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The script, a line of thin, bronze-colored words, circled the base of Obi-Wan’s dominant ring finger. It was beautiful, a perfect piece of alien calligraphy he could never quite replicate, and it was also a curse he'd carried since he was seven.
His was the only mark in the Temple that was a complete, emotionless sentence: "It is, sir."
All of his peers had lovely, simple things. Bant's said, A pleasure, in a flowing, silver script. Garen's read Watch out! in a frantic, copper-colored scrawl. They were friendly, open, and suggested a partnership of equals.
Obi-Wan’s mark, however, was a constant, stinging source of anxiety. He knew the purpose of the Memory-Ink was to connect you to your soulmate—an unbreakable link that allowed you to touch the writing and instantly relive a shared happy memory, a psychological anchor against the inevitable darkness of the galaxy. But what kind of shared life would begin with a formal, subservient agreement?
He'd spent years worrying. Sir. That single word confirmed his soulmate was someone he would one day command, or someone who would be beneath him. No Jedi was called "sir." Every lesson, every mission, every time a Master corrected his form, the thought flared: I am not meant to be a Jedi. I am meant for this. The fear was a constant, bitter taste—that he was destined for a different life, not the one he’d been training for his entire life.
Now, Obi-Wan was a newly appointed General of the Republic Army. The fear was reality. He had still yet to meet the one who would prove his childhood anxieties either terribly wrong or gloriously right.
The Negotiator, his new flagship, hummed around him, a massive, impersonal vessel that felt more like a cage of steel and circuits than a home. Obi-Wan paced the main corridor leading to the primary docking bay, adjusting the heavy tunic of his General’s uniform. It was an unfamiliar weight, a scratchy, sand-coloured fabric that felt a universe away from the light, comfortable robes of a Knight.
The title, General of the Republic Army, settled over him like a shroud, heavy with responsibility and utterly devoid of the simple elegance of a Jedi Knight. The formal, military weight of the rank felt like confirmation of his lifelong anxiety.
He glanced down at the bronze script that circled his ring finger. "It is, sir."
It was no longer a question of if he was meant to command; it was reality. But knowing that didn't stop the quiet tremor of self-doubt. The Memory-Ink was supposed to bring reassurance, yet his own mark was a constant promise of professional distance. He had sworn an oath to the Republic, and now, he was about to meet his command staff, any one of whom might be the soulmate who would be forced to address him with that cold, formal term.
He had spoken with Anakin just yesterday, via a crackling holocall.
“You’ll like your Commander, Master,” Anakin had promised. “His name is Cody. Rex, my Captain, and Cody are close. They went through Advanced Recon training together, I think. Rex says Cody is… efficient. Brutally so, but fair. Just be warned, he’s probably going to call you ‘sir’ a lot.”
Sir. The word hit Obi-Wan with the force of a stun bolt, tightening the knot of anxiety in his stomach. The designation was ubiquitous among the clones, a standard protocol, which only made it more likely that his soulmate was out there, serving somewhere, ready to start their relationship with that painful word.
He rounded the corner and saw the shuttle ramp beginning its final descent. This was it. He took a slow, deep breath, trying to steady himself in the Force. He had to be a leader. He had to be a General, despite how much it hurt. He pressed his knuckles briefly against the Memory-Ink and prayed that he and whoever was on the other side could eventually forge a moment of happiness strong enough to override the anxiety of their beginning. He didn't know who his soulmate was, but he would do his duty to the man assigned to be his Commander.
The ramp hissed and dropped, revealing the bright, sterile light of the hangar and a formation of clones standing at attention.
Obi-Wan straightened his spine and stepped forward, the hum of the ship momentarily swallowed by the sudden silence of the hangar bay. Before him stood the command staff of the 212th Attack Battalion, a formation of troopers in gleaming white armour accented with the distinctive orange colour scheme of their unit. Leading them was a single clone whose posture was a study in absolute military efficiency, a figure of solid, unmoving control.
This must be Cody.
Obi-Wan approached, forcing a practiced, warm smile that didn’t quite reach his eyes. He stopped directly in front of the Commander, whose helmet was still firmly in place, the visor a dark, impersonal T-shape staring back at him. The lack of a face, the absence of any tell-tale twitch or shift in expression, made the interaction immediately unnerving. It was like speaking to a polished piece of plasteel.
