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You had a really, I mean really shitty day. You went to work and it started off fine until some asshole decided to ruin it for you, this guy called Josh called to you so you walked over with a sense of fear since hes already been a jerk to you since day one. 'I think its crazy that Ash turned out to be a fairy, I mean the guy whos basically been round every girl turns out to be one of those you know... lip wristed kind.'
Your eyebrows furrowed in anger and confusion, is this guy an idiot or is he just trying to piss you off? 'The thing is Josh you don't have to pick and choose'
'Well actually I guess I couldn't really class him as gay actually since you aren't really a guy and all'
What. The. Hell.
I mean the guy just immediately started off by insulting your boyfriend and now hes being transphobic. Your heart starts beating faster and your eyes begin to burn. But a idea sparks in your mind.
'Your mother thinks im a great man actually.'
He begins to walk away muttering various slurs under his breath and looking at the ground in anger.
Well, that worked. But your throat begins to close up as your vision gets a little blury and you start to shake. You run to a bathroom stall to hide yourself in until you can catch your breath, you were sitting on the probably dirty floor but it didn't matter because you didn't want to get a heart attack and your last words be a your mother joke. You sit hunched over holding your knees in your arms and resting your face just below your knees practically gasping for air. You feel the panic pass mostly in a few minutes but its still looming over you even on the journey back home.
You fumble for the keys, your face still a little hot and your hands still shaking a little. You find the right key and slowly open the door with a light creaking sound. Theres some shitty horror about aliens on the tv and you see Ash lying on the sofa fully engrossed in the tv. You decided not to immediately state your arrival to not distract him so you place your bag down and take your shoes off all in one swift motion with a slightly exaggerated sigh of relief. You finally are home since whats felt like years, and you finally get to see your boyfriend yet again. You step into the living room with a slight sense of joy and excitement.
He rolls over slightly to look at you with those cute shiny eyes 'Oh hey didn't hear you come in.' He sounds like he just recently woke up from an insane nap and he looks like it too.
You slouch onto the sofa as he adjusts himself to let you sit down and continues to watch the film intensely. The memory of what happened today comes back to your mind and you curl up and hide your face before the inevitable tears start. You try to ignore the feeling of your stomach twisting in fear and your head pounding. Does he think the same way about me?? Does everyone think im a girl??
The tears begin to flow down and you try to not bring attention to yourself as you sob, your breathing is slightly erratic but you try to breathe long and quietly. You didn't try hard enough apparently since Ash quickly turns to hold you in his arms tightly.
'Hey, hey what is it?' His voice is soft and low with a high amount of concern in his pitch. 'Babe you are shaking what the hell happened?' He looks deeply into your eyes which grounds you a little.
You take a deep shaky breath and try to explain the situation. 'Do- do you- fuck.' You sob a little more before wiping away the tears and trying again. 'Do you think im.. a girl?' You continue to cry only slightly louder and shaking even more.
'No babe I would never even think about that, what made you think this?' He looks at you with overwhelming compassion and love, hes being genuine.
You are slightly more calm now and you look up at him in fear and embarrassment like you were ashamed 'Uh someone said that you are only dating me because you think im someone im not'
He gives you a gentle kiss on the forehead and holds your head to lay on his chest. 'Look pretty boy I don't know whos been lying to you but you are the most handsome guy I know, besides myself.'
You giggle a little as he runs his hands through your hair. You can feel his chest rising and falling, its the most calming thing known to man and you close your eyes to enjoy the moment. Some more silence passes until Ash goes 'Well since the film is over do you want to pick the next one, a little treat for the prince?'
You burrow your head into his chest with a slight sound of joy. 'Texas Chainsaw...'
He lets out a laugh 'Of course. I am going to have to get up though which means no more of your face being in my great tits.'
You let out a groan and pull him in closer.
'I know they are amazing but you need to let me get up.'
You roll off of him enough to let him get up but not fall off the couch completely. You watch as he picks up the tape already out from watching it countless times and he puts it in the player and lays back down on the couch. You immediately lean back onto him and rest your head back on his chest but only on one side so you can watch the movie. 'You sure you are alright?'
'I am now.' You take no time to start kissing him to show your appreciation. He clearly likes it a little too much since when you leave his lips he immediately pulls you back in. You place a hand on his head to ruffle through his hair as you still make out with the most gorgeous guy known to man.