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The bell exploded once more.
The room fell into motion.
Storm had been here a week now.
No—two weeks? One week?
He wasn’t sure anymore.
That felt wrong.
He glanced down, dragging the last of the straps into place. The armour almost fit now. Jailbird had helped him cut it down, showing him how to shift the weight off his shoulders. Kaden had shown him a trick of bracing the buckles, hauling them until they bit just right.
But it still felt uncomfortable.
Still didn’t feel like him.
Not important.
He grabbed his father's old staff from where it lived—under his bunk, out of sight. He slung it across his back the way they’d shown him, angled so it wouldn’t catch doorways. They had offered him a new one, aligned more closely to his magic. But he’d refused. Taking another felt wrong—a stranger’s tool—and besides he didn’t use it.
He only carried it because they’d said he must.
A rule was a rule; rules were easier than thought.
Around him, bunks were stripped and remade in seconds. Sheets were pulled tight, corners squared. The rhythm was automatic now. He straightened his own, tugged the edges smooth, made sure the fold lined up with the frame—one of the few routines here that didn’t feel entirely pointless.
The second bell dragged him out into the yard before he’d finished blinking the sleep-grit from his eyes. The cold bit at his face, breath clouding sharp in the dawn air.
Lines were already forming. They always were. He didn’t have to think anymore—just follow Marin’s regimented stride, pale skin freckled under the dawn light, her two-handed sword balanced like a standard; Kaden’s lazy wave, grin flashing a chipped tooth above his shield; Jailbird’s solid weight, scarred hands flicking a knife like a prayer bead. He slipped into the gap.
He’d nearly caught up.
That was the trick, wasn’t it? Not getting good—just catching up.
Maybe once you’d caught up, you'd stop noticing you were running?
“In war—”
“Victory.”
The answer came from his throat before he meant it to, the syllables slotting neatly into place with the others. His pulse stuttered. He hadn’t even thought about it—hadn’t chosen to answer. The word had simply left his mouth because that’s what his body did now, as natural as breath, as if the sound belonged to the air rather than him.
The chant always sounded like prayer.
Drills blurred into each other. Shields slammed, blades struck. Storm’s dagger clanged against Kaden’s sword in rhythm this time, not half a beat late. His arms burned, shoulders aching from the endless repetitions.
The staff thumped against his spine with every pivot, a dull reminder. Twice an instructor—never named—tapped it with two knuckles as he passed, like checking a latch: carry it, that was the rule.
And he did.
Didn’t mean he’d ever draw it.
He glanced around at one point. The few other mages swung their staffs like bludgeons, catching against swords and shields alike.
His father had tried to teach him that once—told him that sometimes magic could not be relied on. Sometimes you had to improvise.
Hypocrite.
Always saying magic was a gift, then recoiling at Storm’s. Saying improvisation was needed, then frowning when Storm used a dagger.
Kaden’s sword slipped through his guard and stopped inches from his face before he realised he’d left himself open. Sparks jumped over his knuckles, reflexive, hot and sudden.
For a heartbeat Kaden’s brow lifted, eyes flicking to the sparks; then the expression shuttered, smirk sliding back into place as he rolled his eyes.
“Pay attention, D-5,” he drawled.
Mage lanes were marked in chalk as the pairs separated—he was shuffled into them by default now, but he still glanced over to where Kaden and Marin were herded into line with the other warriors, while Jailbird marched off toward the rogues.
The divisions still felt strange—tidy on the surface, like neat compartments in a drawer, but jarring underneath.
Lightning: cut ribbons down the line on command.
Then fire. Too hot, too wide, then narrower when the nose-ring Warden yelled. His chest heaved, sweat burned his eyes, the flagstones at his feet already scored black from the last few tries.
Her voice echoed in his skull even when she wasn’t there: Narrower. Again.
A recruit two lanes over bloomed fire wide; heat slapped Storm’s cheek.
“Break, not bloom, Four!” an instructor called—flat, bored, ordained, as if even rebuke was ritual here.
“Cut only!” the nose-ring Warden snapped at the next lane, and three mages answered in the same breath, like a prayer: “Cut only.”
