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The studio lights were already too hot for seven in the morning.
Victor Reyes blinked against them, shoulders squared, chin tilted the way the photographer had asked. He’d learned long ago that discomfort never showed on camera; only hesitation did. So he gave the lens what it wanted—a half-smile that looked spontaneous but wasn’t—and tried not to think about how much his back ached.
“Beautiful, Vic,” the photographer said. “Wind machine, let’s go!”
A crew tech hit a switch. The giant fan coughed once and died.
“Again?” someone groaned.
Victor stepped back from the white backdrop, hair sticking to his forehead. “I can do a breeze,” he joked.
The room laughed, grateful for the release. As he ran a hand through his hair, a sudden gust swept across the set—papers fluttered, cables hissed. A coffee cup toppled off a crate.
Everyone looked at the fan, which was still unplugged.
“Did someone open a door?” the photographer asked.
Victor lifted his hands. “Guess I’m just that good.”
The laughter came again, louder this time, and the moment passed. But a single page—his call sheet—kept spiraling at his feet like it didn’t want to land. He crushed it under his sneaker and felt, absurdly, like it had been trying to tell him something.
By noon they’d moved to the rooftop for natural light. Los Angeles was smeared with its usual palette of haze and promise: a city that never let you forget you were supposed to be going somewhere. Victor’s costar leaned against the railing, scrolling through her phone.
“You’re doing that thing again,” she said without looking up.
“What thing?”
“The staring-at-the-sky thing. It’s not even blue today.”
He smiled, but his eyes stayed on a private corner of the horizon. “Blue enough.”
When the shoot wrapped, he declined the car service and walked the six blocks home. Traffic hummed beneath the overpass; someone’s radio leaked out a song that should’ve felt carefree but didn’t. He kept one earbud in, listening to the engines overhead. Each roar sounded like a plane climbing.
Flying. That was what he really wanted.
Not the kind of flying his career gave him—press junkets, airport selfies, premieres in borrowed suits. Real flying. Controls under his hands, clouds moving because he told them to. A straight line to anywhere that wasn’t expected of him.
His apartment was minimalist by accident, not taste. The walls were white, the couch a rumor of gray. On the kitchen counter sat a pile of unopened fan mail, a cracked model airplane, and a mug that read Hold For Lighting. He tossed his keys into it, dropped onto the couch, and exhaled.
Vera called five minutes later, face-timing from somewhere too bright.
“You alive?” she asked. “Or did the fan finally kill you?”
“Still breathing.”
“Good. Vargas says you ditched the wrap lunch.”
“I wasn’t hungry.”
“You’re never hungry.” She leaned closer to the screen. “You’re also thinking about quitting again. I can see it.”
Victor scrubbed a hand over his face. “You’re psychic now?”
“I’m your friend. Same thing.”
He didn’t answer, and Vera softened. “Whatever this pilot obsession is, maybe you just need a vacation.”
“Maybe,” he said, even though he’d already priced flying lessons three times this week.
They signed off with habitual goodbyes. The silence that followed was thicker than it should’ve been.
That evening, on his way to grab take-out, he stopped at a crosswalk where an older woman struggled with her grocery bags. She had one of those little wheeled carts that never rolled straight.
“Here,” he said, taking the heavier bag before she could protest.
“Oh, bless you.” Her accent clipped the vowels neatly. “You’re that boy from the movie, aren’t you?”
He laughed. “One of the boys, yeah.”
She smiled, reaching into her purse. “Then you don’t need money. But take this instead.” From her palm hung a thin silver chain with a dark stone like smoke trapped in glass. “For luck,” she said. “For going where you’re meant to.”
“I can’t—”
“It’s lighter than it looks,” she interrupted. “And I won’t take it back.”
He let her clasp it around his neck. The stone was cool, pleasantly heavy.
“Thank you,” he said, but she was already walking away, the cart squeaking its lopsided rhythm down the street.
Back home, Victor set the necklace on his nightstand and unwrapped his dinner. The news murmured in the background—airline delays, coastal fires, someone’s acceptance speech. He ate half a burrito and abandoned it, switching instead to sketching. The notebook beside him was filled with wing diagrams and fuel ratios, numbers that probably didn’t add up but still made sense in his head.
