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my sister,
im forever grateful for you, for what you did for me.
im sorry i couldnt give it back to you, and now its too late.
i failed you.
i couldnt make the clan a place where you belonged, where you could live.
and now im alone, for all of the reasons im guilty of.
i cant make it worth your loss, because your loss carved a place inside my heart.
but i can say this,
i never left you behind, mai.
i waited for you to follow me.
but you never did, and what became of you?
i dont blame you from wanting a simple life, i took it away from you.
all because i didnt feel true to myself, i was selfish.
i thought you could handle the pressure, but i dont blame you.
and now, the clan is gone.
and all i could do was to carry on your legacy with me,
carry you in my heart, for as long as i live.
its the least i can do for you, my sister.
wherever you are, mai, i hope you find the life i could never give you.
and maybe, when it’s all over, we’ll walk together again.
i promise.