"It’s wonderful to finally meet you, Commander," Obi-Wan began, allowing the formality of the rank to soften with a measured tone of regret. "Though I sincerely wish it were under less dire circumstances. Your name is Cody, I believe?"
The clone didn't shift a millimeter. His reply was immediate, clear, and utterly devoid of inflection, a perfect, neutral product of military discipline.
"It is, sir."
The words were a physical blow. Not loud, not aggressive, but a silent, electric shock that arced instantly from Cody's voice box to the bronze script circling Obi-Wan’s left ring finger. The Memory-Ink flared, not with the warm, vibrant color of a bond fulfilled, but with a sharp, burning white light that quickly subsided, leaving the letters feeling suddenly heavy, permanent, and cold.
There.
The knowledge hit Obi-Wan with the crushing certainty of a Force vision. The lifelong anxiety, the quiet fear that he was never meant to be a Jedi, that his soulmate link would be one of unforgiving military distance—it had all been true. Commander Cody, the man whose every order Obi-Wan would be responsible for giving, was the one whose life was tied to his.
The sheer, staggering coincidence almost made him stumble. He felt the blood drain from his face, a sudden hollowness where his calm should have been. The irony was agonizing: the man who would be his emotional anchor was also the perfect manifestation of his professional dread.
Obi-Wan swallowed hard, tasting grit on his tongue. He fought the urge to clutch the illuminated script, to desperately rub the letters until the heat subsided. He knew the clone was waiting, perfectly motionless, for the General’s next word. He could not, he would not, allow the shock to show. The Commander needed a leader, not a hysterical Jedi agonizing over calligraphy.
He mentally locked down his emotions, building a wall of Jedi control around the frantic, racing thoughts in his mind. He focused on the T-shaped visor, forcing his expression to remain polite and professional.
"Very good, Commander," Obi-Wan managed, his voice only betraying the faintest hint of a tremor. "Welcome aboard the Negotiator. I trust you've had time to review the briefing packet for the Ryloth engagement?"
"Affirmative, General," Cody replied. The efficiency of the response was maddening. It was a Commander speaking to a General, a soldier to a superior, and there was absolutely no hint that this was also a soulmate speaking to their anchor.
Obi-Wan wanted to tear his eyes from the bronze script, but it felt like a magnet, radiating a cold certainty that now overshadowed his entire life. We are linked. His first words to me define this as a command relationship. He is military, I am military. Where does the Jedi go?
"Then perhaps you can walk me through your assessment of the proposed ground insertion points," Obi-Wan suggested, falling back on the familiar comfort of military strategy. His mind, trained for decades in emotional control, instantly partitioned the crisis: Professionalism first, existential panic later.
"Certainly, sir." Cody turned with the precise movements of a machine, gesturing toward a holotable that had been silently activated by another clone nearby. "The primary concern remains minimal civilian impact. The separatists have consolidated air defenses around Nabat, so any direct approach is inadvisable."
Obi-Wan followed, grateful for the distraction. He watched Cody's armored hand move over the projected topography of Ryloth, tapping key points with confidence. The Commander was intelligent, concise, and focused. Every syllable was about the mission, about protecting the troops, about efficiency.
This is who he is, Obi-Wan realized with a sharp, painful clarity. He is a soldier. His identity is the helmet, the rank, the mission.
He briefly pressed his thumb against the ring finger, testing the new, profound permanence of the mark. He had instantaneous access to every shared moment of happiness he would ever have with this man. Yet, at this moment, with Cody standing right beside him—the man whose existence proved his unfitness for the path of the Jedi—Obi-Wan had nothing to access. There were no happy memories yet, only the stinging confirmation of his fears.
"I agree completely," Obi-Wan said, forcing his focus back to the map. "We must prioritize the canyon route, which you favor. Commander, you've chosen a surprisingly aggressive path toward the southern jammer."
Cody's hand stopped over the projection. "Aggressive, sir, but it utilizes the element of surprise. The terrain provides excellent concealment for the Ghost Company and allows for rapid engagement. If we can secure the jammer before the Separatists can reinforce, we save lives."
The logic was flawless. The dedication was admirable. Obi-Wan felt a surge of professional respect that managed to briefly eclipse the personal shock.
He is good. He is the best.