Around ten, the air in the room shifted. The curtains lifted though the window was closed.
He stared at them, half-amused, half-unnerved. “Real funny, L.A.,” he muttered, checking for a vent. None.
When he looked back, the stone on the nightstand was glowing—faint, pulsing, like a heartbeat.
He touched it. The glow faded. His fingers tingled.
By midnight he’d convinced himself it had been a reflection from the TV. He turned everything off, climbed into bed, and tried to imagine he was already a pilot somewhere over the Pacific.
The city outside hummed; a siren passed, thin and lonely.
Then the chain warmed against his skin.
He sat up, pulse hammering. The stone was bright now, deep red bleeding through silver. He grabbed it to pull it off—and the light surged, flooding the room, white so absolute it erased shape, shadow, thought.
For a single instant he felt weightless, like stepping off the edge of a dream.
Then everything disappeared.
( Nova)
The practice rooms smelled like old varnish and lemon cleaner, as if someone kept trying to wipe away the sound and never could.
Nova Bright held a chord under the lid of the baby grand and listened to it thin out. The piano at Brightwater Conservatory was better than the one in her parents’ townhouse—warmer in the low range, less brittle up top—but it still had that private-school stiffness, like even the pedals expected posture.
She lifted her foot and the chord died. The metronome on the music stand ratcheted on, indifferent: tick, tock, tick.
“Again from the cadenza,” Dr. Mendelson said, his reflection a smudge in the black lacquer. “Relax the right hand. You don’t have to conquer it. Invite it.”
Invite it. As if the Rachmaninoff were a dinner guest and not a cliff.
Nova found the measure and breathed on the count of four the way he’d taught her. She could do it—of course she could do it. That was the point of Brightwater: you did it, and then you did it again under brighter lights. Her fingers moved, obedient and precise, and for a few seconds the room did that rare thing where it forgot to be a room and turned into a river.
Then the bracelet in the pocket of her hoodie warmed like a secret.
Nova missed a note. The mistake clanged, loud as a dropped plate.
“Again,” Dr. Mendelson said, not unkindly. “Slowly.”
“Sorry,” she said. She wasn’t. Sorry implied wrongness. This was something else—pressure meeting possibility and making sparks.
She tried again, slower. The warmth in her hoodie didn’t fade.
Dr. Mendelson checked the clock. “We’ll stop here. Same time tomorrow.”
He liked to end sessions without farewell, as if goodbyes were sentimental and therefore suspect. Nova closed the lid, gathered her annotated score, and slid off the bench with a stiffness that didn’t belong to a sixteen-year-old.
“Thank you,” she said, because she was polite even when she didn’t want to be.
“Mm,” he said, already marking something in his ledger that would become a conversation with her parents about consistency and practice hours. He wouldn’t say talent. At Brightwater, talent was the raw clay—obvious, assumed. Consistency was the art.
Out in the hall, the air was damp with Florida and anxiety. Someone rehearsed an aria in a nearby room, vowels billowing like sails. A violist argued with her tuner. Nova’s friend Ray crouched on the floor with a canvas tote full of thrifted costume pieces spilling onto the tile.
“You lived,” he said without looking up. “I heard three murders in there, all of them perfect.”
“Thanks,” Nova said, sitting cross-legged across from him. “What’s the thrift haul?”
“Art. History. One flea.” He held up a pair of velvet breeches like a magician revealing a rabbit. “For my one-man show, I am officially a guy who duels at dawn and loses immediately.”
“You’ll be beautiful,” Nova said. “Has Ms. Pine signed off on your prop dagger that is absolutely a real knife?”
“It’s foam now.” He tossed her a foam knife. It bounced off her shoulder and rolled under a chair.
Nova reached into her hoodie pocket and touched the thing warming there. It wasn’t hers—she was sure of that—but it felt like it was waiting for her anyway.
“I found something weird,” she said.
“Oh good,” Ray said. “I was worried we were going to have a normal afternoon.”
She pulled out the bracelet. Gold circlet, thin, with a small bright orange stone caged in filigree like it might try to get away if left unsupervised. It looked like it belonged to an aunt who meant well and never took off her perfume. It also looked like fire that had been told to sit still.
