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I am diseased.
I am sick down to my bones, to what I call a soul.
No amulet will fix that.
I am crazy. I can feel it in my skin, in the buzzing of my skull. It bangs away in my brain, on repeat.
I am crazy. I wake up. I cook. I eat. I go to school. I go to Trollmarket. I train. I go home. I sleep.
I am crazy. I wake up. I cook. I eat. I go to school. I go to Trollmarket. I train. I go home. I sleep.
I am crazy. I wake up. I cook. I go to school. I go to Trollmarket. I train. I go home.
I am crazy. I wake up. I go to school. I go to Trollmarket. I train. I go to the house.
I am crazy. I go to school. I go to Trollmarket. I train. I go to the house.
I am crazy. I go to school. I go to the house.
I am crazy. I fight. I push them away. I know they're lying to me anyway. I know they know I'm crazy. They just want to drag me to hell so they can laugh at me. They're going to laugh at me as they drag me to hell. I know it.
I know it.
They don't believe me.
They don't believe me.
They don't believe me.
Fine.
I don't need them.
I'm the Trollhunter. Just me. Just me.
I'm so tired. Why am I even part of this fight?
I'm 16.
I am crazy.
Why does it even matter? Why fight for liars?
I blink and I'm somewhere else. What day is it? How much time has passed? When did I do that? When did I get hurt? When did I apologise to Them?
I'm 16 now.
This is going too fast.
I knew I was crazy.
They don't believe me.