat something cuz his mother insisted.
Day3
Kenmas family was crying and crying. Kuroo was devastated from the news. He didn't believe it. Nor others.
Day4
Hinata looked at himself in the mirror than saw himself without him. There was no Kenma. Only memories tend to fade quietly but he can swear that he still hear his voice.
Day5
Things got worse in both sides. They're yearning for Kenma. Everyone bid their courages and tell both family to stay strong.
Day6
Hinata stayed in the bed all day. Thinking about all the memories about to fade away.
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Day27
Hinata was edge of taking his own life. He stayed to remember Kenma. But memories fades quickly when person isn't there to remind them.
Day28
Hinata write a long letter to his family and Kenmas too.
Dear mom,dad,aunt and uncle
Everyone is yearning for him. Everyone is sad. But you not everyone is strong to stay. You did good job even perfect one by staying strong. It's been 28 days. Since he became the most beautiful angel. He once said to me If he dies before me he wanted to become angel with pixel yellow wings. I laughed at it. Said that no matter how his wings will look he will be the most beautiful angel with the biggest wings. He cuddled me and smiled. Than he don't wanna talk bout dead. So he washed it up and started to talk about video game he recently saw in the internet. We talked about it for some hours. Than he asleep. When he woke up, he gave me little ring that has wings. When I said it's to much but he insisted for me to take. He got matching ones. How cute right. Then he cuddled me with the biggest brightest smile. How happy and lucky I was to have him. But when that accident happened... I don't even wanna remember but there is no way I forget about it. I am sorry mom dad aunt n uncle. But I can't take it anymore if something happens to me please burry me next to him. But don't take my ring. Maybe he was right about him wanted have pixel wings. Maybe I can see him there.
I am sorry.
Sincerely from Hinata Shoyo.
Hinata put the letter to his table. Then sleep. He didn't regret. He won't regret. If Kenma dies he will too. There is no reason to stay alive while hurting to much.
Day29
He didn't stay in the bed. He talked with everyone. But just talked without any reason without a smile that Kenma said he is brighter than sun. He was just talking and zone out mostly.
That day he stayed till late.
Day30.
İt's midnight. He looked at his and Kenmas shared bedroom one last time.Than he bid his last goodbyes to whole world. He smelled Kenmas scent one last time. Than he let go the whole world. He let himself fall from his problems his delusions and buries. He took his own life.
When they find Shoyos dead body. They didn't believe it than they found the letter. They read it again and again like it's the letter that grounded them. Their last hope of their life is gone. After that day they buried him. Next to Kenma his ring is still in his finger. Maybe Hinata will saw Kenma with his pixel wings.