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She's like the wind
By Strange Music-;
She's like the wind through my trees
Ever racing.
Never stopping.
That's her. No rules to stop her and no ties to bind. Spreading her hands into the wind.
Free.
Like the wind.
As easy to control and even harder to understand.
She rides the night next to me
What did I know...about her. So much and yet so little. There was a whole set of memories concerning our previous lives. And a whole lot of more from our recent one. A life that seemed to consist of only fighting and choosing ever since we met.
Fighting for our life's.
Choosing which way to go.
Blinding ourselves with the illusion that we really *had* a choice.
She leads me through moonlight
Only to burn me with the sun
It was only as Sailor Uranus and Neptune that we were lovers. It was natural for as a breathing. Wasn't it then natural that it felt like I *stopped* breathing, every time we left it behind in the moonlight. The cloak of lovers was never worn in the daylight. Like a vampires we led a different live.
In daylight it was friendship. A deep and trusting friendship, but nothing more.
She's taken my heart
But she doesn't know what she's done
Will she ever know. That more often that not I cannot simply forget the night. That I cannot simply take of the cloak. That I wanna grasp the moment like I wanna grasp the stars.
Even thou I knew that they were both equal unreachable.
Both simply an illusion of closeness.
Feel her breath on my face
Her body close to me
Only an illusion.
„Are you O.K. Michiru? Worries eyes looked at me.
„I am fine. Just as colorful as your language back there.
„He hurt you." She replied as if it was the only answer needed. And for her maybe it was.
The she stepped closer. Gentle hands probing a wound, that was probably no more that an Abrasion.
So close.
Can't look in her eyes
She's out of my league
„What's the matter." Still worried
„Nothing."
A finger under my chin, to raise my gaze into her's. It would be so easy to loose myself into those eyes. Why did the light of day have to stop it.
To stop us.
Simply because...there was no us.
There *was* a we, from a 1000 years ago. But there was no *now* and there certainly, would never be a will be.
Just a fool to believe...
I couldn't stop the tear that slipped my face and certainly couldn't stop her from noticing it.
„Nothing...It is nothing." I assured her to her worried gaze. „Just the wind." She smiled
relieved.
And so did I. Because in a strange way, I hadn't even lied to her.
...I've anything she needs
„Good, we wouldn't want people to think that I made a beautiful girl like you cry."
God beware if for a second I'd believe what she said to me. If for a moment I would believe
only her eyes. Yet I never, neither for a second nor a moment forgot what it meant to her.
No, she didn't break hearts on purpose...and I guess if she knew...she would stop.
But then again. What would I have if not for those seconds and moments. What would I have
without those dreams.
She's like the wind
And I knew I would never be able to catch her.
I look in the mirror, and all I see
Is a young old girl, with only a dream
Sometimes I wish I wouldn't remember that much about our past. How it was to hold her. How it felt to be in her arms.
In a time of constant battle she was my only rock.
I wish I wouldn't remember how it felt to kiss her. Stolen moments for ourselves.
I wish I wouldn't remember how she died.
Why wasn't I allowed to forget.
Feeling like I was so old...feeling like I was so young.
Am I just fooling myself.
That she'll stop the pain.
Maybe it just wasn't meant to be. Like it wasn't meant to be that I could lead a simple life, like so many other girls.
I can life with that.
As long as I can life with her.
Living without her
I'd go insane
She'll never know, how relieved I had been when I found her back then. I don't know what I would have done If I would have had to go on fighting alone. Keeper of a secret I never really understood.
I don't what I would have done without her...or maybe I know it only to well.
Feel her breath on my face
I can live with what I've got.
Her body close to me
Dream of what I can't.
Can't look in her eyes She's out of my league
Because as long as she was by my side it was enough...had to be
Just a fool to believe-... I have anything she needs
So I kept putting my feelings aside. Laying my hopes to rest. Living my life as it was.
She's like the wind
And as her eyes looked into mine, I smiled.
For her.
The End