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They both know they shouldn’t be alone with each other like this. Especially on New Year’s Eve night with no one around, being in Phil Lester’s apartment, for someone like Daniel Howell.
The rain has stopped, but the tension between them hasn’t. It’s like nothing or no words could change what might be the end after just 4 months. Everything that has led up to this moment, taking a used umbrella, frequent walks by the coffee shop, ink fading on a supermarket receipt, kisses in a storage room, gossip from someone you couldn’t compete with in the first place. It was all cruelly but perfectly bound to be tragic for the both of them
Dan knew that when Phil looked at him with his blue eyes, into his brown eyes, the minute he walked into that coffee shop, that he was doomed from the start. But still he wanted it, wanted him.