Storm sighted the line, split the charge into a hair-thin filament, and sent it narrow as wire. The shield took it clean; the runner’s boots didn’t falter. For half a heartbeat pride rose—then the smell of someone else’s singe curled into his nose and burned it away.
Again.
Again.
Again.
The words weren’t orders anymore; they were pulse, breath, strike.
By mid-bell his arms ached, his palms stung, but the sparks stayed leashed. Mostly.
When they didn’t, the smell of singed leather hung in his nose until the next drill replaced it, each exercise wiping out the one before like tide over sand.
The mess hall swallowed them at midday—steam, sweat, bread, the same thin broth.
Storm touched his thumb to the little iron griffon on the lintel without hesitation this time, though he still hated the prickle on his skin after, like static under his fingernail.
The other recuits said it was tradition; it felt more like a brand
He slid onto the bench where Marin crooked her fingers, wedged between Kaden’s grin and Jailbird’s silence.
Bread. Broth. Cheese.
Jailbird muttered something about the broth tasting like boiled horse hide.
Kaden insisted it was at least goat.
Marin silenced them both with a glance sharp enough to cut meat.
Storm ate without tasting. His spoon found the bottom of the bowl before he realised he’d even started. He wiped the edge clean because everyone did. His hand did the motion before he thought the thought.
A tap came from somewhere. Then another.
Storm glanced up just in time to see Kaden tap the rim of his tin twice—knock, knock—and half the table echoed it in unison, the sound rolling down the benches like thrown dice.
A game? A code? He couldn’t tell.
It had the weight of ritual anyway.
Three knocks came back from farther down, a low percussion line under the drone of voices and the clatter of spoons.
Storm’s palm twitched, then moved—late.
“Don’t worry,” Kaden said around a grin. “Everyone misses the second knock their first week.”
“How long before it stops being a week?” Storm asked.
“About a month,” Jailbird said without looking up.
Afternoons dragged worse.
Stone rooms, scarred Wardens talking strategy with chalk diagrams that looked more like glyphs than battles. Storm copied lines into his slate, the words smearing together: lanes, cuts, break points.
He’d hated lectures and lessons at home. Here, at least, he wasn’t the only one in the room. He wasn’t being told that the safety of others was his job alone anymore; here, the burden was diffused across the diagram, neat and impersonal.
On the board, someone underlined WET twice, circled it, then looked directly at him.
“No lightning when the ground is wet,” the Warden said, and the room murmured the words back. Storm wasn’t sure why his mouth moved with theirs—habit or gravity, some instinct to match the rhythm of the room.
The diagrams looked like puzzles until they didn’t: lanes as arteries, shields as bone, mages like nerves. Every line a channel; every dot a pulse point.
On one board, a dotted line labeled SACRIFICE ran across the flank of a formation. Nobody explained it. He copied it anyway, hand moving faster than his thoughts.
Evenings were the worst.
Not drills. Not orders. Just… space, louder than bells.
Kaden taught him a mess game with a bone die and three rules that made no sense until they did.
Marin rarely spoke, but passed him her whetstone one evening without looking when his dagger had started to bite. She didn’t offer comment or correction—only the tool—like she’d decided he’d work it out or cut himself trying.
Jailbird fell asleep sitting up often, boots braced, head bowed like a prayer that had learned to hold itself. Storm caught himself staring once, thinking of statues in the corridors—then looking away before the thought could settle.
Twice he woke already at the door, boots half-laced, sure the bell had rung. Once he found himself with a slate in his lap and three words written in a hand that looked like his father’s: Dear all, sorry—
He scrubbed them off with his thumb until only grit remained. The smell of wet slate stuck in his nose, too much like the chalk lanes after rain, and he had to stand just to shake it off.
By the end of the first week—or maybe the second—his thumb brushed the little iron griffon on his kit bag each night on the way to sleep. He didn’t notice until the metal cooled under his skin, until the gesture felt like closing a door.
Until the gesture felt like prayer.
Each night he dreamed. Sometimes of monsters and darkness. But others of a corridor that sloped the wrong way, water running uphill, a light he couldn’t see making a heartbeat out of the stone. When the bell hit, he was already sitting up with one boot on, breath held like he could make the quiet last by not exhaling.
And then the bell rang again.
He moved before he thought.