“Where did you steal that?” Ray asked, reverent.
“Costume closet. It was at the bottom of a bin full of cloaks. I think it broke off something else. Or someone shoved it there.”
Ray took it, squinted at the clasp. “I definitely didn’t buy it. Unless I blacked out and went antique shopping in between scene study and crying in the stairwell.”
“Could be a freebie with the cloaks. Or it belonged to the last Hamlet who ran off with a stagehand.”
“Romantic,” Ray said. “You should keep it.”
“I don’t wear gold.”
“You don’t wear anything,” he said. “That came out wrong. You dress like a witness protection program assignment. It’s chic. In a ‘please don’t perceive me’ way.”
She rolled her eyes and slid the bracelet back into her hoodie pocket. It thrummed against her palm like it had a pulse.
“Your parents coming tonight?” he asked, gentler.
“Probably.” The midterm recital wasn’t required attendance for donors, but her parents liked to pretend they weren’t donors by volunteering on the hospitality committee. It let them hover without hovering. It also gave them an excuse to introduce Nova to anyone with a last name that sounded like a foundation.
“You could always run away to Daytona,” Ray said. “I hear the boardwalk has three dollar funnel cakes and no Rachmaninoff.”
Nova smiled. “You’re my favorite propaganda machine.”
“Do I get a flag?”
“You get to haul these cloaks,” she said, standing. “Ms. Pine will murder us both if we leave them in the hall.”
They lugged the tote down the corridor to the black box theater. The costume closet was open—someone must have been working earlier and left in a hurry. Racks on racks of gowns and jackets, shelves of hats, rows of shoes organized by an obsessive who believed that heels could be filed like sheet music.
Ray climbed a rolling ladder with the ease of someone who’d fallen off it already and made peace with gravity. “I need Elizabethan but breathable,” he called down. “Also possibly pirate, but a literate pirate.”
“Got it,” Nova said, tugging a crimson coat off a hanger and draping it over a folding chair. Her hoodie pocket buzzed like a phone on silent. She pulled the bracelet out again and watched light break inside the stone—just a prismatic flicker, like when sunlight hits a glass ornament.
She turned it over. On the inside of the band, tiny etched letters: A.R. Not fancy script, not old. Just clean initials.
“Ray,” she called up. “Does anyone around here have these initials? In rich-person jewelry?”
“Everyone around here has initials,” Ray said. “It’s a campus of monograms. A.R. could be half the viola section and at least one dog.”
Nova slid the bracelet onto her wrist. It fit like it had been sized for her. The clasp caught with a soft click, and a little lace of heat spread up her arm.
“Careful,” Ray said, peering down. “Don’t hex yourself. Pine will make you stage-manage Oklahoma! as penance.”
“As long as I don’t have to sing the corn song,” Nova said.
They finished the closet triage and heaved the tote back to the theater. Ray, who made even worry into a bit, stopped the schtick long enough to put a hand on her shoulder.
“You don’t have to be perfect tonight,” he said. “You can be a person.”
“I don’t know what the difference is,” she said lightly, which was only a little bit a lie.
The recital went fine, which was worse than disaster. Disaster would’ve given her a story. Fine gave her a grade. She played the cadenza without mistake, waited for the applause to crest and break, then stood and took a bow that felt like borrowing someone else’s spine. In the brief meet-and-greet afterward, her mother’s lipstick left a mark on her cheek and her father called her kiddo in a way that sounded like he had a schedule to keep.
“Magnificent,” her mother said, and meant it, but as if magnificence were a thing you could order again if the restaurant still had it.
“You really settled in the third section,” her father added, motioning to something he did not understand. “That’s my girl.”
Nova smiled until her cheeks ached, then excused herself to help Ms. Pine stack programs no one would read twice.
Ray materialized with two paper cups of lemonade and a look that said do you want to be kidnapped right now? we can do that.
“After I help clean,” she said. “Then you can kidnap me. But somewhere air-conditioned.”
They cleaned. They pretended the process wasn’t a ritual named Avoid Feelings. When the auditorium finally emptied and the lights went to half, Nova sat on the edge of the stage and let her legs dangle. The bracelet was hot now, not enough to burn, but enough to notice.