"A sound strategy," Obi-Wan confirmed, nodding slowly. "I trust your judgment, Commander. We move when you are ready."
"We are ready now, sir."
The exchange finished, leaving the General and the Commander standing shoulder-to-shoulder before the grim reality of a galactic map, connected by a bond that was both an unbreakable promise of devotion and a painful marker of rank. Obi-Wan had met his soulmate, and their relationship began exactly where his anxiety had always predicted: under the sterile, formal light of command. He just had to ensure that the foundation of their life, built on "It is, sir," didn't become the justification for its end.
Three standard hours later, the Negotiator was vibrating with the controlled energy of a ship preparing for a jump to lightspeed. Obi-Wan stood near the aft viewport of the bridge, watching the distant stars. The conversation with Cody had been entirely professional, focusing on troop deployment, supply lines, and contingency planning. Every word from the Commander had been preceded or followed by "sir."
The tension coiled in Obi-Wan's gut had yet to loosen. The Memory-Ink on his finger still felt impossibly heavy, the bronze script a constant, cold reminder of the formal boundary that was also their bond.
He scanned the bridge crew, most of them clones, until his gaze settled on Commander Cody. The Commander was positioned near a communications console, going over final encrypted transmissions. Crucially, his helmet was off. It rested on the console beside him, the painted orange lines vibrant under the bridge lights.
Obi-Wan took a slow, deliberate breath and walked toward him. He had avoided any extended personal contact, but he needed to see the man behind the machine, if only to reconcile the soldier with the soulmate.
As he drew closer, the details of Cody's face resolved—a visage that was deeply familiar, yet brand new. It was a face built for action, serious and intelligent, currently furrowed in concentration. The most arresting feature, however, was a faint, yet distinct, scar that curled from the Commander’s hairline, arcing over the left eyebrow before vanishing into the tight muscle of his cheek. It was a story told in silvered tissue, the kind of mark earned through hard, close combat.
He must have been a highly skilled operative, even before the war, Obi-Wan thought, the professional admiration instantly mixing with a deep, private ache of concern. This was the man whose resilience was literally linked to his own.
Obi-Wan stopped a respectful distance away, ensuring he didn't startle the Commander.
"Commander," he said, keeping his voice low and conversational, moving away from the formal tone they'd maintained.
Cody instantly snapped his eyes up from the datapad, his hand already moving toward his helmet before he paused. "General. Is there an issue with the forward fleet status?"
"None at all," Obi-Wan replied, offering a gentle smile. He tilted his head slightly toward the console. "I simply wanted a word before the jump."
Cody relaxed marginally, though the intensity in his gaze never dimmed. He waited, his posture still rigid.
Obi-Wan let his gaze drift momentarily to the scar that framed Cody's eye. "That's quite a mark you have, Commander. A relic from your training days, perhaps?"
The question was simple, yet personal. It was the first time Obi-Wan had stepped outside the bounds of mission protocol. He watched Cody's face, searching for any flicker of emotion—pride, pain, perhaps even a hint of the vulnerability their bond was supposed to make inevitable.
Cody touched the scar briefly, almost subconsciously, his fingers rough against his skin.
"Advanced Recon training, General," Cody confirmed. "Simulated urban combat. Didn't move fast enough to clear a collapsing structure. It's old."
His tone was neutral, professional. He'd given the answer, but he hadn't invited further discussion. Obi-Wan felt the sting of that formality, that emotional distance. He knew, intimately and painfully, that their first words had already cast a deep shadow over every interaction they would have.
I am his superior. And he is determined to keep it that way, Obi-Wan realized. The first words were "It is, sir." The bond is not a friendship; it is a chain of command.
He wanted to reach out, to reassure him, to make some small gesture that acknowledged the truth circling his finger, but the helmet resting beside Cody felt like a silent, insurmountable barrier.
"Well, 'old' or not, I can see it speaks to your dedication, Commander," Obi-Wan said, retreating to safer ground. He gave a final, formal nod. "Carry on. I'll be in the tactical center until we reach Ryloth."
He turned away, the weight of the bronze script heavier than ever. He had looked into his soulmate's eyes and seen nothing but a soldier waiting for orders, perfectly encased in duty. And the only words Obi-Wan could speak to him were the ones that reinforced the distance between them.