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2025-10-13
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2025-11-04
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(OLD BUT ARCHIVED WORK, CURRENTLY IN REWORK)

Summary:

This is currently going under rewriting (this is still gonna stay though)

Chapter 1: Prolouge: A loner's diary

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Authors note:

Hi! Short introduction muna. Im Harvivi, An underaged beginner writer from the philipines (which means english isnt my first language so.. but im learning more adjectives and learning how to write so i can share this story to you!)

I have been planning this story since last year and its finally time to release it in ao3, Maybe in different apps such as wattpad but meh.

I hope you enjoy this series as much as i enjoy writing this story! Mwa mwa mwa

Chapter Text

Prologue: A Loner's Diary

Dear diary, whatever people said there.

Thought that it would be nice to blabber most of my thoughts in this little notebook, Like who wouldn't wanna document their life here? Especially when nobody wants to talk to you since your a lonely piece of shit (Me)

I should've been using this back in grade school but oh well, i don't really care.

They say that high school is enjoyable, especially when you have friends—but what if you don't have friends? Would that be as enjoyable even without friends?

That's my situation rn when i just just started Grade 7, I just recently transferred to a new school because my parents found a new place to live. That didn't really affect me that much—I was lonely most of the time back over there.

Sure, I had some friends, but they didn't stick around for too long. They had other friends, and me? I was just the backup friend for them whenever their other buddies were not here at the moment.

And when the main ones come, they throw me out until I'm ready to be used again for their boredom. I wish I were favored as a main friend instead of a side chick!

And my first impression of the new school? It's really fucking shit, being left out in chika-chika, barely in group pictures, and having to do shit solo—no one to talk to besides school work. It's hard to adapt to a brand new school, especially with new people

(Chika-chika means chit-chat in a gossip context in Filipino slang)

Don't even get me started on group projects—I swear they're always picking the ones they're already friends with, and then they get angry at me because I'm not helping. Honestly, I'm just waiting for them to have the last resort and call me for ideas.

TBH, this wasn't I expected in high school

In recess, it's just boring in general—you don't have a friend group to hang out with, be stupid, and talk to. You're left with your phone and a couple of games on it, and that's it. Yeah, welcome to my boring ass life!

Sigh, but I'll admit—I feel different in a good way, less fitting in, and no peer pressure, but I still feel like shit.

-Written by Leo