“How’s your new wrist friend?” Ray asked.
“Haunted,” she said. “I’m going to keep it.”
“As your attorney, I advise theft.”
“You’re my friend and a sophomore with a crush on costume glue.”
“Guilty,” he said, grinning.
She walked back to the dorm through humid air that stuck to her skin like a curtain. The path lights were on, moths orbiting each bulb in tight little pilgrimages. In the lobby, someone had propped the door to the practice rooms open to cool them down for morning classes. A student with purple hair hummed while taping up a flyer: JAZZ WORKSHOP—ALL LEVELS WELCOME.
Nova rode the elevator up to the third floor and let herself into the double she shared with a girl named Dahlia who was rarely there except to sleep heavily and leave a comet tail of pineapple-scented body spray. The room was neat in the way that said one person kept it neat and the other didn’t fight it. The window unit AC clicked and blew damp cold. On Nova’s desk sat a notebook she kept hidden under her theory textbook. On the first page, in small careful letters, she’d written songs I’m not supposed to write.
She pulled it out and put it on top.
She shouldn’t, not tonight, not with Mendelson’s notes still spidering through her brain, but the not-should made it feel necessary. She switched on the small desk lamp and opened the book to a half-started lyric about getting to pick your own sky. The words looked both truer and less interesting than they had yesterday.
The bracelet buzzed. A tiny spark snicked in the air above her wrist—quiet as a match.
Nova jerked back. The spark winked out.
“Okay,” she said to the room, to herself, to whatever. “That was… static. Or me being hungry.”
She checked her phone out of habit. Three messages from her mother (hearts, exclamation points), one from her father (proud of you), and a meme from Ray of a raccoon in a tiny cape captioned stage manager entering tech week. She sent him three knife emoji and a heart. He sent back a popcorn bucket and call me if the bracelet tries to eat you.
“Ha ha,” she said to the lamp, but it did ease the prickle in her chest.
She showered, the last hot water soldiering through the pipes like it knew it was fighting a losing battle, and climbed into bed with a book she wouldn’t remember in the morning. Dahlia came in around eleven, whispered something like how’d it go, listened to Nova’s fine, and fell asleep mid-text. The AC kept up its steady fake-winter. The bracelet cooled against Nova’s skin.
She set her alarm for 6:30, because that was what good students did, and turned her phone face down.
It was the thin hour when dorms finally go quiet, the hallway drama exhausted, the building itself breathing deeply. Nova floated there, in the not-quite-sleep place where thoughts loosen and recombine: her mother’s lipstick mark; the shape of Dr. Mendelson’s “mm”; Ray’s raccoon; the grain of the piano’s low A, the way it vibrated even after you lifted your hand, as if it had an afterlife.
The bracelet warmed.
She didn’t move. Sometimes something fades if you don’t startle it.
The warmth sharpened, like someone turning a dimmer the wrong way.
She lifted her wrist. In the dark, the stone was lit from inside, orange pulsing to gold, gold to almost-white, then back. It was the kind of light that makes you want to cup your hand around it, protect it, the way you do with a candle in a draft.
“Okay,” she whispered, absurdly polite. “What are you doing?”
Her heart beat too fast for the work she was asking it to do. She reached to unclasp it, to take it off, to put it in a drawer and call it pretty and be done. The clasp refused to yield. She tried again. No. The heat licked at the edge of pain—never enough to burn, just enough to insist.
Across the room, Dahlia slept on, unbothered. The AC sighed. A car passed on the road outside, bass rattling, some summer anthem that would be over before July.
Nova closed her hand over the stone.
Light flooded between her fingers, bright enough to outline bone. The air around her wrist prickled. She felt, impossible and ordinary, like a match being struck.
She pressed her other hand over her fist, as if the way to calm brightness was pressure.
“Shh,” she said to it, to herself, to the person she would be if she let this happen.
The light surged.
For one instant, the room was all white. Not daylight. Not fluorescent. Not anything she could name. A soft, total absence that was somehow the opposite of empty.
Somewhere, in that shiver of an instant, she thought she heard leaves.
Then there was nothing but the light.
And then—nothing.